I want to die so much but I can't bring myself to it. I've heard all the time that "it'll get better" but has it? No, it's only gotten worse. I just don't even know what to do anymore, because everytime a small glimpse of happiness is there, I get smacked down with something bad in return.
#I dont know what to do anymore with myself.
flint plover
red cairn
Hey wassup man
Here to help ! 🙂
So i honestly feel the exact same way whenever im having a tough time. If my day has really gone bad, i do think about suicide and have such a high urge to do it. However i never actually do it, i ask why ??? Well thats because i know deep down that i still have something to live for, it may not be alot but i know to the bottom of my heart that there is a reason im living right now. This sad or angry feeling i have isnt gonna last forever, i know my happiness will soon come again. I just need to be patient and stay strong.
My man the best you can do is treat yourself, buy something good for yourself. Or Do something that you really enjoy. Think about it… your having a rough time and you need a break, so take the time to relax and let it all blow over. Like bad weather.
Whatever you do, dont lose hope in happiness. It WILL be there.
Time is just Time, Its gonna be long or quick. The key to time is patience
I hope this was helpful homie, lemme know if i can help even more.
flint plover
Well, thanks yall.