gaunt ridge
So ive sh'd for years but since i got with my bf of now 5 months ive stopped but my depression is getting worse along with my ED (eating disorder) and ive started getting bullied by half my grade in school and i just want to cry, im sitting here writing while next to my bf who is ignoring me currently because he and my friends brought up my bullying and laughed about it and i was gonna go to his place anyway, as soon as we got to his place he laid face down and pushed me away and then got up still ignoring me and started smoking some weed, i mostly stopped because he sees my body so much every week and he hates that i do it, i really just want to give up in life and cry and sh and hopefully die