How do I occupy myself

[mellow palm]

Aww im sorry and malnutrition isnt good maybe try eating a bit more to were you not malnutritioned like working out first so your hungry after and dont be scared to excise near family after all they should be proud of you some people are too scared to work out in general please eat more malnutrition can lead to low energy low vitamins etc

So i can remind you to eat/drink and you can vent to me anytime you want ^^

Oh have you thought of seeing a professional losing a family member can have a major impact on people

Why not trying serotonin and melatonin?