#i dont feel anything emotionally

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spark narwhal
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this is more of just like a rant but i need someones opinion i cant tell if im depressed i always have suicidal thoughts and im just numb emotionally i get into arguments with like family and people who care about me and i just cant feel anything it makes me struggle in relationships cause im always thinking am i being rude am i being distant but i honeslt dont think i care about anything im just numb inside and its been like this for ages i only find like eating or speaking to people fun but i can never tell if someones being toxic to me or if im being the toxic one

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like i care about people i wouldnt want them to be harmed but i just cant think of them besides that

runic sigil
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im not sure

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but can u try taking a alexythemia test?

spark narwhal
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The what

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Alright I’ll find a queetuonaire online

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Questionnaire

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okay i took it but idk what the information from results mean

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some of the questions were weird though cause i can support people well and comfort people but idk what there feeling so i just pile them with compliments and like moral compass

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I don’t know what the info means it doesn’t tell me if I have it

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Never mind

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So I guess I do idk what it means though

runic sigil
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its not exactly a disease or anything

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its a type of ability which makes it hard for u 2 understand

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identify

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feel

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emotions