i hate myself so much.ive had enough.i thought he loved me,i thought..i thought he truly loved me.im never gonna be anyone’s first choice.why do i fall behind more every week.for one day im ok but then i just break down in pieces,hoping that somebody will notice and hoping that I can get serious help.i just want to relapse and slit my wrists.i don’t know what’s happening to me.I feel so numb and lost,i feel like my problems will never end,i will never be happy.i really thought that somebody loved me.but i have serious attachment issues and jealousy issues.when I hear him mentioning another girl i just want to rip my head off or i wanna kms.what if she’s better than me?im just a useless teenage girl that will never be okay,because she once got treated badly and now that keeps repeating.yay what a fun life that I have.idk if he still loves me,maybe he saw a prettier girl.or maybe he’s just so done and he cannot handle me anymore.I’m a lot to handle and I know that.
#attachment issues.
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lizard#7138 has been warned
wheat lion
at the end of the day being with your partner should feel peaceful most days
and if it’s not then you need to take responsibility for it and talk to him about it
and communicate how he makes you feel
and if he doesn’t change don’t beg him to change
because if you beg him to change you need to be prepared to leave him if he doesn’t
so if he doesn’t change take that answer and leave
because that just means he’s not the one for you
and you to get all the love you give him
ik its easier said than done but i hope this gave some motivation to take action