Let me tell the whole story so you can see the whole thing.
There are two prominent groups in my class- the syndicate and the defendants. The defendants defend all authority, including the tyrants. They are mostly driven by emotion. The syndicate is a rebel org mostly driven by logic. So the syndicate consists of me (founder), my two best friends(also founders), a bunch of other people and my ex best friend. Thing is, my ex best friend, let's call him S. S has betrayed me multiple times in the past and I forgave him. We were best friends. Just a few days after this faction drama, he started acting weird. He'd glance at the founders sometimes without any particular reason and then act normal. He'd sneak out with the tyrants during recess. At first I trusted him doing this, as he was our spy, but one day, I suspected something when I saw him looking through my bag with one of the tyrants. I asked him what he was doing and he said, "Nothing really. Just hanging out with my best friend A." Turns out he was the leader of the defendants. He was so cool about it and I felt like I'd been stabbed. I was his best friend ever since the beginning. I was the one who helped him in assignments. I was his first friend. I felt extremely angry and it was painful. I felt...replaced. Like I'm imaginary. It's just one betrayal, why did I feel like that? Weak....
Now I don't feel anything. I just feel numb and like a psycho. Please give me advice on how to become stronger. I cried myself to sleep that day...weak.... <@&993332385670246420>
#Numb or weak or both?
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someone please say something........
i know that must be really hard but
why do these groups exist in the first place