#quitting benzos
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3mg a day
depends on the day an extra 2mg at least
brcause i grg panic tracks
i tok sime sedatives i csnt keep talking
sorrry
I get panic attacks or more honestly I get the slightest bit of anxiety and I get a overwhelming sense of temptation to just pop a alp and get rid of it
And if I stop abusing them I get heavy rebound anxiety
I already lost their trust by admitting ive been drinking alcohol frequently
and I lost their trust even more when I tried to kill myself, if I admit ive been stealing alp ill be completely fucked
zero trust left
probably
im worried theyll take me off benzos
this is the most wonderful ive felt in years prescribed to alp and kpins
ill try tmrw instead of taking alp ill take a sedative and sleep when I get the urge
and ill go from there
and try to get off them on my own
they already have concerns about me being prescribed if I told them that they would take me off
i will I know my sedative doses like the back of my hand