hoary jetty
about 90% strongly relatable to me.
maybe slowly stop being "people pleaser" the best you can, but stay kind. there are some bad things that can happen from that
also, if there's someone you like, go for it
even if its awkward, if you do it right, it can be very good long-term.
When you find the one for you, love them for who they are, not by what they look like. once you get that down, you should feel that you wouldnt be asking for nudes right away.
and never try to be someone you arent