a journal of my life

[manic jackal]

There is a very big change that I will get this:)

[wooden oxide]

thats so cool!!

love the vibe of a bed like that

[manic jackal]

Same! And il be able to store all my billie merch and stuff in it!

[wooden oxide]

oh my gosh yes!

[manic jackal]

🤭

[manic jackal]

She asks me such stupid questions I'm so sick of it tbh

[wooden oxide]

who?

[manic jackal]

No one dw

Just ugh

[manic jackal]

Well a friend of me (not you dww)

[wooden oxide]

aah, I get it sometimes people can ask stupid things

[manic jackal]

For real tho

It iritates me sometimes ngl

I'm so cold but my forehead is burning💀

[lilac bone]

i am drinking wine rn

life is good

[manic jackal]

Update no fever

[digital cape]

@manic jackalthat's better

[manic jackal]

Now I'm burning alive✨️

[lilac bone]

at least u are not pregnant

always see the positive

[manic jackal]

Uhm what

[lilac bone]

you understood me

[manic jackal]

That's wild

Who the hell is supose to get me pregnant

[digital cape]

Im confused too

what's that supposed to mean

[lilac bone]

i was saying

"if u dont feel well, be glad because it could be worse"

cant believe no one understood that

[manic jackal]

💀

[lilac bone]

i am drun

k

drunk

[manic jackal]

Alr

Tw: ||sh||
||I have to shave but I'm hella scares that I get triggerd badly||

[digital cape]

damn this is what beer do to a man

[wooden oxide]

please stay safe love, it isn't worth ||relapsing|| over<3

[digital cape]

do it bit by bit

[wooden oxide]

?

[digital cape]

the shaving

[manic jackal]

That would trigger it worse

[manic jackal]

I survived:) no relapses today!

[digital cape]

Im proud of you

[wooden oxide]

I’m so proud of you!:)

[manic jackal]

Thank you

My Halloween costume

[lilac bone]

does it get scary when u reveal your face or?

[manic jackal]

Not rlly, why?

[lilac bone]

meeeeeeeen it was a joke

[manic jackal]

Going to put some ||wounds on my face|| like previous years:)

[lilac bone]

the costum itself isnt scary so i asked if it gets scary when it you reveal your face because its so ugly and people will be scared from it, which would be good because its halloween

but it was a joke

so dont take it seriously

[digital cape]

A thunderstorm blocked my wifi yesterday night lol

[wooden oxide]

I love the fit!

have fun

[manic jackal]

the fit is fitting

[manic jackal]

Thank you!!♡

[manic jackal]

Thankss

[manic jackal]

We just walked around the town for candy

I'm mentally, socially and physically tiredd

[wooden oxide]

Was it fun?

[manic jackal]

it was! but towards the end i just was socially exausted so i started to disosioated a bit (or however you call it)

[wooden oxide]

Oohh, glad to hear it was fun tho. And it is quite normal to get socially exhausted

[manic jackal]

yeah i know:)

not me seeing even more signs i might be autistic

i also lost my caprisun

which is sad cuz i really wanted it

@warm otter omg hello:)

[wooden oxide]

Now I want a caprisum

[manic jackal]

BHAHAHA SORRY

i love caprisun

[wooden oxide]

Me toi

Me too*

[manic jackal]

as you should girl

[wooden oxide]

Ikr I never met someone who doesn’t like them

[manic jackal]

so real its imposible to hate them

1st one is the one i took just 6 secs ago, and the second one i one i took like hald a year ago.
i do these cuz im hella bored and i suddenly saw this in my screenshots

i dont agree with most:(

i dont have agression, abnormally flat speech, or abnormal posture

thats rude

[wooden oxide]

Wait how do you do that

[manic jackal]

it also said i was having high sympthomes for autism

[manic jackal]

il send in dm!

[wooden oxide]

Oops mine are also high

[manic jackal]

we're honestly just a girl

[wooden oxide]

True

[warm otter]

phineas and ferb **

hey where have you been on this

when God gives you lemons you make lemonade

when He gives you chickens you make chicken soup

i am holding u to this

yes no hate for another person, but the best thing for both of you (you are obligated to love him and yourself) is to never talk to him again

consequences for acctions

bro where the frick was i pinged how much backlog is there

your hair will also be YELLOW

hair is already dead

meh your's is short you only have about a year of bad hair to lose, go for it

okokok you're gonna get mad but all i can imagine here is that inside out 2 character

the yellow and blue one

you're twinning w them

bruh sophie literally is the younger user

AWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

ok sophie 10/10 job tearing this dude to shreds i am so glad i stopped for this interaction LMFAO

LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoo

straight up escapism and avoidance

bad sophie

don't do drugs kids

take it from m

me

a geriatric compared to yall

ok no

i can't tell you how many of my friends said this

and we're all like 20-22 now

and they're doing pretty damn good

[warm otter]

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[warm otter]

i found the ping

hello

so

what I've been meaning to tell you

did you pray today and did you read your Bible recently

[manic jackal]

Yummy

[manic jackal]

You should!

[manic jackal]

BHAHAHAHA SORRY

[manic jackal]

No it wont🙏

[manic jackal]

Not true, my hair stylist said it was very healthy

[manic jackal]

I WONT DGET THOSE HAHA

[manic jackal]

Not true😔

[manic jackal]

I DIDNT TEAR HIM APPART?! HE DIDNT STOP WHEJ I SAID TO STOP

So it's deserved

(I slept really bad the night before so I just wasn't having it)

[manic jackal]

So real

[manic jackal]

I never said drugs just a normal cig

[manic jackal]

Let's hope so:)

[manic jackal]

Yes😔

[manic jackal]

Uhm nooo, but I did celebrate halloween🙏

[manic jackal]

Hello

Wait imma read the Bible now

Deateronomium?

I just read a part and I have 0 idea what I read💀

Already new uhm chapter?

Jozua

[warm otter]

okay

New Testament

New Testament is what you want to read heh

[manic jackal]

Idk?

I'm just reading ✨️in order✨️

[warm otter]

:) this brought tons of happiness tho

[warm otter]

that's fine, but in the New Testament lol

[manic jackal]

I'm now by 'rechters' so like rights?

[manic jackal]

Oh this is the old one

I first have the old one and then I have to new one

[warm otter]

new > old

[warm otter]

wellll hope you had fun :)

[manic jackal]

Oh are ypu telling me that I read all this for nothing?!

I just want to read it in 5 min and know everything😔

[warm otter]

THATS STILL A DRUG

NICOTINE IS DRUG

[manic jackal]

Why is it so thick😔

[warm otter]

an EXTREMELY ADDICTIVE ONE

[manic jackal]

NO ITS NOT

[manic jackal]

Il get one without nicotine

[warm otter]

yes you did and he deserved it and it was such a good read

[manic jackal]

Huh but mine is like in order, it goes from.
Old
New
Old testament

[manic jackal]

😭🙏

[warm otter]

i mean hair is already dead
like it's not alive

its always dead

[manic jackal]

I was so done with my day so I just couldn't do it

[manic jackal]

True

[warm otter]

oh i will

[manic jackal]

Omg after this chapter thingy imma read about ruth

She's a slay

[manic jackal]

That sounded more like a threat

[warm otter]

no it's not for nothing, but, if you read enough of the old testament you learn that they're just waiting for the Messiah to give the answers. Then the Messiah came (Jesus) and gave all the answers, lol

[manic jackal]

Nah that's crazy😔

Rn they're just begging God for a good life all the time

[warm otter]

the old testament is still important, but it's meh less applicable to us

[manic jackal]

And then they get mad that they dk in fact have to believe in God🧍‍♀️

What is 377÷5?

6,5

That's not right

[warm otter]

the old testament is basically

God gives rule
Jews listen
They stop listening for some reason and rebel
God forgives them, with His unending forgiveness, gives them another shot with more rules
Jews listen
They stop listening

like literally

[manic jackal]

75,5

So I'd read for 76 days if I read 5 pages each day...

[manic jackal]

😭🙏

[warm otter]

"okay just don't wear cloth with leather, that's it, just don't wear leather and cloth"

and they FRICK IT UP

[manic jackal]

They wear leather and cloth

[manic jackal]

HOW?!

[warm otter]

like He really went easy core with some of those rules

[warm otter]

IDK

ITS SO EASY

[manic jackal]

FR

[warm otter]

i mean that's almost the entire old testament though

[manic jackal]

Damn

Can't wait😔

[warm otter]

is just that on repeat

there's lessons in there

[manic jackal]

Slay

[warm otter]

but the important lessons are in the new testament :P

[manic jackal]

Well that sucks😔

[warm otter]

i quite like psalms tho

[manic jackal]

After Ruth il read about a guy again😔

[warm otter]

almost entirely written by king David

[manic jackal]

Who's that

OH WAIT

HIM

[warm otter]

bruh

yes

[manic jackal]

Nvm know him

[warm otter]

most Bibles that only contain the new testament (usually travel sized ones) also contain psalms

[manic jackal]

Uhm shush I haven't had a Christian lesson in nearly 5 years now, I'm impressed I still know

[manic jackal]

Wait huh isn't psalm a chapter

Wait

Il look

[warm otter]

yeah from the old testament

[manic jackal]

Songs?

They want me to READ songs?

[warm otter]

you can always sing them too :)

[manic jackal]

😭🙏

[warm otter]

but they're prayers, proverbs, poems, songs

[manic jackal]

Ohhhg

That explains

[warm otter]

:D

[manic jackal]

They're 2 songs

It's litarly called 'the song'

10/10 very creative

[warm otter]

lol david was busy being King he aint coming up with names

[manic jackal]

I can see that😭🙏

Couldn't some nuns do that in the translate process

[warm otter]

cigarettes are straight up tobacco
tobacco has nicotine
all cigarettes/cigars have nicotine

[manic jackal]

They're ones without them haha

Fun fact: Those are used in movies when the actor has to smoke

We once did a fun fact quiz in my class at school. I learnt that I know too many fun facts🧍‍♀️

[warm otter]

I'll hold ya to this one too :)

did i sound less threatening this time

[manic jackal]

No wait🐦

WAIT WRONG EMOJI

😔

[manic jackal]

Not really

[warm otter]

why not still going??

[manic jackal]

Because that was at my primary school that's why

[warm otter]

boooooooooooooo

aren't there other ones

[manic jackal]

Nope

My school is like an open school so no room for any religion lessons

[warm otter]

open school??

[manic jackal]

Yesh, it's a school that doesn't have any specific religion, anyone can come there

But that means that people that are Islamic or Christian don't have a pray room. Don't have a bible/qoran laying somewhere at school etc

[warm otter]

is there a Christian club at least??

or a church group or

[manic jackal]

They once asked for a prayer room but they denied it

[manic jackal]

Nope

[manic jackal]

Eh idk if my parents would like me to go to a church

[warm otter]

tf

[manic jackal]

Besides the ones that are near me are all protestant

[manic jackal]

Yep

They can now pray in some room, but it's just not great

[warm otter]

:((((((((((((((((((((((((((

[warm otter]

u catholic??

[wooden oxide]

phew I thought I was the only one doing that, I just started at the begin of the bible 😭

[manic jackal]

Idk, I'm currently reaching more for it. So I'd like to go to a Catholic church to just idk learn more

[manic jackal]

Sp real, I see all these people like reading randomly but I'd forget what I had read and what I still need to read😭🙏

[wooden oxide]

YEAH EXACTLY THAT

[warm otter]

rrrrrrrrr start at the beginning of the new testament!! trust me you'll enjoy reading Matthew:1 (first book in NT) a lott more than Genesis:1

[wooden oxide]

wait i don't even know where i started

[manic jackal]

😭

[wooden oxide]

im now in Lucas?

[warm otter]

ooooo Luke!! ok that's good

good chapter

[wooden oxide]

and I read the 2 before that also

[warm otter]

sorry for americanizing all the names heh that's just the only ones I know

[wooden oxide]

ohh yeah no idk what language these are in tbh my mom bought it for me

[manic jackal]

Skill issues if you ask me

[warm otter]

so Jolly, you're Christian too?? :DDD

[wooden oxide]

yep! born and raised

[warm otter]

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

MEGA W

[manic jackal]

🧍‍♀️

Wow okey thank you😔

I see

[warm otter]

lol I probably said the same thing to you sophie xD

long time ago

[manic jackal]

Nah ah

[warm otter]

@manic jackal are you Christian??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!?

[manic jackal]

Yes🙏

[warm otter]

:O WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[manic jackal]

😭🙏

[warm otter]

-OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

MEGA W

[digital cape]

yo everyone

[manic jackal]

I'm so tired

I could legit take a nap, but my dad hates when I do so💀

Besides in like 3 hours I have to be ready to go out

[warm otter]

How is the nap

[manic jackal]

havent taken one

[warm otter]

Cat pics for Bible reading

[manic jackal]

awhhh thats so freaking cuteeee

[warm otter]

The cat has been vacuumed up

He is now awaiting trial

[manic jackal]

oh no:(

[wooden oxide]

Where you going to?

[manic jackal]

A restaurant!

Going to be there in like 15 min

[wooden oxide]

Oo have fun!

[manic jackal]

Thank youuu

I've been zonnig out way too much rn

I hate it ngl

[warm otter]

why so

why is the discord orange

cultural imperialism

[manic jackal]

Halloween

[manic jackal]

Was tired, and there was a lot of noise so yeah

Omg my favorite small artist (2 k listerens) put out her ep on Spotify finally. It's so good. Before this I had to listen on YouTube but it's finally on spotify

[manic jackal]

I love going on a journal to find small artist, there are so many gems it's crazy

[manic jackal]

im hungry

but no energy to get up and make food

[severe bay]

Siblings🗣️🗣️🗣️

[lilac bone]

helloo

[manic jackal]

Just had hockey practice we were only with 7 girls (off the 17 girls) it was fun tho

[manic jackal]

listend to this song last spring, when i was honestly really at my worst. this was on repeat, it has: anger, sadness and so much more on it, its beautifull but honestly hurted a little to hear again, it brought me back to that time tbh

[manic jackal]

Omg I might make these for hit me hard and soft concert ngl

[manic jackal]

angels harm themselves because they dont like it here on earth, this world is destroying then so they try to go back to heaven

Loved this quote tbh

[severe bay]

Angles?

[manic jackal]

Yeah spelled it wrong😭🙏

Angels*

[wooden oxide]

Thats such a beautiful quote

[manic jackal]

I know right

Today I have a appointment with my psychologist and my parents, which is nerve racking but alr

[manic jackal]

Well that absolutely sucked omg

[wooden oxide]

Did it go well?

[manic jackal]

yeah i guess, i felt a little conrnerd tho.
i thought that we would just talk about how ive been going and how the appointments went, instead they talked about a new psygologist because of my ||suicidal|| thoughts, they all just kinda talked and sometimes they woudl sudenly ask me questions all look at me, where i would then shutdown because i was nervous stressed and just feels bad overall

[wooden oxide]

Aaah, Happy tho that it didn’t go to bad!

[manic jackal]

Same:)

Going to a musical rn, it's about WW|| so that's rlly cool its called 40-45

[manic jackal]

That was honestly just amazing, but it was so heavy tbh

[manic jackal]

I have a feeling that I know where my iritation with my friend comes from

I'm a very closed off person, I hate to vent and so in a journal is probably the most il do

But my friend is very open, she can vent whenever she wants and does so. I guess that that iritates me

It's stupid but it definitely does explain the moments when I get irritated

[manic jackal]

IT WORKED

Now I'm about to make atleast 10 more

[balmy epoch]

W

looks great

[manic jackal]

Thanks!

[balmy epoch]

these hard to make?

[manic jackal]

Not really rbh, but the video I followed wasn't great haha

[balmy epoch]

ah

so how is life rn?

[manic jackal]

Hard and not great tbh, but alr

[balmy epoch]

ah

what makes life so hard?

[wooden oxide]

That looks amazing

[manic jackal]

I know right!

[manic jackal]

Just a lot atm ngl

[manic jackal]

Just sold the two billie tickets I had left over🫡

[wooden oxide]

ooo nicee!

[manic jackal]

:)

[manic jackal]

ugh my stumach hurts and pain meds dont work

[remote wind]

How are you doing?

[manic jackal]

Not great tbh, what about you??

[manic jackal]

Just had a shot at a friends house🧍‍♀️

Last thing I expected of my day haha, it was great tho

[wooden oxide]

That’s so amazing tbh

[manic jackal]

It definitely tasted great😭

[wooden oxide]

That is what matters

[manic jackal]

Frr

It tasted like sprite, it had very little vodka haha

[wooden oxide]

Oo yumm

[manic jackal]

Yess

Help- we sound like alcoholics rn

[wooden oxide]

Ssshh

[manic jackal]

😭🙏

[manic jackal]

OMG OMG OMG

I JUST CALLED THE RECORD STORE

AND THEY WILL PUT THE BILLIE EILISH HMHAS ISOLATED VOCALE ASIDE FOR ME

[wooden oxide]

That so good to hear tbh

[manic jackal]

I know right! I'm soooo exited

[wooden oxide]

I get itt

[manic jackal]

[manic jackal]

Watching first dates is like third wheeling but on a different level

It's so awkward and not in a good way at all

[manic jackal]

She's so real for this. I'm honestly terrified for the USA and just everyone

[wooden oxide]

Finally someone

all my friend are happy trump one

I am so happy women like billie eilish are speaking up

[manic jackal]

How? Have they ever seen trump💀

[wooden oxide]

girl idk, I am concerned for my friends

[manic jackal]

I get it

I'm honestly terrified of project 2025

[manic jackal]

706 ||suicides|| this morning already...

33 milion votes that didn't get counted💀

The way that this doesn't even suprised me says a lot

Voting places set on fire?

That guy really can't win in a fair way can he💀🙏

[manic jackal]

im tireddd

honestly just mentally and pysically again which is ✨ great✨

[manic jackal]

I just talked to some person idk how to call it, and I will go to another psychologist that can help me better

[manic jackal]

Omw to a concert!

[wooden oxide]

Oo was it fun?

[manic jackal]

I freaking love tiktok, I just basically saw someone set their exes house on fire😭🙏

[manic jackal]

Yess it was amazing!

[wooden oxide]

That looks so cool!

[wooden oxide]

What 😭 they do that

[manic jackal]

Apparently, I couldn't stop laughing ngl😭

[manic jackal]

It was!

[wooden oxide]

😭

[manic jackal]

I'm babysitting rn, I'm just kinda watching Pepa pig and eating popcorn

[manic jackal]

ugh this friend of me keeps copying me and its annoying ngl

like she genuinly copies everything, but im scared to confront her

[manic jackal]

i hate her

she keeps copying me

she keeps reposting stuff

she keeps posting attention stuff on tiktok

idk what to do?

she says she gets abused but idk if i should believe it

i genuinly dont know what to do at this point, she keeps complaining when others do it, but then she does it herself

[manic jackal]

just discoverd a new artist and he's so amazing

its crazy

with just 75 listeners like what?!

[manic jackal]

jees just around 600 more messages and i have 10000 messages

certified yapper tbh

[wooden oxide]

I agree girl

[manic jackal]

yesss

and you help me yap even more

welcome back btw

uhm my thoat started to hurt

[wooden oxide]

I am happy to help

[manic jackal]

Yesss

[manic jackal]

Just dyed my hair🙂‍↕️

[wooden oxide]

wait frr??

to what?

[manic jackal]

Well the inspo is not how it turned out because we need to do it again. Because we bleached it

Wait let me get the Inspo pic rq

[wooden oxide]

ooohh

[wooden oxide]

that's so pretty!

[manic jackal]

I know right!

It's not that 'white' right now so il have to dye it atleast once again

[wooden oxide]

eeh prob still looks cool!

[manic jackal]

It does!

[toxic sky]

Could you share his name ?

About your friend, she might be looking for attention because she lacks self-confidence, or maybe she’s dealing with some emotional stuff. She could also be struggling finding her own identity, which might explain why she copies people she admires, like you~

[manic jackal]

Branson xavier

[manic jackal]

Yeah I know, but it's still very annoying

I'm feeling ✨️shitty✨️

And way to bad to be going to school but too scared to tell my mom

[manic jackal]

My vinyl comes in today

[toxic sky]

Oh yes, this man deserves more popularity, how can he be so unpopular lol

Thanks for sharing it

[manic jackal]

For real!

[manic jackal]

Ofcc

[manic jackal]

IEEEE ITS SO PRETRY AN AMAZING

[manic jackal]

when the now resale worth of my vinyl collection is now around 400 euro's (billie only counted)

[balmy epoch]

is that BIRDS OF A FEATHER?

by BillieEilish?

[manic jackal]

IT IS

its the 7inch vinyl:)

[balmy epoch]

yooooo

W song

love that one

[manic jackal]

for real

[manic jackal]

samee!

(i love all her songs tho)

[balmy epoch]

wait a second

is that an record player?

[manic jackal]

it is!

[balmy epoch]

holy smokes

[manic jackal]

why??

[balmy epoch]

used to collect those

old radios and record players

[manic jackal]

oehh

[manic jackal]

damn

i collect vinyl's curently:)

[balmy epoch]

Those are really valuable

[manic jackal]

they are haha

[balmy epoch]

The vintage stuff looks so much better than the modern stuff

[manic jackal]

i now have one 7inch with a value 70 dollars

[manic jackal]

i know right!

[balmy epoch]

yeahhh

[manic jackal]

(bought it for 15 tho)

[balmy epoch]

DAMN!

[manic jackal]

YES HAHAHA

its ''tv songs'' by billie eilish

and its not even a limited edition

but it was a limited stock and it takes ages for them to stock those up again (its been a year now)

[balmy epoch]

I've got a record player from 1983

[manic jackal]

oh damn

[balmy epoch]

Its a Technics SL-1210MK2

[manic jackal]

i have no idea what that exactly is

wait let me look it up

ohhh

ive got a more modern one:)

no idea which one tho

[balmy epoch]

What's your favourite song by Billie Eilish?

[manic jackal]

uhmmm idk?

cant choose just one:(

[balmy epoch]

Billie Eilish, Khalid - lovely is such a top tier one ngl

[manic jackal]

but the my few favs are:
listen before i go
THE GREATEST
NDA
male fantasy

[manic jackal]

too overrated in my oppinion ngl

its a good song tho

[balmy epoch]

yeah true

I cant decide between WILDFLOWER and BIRDS OF A FEATHER

[manic jackal]

(the way i forgot my all time fav)

[manic jackal]

i get that ngl

both are freaking great

[balmy epoch]

Yeahhhh

Ocean Eyes is also really good

[manic jackal]

omg yess

[balmy epoch]

Radiohead - No Surprises

that is probably my all time favourite

[manic jackal]

oehh (i dont know it)

[balmy epoch]

you should listen to it

its really good

[manic jackal]

i might

[balmy epoch]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5CVsCnxyXg

[manic jackal]

OMG WAIT I DO KNOW IT

[balmy epoch]

YESSSSS

i knew you would!

[manic jackal]

this is like that song id just zone out on and rethink my life

[balmy epoch]

hahahaha

[manic jackal]

its really good tho

[manic jackal]

(and have my floor time to)

[balmy epoch]

music helps me a lot with getting through the day

[manic jackal]

so real of you

[balmy epoch]

wait

do you know this one? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtlgYxa6BMU

[manic jackal]

duhh

[balmy epoch]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8AYmSdaQZI&list=PLFAQloZjB3RfUneWGTZ0_zaVIf8i9ggCQ&index=1
how about this one

[manic jackal]

are we testing my music knowledge?

[balmy epoch]

Yes 🤣

[manic jackal]

its not on spotify, so probably not

[balmy epoch]

But im sure you know Sweater Weather tho

[manic jackal]

ofcourse i do

[balmy epoch]

It's still such a top tier song

[manic jackal]

as it should be

[balmy epoch]

Ophelia by The Lumineers?

[manic jackal]

oehh thats a good one too

[balmy epoch]

Yeahhhhh

coldplay - viva la vida

such a legendary one

[manic jackal]

omg yess

[balmy epoch]

Love that one

[manic jackal]

samee

[balmy epoch]

Summertime sadness

[manic jackal]

oehhh also a good one

(i just love music so every song is a good song)

[balmy epoch]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4qiq1-tu050&list=PLFAQloZjB3RfUneWGTZ0_zaVIf8i9ggCQ&index=56

thats a really good one

[manic jackal]

im not rlly a fan of remixes ngl

[balmy epoch]

Some are kinda dookie but

some are just really top tier

[manic jackal]

mhmm

[manic jackal]

true

[wooden oxide]

The remix of black friday is bad

[balmy epoch]

KSI's new song 💀

[wooden oxide]

they made some weird beat into it

[manic jackal]

so real

i HATE it, and people are loving it

like

no....

[balmy epoch]

Artemas- i like the way you kiss me

such a good one too

[wooden oxide]

they litteraly ruined the vibe of the song

[manic jackal]

yesss

[manic jackal]

for reall

[wooden oxide]

I don;t know names 💔

[balmy epoch]

Calvin Harris - outside

thats such a good one aswell

[manic jackal]

idk if i know that one tbh

[manic jackal]

so real of you girly

[balmy epoch]

im sure you will remember once you hear the song

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J9NQFACZYEU

[manic jackal]

ohhh ofcourse i do

who do you think i am

[balmy epoch]

hahaha

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fldExm_weYY
this ones also good

[manic jackal]

oehh yesss

[balmy epoch]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S0aGgNw13qk&list=PLFAQloZjB3RfUneWGTZ0_zaVIf8i9ggCQ&index=85

that one....

damn

[manic jackal]

omg i love this song also

im like on repeat rn

[balmy epoch]

sameee

Zach Bryan - Summertime's Close

thats also a real good one

[wooden oxide]

jk what I like finneas songs

he is underrated

[balmy epoch]

who is finneas?

[manic jackal]

YES

YES OMG YES

YES

100%

YES

[manic jackal]

a freaking good singer,

[wooden oxide]

I beg your pardon?

[balmy epoch]

Wait

[wooden oxide]

(billie's brother)

[balmy epoch]

u mean Finneas O'Connel

[manic jackal]

you should listen to ''for crying out loud'';

YES

YES

YES

[balmy epoch]

I was confused for a second

[manic jackal]

this guy

[balmy epoch]

If u woulda said O'Connel i would have recognised him imediately

[manic jackal]

and ''the kids are all dying''

[balmy epoch]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uV-Wr1Pmg9k&list=PLFAQloZjB3RfUneWGTZ0_zaVIf8i9ggCQ&index=86

[manic jackal]

i dont know this one

[balmy epoch]

[manic jackal]

[balmy epoch]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PgGzEu05NqE&list=PLFAQloZjB3RfUneWGTZ0_zaVIf8i9ggCQ&index=87

this sound familiar?

[manic jackal]

me listening to the same song for the 100th time today

[balmy epoch]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4BTXSvo3Z2E&list=PLFAQloZjB3RfUneWGTZ0_zaVIf8i9ggCQ&index=88

real

[manic jackal]

uhmm no

[balmy epoch]

its really nice tho

[manic jackal]

(this one to be specific)

i want to share other lyriscs but il get warned

but its like a context song

[balmy epoch]

[balmy epoch]

frrr

[manic jackal]

you should listen to it

[balmy epoch]

alr

[manic jackal]

(you should just listen to sofia isella she's really good)

⚠️ for all the small men, shes a feminist⚠️

[balmy epoch]

Jesus the lyrics

[manic jackal]

its so good

and too real

[balmy epoch]

The lyrics are wild

But i must admit the song is good

[manic jackal]

but the reality for a lot of women

[balmy epoch]

true

[manic jackal]

''the doll people'' is also really good

maybe the best tbh

[balmy epoch]

I don't get why a lotta men treat women like shi

[manic jackal]

because they like power

its a little power trip for most

[balmy epoch]

Their mums would be super disapointed

[manic jackal]

most of their moms are sadly treated the same way

[balmy epoch]

😭

[manic jackal]

its the truth tho

most guys get it from home

[balmy epoch]

I'm neutral

[manic jackal]

wdym?

[balmy epoch]

I don't want to get involved in like feminism and stuff

[manic jackal]

why not?

[balmy epoch]

I'm staying neutral

to this topic

[manic jackal]

(i do agree that modern feminism is wrong)

[wooden oxide]

how do you know that much abt feminism

[balmy epoch]

Yeah sometimes it is a little bit too much

[manic jackal]

but other then that, i nearly want to say that its wrong to not fight for women rights🤷🏼‍♀️

[manic jackal]

who?

[balmy epoch]

Ok thats true

i think everyone should have equal rights

no matter the gender ethnicity or whatever

[manic jackal]

i totally agree, i feel like we should fight to be equal and not ''better''

like we have to know that we CANT survive without men

we litarly cant

[balmy epoch]

I don't get why women get paid less than us men

[manic jackal]

thats how people get kids

[wooden oxide]

you 😭 like here it isn't talked abt.. only the men treated me and other girls/women like sih

[balmy epoch]

The Genderpaygap is total bullshit

[manic jackal]

i look a lot up on the internet!

[balmy epoch]

ask chat gpt 💀

[manic jackal]

and i see it often then id like ngl

[manic jackal]

yep it really is

[balmy epoch]

isn't it possible to make babies out of bone marrow?

i swear that i read something like that

scientists found a way in 2007 to do that

[manic jackal]

as far as i know no, us humans cant breed without both genders

[balmy epoch]

wait lemme do some research

[manic jackal]

i think that i saw that too, but i havent heard of it other then that. so it might be posible but im not too sure

[balmy epoch]

nvm not the bone marrow itself

but the stem cells

[manic jackal]

ohh yeah that can be right

but still, we couldnt rlly function without men?

[balmy epoch]

dont know how they will manage it ethically

[manic jackal]

like most are atrected to the opisite gender

[balmy epoch]

but i dont really think that this is going to be a thing in the near future

[manic jackal]

so that alone

[manic jackal]

and then the many diseeses that come from doing this

[balmy epoch]

ok yeah true

[manic jackal]

so could it happen?

yeah

[balmy epoch]

maybe

[manic jackal]

is it practical, or something we would want

no

[balmy epoch]

How was your day btw?

[manic jackal]

it was fine! yourse?

[balmy epoch]

could be better

[manic jackal]

sorry to hear that

[balmy epoch]

Thinking bout some cool ideas to add to my bucketlist

[manic jackal]

oehh like what?

[balmy epoch]

uhhhhh idk

dunno if i will be able to complete it

really short on ideas and options rn

[manic jackal]

real tbh

bungee jump

travel around the world

[balmy epoch]

Not an option 🤣

[manic jackal]

eat most spiciest chip cuz you can

[balmy epoch]

Neither is that 🤣

[manic jackal]

eat a pepper cuz you can

[balmy epoch]

My time is limited

[manic jackal]

eat a raw union cuz you can

[balmy epoch]

yeah already done that

[manic jackal]

pepper spray some wierdo cuz you can

[manic jackal]

should i be concerned?

[manic jackal]

why's that?

[balmy epoch]

i wouldn't hurt a soul

[manic jackal]

make a ice cream thats like yuck

[manic jackal]

but like its a wierdo so you're good

(with wierdo i mean som eperv)

dont attack the wierdo's we're cool

[balmy epoch]

Yeah i wouldn't peper spray or hurt them

[manic jackal]

you're like too sweet

[balmy epoch]

even if they are pervs

[manic jackal]

its on my bucket list

[balmy epoch]

id just kindly tell them to back off

[manic jackal]

(i have to bike everyday on a dark ass path so like yk)

[balmy epoch]

😭

[manic jackal]

im a girl of 1,60 cm on a bike without any protection so wouldnt work💀

[balmy epoch]

I'm a dude with a rotting liver, kidney and a failing heart 💀

[manic jackal]

oh jees

im sorry to hear that

[balmy epoch]

It's alright

[manic jackal]

go to a concert (for the bucket list)

[balmy epoch]

I might make it to 20

but defo not 25

💀

[manic jackal]

oh jees, that sounds awfull to know

[balmy epoch]

yeahhh not an option 💀

[manic jackal]

oh why's that?

[balmy epoch]

Well ...

[manic jackal]

am i lacking some brains rn? cuz i feel like i am🧍🏼‍♀️

[balmy epoch]

im on SW watch

and I broke both my legs trynna KMS

Because i did something stupid

[manic jackal]

omg-

[balmy epoch]

💀

So yeah

[manic jackal]

(idk what this is, and google says something with a batery💀 )

[balmy epoch]

I jumped off a high voltage powerline

[manic jackal]

uhmmm, then like uhmmm

[balmy epoch]

well its suicide watch

💀

[manic jackal]

oh-

[manic jackal]

omg?

[balmy epoch]

that was like 2 weeks ago

[manic jackal]

buy a new vinyl

(bucket list again)

[balmy epoch]

🤣

[manic jackal]

that was like wrong moment💀

[manic jackal]

still? omg?

[balmy epoch]

[balmy epoch]

yeah...

I'm locked in a psychward

[manic jackal]

damn goodluck with that

[balmy epoch]

thx 💀

I'm gonna go insane in there

[manic jackal]

i can understand that

[balmy epoch]

i hate that weird odor of medical insitutions

[manic jackal]

ong tho

[balmy epoch]

fr

[manic jackal]

idk about a clinic or sum

but the hospital always smells the same

same with psygologist

[balmy epoch]

yeah

weird ass odor

[manic jackal]

for real💀

[balmy epoch]

the air dont smell like air

[manic jackal]

fr

[balmy epoch]

air is not airing

[manic jackal]

idk how they do it

[balmy epoch]

witchcraft

[manic jackal]

i used to think i was a witch

[balmy epoch]

[manic jackal]

BHAHAHA

[balmy epoch]

[manic jackal]

couldnt see the real world

[balmy epoch]

lol

[manic jackal]

even little me wasnt ready

still got A LOT of cristals and insence

or whatever its calle

[balmy epoch]

lol

[manic jackal]

oh and shells

a lot of shells

[balmy epoch]

hahaha collecting shiny things as kids

[manic jackal]

omg yess

but ive been collecting everything tho

[balmy epoch]

Snail shells

[manic jackal]

i have: harry potter, crystals, shells, WW||, plants, records, billie eilish

[balmy epoch]

acorns

pine cones

[manic jackal]

so real of you

[balmy epoch]

shamrocks

[manic jackal]

oehh

[balmy epoch]

shiny rocks

oh man

those were the times

those were the only good moments i had in my childhood

[manic jackal]

didnt have a great childhood?

[balmy epoch]

nope

defo not

it was ass

[manic jackal]

damn sorry to hear that

[balmy epoch]

afk for like a minute or two

be right back

[manic jackal]

alrr

imma eat dinner now

I like live for drama amd rn we're watching 'below decl' and it's just drama after drama

[balmy epoch]

ah

[manic jackal]

Hello again:)

[balmy epoch]

hi

[manic jackal]

How are youuu

[balmy epoch]

ok

[manic jackal]

That doesn't sound too great

[balmy epoch]

btw sry if im bothering you while you are having dinner

[manic jackal]

No you're not dww

[balmy epoch]

ok

[manic jackal]

What are you doing?

[balmy epoch]

Listening to music

watching yt

tiktoks

[manic jackal]

Nicee

[balmy epoch]

not much tbh

[manic jackal]

Not nice, or you're not doing much?

[balmy epoch]

Yeah im not doing much

how can i with 2 broken legs

[manic jackal]

Ohh, well u mean watching YouTube takes enough energy some days

[manic jackal]

True

[balmy epoch]

Haha

im already out of energy

[manic jackal]

I get that, how late is it for you rn?

[balmy epoch]

20:47

[manic jackal]

Same!

So same time zone, nice

[balmy epoch]

nice

[manic jackal]

Yess

[balmy epoch]

tiktok content sux rn

its so full of brainrot

i already have enough brainrot

[manic jackal]

So real

It sucks

[balmy epoch]

yeah...

[manic jackal]

What country are you from btw? (If you want to tell ofcc)

[balmy epoch]

like its not even funny

[balmy epoch]

austria

[manic jackal]

Ohh cool!

I love austria

[manic jackal]

So real

I've been fixing my fyp slowely

[balmy epoch]

life is kinda boring there tbh

[manic jackal]

Well for vacation it's amazing:)

[balmy epoch]

Disco sux

and partying is all about drinking and smoking...

[manic jackal]

I think that that kinda depends tbh, but yeah mainly

[balmy epoch]

Hallstatt was a total disapointment

it's extremely overhyped

[manic jackal]

No idea where that is tbh

[balmy epoch]

looking familiar?

That place is way toooooo overcrowded

Toooooo many tourists

[manic jackal]

OMG THERE

[balmy epoch]

Yeah

Its super overhyped ngl

[manic jackal]

Omg yes I saw that

[balmy epoch]

You can enter the salt mine on top of the mountain

by going up with a gondola

[manic jackal]

Oehh

[balmy epoch]

A burger costs about 8 bucks

they are really milking the tourists

stuff is really expensive ...

[manic jackal]

Jees

[manic jackal]

That's shitty

[balmy epoch]

yeah...

lots of asian people come here every year

i dont understand the hype....

you travel all the way from asia to europe

just to take a walk arround a lake...

[manic jackal]

It looks cool, and I think frezen is based kff of it?

[balmy epoch]

and buy a friggin donut sized burger which costs 8$

[balmy epoch]

Well it looks cool on the pics that you see on the internet

[manic jackal]

That's hella expensive

[balmy epoch]

but irl its just kinda disapointing

[manic jackal]

Yeah but they places like things for the view so you can't see it anymore to stop tourist💀

[balmy epoch]

I mean yeah the water is really clean

but

since there are loads of tourists

theres like a bunch of trash on the streets...

The little town on the lakeside is really beautiful tho

but overtourism there is crazy

[manic jackal]

It doesn't sound that great now

[balmy epoch]

:/

[wooden oxide]

damn beautyfull!

[manic jackal]

My hair rn

[manic jackal]

Frr

[wooden oxide]

that looks so cool!

love the light strawberry blond it is I think

[manic jackal]

Yess! But I'm going to dye it white at some point

[wooden oxide]

oo also cool!

[manic jackal]

Yes!

But I have to let my hair heal cuz it's death💀

[wooden oxide]

oop

too much bleach?

[manic jackal]

I guess?

But it feels death, so I'm just going to put some hair mask in it in the hopes of let it live agaib

[manic jackal]

Just woke up, I have to get ready in around 10 minutes

[wooden oxide]

damn that early? isn't it 7 am for you

[manic jackal]

Yep, but I have to be on the hockeyfield by 9:30 so get on my bike around 8:40

[wooden oxide]

ooo have fun at hockey!

[manic jackal]

Thank you!

My cat thew up in my room💀

[balmy epoch]

💀

[manic jackal]

Fr

It's all cleaned up now tho🙏

Just made hot choco for when I'm coaching

[manic jackal]

I'm 15 min early😔🙏

[manic jackal]

Won 35-34

[balmy epoch]

NICE!

Congratulations

[manic jackal]

Thanks!

[balmy epoch]

What sports do you play?

[manic jackal]

Field hockey, and I run for hobby

(I will have a running competition today for 7km)

[balmy epoch]

Good luck!

[manic jackal]

Thanks!

What are your hobby's?

[balmy epoch]

Listening to music ig

I used to play tabletop soccer and badminton

[manic jackal]

Nice!

[manic jackal]

Just bought this!

It was just 41 bucks and normally it's around 75-100

[balmy epoch]

Yoooo

W's

[manic jackal]

Just ran 7 km (I tore something in my knee had to go to first aid💀

[manic jackal]

Yesss

[balmy epoch]

💀 ouch

[manic jackal]

Yep😭

[brisk tartan]

DAM

holy your still going

nice

[manic jackal]

Yeah ran about 2-1 km still. I had to Finnish the run🤷‍♀️

[manic jackal]

Still pretty death, can't bike so my parents will bring me to school🙏

[manic jackal]

I will infact be brought to school

[manic jackal]

I hate this, I was finally healed again from my knees (that lasted about a freaking 3 years) and now I have this, it's worse and I can't even properly walk or bike. It's already taking a hit on my mental health tbh, sports was just a way to get rid off all the stuff, now I cant even do that

[manic jackal]

Suden urge to cry and ||relapse|| just everything is at once again I hate this

[manic jackal]

Just came back from the docters, I have in fact have a tore muscle

[wooden oxide]

oh no, you allright?

[manic jackal]

Yeah, it hurts to walk tho

I have to rest for a week now, and after that I can start to built it all up again

[wooden oxide]

aah that is nice that it is only a week

[manic jackal]

Definitely, I was scared it would be more

[wooden oxide]

wasn't going to school hard then?

like today

[manic jackal]

My mom brought me and picked me up!

And I got a elevator pass so I don't have to go up or down stairs

[wooden oxide]

ooohh

that makes it easier

was your school day good otherwise?

[manic jackal]

It was boring and I almost fell asleep😭🙏

[wooden oxide]

omg rllly? what subject

[manic jackal]

English😭

It wasn't the lesson tho, I'm just exhausted

[wooden oxide]

ohh already thought so

you alr?

bad night of sleep?

[manic jackal]

Yeah I am dw:) just idk just exausted for some reason

[wooden oxide]

happens sometimes

[manic jackal]

Yeah! How are you?

[wooden oxide]

I am fine! just studying rn bc big tests coming up:)

[manic jackal]

Ohh goodluck!

[manic jackal]

I want to bike and play hockeyyyy

[wooden oxide]

awh I get that, seems like a way to out your emotions

[manic jackal]

Yeah, it truly is

[balmy epoch]

hey

how are you today?

[manic jackal]

I fear I ate (I'd also win best gf of the year🙂‍↕️)

[manic jackal]

Heyy!
I'm not the best tbh, but yk hyping myself up with music works:)
How are you??

[balmy epoch]

oh

what happened

[manic jackal]

Just feeling down with the 'no movement' rule

How are you tho?

[balmy epoch]

Eh could be better ngl

Just an average shit day

[manic jackal]

Sorry to hear that, want to talk about it?

[balmy epoch]

Well it's just the lack of sleep....