i think ima get off tarkov for the night. I honestly dont wanna see people get shot anymore
#general-chat
smoky grotto
vital jolt
Yes, I agree
vital jolt
The video was maybe a little too familiar for comfort
smoky grotto
Yikes
ruby basin
my pfp?
misty remnant
yes
ruby basin
Oregairu
chrome iris
The push and clear Meme?
misty remnant
That's on my watchlist
chrome iris
yeah... dude studied at least.
vital jolt
Kinda
ruby basin
season 1 > season 2 in terms of style, but both are good storywise
misty remnant
hot
chrome iris
What caught your mind meme?
smoky grotto
This world is getting more and more fucked
vital jolt
>With enough pressure the left wing within the United states will seek to abolish the second amendment, and the right wing within the US will see this as an attack on their very freedom and liberty.
>This attempted abolishment of rights by the left will result in a dramatic polarization of the people in the United States and eventually a fracturing of the US along cultural and racial lines. ```Yikes
smoky grotto
Yeah
vital jolt
That's what getting shot really looks like
And the gun, well
I recognize the Hera CQR stock
So aside from the paint that's a gun you can make in Tarkov
vital jolt
Disturbing to say the least
misty remnant
I guess I could try recreating it in tarkov
fiery coral
Wait
vital jolt
At least the media isn't publicizing how he was a legit fascist
chrome iris
Yeah...
vital jolt
Like he was ACTUALLY an alt right fascist
misty remnant
An alt right fascist that wanted the 2nd amendment to be banned
smoky grotto
Bro I cant imagine school shootings..
chrome iris
Dude, i've got a kid who's almost school age.
fiery coral
Someone posted a picture of hera arms stock before the shit went down
chrome iris
-shakes head- Bad.. bad thigns would happen
vital jolt
Yep.
misty remnant
alright well i'm out of this convo for now I guess
It's all people feeling really sad
misty remnant
I'll cya guys later,
but
I'd like to add an ending 2 cents
And that's that terrible stuff happens all the time
And if this is the first time you're aware or have witnessed these things happening
chrome iris
"one more thing", said ina cheesy asiain accent.
misty remnant
Then it's a good chance to take the time to consider what it truly means to be prepared for things
smoky grotto
Have you heard the storys? People hiding.. they survive. When the shootings "done" they're walking out of the schools passing there dead friends bodys laying on the ground .
misty remnant
Try not to view it as something so terrible that it gets your spirits down
vital jolt
It's the first time it's been livestreamed
fiery coral
Wan mor ting
vital jolt
In HD
chrome iris
Its gonna be the new norm Meme
fiery coral
Sum ting wong
misty remnant
Anyway that's all I guess
fiery coral
Sum ting went wong
misty remnant
Make a deal of it, but don't make a huge deal about it where you actively feel like trash
Use that mental energy and be more pro-active with it and prepare to help others
chrome iris
And people are gonna see it first hand .... and all it's gonna do is put people further apart. "to defend" or "to disarm everyone"
misty remnant
You don't need a gun
I for one can't use a CCW yet
But I research and learn medical practices
To atleast treat people who may be wounded in an aftermath
chrome iris
Everyone can carry first aid for gunshot wounds
misty remnant
There are always ways to help out
smoky grotto
I have a video of a Instagram live stream where some shoots someone in the head by accident
misty remnant
So know that and cya later
fiery coral
Ehh
chrome iris
There was a live stream from isis not to long ago of them geting pushed by a group... and the 'squad lead" got tagged because no one would listen to him and when he got everyone to retreat they just left his ass to die.
smoky grotto
i might get banned
chrome iris
Shit was sad, even if he was "an enemey" his comrades left him
smoky grotto
skip to 0:10
chrome iris
Seen enough people's brains on the floor today
vital jolt
Reminder
I could have chosen any weapons or means.A TATP filled rental van. Household flour, a method of dispersion and an ignition source.A
ballpeen hammer and a wooden shield.Gas,fire,vehicular attacks,plane
attacks, any means were available. I had the will and I had the resources. I chose firearms for the affect it would have on social discourse, the extra
media coverage they would provide and the affect it could have on the
politics of United states and thereby the political situation of the world. The US is torn into many factions by its second amendment, along state, social, cultural and, most importantly, racial lines. With enough pressure the left wing within the United states will seek to
abolish the second amendment, and the right wing within the US will see
this as an attack on their very freedom and liberty. This attempted abolishment of rights by the left will result in a dramatic
polarization of the people in the United States and eventually a fracturing
of the US along cultural and racial lines.```he had perm brain damage tho
misty remnant
@chrome iris MY INDONESIAN SPECIAL FORCES FRIEND TALKED ABOUT THAT
omg
It connects
Small world
I came back tot his chat for a second and read what u said
She was laughing about it
since I mean
she actively kills ISIS/houthi/extremists
chrome iris
Ye, I know some guys who laughed at it too, I'm a little to soft for that.
misty remnant
I'm more on that level of laugh about it honestly
philosophically speaking
I'm a strong believer of the idea that we have no purpose in life
And that people will do what people do
chrome iris
I can't, I write enough fiction , and to do so I have to put myself in other folks' shoes.
misty remnant
And that the value of life is extremely small, if not 100% biased
smoky grotto
I have seen worse videos then that shooting.......
misty remnant
Yeah also just straight up cutting off empathy
vital jolt
I know people who laughed
misty remnant
you know how that is
vital jolt
I know people who straight up supported the shooter
smoky grotto
I really dont wanna talk about it
misty remnant
Having to be prepared for that kind of stuff
Means you need to cut off all empathy
chrome iris
@toxic kelp This shooter?
vital jolt
Yes.
chrome iris
Fuck that.
misty remnant
anyway back to tarkov
vital jolt
Who defended his actions and believed he did the right thing. And a good thing.
ruby basin
Yeah, one thing I started doing after the Las Vegas shooting was buying some medical/trauma supplies.
misty remnant
Also fuck anyone who supports someone with twisted ideals and stupid actions
chrome iris
_heavy sigh-
ruby basin
I have a first aid kit in my truck just in case.
chrome iris
I'm glad other folks carry meds as well.
misty remnant
Wilderness survival first aid**
ruby basin
I want to take an EMS course.
misty remnant
That too, but wilderness survival first aid
fiery coral
Wanted to do the right thing but chose bad methods
misty remnant
Teaches you a lot of improvisation
ruby basin
If you can even save a life long enough for EMS to take over that's good
misty remnant
Yeah
Knowing how to do the most you can with a bottle of water and a t-shirt
Like I said a while ago
chrome iris
Ask your PD if they do life saving first aid courses and if you can join 5.0
misty remnant
mm
love that stuff
medical stuff is great to learn about
and the body becomes a vehicle in a way
and you learn what parts are the most important and how to help other parts of the vehicle keep going
fiery coral
I would say a.machine
Just a machine
That sometimes breaks
And needs fixinf
*fixing
misty remnant
A machine is something that insinuates there is no driver
chrome iris
We're just a ghost operating an organic mech suit.
misty remnant
I call it a vehicle because
The person driving the vehicle can determine whether or not it keeps going
Sort of like when a lot of deaths occur
fiery coral
There is no driver here
misty remnant
IN the ambulance
fiery coral
There is chemistry
chrome iris
lul
misty remnant
because people let go of consciousness
Since they think
"it'll be ok"
And actually give up living on the spot
from the relief
that shits happened before
fiery coral
It does
vital jolt
I carry a very basic first aid kit just with a bandage, some antiseptic wipes, some band-aids, medical tape, and a space blanket. I figure I won't know how to use anything more complex.
Well, what you will yourself to do has no impact on whether you live or die.
That should be obvious.
misty remnant
naaaaa
chrome iris
I've got some combat gauze ontop of that but that's about what I carry as well
fiery coral
You know how carrying a painkiller is bad because someone might be alergic right?
Honestly one good tip
Carry it
And eat it by yourself
When the shit is going sideways
misty remnant
I've got a pretty fat medical kit
chrome iris
To be fair more people would cause harm than good with a touri.
misty remnant
Depends
fiery coral
^^
misty remnant
especially on where the injury is
fiery coral
It can reeeeally harm
misty remnant
And what you're using it for
chrome iris
If I haded a tourni to someone on the street odds are I'd loose a limb
misty remnant
For the most part yeah I guess a hemo + compression or straight compression
chrome iris
or bleed out
misty remnant
will be good enough for things
smoky grotto
the VIDEOS OF LIVE LEAK
chrome iris
Combat gauze and pressure, comp bandages
misty remnant
but what if you need a somewhat healthily bodied individual to get to somewhere safer
fiery coral
Can humanity develop an anti bleeding agent that is cheap and works well plz
misty remnant
yes
smoky grotto
damn were are some of the only people to se that video in the world
misty remnant
That exists
ruby basin
it's all over the place
vital jolt
I didn't want to watch it.
misty remnant
that's something I mentioned earlier
chrome iris
I mean there are,but shellfish alergies(sp) are a thing
fiery coral
They are big but they have problems red
vital jolt
It's out there. People have downloaded it. It'll circulate for decades to come.
fiery coral
They work slowly
vital jolt
On /gif/
fiery coral
They are weak
fiery coral
Cause alergies or have side effects
chrome iris
^
chrome iris
Yeah, I recall the fire executions back in 2013
chrome iris
shit wasn't cool.
misty remnant
It's part of life
fiery coral
The worst thing is that these agents can block ur vessels
And there is no way to go around that
misty remnant
Stupid people who learn to only do wrong things with the wrong intentions
That need to be stopped
fiery coral
They need
misty remnant
Just like how there are smart people who learn to do the right things with the best intentions
fiery coral
But no one will stop them
misty remnant
That need to be supported
chrome iris
@ red : I think what we're getting at is you don't know who will react to what and how speaking chemically. So you're better served using " more primitive" methods to stop heavy bleeding
misty remnant
I fall back to tourniquet 👀
fiery coral
If you can use one good
chrome iris
^
chrome iris
I have 3 of those at any place I am
misty remnant
I mean I have ways to create compression
It's not like that's my only methodf
It's just that that one is like
chrome iris
mainlt because I cc, and so does everyone at the shop and the last thing we need is an ND into someone's leg because they were fucking with their gun on the shitter.
chrome iris
" Dude, If you can't NOT fuck with your gun, don't carry it."
misty remnant
but I do have self adhesive stretchy gauze nd whatnot that can provide pressure too, just in a more slow and contained environment
fiery coral
U gotta admit humans design is genius but goddamn we are easy to break and hard to fix
misty remnant
ehhh
chrome iris
We're reallly fucking tough until we're not
misty remnant
Yeah but the body is prepared to lose arm and leg
And not give a hecc
and we even come with extra organs
fiery coral
It will give a hecc but not instantly I guess
fiery coral
Some extra organs
chrome iris
"Oh this is bad, we're gonna go into shock to keep blood in the torso now"
Arms: " WAIT WHAT?"
misty remnant
bye sucka
fiery coral
If ur brain damaged ur brain damaged
misty remnant
ARM NOISES
real summit
Wow
chrome iris
Sup Syrreal
real summit
Hi
fiery coral
The best one is
'Okay so something is attacking brain we need to make brain inflamated'
angry skull's sounds
chrome iris
' If we cook it... it can't hurt brain...'
fiery coral
Lmao
misty remnant
love medical stuff
our bodies are weird
But then again
Our bodies are natural
It's us that's weird
real summit
Something is attacking brain
misty remnant
Us and our weird guns
real summit
Just wear a tinfoil hat
misty remnant
And our weird ways to attack the body
chrome iris
Syrreal knows whats up. Lizard people are everywhere
real summit
Ikr
fiery coral
Rabbies is such a weird disease
chrome iris
Facebook dude in court trying desprately to not lick his eye balls
chrome iris
gecko cleanings eyes .png
fiery coral
But shit
A disease that enters a wound then goes along nerves for a couple of months and the strikes so quickly the white cells cannot even react
*then
misty remnant
mmmmm
I wonder how many nerds have died from eating diseased animals
in the world
chrome iris
misty remnant
like people who don't check for rabies
fiery coral
Some
misty remnant
like
oh your leg looks mutilated as heck
but you're coming right up to me so you're probably easy food
kills animal
A FEW MOMENTS LATER
fiery coral
I wonder how many people died because vaccine autismo reee
misty remnant
reEEEEEEEEEEE
chrome iris
Rule 1 , if you didn't kill it don't eat it.
Rule 2, if it didn't try to escape or fight, don't eat it.
real summit
A lot of people died because of the vaccines
misty remnant
that's not what bear grylls tells me, tower
chrome iris
-deeeep sigh-
fiery coral
Proteins son
misty remnant
bear grylls told me to eat bear uteruses that have been on the ground for who knows how long
real summit
Allergies and shocks and stuff
fiery coral
Allergies ye
misty remnant
BEAR NOISES
real summit
My mom nearly dued because of the vaccine
misty remnant
sick man so did I
fiery coral
Because people can have a deadly alergy to... Water
misty remnant
nobody should get flu shots am I right
fiery coral
Sure bud
misty remnant
👌
fiery coral
Especially after 60
misty remnant
especially
fiery coral
When ur risk of dying to flu is 1000 more than someone who is under 60
misty remnant
yeah can we make it a law that people over the age of 60 can't take vaccines
they're old anyway
🤷
real summit
Wot
misty remnant
THAT MISPELL WASN'T IRONIC?
real summit
I am is of confuse
misty remnant
reee
fiery coral
I like his london ^
real summit
Capital United of Kingdom
jagged field
Paradox is gay
misty remnant
im back
what ha0pened
united kingdom is capital of britain
thats what I have gathered today
chrome iris
Bodies are not even cold in and the US is already weaponizing it poltically..
Fuck this shit..
bronze sphinx
everything is fuckin politics now
lucid cipher
Good morning/night everyone
real summit
Morning Mathieu
south citrus
mornin'
jagged star
rip newzealand
smoky grotto
@craggy flare its still the current germany i know, im up to date regarding political discussions and its going down road even further
craggy flare
With what you said it sounded more offensive regarding the ppl life there. We got strict laws, some are good, some are bad. but all in all living in germany is pretty good. Expect for many ppl around you with a fat stick in theire ass and non open standings
smoky grotto
then it´s not my fault, u´ve got that wrong
i was talking about the govermnent
and yea it´s good compared to certain countries, but is it one of the best you could live in? definitly not
some countries within germany are bankrupt and corrupt to its smallest bones, patriotic feelings can´t change any of this
echo lance
Oh okay.
But I mean losing them as friends soon after.
Or feeling more ostracised with them meaning that I'd give up playing with them probably.
You here @smoky grotto?
Oh good.
But yeah, those are the reasons why I doubt I can play with people near me.
Along with kind of fearing masculine guys, which makes it worse.
I don't think I'm annoying to anybody really.
Well most people.
Well I'm kind of like that.
But they could quite quickly, because of how I can't really relate to them about some masculine things if we ever somehow talked about them during normal conversation.
smoky grotto
dude actually a lot of women have a fetish for feminine guys, don´t worry
echo lance
And that I'm nothing like most Australians which makes it worse.
Ehh.. Every single woman I talked to for dating except one eventually ghosts me..
So what the fuck.
smoky grotto
dafuq?
echo lance
And that one rejected me when we dated once a year ago because of how I'm not a very independent adult.
I want to be independent, don't get me wrong.
Its how selective they are and want alpha sorts of men usually despite them not being very loving to them..
I don't understand.
smoky grotto
well, i just made the experience that some aren´t interested in me because im not feminine at all, im tall with a beard, very short hair and there are definitly woman who dislike that a lot
they aren´t all the same trust me, there sure is one that is more than okay with your kind
smoky grotto
thats might true, but why do you mind that much? if you are that way you gotta live that way and stick to it with all ups and downs
echo lance
Not really, I don't care if a woman is rather masculine.
That's the problem.. They believe in the social hiearchy shit to the point of forgetting true love..
Its fucked.
I'm not trying to do that.
I'm trying to find out if we did anything wrong?
Not force shit onto them.
I'm just wondering how the fuck there are women who want me romantically if I've experienced so much horrible shit from them with dating.
I didn't say I was dumb.
The other guy said there are women out there who want people like me.
But how can I believe that if I had so many bad experiences in that regard?
smoky grotto
@smoky grotto hes probably just depressed, the stuff he talks about is beyond rational thinking, probably just a bad day
echo lance
However, I honestly don't entirely know why most women seems to hate to love people like me.
No, I seen this shit with my own eyes..
smoky grotto
simply don´t see everything black and white, a lot of people are individuals, but you won´t even give them a chance when you put everything into your stereotypical world view
echo lance
I used to be depressed and I still think negatively from it, but in my experience.. It was horrible.
Sorry, but that's all I know.
I only seen rare accounts of less masculine men finding love with women.
That's all I have seen.
smoky grotto
a lot of people have seen a lot of shit, they still don´t turn into a negative attitude towards people
echo lance
I don't mean every single woman, I meant most okay?
Its that I see the same horrible shit from other men like me.
I'm not kidding.
Its very rare for them to find love likely.
Unless I somehow missed other cases, but I have not seen much of it.
smoky grotto
"most" is still extremly inaccurate and also displays your attitude towards most girls
echo lance
Well sorry, but I seen proof only supporting that. Where can I find out its false?
*How can I
Even the other guy explained how women romantically want masculinity..
And not feminity at all aside of their own.
smoky grotto
nah i seen a lot of feminine guys find girls or woman, that german generation that came after me is almost exclusively made of way more fenimine men than before duo to them getting raised in quiet different ways
echo lance
Oh right, however, in Australia.. Masculine is still so dominant with love 😦
And in America where I want to go.
Do you think I'm wrong about women mostly wanting masculine guys or?
Because you siad that's true romantically.
*said
smoky grotto
@smoky grotto how do you know?
echo lance
What? I'm just less masculine than most men..
smoky grotto
ur an expert on feminie guys?
bold trellis
echo lance
And why be mean to me? I'm not talking nonsense, its how my experiences were and things I've seen which made me feel this way.
How do you know its why he did that?
*said that?
Oh sorry.
But he could also be talking about psychological feminity.
smoky grotto
@smoky grotto and because they been raised different, to them its acceptable to cry in public and show a lot of emotions, even through makeup in their face
smoky grotto
nah, they are also psychological feminine
echo lance
I'm quite feminine because I'm psychologically feminine.
I know what feminity and masculinity are.
You said "this guy".
Who is this guy?
Oh sorry.
Wtf lol
thorny flume
Are you metrosexual isaac?
smoky grotto
@echo lance i was talking about guys that are feminine by their looks and their psychology and they still found love, theres nothing wrong with that or you if you´re that way, you might need a longer time to find love but you still got good chances to do so
thorny flume
You said youre feminine
bronze sphinx
ima elfe mail
smoky grotto
metrosexuality is not contradictonary to being straight as far as i know?
thorny flume
Its not
smoky grotto
echo lance
But psychologically, I'm pretty feminine.
thorny flume
Metrosexual means a straight dude with a feminine sense of things
smoky grotto
im just saying that almost anyone can find love, except some seriously fucked up people
echo lance
And I kind of am physically, but not as much.
What?
I'm straight.
However @smoky grotto, I wish I could somehow find love.. No one seems to want me at all 😦
bronze sphinx
do online dating
thorny flume
Go on tinder
smoky grotto
20% left is still a huge pool? don´t you think so? the planet is huge and overpopulated
echo lance
Its not overpopulated but yes its a big amount of people 20%.
bronze sphinx
do you have a halfway decent personality and arent just always on defensive because of preconceived notions about how people will act
smoky grotto
dude he is just feminine, not 500lbs heavy!
thorny flume
Lol, my wife was the one who started hitting on me first
smoky grotto
i never had any problems with that and i do fall in a gap for sure as well
thorny flume
I never was interested in relationships at all till I met my wife
echo lance
@bronze sphinx even when I wasn't overly sensitive to criticism, I still had trouble with online dating. However, I'm not always on my defence.. I'm only oversensitive when I'm stressed in any way.
It can make a bit of an impact, but I didn't really have that issue with any women Donnie.
bronze sphinx
i was just curious because personality and confidence is important
thorny flume
Online dating is okay as long as youre both an hour far from each other
echo lance
They just eventually ghost me despite having awesome conversations, never hurting them, and some other things..
I don't get why the fuck they'd get rid of me in an instant eventually :/
smoky grotto
@bronze sphinx told him that already, but i don´t think that got through a lot
echo lance
I'm so confused..
Not just that..
I just meant that we get along so well.
And yet they ghost me always..
bronze sphinx
what are....some other things....
bronze sphinx
nobody is being rude
echo lance
Sorry if I bothered you, I didn't mean to.
Sorry, I thought the bunch of periods were.
thorny flume
Women date you mainly cause confidence and intelligence/wittiness thats the 2 biggest factors
wintry crown
man my ass itches
echo lance
I know you weren't being rude.
smoky grotto
thorny flume
Isaac
echo lance
I have a lot of intelligence with some things actually, and the women found that pretty interesting so I don't understand why they'd get rid of me for..
smoky grotto
@wintry crown memorize that location and wash it later on, thanks for sharing
echo lance
What?
smoky grotto
wintry crown
rofl
thorny flume
Go to bars youll have a better chance at dating
echo lance
However @bronze sphinx, my memory isn't too good about those conversations so I had to summarise them.
Sorry, I mean how we got along.
However.. I'm 20 years old.
wintry crown
bah you got way to much time to go
echo lance
@thorny flume I would, but I'm rather introverted :/
wintry crown
you're only 20 man
bronze sphinx
wont be as introverted after a few drinks there
echo lance
But I don't want to be an arsehole :/
wintry crown
not 35 and out of love
echo lance
Yes @bronze sphinx but I usually wouldn't be up for starting those things.
smoky grotto
echo lance
And I did that once, yet I couldn't find good moments to talk to any.
Exactly @smoky grotto, I'm fucked...
thorny flume
Just think about settling down at 25
wintry crown
Yeah, gotta be honest, its hard to find serious women that age
smoky grotto
@echo lance why ur fucked because of that? don´t you like these activities as well?
echo lance
What activities?
bronze sphinx
i mean gettin drunk and goin to a concert or somethin is pretty damn fun
echo lance
But its because I can't seem to find any good friends in real life 😦
@bronze sphinx sorry, I don't really like busy or loud things.
I'm rather sensitive in that regard too.
bronze sphinx
i dont like crowds but i like concerts
wintry crown
Well I mean you can find friends
bronze sphinx
because you arent an individual
smoky grotto
fun, exitment and bed sport?
echo lance
I don't know how I can do that Donnie.
wintry crown
just go on Okcupid and make a profile for looking for friends
then look for other guys
wham
echo lance
I did that Frosti, that's what got me to the awkward date..
Fuck that, that'd be so mean..
smoky grotto
damn, that sounds forced af
echo lance
I don't like to force things on others though..
bronze sphinx
even a slight bit of --charming-- shyness can work to your advantage just not super awkward shyness where you never dont talk
echo lance
That's the problem MrHouse, where are the lonely ones like me in real life? :/
bronze sphinx
not taking initiative just like you
wintry crown
Mhm, silence is when you don't want anyone to talk to you at all, most people never talk to the quiet ones cause they're usually the most dangerous
echo lance
Yep.. But I don't want to infiltrate on their free will..
thorny flume
As more as u grow older the less friends ull have, because everyone at your age will be too busy at making a good living than making friends
echo lance
That'd be bad.
bronze sphinx
find someone who think is lonely
and be like
come on dude we're goin x place
and then you two can go be lonely together in public
echo lance
Pretty much @thorny flume 😦
wintry crown
yeah this is the gentlemens club
wintry crown
whoa...
bronze sphinx
jeezus fuck
echo lance
I don't want to be an arsehole and be so dominant, fuck that..
That's disgusting.
I know.
echo lance
Well that's what being a chad is ins't it?
smoky grotto
Time to Apha up bud
echo lance
*Isn't it?
bronze sphinx
isaac
smoky grotto
echo lance
No, its horrible.
bronze sphinx
stop
echo lance
You can do it, but I'm not.
echo lance
Don't put it onto me.
echo lance
No, I mean alphas taking their personality to an extreme thing.
bronze sphinx
isnt being a dominant asshole
bronze sphinx
first get off 4chan and get rid of this whole alpha/beta chad/virgin thing
echo lance
I'm not on 4chan.
bronze sphinx
because in the real world that aint true
echo lance
Well I seen way too many horrible manly men.
I had enough bad experiences from them..
smoky grotto
bronze sphinx
doesnt matter if a dude goes out and slams a new chick every night and lifts 600000 pounds
if you got things in common and can chat with him
echo lance
That's it too Donnie, I find it horrible to think of women as sex toys..
bronze sphinx
you'll be buds or at least aquaintances
echo lance
Like how they do it so much.
echo lance
Not them, me.
bronze sphinx
girls want sex too
echo lance
I don't want to.
Yeah but sex without love feels disgusting to em.
*me
You can do it, but not me.
I hate that sort of thing.
How?
smoky grotto
@echo lance if you handle people with stereotypes you will eventually be handled as a stereotype as well.
bronze sphinx
thats fine then start hanging out with girls as friends then
and see if anything clicks that you can turn into a relationship
echo lance
@bronze sphinx I have trouble with them too :/
bronze sphinx
why
echo lance
You know, not being able to find love from any.
bronze sphinx
dont go in expecting love
echo lance
Along with how some seem to be manipulative.
bronze sphinx
go in making friends
bronze sphinx
there are girls who like the same shit you do guaranteed
echo lance
This is too fast.
bronze sphinx
im not going to message you
wintry crown
mmm this discord is funny -
bronze sphinx
fucks sake
echo lance
What?
bronze sphinx
did you have a father growing up
echo lance
Only a step-father mainly.
bronze sphinx
that explains it
echo lance
I get it, I know that fathers are important.
Probably yes.
Sorry @smoky grotto, I don't know how else to think..
bronze sphinx
having a strong male influence in your life to teach you how to be some form of a man?
echo lance
He meant its a part of it.
wintry crown
this is such a weird conversation
bronze sphinx
you dont have to be you just have to be not super sensitive to literally everything
the whole world isnt out to get you
echo lance
But you guys are talking to me.
bronze sphinx
get that out of your brain first and foremost
wintry crown
isn't that what therapy is for?
bronze sphinx
how long did you try it
wintry crown
you tried that or you stopped that
echo lance
I tried it for about a year.
echo lance
You sure? Even if they couldn't get me to form a practical will to go through pain to fix myself?
wintry crown
I don't know man, but this discord is probably the worst place to look for advice
echo lance
Sorry.
smoky grotto
dis is too emotional for me 
wintry crown
most people here are memers or aren't taking this seriously
so I just hope your not looking for a serious answer
echo lance
I know Frosti, but I seen a few here.
I'm desperate.
A few in this conversation aren't including him by the way.
wintry crown
you're right no memes 🤔
bronze sphinx
i just feel a strong father figure growing up to teach you how to be somewhat tough to the world and how things work is important
bronze sphinx
dont use that as an excuse though
echo lance
I'm not.
bronze sphinx
find ways to toughen yourself up
bronze sphinx
like first off
the world aint out to get you
the whole beta alpha thing is mostly bullshit
zealous blaze
what the fuck have I wandered into here ?????????? Fuck this I'm out
echo lance
Well I wouldn't called a computer masculine or feminine.
Sorry.
No, not that.
Its the approach you suggested.
Telling them to do something instead of asking.
I'd hate to tell them what to do.
I don't like to force others to do stuff.
Unless if I was ever a parent.
It was a statement, what do you mean? :/
What'd I do wrong?
bronze sphinx
you dont say "you have to come hang out with me or im gonna beat the shit out of you" lmao
bronze sphinx
you just be the one who initiate
bronze sphinx
"hey lets go do this"
echo lance
Sorry, I didn't know okay?
echo lance
Don't be mad at me.
bronze sphinx
"nah man im good"
echo lance
I'm sorry MrHouse.
I didn't know.
Sorry.. I never knew it was one.
What?
I'm talking about myself :/
I just never knew it wasn't a statement.
bronze sphinx
im out this is gonna make me vomit
bronze sphinx
hes not being mean hes trying to help you
bronze sphinx
hes not fucking mad at you
echo lance
He's typing in caps..
bronze sphinx
so
bronze sphinx
just
echo lance
I didn't attack him..
bronze sphinx
go back to therapy
echo lance
I try to :/
But please, why did you have to talk to me like that for?
I don't understand..
What?
It wasn't about that.
It was that I thought it was a statement.
No its not..
I just thought it was a statement okay?
That's all I thougth..
*thought..
What?
I thought it was a statement 😦
Because I thought it was simply forcing your ways on others.
Women can also do that.
Its not about men..
Its about authoritarianism..
But can you not be mean to me if I accidentally misunderstood something which is common sense?
I'm sorry I frustrated you but please.. I'm trying to understand.
Just don't hurt me.
I don't know okay?
I'm not trolling or something..
I'm sorry..
Just please understand it wasn't intentional 😦
You're not going to be mad at me right?
I'm trying not to be upset..
Yes, you sounded like it..
Sorry but you did.
To me at least..
You looked threatening, very frustrated etc.
With typing in caps and some other things..
I'm sorry..
I didn't know.
Just don't ridicule me plase.
*please
I didn't mean it.
I wish I could goto the gym but I hate that much exercise and that I fear manly sorts of men.
Sorry I feel that way.
I hope we're okay also, sorry if you hate me.
I didn't mean to be this oversensitive if that's true, I don't know much better.
I know I did, but I don't know how else I can tell you that fear.
I needed to say what held me back.
However, its that I hate it much more than most people.
I'm too high on that scale.
I'm not demanding you to.
Its okay.
I don't know what to believe since I'm not sure if I should trust you 100% yet but I'll try to understand.
I'm bad at trusting everybody so yeah.
I know I do with some things at least.. I just fear so easily.
I don't hate those people by the way.
I fear them only.
But you said hate, I had to correct you.
Sorry, but I can't leave that there.
Exactly..
That's why, I usually can't get the courage to 😦 Even for really small things..
I honestly don't know..
I wish it was a thing but its not.
But why are you asking me for?
I hope you aren't trying to ridicule me or anything.
Because I just needed help.
Admittidly.. I'd probably just freeze and do nothing :/
Its that bad.
It'd be pretty immoral though and scar me for life :/
Well probably.
I didn't try to make friends on here by the way if you thought that.
I needed hlep.
*help
dry emberBOT
echo lance
Oh right.. Well I admittidly kind of need to.
I mean.. I need some closure :/
How?
What if they discover those issues?
But it'd scare them away, I need to know that they won't abandon me if they know more about me :/
Trust me.. I show that stuff in a lot of ways accidentally.
I can't lie to them that well.
It doesn't happen in the beginning usually, they tend to be there for me than ignore me.
That's what I've experienced so far.
And on top of that, its a way to make sure they won't abandon me.
You sure?
I mean.. It seems rather scary to do.
Since there's the potential of the whole connection being a lie the whole time.
Them potentially abandoning me if I hide the truth for a while.
How can I also get closure for my issues then if therapy didn't work?
I just want to be loved and feel safer..
I didn't mean that.
I just meant that I don't want to lie to them.
I didn't mean that.
What?
Why you being rude for? :/
I don't know how its not lying.
I don't want to use a mask to fool them into believing that I'm somebody else.
How isn't it lying?
Sorry, but I honestly don't know.
Don't be mean..
I'm sorry.
Why you being aggressive?
Can you stop being rude to me?
I will but you're being mean by how you're saying it.
I don't know if I can keep talking to you if you're going to hurt me..
I know you didn't lie okay? I already felt that way because its not introducing yourself.
No, its because its not introducing who you are though.
proven saffron
👀
echo lance
I meant lying about who you are.
Can that still not be lying, the other thing?
Unfortunately yes.. Its how I am right now.
Not 100%.
But its a part of me.
Yep.. Sorry, I thought the whole time that not also mentioning your negative qualities was lying.
Like how serial killers lie about being bad people, I know you're not bad for not saying your negative qualities.
I thought it was still not honest in a bad way despite good intentions.
I'm sorry..
Just don't be mad at me plase.
*please.
Sorry.
If its alright.. I'll talk to you later, I'm just feeling hurt..
There are better ways to show me your side.
pliant coral
whats going on
echo lance
He's trying to help me but being mean at the same time..
I don't know why he's also trying to hurt me.
But I'm going.
wintry crown
this guy is trolling and has had house repeating the same thing over and over again
echo lance
Yeah, you being mad towards me.
And all sorts of things.
What? No I'm not.
I legit feel this way..
I'm sorry I do.
But I can't change that instantly okay>?
*okay?
echo lance
No, its you being rude to me.
proven saffron
echo lance
Why can't you be calm? :/
latent ibex
hold you're horses ppl
echo lance
What?
wintry crown
stubborn<trolling
echo lance
I'm not stubborn..
I'm very sensitive.
No, its you being so overly frustrated and mad at me at times..
No I don't..
latent ibex
it's hard for "normal" ppl to understand
echo lance
I'm telling you the truth.
echo lance
Fine.. I can't do this anymore.
latent ibex
every one is right
echo lance
Wtf?!
echo lance
Jesus christ, you're fucked up.
latent ibex
@smoky grotto enjoy the rest of you're day 😃
echo lance
I'm not, because of arseholes like you. Goodbye.
You tried to help me, but you were trying to hurt me.
I'm not doing this, fuck that..
Why would I want to hurt him? What the actual fuck.
bold trellis
Issac man, that's not what he said
coarse sluice
11.7 ETA aanounced?>
grizzled cosmos
forest glacier
bro i just spent like 30 mins re reading all that
what kinda /r/niceguys fucking shit was that
/r/introverts
smoky grotto
lapis escarp
I couldn't get through it all what the fuck
forest glacier
it was so pitycringe
"im so lonely" "everyone would just hate me" "im like sooooooooooo introverted"
🤢 🤢 🤢
like its so ass backwords and over dramatic
You tried to help me, but you were trying to hurt me. I'm not doing this, fuck that..
like all that effort into grammar
end scene
like bruh
you can see the sweat and cringe in each message
lapis escarp
Lmao honestly yeah
I've seen too many people like that when I'm online and it's kinda disgusting
sleek lichen
Did i just click on the wrong text chat channel, yeap i did
forest glacier
I'd like to see @echo lance in a MW2 lobby lmao
"fuck you faggot xD" "You're trying to hurt me, I'm sorry I feel this way. It all stems from when my heart was crushed as a child by my foreign exchange student live-in room mate. sigh"
lapis escarp
sounds like an incel to me tbh
forest glacier
I originally said incel but I edited it to niceguys
lapis escarp
Nice guy incel
forest glacier
pretty much
there was just a lack of faulting others and harassing behaviour
so i was hesitant to yell incel
forest glacier
bro i wouldve smited him back to the pity pit he came from
honestly cant stand people like that
imagine if chatrooms didnt exist and you walked up to a random bloke on the street and started saying that
lapis escarp
That's probably why no one wants to be with him
Cause every time he tries talking about his sad life that he did to himself
forest glacier
yeah like it's not even a sob story its just being a whiny pussy who cant be arsed to meet some strangers
bronze sphinx
@forest glacier can you help me with my feelings why my pusi hurt all the times
forest glacier
ah yes well i am a doktorr so
step 1 be less pussi
step 2 meet new people
step 3 dont make excuses for urself
bronze sphinx
is it because i never had a strong male rolemodel in my life and grew up being coddled by every feminine figure in my life
forest glacier
ah so ur a metrosexual
bronze sphinx
and therefore never learned how to have a toughened exterior to the world or around other males with how they act with each other
i went up to one of my friends and he said "whats up bitch" and i cried and went to sleep
forest glacier
ah well what ur describing sounds like a strong case of incelitus
my recomenndation for medication is a mosin shot to the back of the neck
works best with assistance from others
grizzled cosmos
Boi is a giant sack, but the dead horse has been throughly beaten at this point.
grizzled cosmos
In other news, anyone else hype for Sekiro in a week?
forest glacier
yes!
lapis escarp
my ass itches
odd saddle
Nice to know @lapis escarp
buoyant geyser
Can i download songs on free version of spotify?
lapis escarp
No
If you want to listen to songs without being connected to the internet you need to get Premium
thorny flume
a
bronze sphinx
bbrrraapppp
as my boi says
post cards from the pink bath paint leisure
as a cloaked horse through a stained glass saint peter
thorny flume
@bronze sphinx 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻
bronze sphinx
oh ye you a fan that song
thorny flume
Was addicted to this song as a kid
I even revised it and still remember it till this day
bronze sphinx
i cant remember what i ate the previous day but can remember song lyrics to like every song i enjoy
if only i could sing
fringe trellis
stone hare
BB
fringe trellis
vivid wasp
That gang is here!
fringe trellis
nice one cherno!