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[cedar zenith]

Hey hey hey, relax hun. You're doing sooooo well.
it’s okay to feel overwhelmed—you’re carrying so much, and it’s alright to let it out. I’m sorry I missed your message earlier; I was caught up with morning classes (it was around 12:53 PM here).

I promise, your feelings are valid. It’s tough to be in a home where you feel criticized and unsupported, especially when you’ve given up so much—your hobbies, your dreams—to meet your parents’ expectations. That takes incredible strength, and you are not a failure. You deserve love, care, and space to be you. It’s not your fault things feel this way—parents can project their pressures, but that doesn’t define your worth. You are enough, even if they don’t see it right now.

That bouquet you made for your mom? That was such a beautiful, heartfelt gesture. It’s not your fault she didn’t value it—her reaction is about her, not your effort. Honestly, I’d cherish something so thoughtful. One day, you’ll find people who see and appreciate the love and hard work you put into things, and they’ll be your people.

It’s not okay to feel disrespected at home, especially by your sister. I’m curious—how old is she? Do you think you could calmly share how her actions hurt you? Sometimes siblings pick up on parents’ behavior, but a small conversation might help.

And maybe start getting out of the house. or smaller. Little doodles, searching up little songs, making more friends outside or ere on discord!!!! 😉😁😋😍😍😁😁
If you want to talk more, DM me darling. I’m here to listen, no judgment. I’d love to support you through this. You’re stronger than you know, and you’ve got this!
I'd like a new friend too and this was no waste of time. I love heaing from ppl. And I'm honestly glad you opened up. I would love to talk to you more 😁

[tropic flower]

Break the third wall. See what makes your dad mad. Try to sympathize with him. Have a "talk" with him. After all he's your dad, and try and realize the importance of a father figure. Even though he's not really ideal by the seems like it; but tbh no one is. Appreciate everything you have before you lose it.