twin bobcat
Hey, I'm not somebody who can relate to the dad, autism or ADHD bit , but I have friends who do.
People can be held back in a lot of ways, be it physical or mental, but (though this can and probably will sound cheesy) it only can get the best of you if you let it get the best of you.
My friends can struggle, but they and accept that what they have is something they can't change, and try to cope with it every day. It can be hard, and sometimes I see them really angry or just melting down over something small, but they always get back on their feet, and I don't think anything less of them for it.
A game or two, or a lack of significant other/just being with a girl won't really matter in the long run unless you let it matter! No-one's gonna judge you for it unless they have something going on as well (* What do you think's gonna go on in their head "ooh dude that guy can't beat me at Super Mario Kart. OFF WITH HIS HEAD"
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I'm so sorry for the paragraph, and I hope it isn't insensitive.* But what I'm trying to say is,** don't let your thoughts get the best of you and hold you back! No-one will judge you for small things, and for those small things, you aren't inferior in any way. What is done is done, be it having a disability or a special set of mind- you need to roll with it. Wishing isn't going to help (though I would really like it to). Try to step outta your comfort zone and give yourself time to do so- talk to your friends more and open up about this if you trust them enough.
I hope you start feeling better one day, and achieve your wants, dude. GOOD LUCK