#Am I allowed to cry?
alpine lintelBOT
fervent zephyr
okay first of all gang; take a deep breath fr
you’re not alone in this, even if it feels like you are. failing, blanking out, panicking ,doesn’t mean you’re dumb or not cut out for uni. it means you're human, and this system is brutal. like, the amount of pressure put on fucking numbers to define your future?? it's messed up. you gave this your everything, and that matters. even if it doesn’t show up in the grade, it still counts. the effort. the sleepless nights. the practice. the courage to try again after getting hurt last time? that takes so much strength, and I hope you see that. yeah, this result might suck. it’s okay to cry about it, to scream, to feel all of it. but don’t let it convince you that you’ve reached the end because you haven’t. ur not even close.
and this whole “everyone’s ahead of me” thing? social media and and all the people around you are lying. everyone’s struggling with something, even if you can’t see it. nobody is perfect, and neither are you. everyone faces their own silent battle and thats perfectly okay gang. you're not late. you're not behind. your journey is just taking a different route and that's okay as long as it works for you.
as for what to do next? you’ve got time. whether it’s doing A2 or redoing AS, it’s not being a failure whatever u choose to do. it’s just strategy. your life, your pace. you’re 18. youre not broken, youre not done. you’re just getting started. you’re not wasting your parents money gang, you’re fighting. that alone should make them proud, even if they don’t always know to express it in the right way.
your grades do not define you gang. you're more than all of that. you have dreams of your own and you have the potential to reach them, even if the way you reach these goals are slightly different from what everyone else does.
we're all proud of you even if you and your parents arent. the hard work you put in IS validated and you did your best. much love anon, you can always talk to me if u need :)
dire wigeon