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So my mom does some stuff and i can’t tell if she is abusive or if i’m just being sensitive. She hits me with things like the chain from her bag, wires, she even hit with with an electrical cord in the shower once, she slaps me in the face, punches me in the shoulder or near my chest. She also threatens to punch me in the face. She once said she would beat me till i bleed if i got in trouble again. She said she would “dress me up like an adult to entertain 18+ or dress me like a little kid so pedos will like me.” Once she beat me and i was hyperventilating and she told me to shut up and said she would let me pass out and when i get to the hospital she would let me explain why i passed out. She’s also said she would abandon me if i didn’t do what she wanted me to do multiple times, She threatened to let me get ||sa’d multiple times|| like for example, she said if i ever went to cps then i would get ||sa’d.||She told me that she tried to abort me multiple times and that she could have just aborted me but she gave me a chance at life instead, she called me ungrateful and claimed that i wasn’t grateful for her doing the bare minimum. She said that i was an inconvenience to her life before and she forces me to take laxatives even if i’m not constipated.
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