Not a lot of people get help on here. Not everyone is on discord 24/7, we all have our own lives and stuff. We can't always respond. And your post was already pretty niche, I know nothing about transformers. I wasn't gonna answer if I wasn't gonna give good advice, and I'm sure others felt the same
If you want to quit art, do it. Don't force yourself to love it, because you'd just hate it even more