signal sail
I lost the last of my friends last year. Don't have anybody anymore other than people online and nobody IRL ever tries to be my friend when I try being theirs. I'm incredibly lonely because of it and whenever people do actually talk to me I never wanna stop talking to them because I feel appreciated and not alone for once. I've had some friends die too and it's just an incredibly lonely feeling. Everybody looks at me weird when they find out my only friends live thousands of miles from me and I don't know what else to do. I pretty much have no human interaction with anybody but my family and people in my classes and that's it.
I know nobody here can really fix it but I have nobody to talk to and this is basically all I have. I have vented enough about it to my online friends to know I shouldn't anymore.
austere hare