#Inktober Day #9
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In return for your warning, I’ll tell you not to watch Handshakers
Found my next watch
Thaanks
Ima hit the hay now though
Can’t believe how fast the weekend went by
Ill prob put a five hour timer or sum so I can wake up a bit early
👍I’ll ping you when i get back from training tomorrow
I just woke up
So it safe to say it’s not going
Waking up at 1pm is crazy even for me though
U remember last night? I went to sleep at around 12
And woke up a 5 30 or around there
I did literally two assignments
Then at like 7 am
Dangerous.
I went to sleep again
Yup that’s exactly why. Early enough to justify going back to sleep. Late enough to oversleep/ruin sleep schedule
Usually when I wake up early, I also sleep earlier
I didn’t really need to do that a long time ago though, must atill think I’m that hardworking motherfugga I used to be
It’s the going back to sleep after too much time passed thing that really trips ppl up
Little did i know i coulda said something because i was also awake at 5:30

I got three hours of sleep, headed to work, did some slightly boring computer lessons, and I’m still not sleepy
I’ll never underestimate caffeine again
It really overstays its welcome in your system bro
Give me one sec, im playin a hard core ah game wer every second I lose makes me weaker
Win or I’m banning you
I can be considered to be winning
It’s not really a game you can “win” though, as in, it has no end. I’m one of the top players though
So that could be considered “winning”
Its an idke game
Idle*
Though you have to play it everyday to stay competitive
Idk why most idle games are like that
If I need to put time into you every single day, you are not really that idle
Oh yeah i think you showed me when we were talking about those types of games lol
Yea
Tryna decide if i want to take a nap rn hmm
I would
So. That was a lie apparently.
I ddint even see this, prob cuz I left to make sum food after u said that
Buldak?
Idk what buldak is tbh
Ik what grapes are though
I think I
Know of them
Those spicy noodles right?
This video exactly shows why I don’t get people sometimes
https://youtube.com/shorts/k8Wt_FYQeNM?si=SFCIzD8th81iTHQi I would be scared as fug too
Yeah
Alr, ima start drawing now
I was like, “did he take roids?” Then I was like, “nah, he been on them”
Did mot see this
It’s insane how all the comments are saying how bad this guy is though
I once again deleted all mobile games I was playing
Saw an instant increase in productivity
Been studying art all day
From 12 30 am to now
With like a total break time of 2 hours
I actually didn’t draw much at all
But I studied a lot
Wtf that’s great man
I don’t really
Like anything i drew today
But I am for sure working on my weaknesses
Ay that’s alright. At least you can actually direct focus on it now
Think ima stop for the day
Was a nice session
But I definitely need to make plans for more efficiency
👍 just make sure to have a decent balance of input of information and output
the fear of transformation | Tokyo Ghoul
What do you do when you have to become something new?
Tokyo Ghoul, at least when you don’t count Root A and :re, is a popular, if somewhat debated anime. It follows Ken Kaneki, an average person who becomes a ghoul, a creature just like humans but who can only survive from eating their flesh, after a da...
I jus got out the shower
Im still wet
Idk if you watch content like this, but this is a great video to listen to while you do sumn else or even to watch by itself
Hold on
Yea, i watch stuff
Like that
Then yeh good vid^
13 seconds · Clipped by SpeedMasterPlayz · Original video "Gumball Out Of Context Is A War Crime" by spr
I just clipped this off a video
Like my second time using this feature, but that was too crazy
I rushed since it took a long ah time
Like an hour or two
But I still like the final
The knee has really nice form
Leg anatomy is probably one of the things
I forgot the most
Cuz I spent the least time on it
I districtly remember the knee having like three bumps though
The middle bone at the top, then the other bone thing coming down
Then the side leg bone thing
I don’t think i ever got around to really studying leg anatomy haha
Leg anatomy is probably the least and most important thing to know

After three months
Finally found a pirated version of overlord sacred kingdom
But the animation quality was az, I was like “I know yall aint hype this shi up”
Then I did some more searching
And I saw a pick of it in a moive theater, it looked wayyyyyyyyy better
I guess ima just have to watch this pirated shi, then once a better pirated version comes out, watch it again

Just had to remind everyone that I was the one who revitalized this barren land after taking it out of the claws of death
I hate how the upper body area looks like a block
Like a slapped a fuggin lego on there
Thas funny as hell but ay it’s something to focus in next time
@vale meadow do you remember this fictional world we made?
Quinsela is a large island with a volcanic environment. Lava puddles, lakes, and oceans run through the map, making it deadly to those who aren’t adapted to live there. Due to this, the island is rather isolated. Their main export is aquatic life, but there are other valuable items too. For examp...
Even did concept work for it
Ay this looks cool ash
Yea, this has my naming sense
I tried to go to sleep at 10 sum and wake up at like 5
Like I used to do
But I just woke up now, probably cuz I was hot asf
You goin back to sleep?
Nah, I aint tired
I’m actually setting up my weights rn
Ganna lift, i havent done that in awhile
So I hope I don’t break my bones
🔥🔥may it go well lol
Imma try to stay up til at least 3 or 4. Gotta prepare for my overnight shifts
Spoken like a true 9-5 worker
But yea, I would hate overnight shifts
It’s weird cuz i feel like I’ll enjoy it. 10pm-6am at a breakfast spot isn’t gonna be super lively or anything
I don’t think it’s ganna be lively anywhere
Basically being paid to sit and wait most of the time since serving already has wait times built into it
Right lol
I would rather do morning or sum tho, even if it’s more work, cuz for me, I wouldn’t like working at night
That’s fair
I’m too handsome, some yandere might kidnap me or sum
I don’t think most people, even ones who consider themselves night owls, would wanna give up their nights like that
Unique reason
Ipad on 1%
Charger is disassembled somehow
Hopefully I can reconstruct it bfor dead
welp more reason to go workout
Ur right, ima go get on that
Idk if you’re still awake
But I did one deadlift
I spent the other time procrastinating and learning the form again again, cuz I aint wanna snap my bones
?
What’s the situation lol
So basically, this guy/girl idk maybe they identify as an attack helicopter, anyway they were saying like “500 bucks, jus show me the nud—“ im kidding, but like they were really like ill give 500 bucks to anyone wanting to be a muse
Idk what a muse is
But it seems they want photos
Problem is
They said this
2/3/25
So okay, I’m like, this got to be a scam now
Cuz how nobody took that easy 500 bucks yet
Problem is
The attack helicopters actually looked legit
Problem is
They only sent four messages total in the server
So what I’m thinking is this attack helicopter a big problem
- Probably a scam yeah
- Even if it is legit there’s no evidence this person wouldn’t spread ts online or use it for other foul purposes
- If they do mean nude photos, you’re still a minor, so I’m pretty sure that’d automatically be considered cp (though I’d have to look that up to be sure)
Also no proof they’d pay to begin with and asking that as an open invite in a discord server is kinda strange anyway
Nah, I think it was like just headshots or sum, but yea, I would definitely try to get the money first then do the work with strangers online
500 for headshots???
Problem is they aint even get back to me yet, so I can’t even try to scam the scammer
Even the message they first sent seemed like a bot reply
But I needed to try and get them 500 bucks even if I knew it was a long shot
Yeahhh I’ve been seeing a lot more scam bots lately
Ones that join a server and go straight to a random person’s dms without ever chatting w in the server mostly
Accounts less than a year old I don’t trust
Even a year old is still kinda eh
This is interesting tho
Or people with really default sounding names
Cuz I like not too long ago learned a dude, famous photographer, that took like artistic greek like photos of teens, with partental consent
There was a lot of controversy with what he was doing, but I saw a few of the clothed ones, like wearing a toga, and they looked nice as heck
I’ve read that back then, nude children had a connotation of innocence and youth in some cultures, which was reflected in paintings of the time. But ofc not all of them painted with that idea in mind
Whenever i see old paintings though, I can’t even begin to imagine how they achieved the result
Tho tbf i don’t dive into traditional mediums as much as i should
I don’t know how da vinci was like one million years behind me technologically and still did better anatomical drawings than me

Been thinking abt trying out gouache again. I’d wanna buy a proper thing for mixing once i get paid though
I thought that was some kind of gatcha game or sum fr until I read mixing
Then I remembered that was like a paint or sum
It’s like a mix of acrylic and watercolor basically
I actually just ordered a pentel pocket brush pen
Today
Oh yea, today is my birthday
That’s why I ordered it, been wanting that for awhile
I just found this in a video of kim
It’s like a nsfw page
I should have probably put a spoiler on it
But if you won’t tell, I won’t tell
Anyway, it’s interesting to see kim draw stuff like that, like seeing a different side of him
Cuz none of his drawings I have seen till this day really didn’t have any nsfw elements to them
What do you want drawn
What do you want
✍️
Oh yeah a lot of his sketchbooks have nsfw stuff in em. At least the ones i pirated all did
I feel slightly bad pirating from someone i respect like him but his books are expensive as helllll
I pirated some, but actually haven’t gone through much of them yet
Ill buy em back later when I have money

Also you can take your time on this but yeh I’ll do my best to draw whatever you request
I’m still on that manga idea, not the robot steve one, the one wayyyy before that
It doesn’t have to be high effort tbh, but like, you remember my idea for the protagonist? Probably not, cuz I don’t
What I do remember though is
He was like apart of a clan of feral vampires, the plan was to make them vampires, but move more like wolfs and stuff
And he was basically a pshhcopathic killer
🤔 if you have refs of someone he might look similar to 🫴🫴🫴
I do, a lot I collected
The thing about this was that he was a kid though, so when he met sarah
If you remember the really strong women idea I had
Which I did in color pencil
She didn’t kill him, but more like took him in
But you see, his father, the leader of his clan didn’t like that, though that’s not the point
Let’s go get them refs
Ipad one percent
Anyway
I somehow lost all my refs
I had before of it
So I went to collect some new ones
👁️
So kinda medium hair
And not really baby proportions
But not too tall either
Also moves more like a wolf
Also sharp teeth
And eyepatch cuz yea
I used to have some better refs bit appaently the void ate them
Shall now take a bath rq and let my ipad die
Imforgot to mention
Tokyo ghoul was a big inspiration for th
This*
Ima make an onlyfans
Or I think throne is like onlyfans, but more male oriented
Then ill just post feet pics
I know some people get paid for that
Someone accidentally reported me
Now maybe ill get banned
Hopefully not though
My account is done for
I can feel it
Ill prob get back to you on insta
Never mind, they were scammers
Pretty convincing, but I big brained
Once I started making fun of them, they dropped the accounts
When someone is asking for help
And I ask to see their drawings/studies because they said they have a certain type of knowledge but couldn’t get something else right
And then they saw, “wait till tommorw” or sum
Then i remind them
And they still don’t have anything to show
It leads me to believe they were just lying about that
Which I also have a basis for believing, cuz I used to kinda do the same thing, I would be embarrassed to ask for critique cuz my stuff was az, and would try to make myself look better than I was
Now when I ask for critique, I still feel like my stuff is az
But I don’t really try to make myself seem like I’m a good artist, even if people believe I’m worse than I actually am
I forgot to give muself some time to step out of my realm on my birthday, so I’ll do that now
24 hour timer start
Mm could be that yeah. I think some people try to put themselves out there too early cuz everyone says you should take criticism and they get cold feet
Exactly, or they just really don’t want criticism but praise
Yeah. Like if receiving negative feedback would genuinely hurt your feelings and immediately cause a defensive reaction, you’re not ready
And feedback is necessary but it’s good to learn how to spot stuff for yourself too. The very few times i have asked for critique, i already had a couple things that looked off to me
Yea, right now I feel like I can spot things I need to work on
Critique for me would be basically getting there faster
Mhm. Or “i know this is wrong, but I’m running into a wall on what the solution is and need a point in the right direction”
But i love problem solving for myself lol
I just don’t feel like waiting ten years for a critique which is basically “watch this video” or “do this” and I already did all that
So I usually just explore on my own as well
Yeah you gotta get real specific sometimes
.
Oh, i just realized
It might seem like I was pinging that because it related to the convo
But nah, a lot of the time discord for some reason blasts me to the top of this thread
So sometimes I just put a dot
Nah you did that the other day i think
Ay what kind of clothing does your character wear?
He wears like ref torn clothes
Rag*
Ima attemp
To draw my character now
Since im done doing nothing
Show me for ref purposes
I also just took a shower
Now im actually ganna get to work
How’s it going?
Oh
This time I was absorbed drawing
So I didn’t see it, I literally just stopped drawing
Anyway though, it was so hard that I didn’t get far today, but tomorrow ima pick up whatever little I did today and try again
Here are the sketches I did today, and yesterday I think? But they themselves aren’t really important
What is important is what I’m kinda figuring out
So in the gun one, I was basically just referencing kim
And today I tried to think back on it without reference
And I was really thinking about how to break it down into easy shapes and good proportions
I guess ill give myself one message a day
You will have to thank kim for that one
I just noticed I forgot to put the tail
I botched it anyway tho so it dont matter
Special breed
A video on mu recommend from proko just came back up, and now it tastes totally different when I watch it
, as a wise man once said, “The higher one stands, the further one sees”
Now that I hit a new milestone of skill, I can absorb more info from the same info
Yesss one of my favorite art feelings
This was awhile ago
Like a long while ago, so long ago in fact that I forgot that I completed whatever it was I was doing and forgot to make fun of candy
U remember
That Fortnite YouTuberr from a years ago
I didn’t really watch fornite like that anyway, but I remember him
If it’s not ninja i have no clue

It was basically him saying he was a,ways forced to play because of a contract they had
The comments were like “grown man crying on youtube”
Nah
Mm i’d have to see to know who you mean
I don’t even think I ever watched sniperwolf, I only think I heard of sniper wolf through other pll as well
They say she is super big but I literally never directly seen her
Never watched her either but i think she also had a thing where she had a contract with another YouTuber
I heard she was like a pron star or sum before she was a youtuber tho
Or something similar, I can’t really remember
I’ve never heard that one lol
Yea, I don’t know much abt her anyway
Shih but what about this.
?*
I don’t even remember who it is either, it just randomly came to me and I came to txt u abt it
Like I usually do
Maybe I can find sum abt it if I look it up
My ipad went dead like five times today
That’s like more than my yearly average
Putting the damn charger to work💀
Did u know there was a flying dinosaur the size of an airplane
That could run as fast as a horse and has the ability to swim
Glad I don’t have to compete with that now
You sleeping on time lately or are you up?
Gonna magma for a bit
@vale meadow an idea sketch of your character. Tried leaning into a younger appearance than I typically draw
I been doing good on that actually
Not tonight apparently though
We’ll let it slide. It’s the weekend lol
It’s really cool cuz it’s not what I envisioned, but at the same time it takes the aspects that I want and combines it just the same
Like giving a new perspective on it
Yeh i think seeing different takes on a character is really cool. I can draw a more accurate depiction once you do some drawings of him too though lol
Ima have more time to draw on the weekend
I aint really been doing nothing this week tho
When do yoh finish school? May?
Oh aight. Still caught up on work?
No
It’s pretty close though
Except for Spanish, I think I’m around 170 assignments behind
Ill get to that later
I’ve been trying to get into drawing a little bit but hhh it’s not clicking very fast
Maybe I’ll try some traditional stuff. Mix it up a bit.
I feel like dor digital, ideas just flow easier for me and it’s just generally easier to draw
But thats prob because i know I dont know what im doing
And pro wont make anything that looks good
So im more free per se
Maybe traditional will have the same effect on u
Yeh we’ll see. I find myself loosening up a lot on traditional for some reason. I could also start doodling at work to pass the time
Boring as hell in there
Unfortunately that’s a good thing
In some ways yeah. If i could wear earbuds it wouldn’t be a big deal at all
But i gotta sit there w my thoughts as bg noise or listen to my manager run Instagram reels all night lol
I would definitely bring one if my tiny sketchbooks with me to work
I got two of them like a few hears ago
I only drew in like 10 or 15 pages
They are like really tiny though
Like smaller than my hand tiny
Sheesh
I got some notepads that are around that size so i could write orders down. Doodled in one of em the other night with shitty ihop crayons
Maybe smaller pages feels more low stakes and easier to draw in idk
Smaller pages are harder for me actually
Actually
Idk why, but I just realized
My ideal drawing size is wayyyy bigger than I been drawing at
To put it in perspective, i been drawing the head the size of a finger, but I actually need the head to be the size of like half my hand
Yeah man…you draw too small a lot of the time
Not expecting participation but i feel like i should let you know when i do these
I usually join them
Right now I found a video of proko doing different layins for 2 hours, and watching it has really been a big help
So I wanna apply some of that right now, ill join wen I finish though
Layins?
Like sketches that are meant to be a setup for a longer rendered drawing
Oh i see
Oooo damn that’s cool
Proko dosent go this hard in his video
But it’s still super helpful to watch him do it, and the reference is also shown
🔥welp I won’t keep you from your application. I’ll be in magma👋
Ill join in like
Probably an hour or so
If u r still in there
Probably will be
I wasted
Like two hours trying to do this
Almost two hours
Ay i see the vision though. Wouldn’t consider that a waste
And it looks like you drew it a nice size
Yea I did, it’s basically the entire page
I’m not doing this again though
Understandable
Ima just stick with more realistic stuff
Ah you captured the general vibe
Gonna take a nap but this was 2h of magma (excluding the drawing from last night)
I was jus abt to ask if u wer wtill doin magma
Guess ill get sum to eat
Then maybe draw sum more
👍I’ll probably be up in an hour. I can run magma again
Since it was just sitting there, I went on ahead and made a few simple edits
Instead of trying to get all those fold lines and what not in the clothes
I just erased all that, smudged the clothes with my finger
And put some lines though to show folds
And I used my pen to fill in more of her shorts
So
I just checked after I finished this writing
Which I will probably get a 5% on cuz I literally did the bare minimum
Maybe even less
But anyway, of the 180 something assignments I started with
Im down to 123
Sheesh man how long are those assignments??
They actually aren’t long at all
My average time on them is around 3min
It’s just the sheer number of them
But well ima also cheating like crazy
So that makes things go faster
I just did the calculations
100 assignments with an average speed of 3mins
Is five hours
That’s about right
Luckily I’m not far behind on my other stuff
That will be simple to do
I’m thinking of knocking out 100 assignments today
Might as well try
Then doing the other 100 tomorrow
But still getting that far behind when you were ahead not too long so is crazy
It’s really not my fault, u remember how they was charging up the dates and shiz
That messed up my entire flow
And also, I have to do like 22 assignments a day in spanish
The pacing is abysmal
🗿
I just did the calculations again, it would seem this comes out to 11 minutes, but that’s just my cheating time, it would actually take a lot longer to do it the normal way
Maybe I’ll stop asking questions about that cuz your school seems to be on multiple different hard drugs
It had like payment problem not long ago, then like last year or two years ago or sum another teacher retired
With people leaving lik that i think it might be unstaffed
Probably, idrk cuz I don’t care to look into it
I wish I would have started doing this yesterday instead of doing nothing productive
Then tomorrow I could have been finished with it
Lesson learned
Probably ganna do it again someday though
If my first child is a girl
I’m naming her azulu
I think I said this before
But I feel like I’m on the verge of a breakthrough
It’s probably going to be another few months or maybe a year
But I know I’m close
It do be like that though
Long periods of drawing dots and knowing they have to connect soon in some big way
The only reason it’s taking so long is because I’m nit drawing a lot most likely
Yeah. Shih this summer might really be your time to shine
Even if you get a job, it still won’t feel quite as restrictive as school
(At least imo)
Definitely, a job is you go in and go out
School is you go in and you might be stuck there for an eternity
💯 
Now that I’m doing the overnight shift and have gotten more used to it
I do not think i would recommend this to the average person. Or the average night owl even
Yea, the overnight shift is the one thing I would never do
The time just is not good
I would probably be dying up in there
It’s just so outta sync with the majority of society
And maybe i feel that way more because it’s literally just me and my manager working there on weekdays and one extra server on the weekends. They’re also not people i could see myself becoming well acquainted with off of age differences alone
It’s not all bad, and that’s something I don’t necessarily mind
But a dealbreaker for the average person
Lol, big age gaps and being strangers make it hard to get close quick
I think women have a bigger problem with that than men though
I was about to make a joke about how that was sexist, but nothing comes to mind right now
Guess ill save it for later
💀
For me personally it comes down to the fact that none of them share my interests
At all
Yep, it’s pretty much impossible for me to befriend someone if they don’t share any of my interests
Some people somehow do that though
😭
We’ll find people in our lane one day😔 shih i mean it’s not like my interests are extremely niche. Art, anime, fighting games, handful of other things
Going to a convention and it’s impossible not to see at least ten people like this in every direction
Yknow
I could not see myself at an anime convention
And most fighting game events have a massive body odor problem. Like not even joking they literally have to put signs up telling these people to shower before they arrive
I would go to an art convention just to meet good artists and try to befriend them, I would only go to an anime con to see the cosplay
Oo yeah an art convention would be cool. I’d wanna buy something from my faves
Yea, like peter han only sold a specific artbook he made to you if you met him in person
I would wanna buy stuff like that
The book was like a collection of some of his unseen drawings
Oo exclusive type sh
If only it weren’t so expensive to get collectors items
But then they probably wouldn’t be collectors items lol
Yea lol
Speaking of, I have seen in a lot of manga and anime jokes about the less material a binki or something similar has, the more it costs, it came up again when I was reading a manga like 2 days ago
Yea, I think half of this is bs
The first and last points are essentially one in the same. I could see it being an intricate process
But be real: most of that weight gets carries by brand name
Like how Jordans aren’t very expensive to make but are carried by their reputation
I believe it half way, like the design being a bit complex, but it shouldn’t be too complex, and you’re just making cuts, it cant be that hard
Nah try sewing something really little. Ts is hard

Unless you’re an underpaid slave making shein clothes, it’s a very precise art
I did want to try sewing at one point, but eventually gave up
Mostly because i wanted to make some cosplay for myself
Aw that’d have been really cool
But it’s a hard skill to get into. It costs more to get started than a lot of other hobbies too
I gave up on it early though because I basically forgot abt it
Now I’m more into admiring cosplay than making my own
Ah that’s fair
I actually do it a lot
I don’t really talk abt it though
Since I think it’s kinda cringe
Bruhhh
I don’t know how to say this nicely
But
You’re already too deep into what others would consider cringe territory to be self conscious in that way😭
If you are able
Ill hop in

Idk how long i was there alone for
But I started talking in the chat
And realized no one responded
Then I saw no one was there anymore
Oh i just dipped like 4 mins afo
Ago
I thought u dipped cuz i said i was gonna dip lol
I didn’t see that
oop
Oh i see
I need to start practicing full body poses again. Not that i cant do em anymore but
Put the colors on a layer under the lines
I can’t do them anymore, I’m not actually sure i ever could
What does that, hold on
This make the line appear on top of the colors right?
Yeah
Very useful information
I forgot abt layers and atuff
Probably cuz I never use them
If nothing else those are very important to remember
Personally i prefer a one or two layer workflow. Sketch and rendering all on one layer
Then maybe line work on top if i feel like doing that
I just looked back at my 50mw video playing in the background, and it seems like they got one million layers
They make drawing look so easy
Yea, I wouldn’t be able to keep up with too many
The average is probably something like
One for the sketch
One for the line work
One for flat colors
One for cel shading
Another couple for whatever lighting or rendering
I think blending is easier with as few layers as possible and the sketch gets in the way so i put it all on one layer and render the sketch lines away
My bad
I dozed off
I looked at what u typed
And wanted to respond
But did not have the will to
Go to sleep
Fake it till you make it
Felt like I did decent on this one
More decent than I been doing
Get your stride back
Definitely see some stuff I could have done better, but I’m really liking that one
That breakthrough will happen in no time
Think ima start focusing on shading more now as well
Lines can only do so much
After i did this and this I realized shading is what really makes the drawing pop
Mhm
Good shadow shapes do a lot of heavy lifting
Hell, even in lines themselves they can play a big role
U know the draw sessions guy?
I was thinking about how his shading method and how it is different from how someone like jeff watts would shade
The difference is that jeff doesn’t really touch the white of the paper, he first goes through his shadow values, then half tones, then he might blend the half tones into his white and and shadow values
But the light areas never really get touched directly
And he can control all this so well because he basically maps out everything before shading like that
With draw sessions, the first thing you do is put a cover of graphite over the whole drawing
So it’s already different right there
I think in the end, the draw sessions method works better for me if I’m drawing from imagination or drawing an animal or something similar
And the jeff watts way works better if I’m doing a figure drawing of a human or something similar
I don’t believe the two methods are extremely different, but I do think the draw sessions one is easier to use overall because it requires less precision
I think having something on the paper to begin with feels easier personally🤔 working from something closer to the middle (grey) rather than the extreme (white)
But i also paint from dark to light and let opacity by pressure create the midtones. It’s more like sculpting in a sense
From today onwards
Im going to try to do hour hour thing, hour of free time, then an hour of either excrete, schoolwork, or art,or a mix of the three
Idek what that means but it sounds funny
Oh lol
It really annoys sometimes when someone keeps bringing up them being adhd and thats why they never do anything/get anything done
I mean, I don’t think that many people have adhd that bad that they literally cannot ever control it. I forgot who, but there was even that millionaire guy who had super bad adhd and he……well became a millionaire, and now he teaches kids how to make money
Maybe I’m overstepping my bounds here, because I wouldn’t say I have adhd, though I know sometimes people can self diagnose themselves with it, but I am pretty sure you can get something done with adhd
Also, don’t take this the wrong way, I don’t wanna strangle everyone who says they have adhd
It’s just when someone says it so much that you expect to hear about it in every other sentence, it can get annoying
Now that I’m really starting to get into shading, I have a new appreciation for these types of drawings that jeff watta did
Because I used to just look at the anatomy, but now I notice that really what he is doing is making the shading clear cut and easy to understand
I was always wondering why he did these things that looked like this, and now I know why
Or I assume I know why at leaat
These conditions come in different degrees, but you have to learn how to not use it as an excuse. There are methods and techniques to managing adhd, and though you won’t always be perfect (which is when you explain that you have adhd), but if it’s impeding on your life that much, there’s something wrong w your approach
I hate when people use whatever they have as an excuse when they inconvenience others and make no effort to manage it
I totally agree
It’s similar to like a child doing stupid stuff while the mother is right there, but doing nothing, and you know you can’t touch them
Like, just get control of your child
I’ve been struggling at work a bit because my processing can be pretty delayed. Like i hear what someone is saying, but I’m not able to immediately comprehend and respond. That can’t be fixed by medicine or anything
But i can manage by explaining whenever i find myself having people repeat themselves too much or simply slowing down so i can really take in the information
Yea, but that’s fine because you’re not just going “I didnt hear you so ima just go chill over there now”
And luckily everyone has been pretty patient w me
U did say u work with a lot of old people or sum
Well they’re older than me but most aren’t what I’d consider old. Besides one of my managers who’s an older guy
Customer ages tend to vary, but the men are usually older and the women are usually younger
Honestly I’ve struggled w delayed processing since i was a kid😅 Thought my hearing was fucked up but i passed all my hearing tests. I used to just nod or shake my head and hope it satisfied whatever was being repeated to me for the third time
After all the memes on youtube about men dying young I would expect this to be reversed

There isn’t really anything I can say I struggled with as a kid, like not that way, maybe depression or sum though
I don’t know why, but I think i know why

I watched 2 men walk in then another man who was alone walk in. They instantly became friends and sat down to eat together, talking abt their lives. I thought that was pretty cool
I handed them menus and one of em said “man it’s cold in this bitch” 
It’s a weird thing because men look more open with each other, and maybe they are, but they are definitely not as likely as women to tell their deep secrets or worries
Think we get that from caveman age
Men band together to get the mammoth or die
I think it’s like
Fighting game archetypes..men are often the characters that are easy to pick up but hard to truly master. Women’s friendships are a little more challenging to pick up, but you progress faster
Obviously generalizing because there are outliers on both ends
I agree with this
I was thinking of someone deep or sum shi to say
But all I could think of was I agree with this
Yea, ima be on him for awhile it seems
My focus has shifted a lot more to figure drawing, specifically shading right now, and I don’t know many more people that do it better than him
Then once I get good with that im going to switch to peter han for more shape related stuff
Then go back to kim again for like just drawing from imagination, creativity, etc
I got it all planned out
I think i told u before
But i been setting my timer for three hours, then two hours for a break then three again
And this has consistently let me draw for six hours a day
For some reason I respond very well to being timed
I was wondering
What do you log as drawing time? Does it include time watching videos and gathering materials? Or is it solely pen to paper time
It’s more “studying” I guess rather than drawing, so yea, I do include time watching videos etc
Sometimes when I say drawing, i do mean just pen to paper
But thats mostly with my fogure drawings or something similar
Also,
I should’t have put off drawabox for so long
Because it’s actually extremely helpful
I got back on it today
And drew sausages
You joining?
Yea
Daily drawing from march 1st to 31st
Seems pretty easy, I’m really there just to steal from other artists though
Im also catching up on my work
I had like a 2 week break and didn’t do anything, don’t know why, but anyway, i only got like 87 more Spanish assignments to go
I would have never thought I would ever be happy about something like that
The problem is, I have to do like 30 more tonight, which I can definitely do
So it’s no real worry, other than I’m not actually learning much spanish
I think that class is a failure tbh
I feel like duolingo did wayyyy better
Idk why I just left it hanging for like a year, maybe ill go back to learning Japanese soon
If you do commit to that lmk. I need an excuse to hop back into learning too
Will do, probably after I finish spanish
Hablo amar america
I think that translates to “I love america”
It definitely doesn’t 😭
L school😔
Spanish has so many like frammer rules, like you change the word if another word is masculine, so like el nino and la nina or something
You can’t say el if it’s a girl
And you can’t say la if its a dude
And Spanish just has a whole bunch of stuff like that
I don’t really care tho, cuz an actual Spanish person would probably still understand
I remember there being a tonnn of focus on Spanish verb conjugations depending on the subject
Hhh songs and worksheets galore for ts
Yea, im literally on that right now, with the ar verb stuff
Hablar, hablo, hablos, habla, is literally all ways to say hablar
And I imprinted that in my mind
Also
“vosotros is ONLY used in Spain. Ignore that one🤬🤬🤬”
Vosotros was the plague apparently

Oh yea, I see that come up a lot, i think it was like literally in lesson 1 when it said it was only used in spain
Since that detail was never brought up again tho, I forgot
I should probably stop delegating mental power to that now
Yeah probably lol. But ay gl w all those assignments
Man, if I could take a Japanese class, I would be 200 assignments ahead instead of nehind

“String together your own sentence from these words for practice”
Well, roughly what I did translates to “the thing is large, the thing is black. The black thing is not small
I was too invested in that for some reason
I would probably lose my mind if I don’t find fun stuff to do while doing this Spanish stuff
might as well start trolling atp
99 random ah words/phrases were dropped on me in one assignment
I been doing like 60% cheating and 40% actually trying to understand at least a little bit
Now it’s 100% cheating, I’m done
Forty more assignments to go
45 more to go
You doin all of em in one go?
It sounds funny but thats just cuz 15 or so more were added for today
I wanna say I will, but like, I can’t say I will
I can probably get it down to around 30 or 20 tonight tho
Then do the other 20 when I wake up
Not too bad
I’m at work rn. Chill day hhhh
Maybe I’ll draw when i get home. Wanna see how i feel if i do
I haven’t drawn in a bit, im actually ganna try to complete all my classes before march 1st
So I can be ready for the komo thing
This
Finishing all my classes before march 1st isn’t too difficult either
Considering im basically at the tail end right now
Get er done

Got it down to 23
It actually took like way longer than it needed to though because around the range of 10pm-5am my productivity falls off a ton
Got caught up on Spanish
Now all I need to do is finish
Good sht
So, everything together, not counting the rest of spanish
Is around 25 assignments
Then add the other 35 for Spanish
So no,, it’s not really a lot
Just depends on if I do it or not
I would probably do that tomorrow
I honestly thought feburary had 29 days
Looking it up and doing the calculations again
I have five days, counting tomorrow
So basically I have four more days
That time crunch just got a lot more extreme
Gl w that 
I’m not on twitter much
But im glad I got on today cuz that video was funny asf
Aw hell nah
💀 well to heavily deviate from that topic, how’s the school workloadv
?*
👍
As soon as I finish up all my school stuff, I’m start my manga
Im also going to start writing
Everything isn’t really ready yet, but I’m not an organized person anyway
#unexpected #funny #tiktok #ranking
#edits #trending #funny #shorts
This would be sexual harassment if the guy was ugly
I’m almost done
Wow
wtf
I have incredible timing as always
Impeccable even
I just got a bit mire to do
More*
Two unit tests, then two exams
The exams themselves take around an hour
So that’s already two hours, but I have today and tomorrow
So im not too worried about time
I also already finished spanish
What I learned from that?
Como estas? Yo emferno
I think I can string together some simple sentences if I put my heart into it
Rc, this guy just popped out of nowhere
From a server I was in
And now we are having a friendly conversation
But everything they ask feels like they are tryna scam me or sum
Are you american? What are you eating? Etc
I can’t tell if I’m paranoid or not
I guess this is what happens when human interaction is lacking in your life
What the political landscape is looking like right now:
Judge: No Trump, you can’t fugging do that, now I order you to stop
Trump: Mwah, Mwah, I kiss you, I kiss you, and your baby too, oh Elon, we aren’t friends anymore, TIME TO SIGN KORE PAPERS!!!
Finished exams
Now I just got that one elective class I for some reason did not do
Then ima be donnnnnnnnnne
Hell yeah. Done forever or done for a short time though?
Done for a short time unfortunately
Though, soon ill be done forever
When is summer?
Draw
That’s about it
Though
Im probably going to get back into structured workouts
I been kinda flimsy with that for the longest time because of the school crunch
Sounds like a good summer to me
An idea where?
Long as there aint no roaches im good
Actually
I would probably die if I saw any kind of thing like that, rats, bugs, etc
But if the pay is good enough
Did I ever tell u bout
That time an ant colony took over my room?
did you leave food out or smth?
Yea, that’s a constant problem of mine
You should have seen those little fuggers
They looked like a little black swarming mass that was moving
It was disgusting, creepy, satisfying to watch, and interesting
I also learned that when ants are stealing your food, they make a clik clik sound
I didn’t know that at first, but I probably could’ve avoided that whole problem when I first heard them sounds
I also forgot I said I would send a message in the server everyday for 365 days and string them all together
I literally only use this thread now though, so I keep forgetting
Did you learn your lesson💀
Oh yeah
Idk if i told you but I’m quittin this job in late June or mid July
Nah
U didn’t tell me
Is this normal on the internet?
No
Why do i feel like that’s one of those scammers
Gonna save and put my money on a down payment for a cheap used car. Then I’ll dip from ihop and either start school if I’ve figured out what i wanna do or find a different job and keep saving if i haven’t
That’s a nice plan
Yea, they I been talking to them since yesterday when they randomly appeared in my dms
It’s hard to tell if I’m getting groomer vibes, weird person vibes, or both
Simply weird is the best case scenario
Its insane
I forgot to post on kimo the day I finished all my schoolwork
So now I’m dead
The irony
This guy is lucky I only limit myself to one message a day
Or else he would see why they call me King
I’m had to search for it again cuz I forgot what it was, again
U been drawing lately? Or d job got ur tongue?
Not the best joke I ever made, but ill let it slide
Nah not really. I just moved to a different house
And i got some family stuff on my mind lately
I’m buying the rest of my pc setup this week so maybe that’ll encourage me to draw
Ah, hopefully good family stuff
Nah
Fug
Real bad potentially💀
I know all about real bad family stuff, shi messes with ur head real bad
Yeahhh. Atm I’m just waiting for more information and hoping for the best
Let me send u a video
It would have been so much better if I could find the video instantly
#cats #cute #funny #memes #trending #viralshorts
Fug it, we ball
I was about to say I have a cat fetish, then it occurred to me that really liking cats and cat fetish are not interpreted in the same way
Imagine doing this with a ball that weighs next to nothing on a court that is miniature. Table tennis is so severely underrated it’s criminal. 🏓
P.S. WAIT TIL THE END. 🤯
My guy was swinging like they had his family hostage
Yea, im down, recently I got into the habit of really breaking things down in basic shapes
I drew the middle one from imagination btw
I’m very proud of that
Though I don’t really like the technical speacts of it
I think it looks decent
Hell yeah. Demystifies a lot of the process
I wanna make sure i dun go to sleep
Wen we hoppin in magma?
Rn. Just stopped by sonic for some mozzarella sticks
Oh, alr
We can also use another board but i wanna fill this one up all the way
Let me find my charger rq
I think I just created a lit system for drawing
Let me explain
So, a long time ago, I was eating a burger
