hey, same... been really stressed out... my parents don;y give a shit for me... i have been harming myself to be honest, suicidal thoughts from the age of 10... the thing my parents want from me is to get good grades
but everything is pressuring me.. my grades are dropping bcz of that, from being an straight A's student im an average now..
#too much stress
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and the thing is that my parents fight a hella lot, like dude they be fighting when im tryna focus on my studies and all
and they don't even let me focus in peace and then they are like oh you don't study
these guys be fighting and then saying oh we don't divorce for your sake...
sometimes it's so much better to get divorced than staying together
if not for you then at least for other's mental state
hm
yk i did self harm
lmao
and i told my mom in a fight
and she was like
okay wait
lemme give you a knife
do more
im fine dw
happened thrice
calm dude
calm
yk
they first tried to abort me (it's legal in my country)
but like
my mom was already 3 months in
so it was risky somewhat
and then after that
i have cancer
cuz of my dad's smoking habit