I really don’t know what to do like my father has been abusing me since forever , he often beats me up and calls me a slut , bitch , whore when am only 14 my body is filled with bruises and it hurts so badly I could die , he sometimes starts hitting me out of nowhere and takes all his anger out on me , I literally have no self esteem no nothing.
I attempted suicide 9 times and that shit always fails.
I do self harm daily.
And sometimes I start shaking so badly whenever my dad comes home cause he randomly comes and hits me whenever he feels like doing so.
I often pretend to be asleep to avoid being hit or screamed at but that doesn’t stop him anymore he even hits me while am sleeping.
My mother also gets hit often and she said that they already decided to get a divorce but she said that we have to wait for a few months or so , we have been living in a small apartment for these couple of months but he sometimes comes there to cause problems.
Am so scared I can’t take this shit anymore, I just wanna talk to someone about it so that maybe I could feel a bit better , just until this is done
Am so mentally unstable.
I feel drained
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#tw (suicide , abuse , self harm)
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oblique gust
I'm so sorry that happened to you... Though I'm happy that it somewhat looks better
Well better than before at least
oblique gust
Just don't try to give up entirely. You still have your mother and the future to see!
Just remember she'll be there to help you the best she can!
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I don’t wanna live anymore
This shit is too tiresome
I’ll try today too , if u wanna help please pray it works
Thank you
oblique gust
... Though there's probably nothing that could change your mind.. I hope you'll be able to live peacefully in the afterlife! But what about your mother?