venting

[wise flower]

guys

please have these convos elsewhere...

this channel is to vent or seek out emotional support.

[naive skiff]

^

[midnight crest]

Man all it takes is a virus to make the racists rear their ugly heads

[midnight crest]

I'm worried cus I'm at high risk of contracting it due to my poor health and the fact that I work in retail in a mall

And some fucker who tested positive refused to quarantine himself and decided to go shopping in the exact mall I work in

[mild compass]

I-

[midnight crest]

Some ppl just wanna watch the world vurn

Burn*

[naive skiff]

I hate everyone

Lying about stuff which gets me into big trouble

Keeping up with a facade to make it look like you're fine is okay but someone using that against you when you're already down

It's super annoying and gets me real mad

Also being called a disgrace etc.

Not being helpful and all

I don't even know what to do anymore

[thick blaze]

Lol

Lmao bye

[mild compass]

hii @thick blaze

wanna talk?

[thick blaze]

Hi

Not really was just spamming

I guess that’s not the right channel for so

Lmao

[mild compass]

chill

but if you wanna talk my dms are open

[tropic knoll]

@thick blaze hey please refrain from talking that way... this channel is for a serious convo and not to be taken lightly and troll around especially here! 🙂

[thick blaze]

Ok sorry😞

Will delete

[chrome oasis]

^^ please take it to #559409845300756496 ,, tyvm <3

[thick blaze]

Yes k

[tropic knoll]

@thick blaze tenks for understanding : )

[mild compass]

@naive skiff if you feel like talking you can dm me bro ^_^

[naive skiff]

@mild compass Thanks if I feel it I'll dm you

[mild compass]

good boi @naive skiff

[crystal steppe]

Hi there

[wise flower]

hi @crystal steppe whats up?

[crystal steppe]

Nothing much girl i like doesn't like me back

[unreal oak]

@crystal steppe happens to all of us mate

[crystal steppe]

true

but it's sad when it's your 3rd try, and your friends had better luck than you

[cosmic ginkgo]

This is gonna be the most cliche advice, but , if she said yes and you weren't gonna be happy, that'd be even worse

So maybe it wasn't meant to be

[chrome oasis]

:( it's okay <3

there are so many people out there in the world :D

[naive skiff]

It happens ma dude

People don't recognize others love for them

And just act ... well you know

But it doesn't mean you should give up

Maybe your friends had better luck than you

(Cliche saying) Patience is bitter , but it's fruit is sweet

So like everyone else said

Just wait for the perfect one

There are plenty of chances yet to come

Cuz your life doesn't end here

Just be healthy and don't think or stress much about it

[crystal steppe]

@cosmic ginkgo @naive skiff I guess

just thought she was the perfect one for me

Different and simple

Introverted

[unreal oak]

a lot of those girls exist out here in the larger world

school is a small bubble man, wait it out

[crystal steppe]

I hope

[unreal oak]

it gets better once youre out

[crystal steppe]

Hope is what makes us bear pain and helps us grow along the way

[unreal oak]

truth

having had hope is the only reason im still here

else id have gone years ago

[mild compass]

Dunno worry man, you got bigger things in your life

You will eventually get what you want and deserve

[naive skiff]

School is equivalent to torture

[crystal steppe]

Haha

[naive skiff]

But it helps you grow

[unreal oak]

school was hell man

it taught me a fuckton tho

[mild compass]

More importantly it's the place where you learn

Even if it's fuckton

[naive skiff]

Not only education

Life stuff too

[unreal oak]

i learnt the education stuff on my own mostly

its the life that school taught me

[crystal steppe]

i just don't know why some people don't give you a chance

it hurts

[naive skiff]

True

[unreal oak]

i get how you feel

[mild compass]

Splash I am sure you will get chance

[unreal oak]

literally every girl i liked in school rejected me

and brutally

[mild compass]

Korthi

[unreal oak]

i've been called a weirdo and creep so many times its sad

[mild compass]

😒

[crystal steppe]

Damn

[naive skiff]

Oof

[unreal oak]

jokes on them tho

[crystal steppe]

you will find someone better

[unreal oak]

they're not the ones living like i am

i have mate

[crystal steppe]

That's nice

[mild compass]

You very much look like south movie star

[naive skiff]

You know it sucks when people only judge appearances

[mild compass]

🤩

[naive skiff]

Oof

[mild compass]

It's the first thing most people see unfortunately

[crystal steppe]

True @naive skiff

[cosmic ginkgo]

My cynical take on finding the one is that you'll never know who is/ was "perfect" for you, that maybe had you never met this person, you'd be just as fine with another. We all adapt, we all change so your standards will change as you grow.. and once you find someone, you'll adjust with that new person

[crystal steppe]

I mean I will be honest

It's not always that

[unreal oak]

agreed @cosmic ginkgo

[cosmic ginkgo]

Sorry that was sent late

[crystal steppe]

I am average looking

but

[unreal oak]

and people searching for that "one" is why relationships fall apart so much these days

[crystal steppe]

I guess she didn't see anything

[unreal oak]

the grass isnt greener on the other side

[crystal steppe]

especially when I got embarrassed in front of the class

[unreal oak]

its greenest where you water it

[crystal steppe]

True

[mild compass]

I guess I can't talk about this topic 🤐

[crystal steppe]

why

[mild compass]

I'm smol

[crystal steppe]

Hah

[mild compass]

😂

Joking

I'm 1500 years old

🧙‍♂️

[naive skiff]

You are

[mild compass]

Well @crystal steppe

Mhm

You are good as you are

[crystal steppe]

Too young lol

[unreal oak]

girls in high school are a useless game to play

[crystal steppe]

I am 5000

[unreal oak]

only stress will come

[naive skiff]

Girls are useless

[unreal oak]

youre in AS, just 1.5 more years

[naive skiff]

Not all

[unreal oak]

work on yourself

[crystal steppe]

a2

[unreal oak]

once you get out then you can look for a gorl

[mild compass]

Korthi are you looking

[unreal oak]

and youll have better results the better person you are then

[crystal steppe]

Well I pretty much told myself I'd give up after this

[unreal oak]

take a break till you finish A2

you have better things to do

[crystal steppe]

die alone or something

[mild compass]

Give up on girl

It's not worth it

[naive skiff]

^

[mild compass]

It'll come to you

[cosmic ginkgo]

As much as we hate to admit it, we're all kids

[mild compass]

You can't deny it

[cosmic ginkgo]

Things will change a few years from now

[naive skiff]

Everyone's a kid

[crystal steppe]

yeah

[mild compass]

Yush

[cosmic ginkgo]

Not just in terms of a love life, but in terms of life in general

And if you find someone on the way then work on it

[unreal oak]

having a girlfriend at 15 or 16 is way overrated

[cosmic ginkgo]

You don't gain any "rep" by being in a relationship

[crystal steppe]

18 here

[unreal oak]

everyone ik that had one then isnt any happier or cooler now

[mild compass]

It goes same with every age

[crystal steppe]

I don't know, but for some reason I really developed strong feelings for her

[mild compass]

You don't need gf at certain age

[crystal steppe]

but then again feelings come and go

[mild compass]

It's puberty

I made mistake

😂

[naive skiff]

Hormones to be exact

[mild compass]

Learned from it

[crystal steppe]

but she never turned me on

[mild compass]

No no

It's not that

Mhm

It's like

Sometimes when we feel lonely

And then some one attract us we develop feelings for them

[unreal oak]

^

[crystal steppe]

true

I am lonely but I like it

except when I catch feelings

[mild compass]

Well I know I am not alone anymore

[naive skiff]

Feelings develop and fade

[mild compass]

I have me with myself

👍

[naive skiff]

Me talking to me through this me

[unreal oak]

oml that guy

[mild compass]

😐

[unreal oak]

he has more girls than all of us ever will

[mild compass]

Who

[naive skiff]

Yeah

[crystal steppe]

Who

[mild compass]

😐

[unreal oak]

if that guy can get a girl, any of us can

@crystal steppe indian legend

idk if you know him

[naive skiff]

Yes

Ill send vid

On spam

[crystal steppe]

Name?

[naive skiff]

A min

[mild compass]

Don't tell me u are talking about that

Cringe tiktoker

[unreal oak]

No

[crystal steppe]

Oh no

[unreal oak]

the swamiji

[mild compass]

😂

[tropic hound]

ya'll talking about relationships? lmao cant relate

[mild compass]

Never thought of him

[naive skiff]

Look at it

[tropic hound]

can't get rejected if you don't ask in the first place

[naive skiff]

You can feel rejected

[crystal steppe]

so, I sent her a request few days ago, but I still didn't get accepted

[mild compass]

#chat-lounge

Let's go

🧙‍♂️

[crystal steppe]

some people tell me to message her

But idk

[mild compass]

Here

[crystal steppe]

I don't think that is a good idea

[tropic hound]

bro i got teleported back

[naive skiff]

Its fine dont listen

Pressure may be there but dont do it

It'll ruin things even more

[crystal steppe]

Well they are not telling me to talk to her about how I feel

They are saying start a conversation

[cosmic ginkgo]

Interesting I'm the only gril here

[mild compass]

Listen to ur heart and confirm with your mind

[naive skiff]

Help him then

[crystal steppe]

like about studies etc

[tropic hound]

hi mushu

[mild compass]

It always works

[crystal steppe]

That's why I am here

[cosmic ginkgo]

From what I can gather, you weren't friends before?

[unreal oak]

bro going straight out to a girl that you like her

[crystal steppe]

@cosmic ginkgo not really, classfellows

[unreal oak]

without any previous convo

in school

[tropic hound]

is going to cause issues

[naive skiff]

Yeah

[unreal oak]

will more often than not couse issues

[crystal steppe]

@unreal oak no, not doing that

[unreal oak]

been there, done that

[crystal steppe]

Same

[unreal oak]

the effects fucked me up

[naive skiff]

And they get well i dont know the word but threatened?

[crystal steppe]

Not doing that

[naive skiff]

@unreal oak how many girls have you asked out exactly if i may ask?

[crystal steppe]

This time, was thinking about starting a normal conversation

[tropic hound]

ive smashed records with zero

[unreal oak]

@naive skiff about 7 in the past 5 years

[crystal steppe]

@tropic hound smoooth

[tropic hound]

because girls dont talk to me anyway 😎

[mild compass]

Mhm I wonder if someone particular is watching me here in this channel

[naive skiff]

Try getting other peoples help if you wanna talk

[cosmic ginkgo]

@mild compass no luck

[unreal oak]

the worst part is girls talked to me

[naive skiff]

@tropic hound arent you in a dudes only school?

[tropic hound]

no

[unreal oak]

cos i was a good listener issems

[mild compass]

@cosmic ginkgo Do you know what I meant

??

[tropic hound]

its mixed lmfao

[naive skiff]

Wat

[unreal oak]

thing is they didnt give a shit about me after

[naive skiff]

I thought gulf doesnt do that

[cosmic ginkgo]

Maybe maybe not? @mild compass

[naive skiff]

Nvm

[unreal oak]

forget relationship

[tropic hound]

they have a lot of mixed schools

[unreal oak]

they didnt even look at me as a friend

fucking hell

[mild compass]

I hope u don't

[tropic hound]

its only public schools that are seperated

most private schools are mixed

[naive skiff]

Get friend by getting friendzoned

[crystal steppe]

@cosmic ginkgo suppose some classfellow messages you for the first time asking for help related to studies, what would you think

[cosmic ginkgo]

For help I wouldn't mind, but keep in mind this is after you told her, so she'll probably know what you're trying to do

[crystal steppe]

I did not

I just have made eye contact and sent a request so far

[naive skiff]

@crystal steppe have you like had any literal interaction with her?

[cosmic ginkgo]

You said you did? I'm confushu

[naive skiff]

Mushu the confushu

[cosmic ginkgo]

Just please get to know her, from her before you tell her anything

[crystal steppe]

@naive skiff yes

[cosmic ginkgo]

Maybe she's different to what you think

[crystal steppe]

"here's your pen"

[cosmic ginkgo]

Also makes it less creepy

[naive skiff]

Uhh lol

Hmm

[crystal steppe]

@cosmic ginkgo oh no I haven't told her yet, but since she didn't accept my request, seems like she's not interested

[naive skiff]

Can't say that

[unreal oak]

insta requests arent a reliable indicator

[cosmic ginkgo]

Did she reject it or just stalling? Also I'm not very SM friendly so idk SM etiquette

[crystal steppe]

Stalling

[naive skiff]

@cosmic ginkgo you aren't friendly

[tropic hound]

lets be honest most teenagers use morse code in their insta that you need the FBI to crack in order to find out who it is

[mild compass]

Donot make it obvious

[cosmic ginkgo]

Maybe she just didn't see it? One of my friends opens insta like once in six months

@naive skiff :"(

[naive skiff]

To bullies

Mushu helped me during feb march exam she ebic

[mild compass]

She is study type

[naive skiff]

Okay back to topic

[mild compass]

So she will see it later

[crystal steppe]

@mild compass bruh

[tropic hound]

i mean i sent a request to this girl and she didnt accept it until 7 months later (because she didnt know it was me)

[naive skiff]

Wait

[cosmic ginkgo]

Hol up do you guys know each other IRL

[mild compass]

Or wouldnot bother to

Maybe

[crystal steppe]

@tropic hound did you have a pfp

[naive skiff]

They do

He has cat

[mild compass]

[naive skiff]

Thug cat

[tropic hound]

i mean yeah i do but its not THAT obvious

[crystal steppe]

@cosmic ginkgo @mild compass knows me

[cosmic ginkgo]

Ah makes sense now

[crystal steppe]

@tropic hound mine was quite obvious

[tropic hound]

i use a epic and cool version of my name for insta

[mild compass]

Damn

[crystal steppe]

Not obvious

[naive skiff]

Deegull

[crystal steppe]

At all

[tropic hound]

Rixzz is something i made up after jumbling my surname

[mild compass]

Daaaamnnn

Erza is a English name for my name in Arabic

[crystal steppe]

That makes sense

[tropic hound]

i go by Rixzz and Rizzo

[mild compass]

I usually go by the name of max on discord

[crystal steppe]

Thought it was a nickname of your girlfriend

[mild compass]

Huh @crystal steppe

[tropic hound]

lmfao

[mild compass]

Bruh

[naive skiff]

#chat-lounge

[mild compass]

Let's go to mentally

[cosmic ginkgo]

We established that rixzz have no life

[crystal steppe]

No stay here

[mild compass]

Fucked up

Situation

[naive skiff]

@cosmic ginkgo bully

Rixzz is my buddy

[crystal steppe]

General is for studying

[tropic hound]

i mean shes not wrong

[naive skiff]

@tropic hound dont fall for her schemes

[tropic hound]

i spend 25 hours a day in my room LMAO

[crystal steppe]

Better no life than a painful life

[cosmic ginkgo]

Arguable

[mild compass]

I had a Gf and we parted ways

[crystal steppe]

I know I know

[mild compass]

Now

[crystal steppe]

@mild compass sad to hear

[tropic hound]

theres a very easy solution guys

[mild compass]

You already knew it @crystal steppe

[crystal steppe]

Lmao

[naive skiff]

Loce makes the world go around up and down and sideways

[tropic hound]

just dont get in relationships and be halal 100%

[mild compass]

Exactly @tropic hound

[crystal steppe]

Lol

[mild compass]

Tell this guy already

[crystal steppe]

Bruh

[mild compass]

I don't want to see him heartbroken like me

[crystal steppe]

I never been in one

So I am halal

[naive skiff]

@tropic hound yes

[mild compass]

Now I smoke weed

[naive skiff]

@mild compass true buddy

[tropic hound]

i've never smoked period.

[crystal steppe]

Same

[tropic hound]

😳

[mild compass]

Huh damn

I like you already @tropic hound

[naive skiff]

Oooo

[crystal steppe]

@mild compass right here

[tropic hound]

im not easily tempted.

[mild compass]

I am gay btw

[crystal steppe]

wtf

[naive skiff]

Okay

[tropic hound]

a few of my friends smoke but i never really tried it

[cosmic ginkgo]

Get a room kids😳

[tropic hound]

[mild compass]

I never smoked weed buy

But was offered

[crystal steppe]

@cosmic ginkgo ok so back to the topic

[cosmic ginkgo]

Yeah

[crystal steppe]

What would you do next

Reply or no

[tropic hound]

LMFAO

[mild compass]

[crystal steppe]

You kidding me

[cosmic ginkgo]

I wouldn't mind helping out, I do it regularly anyway

[naive skiff]

Wat

[crystal steppe]

Yes but that's on discord

[naive skiff]

You sent req on disc?

[cosmic ginkgo]

Irl as well bro😂

[crystal steppe]

No, ig

[mild compass]

OwO

[naive skiff]

Helping irl is frustrating

[mild compass]

True

[tropic hound]

you're asking a znotes team member if she would help in studies

[naive skiff]

I did peoples homework okay

[mild compass]

Daaaamnnn

[tropic hound]

what do you expect lmfao

[crystal steppe]

@tropic hound no

[naive skiff]

Like projects and all

[crystal steppe]

I am just saying what if she was in that scenario

[cosmic ginkgo]

@naive skiff let him speak ;-;

[naive skiff]

Sorry

[tropic hound]

Splash, you gotta take into account that Mushu could be COMPLETELY different to whoever you're talking about.

[crystal steppe]

I know

[tropic hound]

reactions vary between people.

[cosmic ginkgo]

Ask for help then genuinely move it on to random stuff

[mild compass]

His crush had a crush on me

[crystal steppe]

but then again who better to ask than a girl herself

[mild compass]

[naive skiff]

Orr

[crystal steppe]

Please @mild compass

[cosmic ginkgo]

@tropic hound is 100% correct thanks bro

[last estuary]

Gave +1 Rep to Rixzz

[tropic hound]

epic

[crystal steppe]

@mild compass yes amb also looked at me many times yet here i am

[cosmic ginkgo]

I'm also not like most grils soo

[tropic hound]

also i love my new pfp

[naive skiff]

You can try slowly conversing through others

@cosmic ginkgo you hab dolls

[cosmic ginkgo]

Stuffed toys but I hated Barbie even as a kid😂 😂

[mild compass]

I kinda need help now too

[naive skiff]

Why

[mild compass]

Huh

Bruh

[naive skiff]

Friendship goals

[crystal steppe]

Wtf

[tropic hound]

i-

[cosmic ginkgo]

You-

[tropic hound]

Me-

[naive skiff]

Wha-

[cosmic ginkgo]

Confushu is back

[crystal steppe]

him-

[tropic hound]

myself-

[naive skiff]

(S)he-

[mild compass]

Don't judge my gender

[naive skiff]

I didn't

[crystal steppe]

I won't sweetie

[mild compass]

[naive skiff]

People these days are weirder the moment i stepped into the real world

[mild compass]

Lmao

I am weird

[cosmic ginkgo]

Assuming you have periods, why smoke- just like fudging curl up in bed

[mild compass]

I gotta admit that

[tropic hound]

man having periods

damn

[mild compass]

Damn

[naive skiff]

I'm genuinely weirded out now

[tropic hound]

welcome to the internet.

[mild compass]

Hey donot judge my gender @tropic hound

[tropic hound]

ok

[mild compass]

@naive skiff you haven't seen me at my peak

[crystal steppe]

Dw about him, he's just high

[naive skiff]

@mild compass i dont wanna

[tropic hound]

what do you click when signing up for an email account

[crystal steppe]

But he could be higher

[cosmic ginkgo]

Back to @crystal steppe😤

[naive skiff]

Yeah

[crystal steppe]

Hi

[naive skiff]

This getting outta hand

[mild compass]

Lol

[naive skiff]

What you need it push

[cosmic ginkgo]

We should probably move out

[mild compass]

I am distracting

[cosmic ginkgo]

Before di shouts at us

[mild compass]

Lmao

[naive skiff]

Di is my local phrand

[mild compass]

Whose do ?

[naive skiff]

She wont shout at me

[mild compass]

Oh

[crystal steppe]

People who wanna have fun move to #chat-lounge

[tropic hound]

Mushu you have more power than Di

[cosmic ginkgo]

Doesnt mean I don't value her opinion (or that she can be scary-)

[naive skiff]

Mushu is scared of di

[tropic hound]

mushu vs di

[crystal steppe]

well

[tropic hound]

reserving vip tickets asap

[naive skiff]

I vote for my local phrand

[crystal steppe]

@cosmic ginkgo go on

[cosmic ginkgo]

If it isn't awkward get to know her

[crystal steppe]

I am trying

[cosmic ginkgo]

If it is, then well stop cuz if it's awk as a normal convo it's sure as hell gonna be awk as something more

[crystal steppe]

Never conversed cuz

[cosmic ginkgo]

Happens tho

Same with us

But if she's introverted it might be diff?

[tropic hound]

e

[naive skiff]

e

Sad

[crystal steppe]

Got used to it

[cosmic ginkgo]

I'm not that introverted but I'm the girls who are who'd like freak out

[crystal steppe]

@cosmic ginkgo tbh she's nervous and introvert

[naive skiff]

anyone would usually

[tropic hound]

in out school there's this dude in an arab dress with a long beard who everyone hates

[crystal steppe]

When I was returning her pen, she could barely talk

[tropic hound]

he looks like a mufti

but everyone hates him

[cosmic ginkgo]

Soo if anything it's gonna take a good long while

[naive skiff]

Nvm

Soo if anything it's gonna take a good long while
If time is there

[tropic hound]

hes not a student

[cosmic ginkgo]

Are you okay with that?

[crystal steppe]

Yes

There's no time

I am in final year

[naive skiff]

Well then

[crystal steppe]

Though corona could change that

[naive skiff]

Here's advice from me

Focus on your studies

[tropic hound]

Splash, just focus on your exams mate. relationships can wait until you're stable in uni.

[cosmic ginkgo]

^^

[naive skiff]

Final year is important

[cosmic ginkgo]

Especially this year

[crystal steppe]

@tropic hound ik but in uni, it'll be over

[naive skiff]

See

[cosmic ginkgo]

Talk to her if you want but don't hinge stuff on it

[tropic hound]

who knows, you might find someone better.

[crystal steppe]

Definitely not hinging

[naive skiff]

You wanna get better grades or go out with her?

[crystal steppe]

The latter

jk

[naive skiff]

...

[tropic hound]

if you get into a relationship now, you'll 90% end up going different ways for uni then you'll be sad and then everything will go downhill.

[naive skiff]

Once you get to uni you may find bette rpeople

[tropic hound]

^

[cosmic ginkgo]

If you're completely okay with nothing coming out of it, and you can find time for convos and there won't be drama, text.. but don't expect a relationship out of it, maybe a friend, maybe not

[crystal steppe]

so just move on?

[naive skiff]

Depression and final year

[tropic hound]

yessir

[cosmic ginkgo]

Yeah

[crystal steppe]

not even text?

[naive skiff]

Yeah

Text maybe

Depends on the circumstances

[cosmic ginkgo]

Shooting a text ain't gonna hurt

[tropic hound]

you can become friends, but don't expect something like a full on relationship mate.

[naive skiff]

And situation

[cosmic ginkgo]

At least you know you tried

What @tropic hound says

[naive skiff]

Trying isnt basld

Yeah what he said

[crystal steppe]

Yeah I am okay with friends

[cosmic ginkgo]

If she's nervous it's probably not you, it's just her personality

[crystal steppe]

but it'd be really heartbreaking if she doesn't even reply

[naive skiff]

Get a friend of hers to make her speak maybe

I've seen people do it

[cosmic ginkgo]

I've been that friend

[naive skiff]

That way more friends

[cosmic ginkgo]

Usually the other friend blackmails and is like why are you doing this to me, I clearly don't wanna be involved rn

[naive skiff]

Yes

[mild compass]

Lol

[naive skiff]

I am that person

[mild compass]

Shoot them

Oh

Ooops

[naive skiff]

@mild compass too far

Shoot then with love

[mild compass]

Damn

[tropic hound]

hit em like cupid

ez

[naive skiff]

^

[mild compass]

I will kill with my love

Them*

[naive skiff]

Love kills as they say

[mild compass]

Back to break up songs

[crystal steppe]

@mild compass I could use this guy

[naive skiff]

Lol

[cosmic ginkgo]

Why do I read it as bicuspid

[naive skiff]

@cosmic ginkgo too much biology

[tropic hound]

too much bio

[cosmic ginkgo]

Eyeum nerd

[mild compass]

Why use me ?

[naive skiff]

@cosmic ginkgo so

[mild compass]

Cus I am she man

[naive skiff]

Nerds are cool

She male

[crystal steppe]

@mild compass cuz she lovesssss you according to you

[mild compass]

Daaaamnnn

[cosmic ginkgo]

😂 😂

[naive skiff]

What

[mild compass]

It was in olvls

I basically gave her no fucks

[naive skiff]

What

[crystal steppe]

What

[naive skiff]

Oh

[crystal steppe]

So cool bro

[mild compass]

So she never approached

[naive skiff]

You both have great friendship goals

[crystal steppe]

Imagine you are the reason she gave up on me

[mild compass]

Indeed we do

Wait

[naive skiff]

Oof

[mild compass]

Damn

[cosmic ginkgo]

That's what she's doing to you rn possibly😂

[naive skiff]

Harsh

[mild compass]

Ooooof

I shouldn't have done that

[naive skiff]

You made your homie sad

[crystal steppe]

-_-

[mild compass]

[cosmic ginkgo]

I don't mean THAT aa

[mild compass]

I would have given her to you

[naive skiff]

Love triangle as i see here

[cosmic ginkgo]

So I mean sometimes it's not that you don't like that person

[naive skiff]

Literally

[crystal steppe]

Bruh

[cosmic ginkgo]

You just don't wanna get involved like me

I just give zero fucks for that sorta thing

[crystal steppe]

@naive skiff no it was back in o levels for him when I wasn't even in the college

[mild compass]

I just don't want to get involved now

I loved a girl. People came in my business

And broke her

She and me aparted ways

[crystal steppe]

Thought she broke you

[naive skiff]

If anyone asks me out (which is unlikely) i say "relationships are haram sorry"

[mild compass]

She broke me

[naive skiff]

Ehhh

[crystal steppe]

Ehhh

[naive skiff]

If people break up a relationship

[tropic hound]

you both broke each other

[naive skiff]

They are the scummiest people out there

[tropic hound]

equal rights

[mild compass]

Exactly

They influenced me against her

It broke her too

[naive skiff]

Its annoying af

[mild compass]

She came back and I did too. We still have feelings for each other

[naive skiff]

Nice

[mild compass]

She doesn't want to get involved again

She is scared

[cosmic ginkgo]

Justified

[mild compass]

She is being indecisive

Whether to get involved or not

[naive skiff]

Give her a push

[mild compass]

I tired lmao

[naive skiff]

Show her you can handle the situation

[mild compass]

It pushed her away

[naive skiff]

...

[mild compass]

I showed her

She believes me

Now she gives me

Cold replies

[naive skiff]

What

[mild compass]

It hurts

Me

[cosmic ginkgo]

You can't do that much when adults get involved @naive skiff , as "manly" as it may sound

[crystal steppe]

Just take it slow

[mild compass]

So I backed out

[naive skiff]

Parents

[mild compass]

Now she wanted to vc with me when I tired

[naive skiff]

Or adults

Yeah

[mild compass]

She ran away

[naive skiff]

Oof

[cosmic ginkgo]

Waht

She wanted to VC and then she ran-?

[naive skiff]

What-

[crystal steppe]

Ran into the bathroom?

[mild compass]

Before I wanted to vc

She came and ran away

[crystal steppe]

Ah

[mild compass]

Now she wanted to

And I didn't reply for a while due to a bet

[naive skiff]

A bet?

[crystal steppe]

Bet?

[tropic hound]

bet

[mild compass]

It's stupid

[crystal steppe]

Bet is haram

[mild compass]

I don't have to talk to her for a day

[naive skiff]

Doing stupid things can ruin reationships

[mild compass]

Cuz her replies are hurting me

[crystal steppe]

Thought you only smoked

[mild compass]

She was giving me cold replies

She was saying we can go back

Slowly

I was alright

Then she was like no feelings

[crystal steppe]

Just give it time

[mild compass]

I am giving her time

[crystal steppe]

Time heals pain

[mild compass]

She is unclear about her

Feelings

She still likes me and haven't given up

I am even going to another country for her

[cosmic ginkgo]

Don't force it thi

[crystal steppe]

you are?

[cosmic ginkgo]

Okay no there's a limit

[mild compass]

I know I am not forcing

Anymore

It pushed her away

[cosmic ginkgo]

You can't do that much on a hunch

[crystal steppe]

^

[mild compass]

I am tired and exhausted

Our relationship was toxic and unhealthy

[cosmic ginkgo]

Then try and let go, if the only thing she's doing is hurting you

[mild compass]

It went off and ons

[crystal steppe]

Exactly

[mild compass]

I don't know. I wanna stay with her

People are leaving her

[crystal steppe]

I will be honest, take a little pain now or be in pain forever

[mild compass]

And she is messed up

I wannna be there

For her

Even it hurts me

I wanna be there

[crystal steppe]

You can be there as friends no?

[mild compass]

I am as friends

[crystal steppe]

That's good

[cosmic ginkgo]

@crystal steppe that usually ends up going back

[crystal steppe]

True

[cosmic ginkgo]

Please recognise if she's being abusive

[mild compass]

Tbh we were friends from beginning. She never gave it a name as a relationship

[cosmic ginkgo]

It's not easy

[crystal steppe]

Can't say much, never been in one

[naive skiff]

If you say its toxic be friends

[cosmic ginkgo]

@naive skiff what does that have to do with anything😂

[naive skiff]

Idk

[mild compass]

Even being friends is toxic

[crystal steppe]

Ah

[naive skiff]

Point

[cosmic ginkgo]

The first step is realising it

[mild compass]

She knew she was hurting me

So left

I am giving her ensurity I am not hurt

[naive skiff]

Don't

[cosmic ginkgo]

Doesn't sound manipulative or abusive tho-?

[naive skiff]

If you are genuinely hurt tell her

[mild compass]

It does

I did

[naive skiff]

Don't give false stuff

[mild compass]

She used to cry about it and me too

[crystal steppe]

Is it like blackmailing?

[cosmic ginkgo]

It's a high school relationship, it's not forever

[mild compass]

She doesn't want me to

[naive skiff]

^

[mild compass]

Leave her

Even a s friends

[naive skiff]

Tell her

Talk to her

[mild compass]

She just try to black mail

[naive skiff]

Speka to her

[cosmic ginkgo]

You will break up at some point, so decide now cuz it'll hurt more

[mild compass]

Like you promised to stay

[crystal steppe]

Oh she does

@cosmic ginkgo exactly

[naive skiff]

Hurt or get hurt

[cosmic ginkgo]

It'll be worse later

[crystal steppe]

Take pain now or be in pain forever

[naive skiff]

Time repairs it

[cosmic ginkgo]

^

[mild compass]

True true

[naive skiff]

Tell her straight up

That its not going well

[mild compass]

She gave me her answer

We are staying as friends

[naive skiff]

okay

[mild compass]

But staying as a friends

[crystal steppe]

just try to stay in that spot

[mild compass]

You know we will get back together

[cosmic ginkgo]

But please please stay with supportive friends and distance yourself from abusive relationship whether or not it includes love

If ruins people

[crystal steppe]

No no

[naive skiff]

Love hurts

[cosmic ginkgo]

If it is abusive

[naive skiff]

You and others

[crystal steppe]

That's not going to make it better sorry

[mild compass]

She did it before. I just stayed as friends and she came back

[cosmic ginkgo]

He said it is so I'm going on that

[crystal steppe]

Eventually you'll have to move on

[cosmic ginkgo]

I don't mean love, I mean legit abusive / manipulative people

[tropic hound]

honestly, i feel like toxic friendships have helped me.

[mild compass]

She misses me and wants to stay close. I left discord and she came to SC

They do

[tropic hound]

now i know what people to avoid.

[crystal steppe]

@tropic hound true

[naive skiff]

I kinda agree they make you a better peson once you realise it

[mild compass]

They teach you alot of things

Thing is

My relationship and friends were toxic

It damaged me

[tropic hound]

the people im with now, i would never have imagined id be friends with them.

[mild compass]

Still I trying to give it a last try with her

But she called me a option

[naive skiff]

I can't find a proper person to talk to like a true friend

[crystal steppe]

Crap

[mild compass]

Then in morning she called me a fuck boi

[naive skiff]

What

[crystal steppe]

wtf

[mild compass]

I was like I had enough

[naive skiff]

Block

[crystal steppe]

You are being there for her and this is how she repays you?

[mild compass]

You are 10th person to say that

[naive skiff]

^

[mild compass]

@naive skiff

[tropic hound]

Sure friends make fun of each other and mess around with each other, but when it comes to the worst, a friend should be there when it goes to the limit.

[mild compass]

Exactly

We should be there

[naive skiff]

Limit is there

It has to be

[mild compass]

She was giving her time to her freinds and not me . Then she comes back again and again

[naive skiff]

Ignore her

[crystal steppe]

Ungrateful

[naive skiff]

Tell her friends to occupy her

[tropic hound]

if you can't take me calling you a fucking r-tard every now and then, you're too sensitive. but limits do exist. you can't exploit someone publicly, or shame them for small things in a harsh manner.

[mild compass]

When we aparted ways , she was like she had no feelings for me

Now she is like she does but aren't

RESURFACING

[naive skiff]

Wat

I forgot the term

[mild compass]

Her friends aren't good people

[tropic hound]

how did i spell exploit wrong 3 times wtf

[mild compass]

They been bad to her

Lmao

[naive skiff]

Lol

Help her get away from them

[mild compass]

I did

[crystal steppe]

It's difficult to spell when not concentrating

[naive skiff]

Help her make new ones

And tell her that you wont always be there

[mild compass]

I did before . She got new ones but I feel like they gonna be mean with her

I did

[crystal steppe]

@naive skiff that will just drive her nuts

[naive skiff]

Is it that bad?

[mild compass]

I was in army tests and she called me back

[crystal steppe]

Maybe

[mild compass]

So i wouldn't be in army

[crystal steppe]

Wtf

[mild compass]

And wouldn't get hurt

Now I am back

[naive skiff]

Wat

I know thats caring

[tropic hound]

now that's not cool

[crystal steppe]

ok that's it i am meeting you tomorrow

[naive skiff]

But people can't change others decisions

[mild compass]

That's why I was offline @crystal steppe

Don't meet me pls @crystal steppe

[naive skiff]

Where you guys at I'll help ya

[mild compass]

Exactly

[crystal steppe]

lol

We live in karachi

[mild compass]

We both messed up Friends

[tropic hound]

im from karachi 😮

[mild compass]

Huh

[crystal steppe]

Nah I was kidding

[naive skiff]

Then I can't come oof

[mild compass]

But we were

From

Islamabad

[tropic hound]

i dont live there

[naive skiff]

What

[crystal steppe]

Yes

[mild compass]

Islamabad

[naive skiff]

Okay so I can't come

[crystal steppe]

Lol

[tropic hound]

but im originally from karachi

[mild compass]

Ooooooo

That's goooood

You now where ?

@tropic hound

[tropic hound]

im in qatar

[crystal steppe]

@tropic hound which uni

[mild compass]

@naive skiff wby?

Noooooicee

[tropic hound]

im going to go to a uni here in qatar

[mild compass]

Woah

Noooooicee

[tropic hound]

but im doing IGs rn

[mild compass]

Oh

IG peeps best

[crystal steppe]

Lol I thought you meant the virus war

[mild compass]

Lol

[tropic hound]

no i spelled qatar wrong

[crystal steppe]

Yea

[tropic hound]

somehow

[crystal steppe]

@mild compass you going to army?

or planning?

[mild compass]

I wrote random postal code on my order

Planing

I was in training

Programs

[crystal steppe]

Combat?

[mild compass]

Yea

Chat died

[crystal steppe]

well

[cosmic ginkgo]

#chat-lounge guys

[crystal steppe]

nothing to talk about

[cosmic ginkgo]

Now this is off topic

[crystal steppe]

@cosmic ginkgo also should I cancel my follow request?

[cosmic ginkgo]

Again idk SM etiquette-

[mild compass]

WHERE IS GROOOOVVYYYY

[cosmic ginkgo]

I actually don't have SM

[mild compass]

Yaaaawwwrr

[cosmic ginkgo]

@mild compass not the right channel also no groovy bot

[mild compass]

Oooooo

Tyty

[crystal steppe]

What's SM

[cosmic ginkgo]

Social media

[crystal steppe]

oh

@mild compass what do you think

[mild compass]

Let it

Stay for few more days

[crystal steppe]

Alright

But just

so you know

[mild compass]

Don't do anything

[crystal steppe]

She was active

[mild compass]

Oh

How

Oh damn

Daaaamnnn

[crystal steppe]

She liked a post

[mild compass]

Oh

Sometimes people don't see their friends. Requests

Daaaamnnn

[crystal steppe]

sad

but I guess I will wait

@cosmic ginkgo thanks for the help, talk to you later

gn

[cosmic ginkgo]

No worries man

Gn!

[grim zealot]

im so upset

tomorrow is y11 leavers and i can’t even go bc self isolation

we got robbed of everything

monday was my last day and i didn’t even know

i cant see my friends until god knows when

my shirt isnt gonna get signed

we’re not getting our hoodies anymore

this is so shit

[mild compass]

Heyy

I’m new

At least you have friend @grim zealot

Friends *

[solemn jackal]

that is deep

Hey

@mild compass

[latent onyx]

Hey @grim zealot , it'll be alright. Coz this thing drove y'all apart can also mean it'll bring y'all back together

y'all will get a chance to meet again and you'll get a chance to have your shirt signed

if not today, another day

so look up to it and don't worry bout it

[mild compass]

Hey @solemn jackal

[solemn jackal]

@mild compass wassup

[mild compass]

Studying haha and you

[solemn jackal]

bored

lmao

[mild compass]

mood during corona

I’m looking for a cheap laptop to buy does anyone have ideas?

[naive skiff]

#chat-lounge and furry may help with that

[solemn jackal]

@mild compass what is the budget

also ask on #chat-lounge

[latent onyx]

@mild compass Depends on what u plan on doing with it

[mild compass]

Watch porn

Jkkkk

[unreal oak]

@mild compass you chill with used?

if yes, pick up a used thinkpad

cheap, fast with some minor upgrades, and built like tanks

[solemn jackal]

but it is more than 300 euros

[latent onyx]

no, Korthi is rite

[unreal oak]

@solemn jackal ive seen many in the 150-200 range

[solemn jackal]

which processor do they have?

[unreal oak]

you arent gonna be able to game on them

[solemn jackal]

yup

you will not be able to do anything on them

[unreal oak]

but with an SSD they'll blaze thru most else

[solemn jackal]

My laptop is an HP notebook 14

[unreal oak]

pick one with an i5 or i7 if you can afford, add ram so its at least 8gb, add SSD

profit

[solemn jackal]

oh wait yeah nvm

you can build a pc

in that much

[unreal oak]

yeah

but again youd need to pick used parts

you can pick up old office computers with 2nd gen i5/i7 for less than 150

[naive skiff]

Tech talk going on in a channel to help people emotionally stressed

[proven pond]

mmm

wait pc building wht

[latent onyx]

well it helps us techies destress emotionally kay?

atleast for me

or a cooking video

or some guns, gore and galore

hey that rhymed!

[coarse raven]

right but u-um chatlounge-

[latent onyx]

sorry

[midnight crest]

I'm going low-key nuts from being quarantined

Avoiding as much contact with parents as possible

[civic steppe]

I AM SO TRIGGERED

No boards

lucky May/June ppls

Feb Mar got screwed

[tropic knoll]

ACC no man... They might use predicted grades by schools... Which maybe bad for some 🙂

[naive skiff]

People cheat in mocks

[midnight crest]

I'm actually gonna cry if they use predicted grades

The anxiety the cancellation gave me is so bad