#too much stress

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magic nova
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hey, same... been really stressed out... my parents don;y give a shit for me... i have been harming myself to be honest, suicidal thoughts from the age of 10... the thing my parents want from me is to get good grades
but everything is pressuring me.. my grades are dropping bcz of that, from being an straight A's student im an average now..

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and the thing is that my parents fight a hella lot, like dude they be fighting when im tryna focus on my studies and all
and they don't even let me focus in peace and then they are like oh you don't study

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these guys be fighting and then saying oh we don't divorce for your sake...
sometimes it's so much better to get divorced than staying together

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if not for you then at least for other's mental state

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hm

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yk i did self harm

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lmao

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and i told my mom in a fight

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and she was like

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okay wait

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lemme give you a knife

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do more

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im fine dw

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happened thrice

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calm dude

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calm

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yk

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they first tried to abort me (it's legal in my country)

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but like

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my mom was already 3 months in

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so it was risky somewhat

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and then after that

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i have cancer

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cuz of my dad's smoking habit