Me and my family are very open about our bodies n shit, so I was comfortable telling them that my t- tick got bigger on testosterone, because that's what happens when you take testosterone. Anyway, I was joking around with my sibling and then I said that and they were like "oh so your clitoris got bigger?" And I was like "no, my dick" and they kept arguing back with me and I started yelling at them asking why wouldn't they just drop it and my mom tried to ease the tension by saying "yea no it's a dick cus he's a boy" and then the whole thing went to shit. They said "so your clit dick?" And I said "NO. A penis. A dick, it's not that hard." And then they said "No because you're trans, it's not a dick" And then I dissociated so hard I forgot what happened next, so here I am, who knows how long after that happened, tying my troubles away on the internet. Just looking for support honestly. I feel so shitty. I just wish I were cis. A cis boy. God I can't wait to get bottom surgery. Can't wait to have a real dick. Meta will be the best choice of my life. 😕
#dysphoria. trigger warning I use certain words
bold epoch
im the opposite in some ways
limber osprey
How so? /Gen
bold epoch
so like im a guy (like biologically) and my parents dont really notice my feminine body as im very enclosed and quiet about that. And iwill be taking the female hormone soon so i will change.Im already mocked by mt sibling foe having a tiny wasit curvy body and thick thighs.I also feel shitty too.
do u kinda get where im coming from