Honestly I don't know what's good for me anymore. I try my hardest with everything, I try to be there for everyone, I try.. I try so hard to be happy, but I never seem to be. My parent's argue, my siblings threaten me.. they don't want me. I wasn't even meant to be here to be honest. All my friends leave because they "dont understand my problem" or why i act like this. I act like this because I know.. I know the love isn't there or the trust. I know they are going to leave, I am not stupid. Same with inmature guys, they will hurt me. They will play their mind games and tell me they love me and that they'll be here forever like my friends, but where are you at now? 🤷 You have me blocked on every social media platform, because you don't want me to realize you found what you wanted, you found out I wasn't the one you wanted and decided to ditch the girl that loved you the most.... I always put my problems behind me like I never had any, and help everyone.. But I ever got help?.. Why do I have to go through this? What the hell did I do to everyone, for me to deserve this huh?.
#I don't know anymore
wary torrent
pulsar kestrel
"Unfortunately, however, most human beings are mistaken about what will in fact make them happy. Regardless of what they themselves might say about the value and success of their lives, most humans, according to the Stoics, hold false opinions about what their happiness consists in" -Studies of Stö, root of stoicism
People will be rude and treat you wrong, but the idea of hope for a better future should always play in to your life
I'm not sure why they do what they do, but I can tell you that you don't deserve it