I'm feel so horrible

[rugged tide]

dude u gotta work hard then

u need to literally just work and get such a decent scholarship to reduce thier load

and especially mediicine is long its a 6 year bachelors

[wary ether]

There is nothing you can "never" have anon. Yes, you might have to delay your certain 'wants' because of your 'needs' but eventually you will be able to pursue your 'wants'

And what do you think you can do to stop burdening your parents anon? It's to work harder and secure yourself a scholarship. If you are thinking of just dropping out for some low paying job to sustain yourself, you are VERY wrong. Look at the investment-return ratio. Do you really want to get a job you won't like, which won't sustain you in the long term, which would take even greater toll on your mental health, and which will make your parents feel like a burden since they were the reason you stopped pursuing your dream? On the other hand, you can try your best and hardest to become a doctor in 6 to 7 years and liberate your parents from ever worrying about you, additionally making them proud for what their son has achieved despite these tough conditions