sterile junco
I'm really sorry you are dealing with this. I'm actually in the same situation, if i let people in my life its forever unless something insane happens. I lost my gf a few days ago for no reason she said other then growing apart and she always promised we'd have a future. Friends as well in my life always left me eventually even tho i gave everything. They moved on and im still hurting.
Id love to talk to you more if you'd like, i think we could support each other and feel less alone
olive flame
Hallo!
steel bone
I'm sorry you feel that way @last jetty . You're in a very tough situation but the fact that you're seeking help is very brave and mature of you!
Finding the right people to be beside you is not easy. But once you find those people, you'll know you won't be alone.
There isn't much you can do but wait and have the unexpected come to you. Because people in your lives comes and goes and sometimes, you just have to accept that.
Right now, you're not alone. You have your sister and you can maybe build a relationship with her and spend more time?
But so you know, there will always be people who will care for you!