Hi. To be honest, I'm making this thread as I really need all the help I can get, as I don't really know what to do anymore. Because I watched Dr. Alok Kanojia's podcast and he mentioned about how one forgot to connect themselves, I think he really pointed out one of my current issues.
I really wanted to learn how to take care of myself once again, how to connect myself once again, how to look at a new hobby again in order to look away from playing video games more, but I have to find a job as well. Now I have all of these issues that I have to face today, and it can feel deafening and "devouring" it can possibly be. It felt like it's eating me up so much that I'm losing my mind, as well as knowing my obligation that I need to find a job as well after being a fresh graduate for almost a year already.
To be honest, I don't know what kind of help do I exactly need, so anything will do, and I don't know where do I go for help.
As to how am I holding up at the moment? I think I'm barely hanging on, and I don't want to give up on myself yet. This is the first time that I've truly given up doing things myself, and asking for help for myself.