#quitting benzos

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hexed surge
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months ago

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yes

hexed surge
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3mg a day

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depends on the day an extra 2mg at least

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brcause i grg panic tracks

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i tok sime sedatives i csnt keep talking

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sorrry

hexed surge
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I get panic attacks or more honestly I get the slightest bit of anxiety and I get a overwhelming sense of temptation to just pop a alp and get rid of it

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And if I stop abusing them I get heavy rebound anxiety

hexed surge
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I already lost their trust by admitting ive been drinking alcohol frequently

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and I lost their trust even more when I tried to kill myself, if I admit ive been stealing alp ill be completely fucked

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zero trust left

hexed surge
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yes they dont work

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and I end up popping an alp

hexed surge
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probably

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im worried theyll take me off benzos

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this is the most wonderful ive felt in years prescribed to alp and kpins

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ill try tmrw instead of taking alp ill take a sedative and sleep when I get the urge

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and ill go from there

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and try to get off them on my own

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they already have concerns about me being prescribed if I told them that they would take me off

hexed surge
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i will I know my sedative doses like the back of my hand

hexed surge
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took way to much and fucked up my whole day

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kept falling asleep and was slurring and couldnt walk straight