stray zodiac
So preface this whole thing with I love my parents. I'm just kind of feeling sick of just being stuck in my house. I have friends and schools starting soon but I can only see my friends in school. My parents are fine and all, but my dad is like still traumatized from being with his ex wife before I was born and he won't accept that he still needs help. My mom is embarrassed by everything in the house and she needs to get a medical thing done because of an issue she has. Both of my parents are obese and I'm told I look like them but all of my friends say I don't at all. My mom has to lose weight for the procedure, we have an exercise bike in the house and there's a gym not far from where we live but she's too embarrassed to try anything out and she won't ride the exercise bike to even make progress. My dad has to get his knee fixed and he keeps putting it off because "it doesn't hurt a lot I can still walk it'll be fine." My dad is in his mid-50s and I recognize that I'm overly worrying about this but due to the fact that his knee is so screwed up and he's overweight that he's going to fall again and screw something up or he's going to push himself too hard and have a heartattack because the way he is now he's panting and sweating after carrying 1 box up or down stairs even if it's light. It's aggravating because they won't do what DOCTORS tell them to do just because of excuses they can make.
Like I'm to the point of I'd rather move away even if I have 3 years left of school because of the fact I have nobody that wants to even take a second out of their day to text me, there's no one near me that I could be friends with, and I just don't fit in here because of the fact it's a small area and I'm not straight and I'm trans. I just want a friend who lives closer to me and understands my crap atp because I feel like I have nobody anymore even one of my closer friends I feel like wouldn't give a crap if I left at this point.
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