I constantly feel left out, and I'm just depressed I don't have friends to talk to and hang out.

[winged sequoia]

I don't have a crazy amount of friends, and they're usually all busy with work or college.

I'm not busy with either really. I'm looking for a job but the market really isn't great rn.

So I'm usually home. I get lonely easily and I sometimes just want friends to talk to and hang out. But they're all busy.

It makes me feel left out.

I guess it doesn't help that I'm also dealing with clinical depression and anxiety, so having hobbies are impossible. Enjoying things by myself is so fucking difficult.

I wish I was a kid again and I could play a video game all day and be excited to play it tomorrow. Today it feels like a chore to play anything, even when I download a new game.

Just downloaded bioshock infinite, and it feels like I have to force myself to play it just so I can tell myself I'm spending my time doing something fun.

[jovial notch]

Yeah exactly this happening to me.
No frnds.
Longing for happiness.

[winged sequoia]

So how do I deal with it?

[jovial notch]

Idk
We are on the same page.

We can be frnds.

[winged sequoia]

I appreciate that, but I need friends in my local area. People I can hang out with

[jovial notch]

That's great.
Then you should go out...
Try joining gym/swimming/coaching etc
There you'll meet with ppl and can make some frnds..

[winged sequoia]

I'm going to the gym but people go there to work not really to talk

And I don't really have a job rn so I can't really afford to pay for anything else

[jovial notch]

You can try talking to others while going and coming back from gym.

[winged sequoia]

They don't like talking usually

[jovial notch]

Yeah ppl do that but you have to make efforts to make them frnds.