#i think im being haunted by something idk

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upper owl
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people that are good with religion and mythology can yall talk to me for a bit

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recently ive been experiencing like unreasonable amounts of paranoia

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like way more than i should be

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and yesterday i think it was things outside my window were being thrown around

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and today my door opened and i thinkkk i saw a face looking at me

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i hear walking tapping and just moving everywhere and this has been happening

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ive just completely stopped sleeping at nights and instead sleeping during the day

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lights on 24/7 rip electricity

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and just being either isolated or around a lot of peopel

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even my parents have been struggling

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my mother woke up at like 3 she said because she heard something screaming into her ear

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like are these like related???

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did i get some like bad luck or magic spell cast on me lmao

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stalker maybe?

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dang i cant ping listener?

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bruh

cyan ferry
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hi i consider myself religious. i’m really sorry for what you’ve been going through. i’m not an expert but it does sound like something very negative impacting your family. if you want to get into religion, you can, i’m not saying it’s going to fix things, but you may feel more safe. i would also suggest getting some sage letting it like burn (in like a controlled place like a candle or something) because i hear that helps

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i’ve had a fear of darkness for awhile (not saying that’s what you’re going through) but what i do is keep my tv on during the night, with no volume. i also listen to audio or streamers in my headphones to help me feel more at ease.

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you can pray if you’d like and that may also help you feel a bit calmer, but it’s totally up to you

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again i’m sorry you’ve been being scared by whatever it is happening to you but know that it most likely isn’t forever and, in my personal religion and opinion (i consider myself Christian) God is more powerful than any negative energy or thing.

safe aspen
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Burning sage all around the house

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It tends to help

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Just look up where to buy sage sticks

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Watch a vid on how to properly sage a home

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Could be something is attracted to your energy and followed you home

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I would def have a priest come by if you can because that sounds real bad

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It’s feeding off you and your family

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Either that or u have schizophrenia

upper owl
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lmao

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if it was just me id definetely believe i was some foreign schizo discord kid

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but since its made itself very prevalent in my entire family idk

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and yeah i might get some sage and stuff

safe aspen
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No I’m not joking

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Seriously

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It’s feeding on you

upper owl
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might also be because i have an entire box full of my ||dried blood and dull razors|| tw

safe aspen
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This is serious

upper owl
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yep

safe aspen
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Get rid of the box

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Take it somewhere

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Burn ur

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It

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Do something

upper owl
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i mean when i was actively shing and doing like gruesome things it never did anything

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matter of fact it helped me a lot

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like when i was really actively cutting i would just like have whatever i needed

safe aspen
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Get sage and call a priest

upper owl
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money my phone fixed extra foos for my gecko

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ywah

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ill get sage idk about the priest

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weird topic to bring up to my parents yk?

safe aspen
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Someone needs to bless the house

upper owl
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im a freshman after all

safe aspen
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You could try crosses maybe?

upper owl
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yeahhhh

safe aspen
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I’ve never dealt with anything like that so idk

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I just know sage

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I’m pagan

upper owl
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oh shit now that i think about it maybe me trying to be overly edgy mightve did something to me lol

upper owl
safe aspen
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It’s very broad

upper owl
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i carved a pentagram near my upper wrist and ut scarred unfortunately

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but thats a mathematic
symbol its not necessarily religious

upper owl
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i used to have a small fear of the dark but not since i was like 11

cyan ferry
upper owl
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yeah sure

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my teacher said she prayed for me because she knew something was wrong but didnt wanna ask and i felt so bad for her 😭

cyan ferry
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awww, that’s very sweet of her, your situation definitely sounds scary and i’ll be sure to pray that it revolves:)

upper owl
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i might also be overreacting over a few coincidences

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im not sure

cyan ferry
# upper owl i might also be overreacting over a few coincidences

nah that’s fine, honestly if it’s scary for you and something is bothering you i’ll still pray for it. don’t worry about over reacting or anything, i do that as well. one time i made my sibling sit in my room with me until 5am because i thought i heard a noise lol

upper owl
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ooo scary i just heard a swoosh and a tap

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lol

cyan ferry
upper owl
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but like how does god care about sh

cyan ferry
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about sh?

upper owl
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self harm yea

cyan ferry
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well, in my opinion and my belief of the religion, God truly wants you to be happy and at peace. He doesn’t care about your past or your history, He wants to aid you in your pain

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i think a lot of people get confused and say that sh is a sin, but it’s not, it’s a coping mechanism. Although i do not agree with some other Christians, what i do believe is that God truly wants people to live peacefully

upper owl
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yeah

cyan ferry
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i’ve had a history of sh, and of course prayer didn’t make it immediately better. but over time, i healed. of course i still have those thoughts and urges, but i’m able to overcome them. i’m not saying that it wasn’t God aiding me, but it took a lot of courage to get through it, from my own soul

upper owl
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what if you dont want to stop?

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what do you think god thinks then

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or when you dont do it for coping and more for entertainment

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like a hoppy

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hobby*

cyan ferry
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i do not think that God would feel negatively to you, He does not think negatively of you for it. i’m sure that He would want you to stop, since it is inflicting pain on yourself, whether it is emotional coping or something different. but, i’m sure that He does understand whatever you’re going through, even if it isn’t a coping mechanism.

upper owl
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yeah

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tbh idk why i cut its not like i depend on it or whatever

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its the closest thing to like crack i guess and its fun to see people react to your scars

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maybe thats the energy crunchy was talking about

cyan ferry
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maybe, it might just be a way to get attention. i’m not saying that in a negative way, but if you were or are neglected whether emotionally or not, it could cause you to desire to occupy your mind or get people to pay attention to you

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but it also could just be something out of boredom

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if you want to stop then you can try to find other ways to cope

upper owl
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ive thought about it being for attention but i do get bored of having that type fo attention so its not that dependent on attention

cyan ferry
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maybe it’s just boredom in general?

upper owl
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yeah probably

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i put a few crosses on my body hopefully those scar and like idk cancel out the pentagram?

cyan ferry
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maybe i’m not sure, you can buy a cross necklace or something if you want that too

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as the other person suggested, i would sage your home and bring it up to your parents

upper owl
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ill hang it on my wall or something

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thanks for the info and advice tho

cyan ferry
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of course! hope you’re able to sleep well if it’s night for you!!

upper owl
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Yeah I slept decently well

cyan ferry
toxic rampart
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visit a doctor please

upper owl
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I'm too young to have it anyways

subtle oyster
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at all

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what matters is your genetical proclivity to it

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i have a friend that has a 14yo brother

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and his psychosis was triggered by stress

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and thinking its u being "hanted" is complete nonsense

upper owl
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My family does talk about stuff like that all the time