Neuro-sama everyday - Day 55, Attempt 2.

[void sundial]

Honestly im pretty disappointed in myself- I really know I could have done better but honestly I just ran out of time and motivation- I really really like the concept but I just dont think I can pull it off right now..

[thorny stump]

this is so cute dont be so hard on yourself!!!

[void sundial]

thanks I appreciate it- I just feel like my standard and quality is slowly decreasing and idk I just wanna do good- :((

I just feel this had so much potential and I ruined it again-

I wanna be proud of how far I've come and what ive achieved but I just don't know if its worth it anymore-

[thorny stump]

you seem to be your worst critic i think this arts super cute and doesnt look like it was part of an every day art challenge at all youre putting a lot of time into it and you can tell for sure!! her expression is super adorable and theres even a background (which you arent even obligated to do lol! you give us more than you need to!!)

many people wont even notice the small mistakes you think about so dont stress over them

[void sundial]

Thank you I really really appreciate it. I think I just really needed to hear that right now things haven't been going so good and I constantly feel like I need to be better but you are right im putting in effort and atleast I am trying the best I can and the good thing about art is that everyone sees it differently

[thorny stump]

exactly some people even just do sketches for these challenges, which is fine too!, people are happy to see that too! i think people are happier at the effort more than the end product, but you give us both which is crazy cool

[void sundial]

I suppose your right- I know your right even. I suppose I just wanna feel okay with myself and I want something I can finally feel proud of and stay proud of. I think I just wanna prove that I am capable of so much more- I don't know. I don't even know if reaching day 100 will fulfill me anymore because what if I reach it and the art is just pure awful...all that buildup all that effort just to dissapoint once again- I think I just wanna be able to show people what I can do and I wanna show them some good quality stuff and I don't want them to feel cheated I guess-

[thorny stump]

your art hasnt dropped in quality so far and we are over half way to 100! theres some days where you dont have as much time or want to put as much effort into it, which is completely understandable! everyone has those days! but youre still giving us something cool on those days despite that! a lot of people who view art dont really make art themselves so they think any art they see is great

i hope you get the fulfilment at the end of it all though ❤️ maybe putting all the art you made into a collage on photoshop or gimp or something will feel cool too? you get to see all your past art and just how much you made! its crazy to think you did this for 55 days straight to me thats so cool

[void sundial]

Once I get to day 100, im going to fish out all the images and im gonna make a video showcasing them all. I will do this. 55 days is insane but what's even more insane. 100. Its gonna happen.

[thorny stump]

hell yeah i cant wait

[void sundial]

I appreciate the support- I think all the support I get is really what is keeping me going tbh

[thorny stump]

you got it!!