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To escape depression, bullying, family issues, I found refuge on the internet, playing videogames and socializing with random strangers from different parts of the world with different views and backgrounds.
I got addicted to it and I cant stop playing videogames 24/7.
I hate going outside. I live in a bad neighbourhood , in a crap country with a bad family and bad people all around me.
They are all incompetent and dumb.
It all got soo much worse until the point that I don't leave my room anymore, scared of being yelled at for every small mistake I make.
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2 years ago I made the biggest mistake of my life.
I joined a minecraft server. Yes, as bad as it sounds , I wanted to make virtual friends and play a stupid game and be happy for once, but sadly ... it all went downhill.
Due to my bad behaviour, I only made people go away and fear me. I did many bad things, trolling, destroying random buildings made by players and starting a drama for no reason at all
I got banned 8 times for being an "bad player" and always came back and apologized for my mistakes and actions, asking for another chance again and again.
I got attached to that place.
The admins/players etc
However, they gave me one last chance and I kept my promise this time.
I started playing normally and socializing with people.
I became very popular and made many friends.
It was all perfect until things went from 0 to 100.
I started having a sexual relationship with a moderator who was 12 years older than me.
It all happened quickly and I didn't even have time to process what was going on. I liked it. Having a different sexuality, I was happy that there was someone who could understand me and be happy. I later realised that he was a pedo.
I didn't want to continue anymore and I threw it all away. I freaked out and cried about selling my body.
I talked with some friends and they didn't have time to help/ believe what happened, considering this being a stupid joke and they didn't give a f....
A different admin helped me , gave me advice and became my friend, but sadly, he also turned out to be a pedo.
After talking to the owner of the server (old friend) about the sexual relationship that I had with that guy , he helped me and gave me advice but also gave me a hard lesson and told me to keep quiet and never talk about that again.
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NoName887#8851 has been warned
NoName887#8851 has been warned
NoName887#8851 has been warned
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I didn't listen to him and later on I started spreading the story and changing it, each time being worse and where I was the inocent one and etc ... The truth is that I loved him and I still do. He was weird and sexually active, but it was my fault for talking with him and doing horrible stuff.
Time goes by and everything returns to normal. I video call with friends , enjoy the game and laugh, but it all ended around 28 October (the previous year).
An older moderator (old friend) came back after months of being inactive. I met him at the game and we started later on talking in discord. As we talked, he mentioned something dubious. I asked him what he meant by that and he sent me a picture of that admin that I considered being my friend talking to another friend of mine who was a girl. The admin, being horny, talked about disgusting things that he wanted from the girl. She's 19 , he's 35 , he has a family and children. Why would he want to cheat on his wife and do this kind of stuff to innocent girls? Not to mention that she was already taken and he had done weird things to other people. And before all of this happened, I saw that guy a few months back on a sus server posting furry p... to girls etc. I deeply regret not taking screenshots of everything , things could have been different.
With little proof that we had and victims, I decided to let the owner and other admins know about all of this s...
I told them what happened but I got no response. Then I got angry and decided to talk with my (old friend) owner , he was furious for questionating him about this drama and soon we started fighting and arguing.
He told me that it is none of my business and he's sick of me being involved in any drama etc.
Even after I changed, I started behaving normally , talking and helping players. I even caught a lot of hackers and etc he didn't care , he became aggressive and filled my fridge with meat (the next day he apologized for being mean and told me to stop spreading the drama because it ruins the server's reputation and that if I really wanted to help I should have contacted him immediately and tell him everything etc]
When I talked to the girls (victims) I was shocked to discover that they had already dealt with it before and it happened 7 months ago, not recently , and they made a stupid agreement , seriously? My friend tricked me into this crap. I tried to help , not cause trouble and they all say that I'm the evil one.
All I wanted was protect my friends and the players from these weirdos.
The next day, I got banned from the game/discord server and they hid and kept hiding the truth that they had pedos. The first guy got kicked out and the second resigned from being a mod. They both left and recently RETURNED.
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