vapid bobcat
I'm seriously thinking about it I have been for 6 years now and it doesn't get better or it hasn't I've waited to long dealing with all my friends and family's suicidal thoughts the thought that I might and have lost people to suicide hurts and it keeps me going to keep others going but it's to hard, I take others problems and try to help instead of listening and I feel bad if I don't everyone but 4 people have manipulated and gaslit me one way or another. I'm just done, I might be gone before Halloween or maybe before labor day or on labor day. I'm writing my suicide note rn.
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