venting

[haughty ibex]

Haha okay starman

[sand haven]

I was happy in these past 2 days, cuz i went out with my friends, listened to gucci music now tomorrow is my D-Day

[vivid coral]

best of luck John

[sand haven]

Thx man, same to you

Let's hope we get Gucci marks

[vivid coral]

yah boi

[tight egret]

Guyss results in few hoursss

Not fellin it

I really dont know what to do when i see my grades

My parents forgot that the day is tomorrow

[mild compass]

lol my parents are pulling their hair off next to me

how could ur parents forget vro

dw tho we're all gonna make it

[tight egret]

They think its on 20th for some reason

I didn't correct them

[mild compass]

edexcel 21st 22nd

that's prolly why

but dw fr

[tight egret]

No i know whats comming

Non of what my parents want

[mild compass]

don't say that you get what you deserve and if you've worked hard enough then no matter what you'll get the mark you want

don't sweat it

[tight egret]

We will see

[mild compass]

whatever happens tomorrow just know that it's okay and life will go on and you will achieve what you want to achieve

[tight egret]

But idk how i will react to my grades

[mild compass]

make sure you're calm and collected and don't be too serious when you receive them

[tight egret]

Thats kinda what person says to make the other when they want that persont to feel better

But its not true

[mild compass]

you and i both know that in the moment everything seems like it's on the line

and that grades are a life defining factor

but you have to think about the big picture

you will be okay no matter what

it doesn't matter what happens tomorrow

in the end you will be just fine

[tight egret]

Hopefully

[mild compass]

let's hope for the best

that's the most we can do now

[tight egret]

Yeah

Thanks

[mild compass]

np 👍

we're all here for each other

i know the struggle

[haughty ibex]

Hey guys

Dont worry is not an option rn so im jus gonna go ahead n say this

Yall hv worked ur asses off n stressed a lot abt these exams so noe ehatever u get is going to be good...and even if its not, that doesnt define u, u sill have a long way to go and u cn still write ur own destiny, dont let a single paper put u down...sure u may have stumbled once but in the long run whats gonna count more is that u got back up n kept going n thats what matters...no one ever is going to ask u what ur 10th grade ig marks were...for those of u that do good, congratulations and with that being said, i wish all the best to everyone, may the force be wid u and this entire community at znotes is rlly proud of u

[neat mist]

@haughty ibex, you can't star your own messages.

[sacred turret]

I thought this channel would be more active as of yesterday, today and tommorow

[sand haven]

lol

[sacred turret]

Btw what happened to the #general channel

I haven't checked the server in a while

[sand haven]

it's name changed

to #chat-lounge

[sacred turret]

Oki

So what u planning to study in uni

[sand haven]

Eco/Bst

[sacred turret]

I'm planning on BME

[sand haven]

that's cool

[sacred turret]

Idk I can't think of sleep and A level results are in an hour

[sand haven]

I couldn't sleep for the whole week

my body is aching

and now IG results

[sacred turret]

Same

Im worried

Idk what to do to calm myself

[sand haven]

I am fucked mentally and will be fucked physically

[sacred turret]

Oof

[sand haven]

listen music

play games

[sacred turret]

Cant

Problem is I'm too tired

[sand haven]

same

[sacred turret]

But I'm too worried to sleep

[sand haven]

lol

[sacred turret]

It's already 7 in my timezone

[sand haven]

it's 9:32 am IST

[sacred turret]

OwO whats that

[sand haven]

results will be on 11

[vivid coral]

just listen to some sicc beats

[sand haven]

gucci mujik

[cosmic ginkgo]

Sigh same

[sacred turret]

Results are in an hour here

[sand haven]

I will die

[sacred turret]

I will soduku

It's been a rough AS year

And I didn't resit

So my A levels are doomed

I must have resit it in oct last year

[vital linden]

i tired suicide yesterday

[sand haven]

._.

don't

[vital linden]

I thought of doing, but then I realised its not everything

i am not losing everything

[sand haven]

you maaderchod you meet me everyday irl but you never told me that

[vital linden]

i tolld you its yesterday

[sand haven]

nope

[violet palm]

lmao boys get ready

[sand haven]

XD

[sacred turret]

Bro there is something wrong with A level bio results

[mild compass]

I’m gonna kms

[chrome oasis]

@mild compass are you okay?

[mild compass]

No

I got my results today

:((

[sand haven]

Don't @mild compass

Same

But suicide ain't the answer

[chrome oasis]

listen, letters on a piece of paper do not define your worth. you are so much more than that. please don't do anything stupid bc you have so much more to live for. so much love to see so much happiness to experience.

[wise flower]

@mild compass hey man. I get it. U work hard. U work ur ass off buy fucking Cambridge just destroys u. U feel like q disappointmet. But truth told. These marks tell us nothing about our potential. All they test is how fucked up this education system is. And how we are all being turned into robots. So done worry. Just work on it and keep positive. U'll be fine ♥️♥️

[sand haven]

CIE is scammer and money grabber

[chrome oasis]

apparently they're a non-profit?

[sand haven]

[vivid coral]

exactly

[wise flower]

education is scam

everything is just effin money

cant do no shit

[muted pond]

[wise flower]

Everyone is studying for money

Only reason people teach and learn is for.money

[haughty ibex]

Life sucks

[mild compass]

...

wut happen

[haughty ibex]

It does

It’s so tiring

Everyday slog slog slog n den nightmares abt failing boards

[sand haven]

It is indeed

Did you fail any

[mild compass]

keep fueling urself with motivation

and ur goal

s

[haughty ibex]

No my boards r in oct

[mild compass]

they will help u alot

are u doing a and a2 together

?

[haughty ibex]

No

Igcse

[mild compass]

oh

Dont worry about ur boards to dat extent dat u feel tired

[haughty ibex]

Ah well

[mild compass]

its nothing wrong in worrying

it keeps u alert

[haughty ibex]

I’m expected to world topper in all subjects so HAHA.

[mild compass]

but try to take rest

and chill around with ur friends

[haughty ibex]

That’s what I’m doin atm

But ya good advice

[mild compass]

everyone expected to be a world topper

like they are gonna be next einstien

[haughty ibex]

Ikrr

It’s annoying

[muted pond]

How tho

[mild compass]

do wut u want

dont bother about them

people only know how to expect

[haughty ibex]

TRU

[mild compass]

Just do wut u expect from urself

it will gonna help u and dat matters

[haughty ibex]

Ok

Thanks

@mild compass u got your results today?

[mild compass]

nope

I am not student of cie

[haughty ibex]

Ohk

[mild compass]

fortunately

[haughty ibex]

Srry my bad 😊

[mild compass]

I am in ug

[haughty ibex]

Yah I jus saw your role 😂

[mild compass]

are u doing ib

?

[haughty ibex]

No

Igcse

[mild compass]

oh i saw ib in ur role so i asked

[haughty ibex]

Haha no I’m jus interested in a couple subjects

So Das y I took those roles

[mild compass]

oh

[haughty ibex]

I hope that’s not against like the discord policy or smth?

[mild compass]

nope

Its not against anything

and who cares about discord policy

[haughty ibex]

Not discord I meant znotes

[mild compass]

😂

nope

its alright

tho i am new here

too

[sacred turret]

Sup guys how is It going after results?

[haughty ibex]

The fact that this chat is active should answer your question 🤣🤣

[mild compass]

yeah

[sacred turret]

This means everyone feels like shit

And are mentally destroyed

[mild compass]

u need any help

[lapis quartz]

@sacred turret why do you have ig roles

[sacred turret]

I gave them like 2yrs ago

So yea as long as I gave them why not have the roles

[lapis quartz]

oof

why does everybody have ESL ?

[haughty ibex]

I’m outta here

Bye pls

Ppls*

[sacred turret]

So how much u all got?

[mild compass]

cya

[lapis quartz]

I am damn confused

[sacred turret]

I gotta relive myself

Relief*

[mild compass]

i remeber i got 45 in maths last year

[sacred turret]

Out of?

[mild compass]

100

[sacred turret]

Oof

[mild compass]

dats bad

[sacred turret]

Feelsbadman

[mild compass]

wut...?

[lapis quartz]

@sacred turret bro what did you get in A2 ?

[mild compass]

BRO I was not cie student

[sacred turret]

(Nobody saw that emote OK that was a mistake I swear)

BCD

A decending ladder of pain

[mild compass]

BCD?

[sacred turret]

A2 results

Most unis in my country want 2 AL subs so yea hopefully it's OK for them to ignore the D

[mild compass]

which country?

[sacred turret]

Lebanon

[mild compass]

hmm

so wut u gonna do

?

[sacred turret]

BME

Biomedical engineering

[mild compass]

sounds good

I think i am in wrong server

[sacred turret]

Idk about it anymore

[mild compass]

google it ez

[unreal oak]

@mild compass what course are you doing?

[sacred turret]

Cuz I think it's better to study it when u have higher marks

[mild compass]

man UG in arts

and I was not cie student

i get reference from friend

[sacred turret]

I'm not really confident about it

[unreal oak]

@mild compass ah okay

i don't think we have a channel for ug arts yet bro

[mild compass]

I see

@sacred turret i believe if u have interest in anything then u dont bother about marks

just go with biomedical engineering

[lapis quartz]

@sacred turret have you given th SATs ?

[sacred turret]

No

[lapis quartz]

I am giving it in Dec

After A2

[sacred turret]

Im intrested in it but in worried that It may be too hard

Idk plan b is biochemistry

But tbh I don't think that u can get a job easily with a biochemistry degree

[lapis quartz]

don't be worried about the difficulty man

[sacred turret]

Hopefully uni accepts me

[lapis quartz]

what are their requirements ?

[sacred turret]

I'm not sure

It's not mentioned in their website

[lapis quartz]

Oh you havn't sent them an email ?

[sacred turret]

But they want a cumulative percentage of 80 in last 2 years

11 and 12th grade

[lapis quartz]

oh ok

[sacred turret]

So Idk about cie

[mild compass]

CIE gives grades

[lapis quartz]

wait is it a local uni @sacred turret

[sacred turret]

I'm still new to the uni thingy so Idk other than that it's a private uni

[mild compass]

its okay

just do enquiry

[sacred turret]

I already applied

To it

But they want me to give them the papers and things at the registrar office

[unreal oak]

Guys go to #chat-lounge please

[sacred turret]

So I gotta go to leb for this

[mild compass]

man head to #chat-lounge

[sacred turret]

Oki I'm sorry this was about me being sad about my grades

[sand haven]

This is the new #chat-lounge

[sacred turret]

Lol

[mild compass]

I’m really depressed today

:(((

[wise flower]

What's uo

[vivid coral]

u alright? @mild compass

[sand haven]

@mild compass what happened comrade, what annoys you. The IG results?
We are here to help you to make you feel better.

[mild compass]

I feel my dad will get angry with my results haven't told him what do I do I dont think they are that bad 2As 2Bs 2Cs and 1D

Except the B in maths and the D in spanish

[mild compass]

@mild compass it's easy to say

But he expected A*s in I.t, maths and physics @mild compass

I will be dead

Even though

I just feel to scared

Then he will tell me to study during this holiday

And I won't be able to enjoy

I haven't done that bad in my opinion

[chrome oasis]

uh hullo so this time i made like an actual proper playlist for results day,,,somethng calm but it's only and hour :( i'll be adding more songs to it tho but i rlly hope it helps and so sorry that this is late ;-; https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1b5BdO5YzxRzg8MhRNjVVa?si=mJxdUM9pS5KIchaK3lIolA

[mild jungle]

Ay mate dont worry even if you have to study for the entire vacation that's just 1/60 plus vacations you're gonna experience in your life

As long as you're proud of yourself thas all that matters mate

[violet palm]

uhh.. i dont think you get vacations when u have a full time job

[novel harness]

hi um , im F***ed

need some help , to know what to do next

I F'd up in alevels

with BCCD donno what to do

[haughty ibex]

Guyssssssss

I have my mocks tomo

Wish me luckkkk

I’m stressing outtttt

[lapis quartz]

@novel harness You could improve your grades by retaking in O/N

@haughty ibex Good luck on your mocks

Mine are starting in 3 weeks

@novel harness Is that a possible ?

[novel harness]

as a last resort

[lapis quartz]

Yup

You gave AS and A2 together ?

[novel harness]

nope

2 Yrs

[lapis quartz]

Ok then repeating might be the best option

[vivid coral]

@haughty ibex don't worry about your mocks. I got 1A*, 4A, 1B and 3Cs for my pre-mocks

For my real mocks I got 4A*, 4A and 1B

and for the real exam i got 8A* and 1A, so at the end of the dday you'll be fine no matter what

[lapis quartz]

@vivid coral Congrats dear comrade !

[vivid coral]

thank u friend :)

[lapis quartz]

@novel harness take your time

and give in M/J 2020

[novel harness]

don't I need to give As and A@?

[lapis quartz]

AS and A2 together

^

@vivid coral you're going to IB right ?

[vivid coral]

nope, dad won't allow me to

[lapis quartz]

why ?

[vivid coral]

so foundation it is

[novel harness]

any other options?

[lapis quartz]

YOU GOT 8A*

[vivid coral]

exactly, i want to do IB but he's like no "it's a waste of time and you won't get good grades"

[lapis quartz]

@vivid coral you're a perfect candidate for IB WTH

@novel harness wait let me think about it

[vivid coral]

ahaha i wish i could do IB

[novel harness]

what are my options for B(physics) CC(maths cse) D(chem)

[lapis quartz]

bro repeating would probs be the best option tbh

[novel harness]

I know …..

[lapis quartz]

You can easily improve because you know the content pretty well

PLUS IF YOU GIVE AS AND A2 IN O/N

You will be screwed because of lack of time and prep

[novel harness]

yup

wont be doing thjat

[lapis quartz]

Hmm

[vivid coral]

@lapis quartz will u start national service now or repeat A Levels?

[lapis quartz]

M/J 2020 might have small changes

but nothing significant

@vivid coral I didn't repeat A levels, only AS till now

Plus I am not a PR

giving A2 in O/N

[vivid coral]

ohh, my friend wanted to go to Ngee Ann polytechnic but he didn't pass english rip

[lapis quartz]

I HAVE TO GIVE IT MY 200 %

@vivid coral poly is shite

No one wants to go to poly bro

@novel harness But it shouldn't be a problem

wait you havn't repeated AS or A2 right ? @novel harness ?

[novel harness]

no I haven't repeated any

i had AACC in As

[lapis quartz]

oh shit

AA in what subs ?

@novel harness

[novel harness]

i wanted to Phy and Math only

but was forced to to chem and Cse too

[vivid coral]

damn an A in AS is very impressive

[novel harness]

got A in Phy and Math

[lapis quartz]

Ah man I can feel your pain

@novel harness you have 2 more options

[novel harness]

is it ? @vivid coral

[vivid coral]

yes very impressive

let me show you why

[lapis quartz]

@novel harness Did you get 90 % ?

[vivid coral]

you got A in which subject @novel harness ?

[lapis quartz]

Phy and maths

@novel harness Either look for unis which accept AS level

[vivid coral]

bro only 24.3% get A for maths and only 29.9% get A for physics at AS Level

[lapis quartz]

and try to do SAT tests

[vivid coral]

u are amazing if u get A at AS Level :), even a B is great

[lapis quartz]

@novel harness Another is do a foundation course

Probs in NZ, it starts from Feb

and it finishes in 6 months

[haughty ibex]

@vivid coral

Problem is

[vivid coral]

yea @haughty ibex ?

[lapis quartz]

It's pretty easy to get a visa too, they want people. Freakin SG has more population than NZ

[haughty ibex]

I got a 97% in my pre mocks

[vivid coral]

WOW

[haughty ibex]

People have expectations

So yah 😆😆

[vivid coral]

that's absolutely amazing

[novel harness]

im from Bangladesh

[haughty ibex]

Yah I was rlly pleased

[vivid coral]

but remember, don't aim for 100%, only go for it if it is possible. I have sene many people in my year aim for 100% in math and out of those 12, only 1 got it

[haughty ibex]

Congrats to that 1

[vivid coral]

study as much as you can, try as hard as you can, i'm sure u will do amazing! :D

[lapis quartz]

@novel harness should still be possible

[haughty ibex]

Anyways jus don’t wanna buckle under the expectations burden

[lapis quartz]

They accept everyone

[haughty ibex]

Cuz I tend to stress a lot

[novel harness]

@lapis quartz i probably got 85 up

[outer isle]

bruh no one got higher than 60% in maths pre mock

[lapis quartz]

pretty good

[vivid coral]

how do you destress? @haughty ibex

[haughty ibex]

Music

Chatting with my best friend

[vivid coral]

I got 31% for Math in Year 10... I was scared of the letter X

[haughty ibex]

Wow

[outer isle]

i got 9% yeet

[vivid coral]

dabbed on CIE with a 94% in real exam

yeet

[haughty ibex]

Ayyyy

Good jobbbb

[outer isle]

nice

[vivid coral]

i actually cried when i saw it

[lapis quartz]

@vivid coral bro going from 31 % to an A* is freakin amazing

[haughty ibex]

I’m sure u worked your ass off

[lapis quartz]

YOU SHOULD GET AN AWARD

[haughty ibex]

Exactly it’s exceptional!

Anyways

Time for me to sleep

[vivid coral]

good night!

[lapis quartz]

@outer isle you mean 99%

good night

[haughty ibex]

Gn ppl wish me luck I jus hope I dnt blank tomo

[outer isle]

goodnight

[haughty ibex]

🙈🙈

[outer isle]

but no actually 9%

[lapis quartz]

@novel harness So these are the options

But the thing is you need alteast 3 A levels

[novel harness]

hmmmmmm

[lapis quartz]

M/J 2020 is your safest option

or AS + SAT

But NZ is more risky

@novel harness You can do foundation in 6 months and right after that you can get into UOA

But note that foundation will have 7 diff subs

[novel harness]

im just lost

[lapis quartz]

@outer isle didn't you say you A* in maths ?

[outer isle]

no

B in maths

[lapis quartz]

@novel harness Bro I can feel your pain

[outer isle]

we all lost

[lapis quartz]

@novel harness What was your 1st choice for uni ?

and which field do you want to get into ?

[novel harness]

i had no choices, i was lost from start, i wanted CSE, ME , or EEE

[lapis quartz]

Ok, do you have a fav sub ?

[novel harness]

ME

i mean Physics

2nd fav maths , although not a fan of calculus

that's where i f'd up in A2

[lapis quartz]

Ah I see

You took CS and Chem too

so what are you going to choose @novel harness

[novel harness]

i don't understand Chem at all

and CS was a waste of time

I ll have to think about it

[lavish geode]

94 only?

[lapis quartz]

CS is an invaluable subject

It will be helpful throughout your life @novel harness

In any field you go to

@lavish geode out of context bro

[lavish geode]

?

[vivid coral]

yea bro math is a weakness of mine

[novel harness]

i know , i didn't give it any importance tho….

[lapis quartz]

@lavish geode what 94 ?

[novel harness]

Cs

[lavish geode]

It was a joke libtard

[lapis quartz]

@vivid coral 😂

good joke @vivid coral

you got an A* bro

[vivid coral]

i did all the past papers from 2019 to 2012

i was so desperate XD

[lapis quartz]

@novel harness Think about these options and weigh the pros and cons and choose which one fits your situation better

@lavish geode Bro learn to make jokes at the right time

[lavish geode]

Learn to take jokes

Bro

[lapis quartz]

When a person is depressed you don't make random jokes

@novel harness Are you feelin a tiny bit better ?

[novel harness]

feeling better ? you made me smile with that one

[lapis quartz]

😀

[novel harness]

i don't feel anything atm

could you please list the options again, i cant think straight

also i might have alzeimers

[lapis quartz]

1. AS + A2 in M/J 2020
2. Look at unis which accept AS + SAT scores
3. Foundation course in NZ (6 months) and after that you go staright to UOA

[novel harness]

thanks @lapis quartz

[lapis quartz]

@novel harness NP bro

Also you're perfectly fine and you don't have alzeimers, it's all in the head

THINK POSITIVE AND WE BEILIEVE IN YOU !

[novel harness]

you're from nz?

[lapis quartz]

No, India

😄

[novel harness]

no wonder you recognize BD

[lapis quartz]

bruh

Who wouldn't recognize one of the most densely populated countries in the world

[novel harness]

one f ed up place

[lapis quartz]

yeah man the situation is not good

[novel harness]

ummm

another thing

[lapis quartz]

go ahead

[novel harness]

i have a lot of certificates.....

any use of them?

[lapis quartz]

VERY NICE

OFCOURSE

[novel harness]

didn't find any yet

[lapis quartz]

IT WILL BE HELPFUL FOR YOUR UNI APPLICATION

Right on that note, I am going to bed

[novel harness]

at 10 30?

[lapis quartz]

Śubha rātri

Nope it's 1:05 am

[novel harness]

which india are you from?

[lapis quartz]

😂

[vivid coral]

same it's 1:05

[lapis quartz]

I live in sg @novel harness

you sleepin cow

[novel harness]

oh

[lapis quartz]

I remember you

You were in the discord server

in M/J

[novel harness]

yes i was

left in depression

back in depresion

[lapis quartz]

Not anymore right ?

[novel harness]

it does not go away but its nice to know there are a lot of helping hands around

[lapis quartz]

Yup, people are really friendly here

@lavish geode this man also helped me a lot

in phy 😃

[novel harness]

UWU helped me …. some how i don't remember

[lapis quartz]

@empty trout is pretty helpful too

[lavish geode]

ik ik

[lapis quartz]

Thanks man @lavish geode

[lavish geode]

np

ill be back for A2 😎

[lapis quartz]

I might annoy you a lot but it's all for fun

[lavish geode]

ik

[lapis quartz]

wait you're in uni

[lavish geode]

i annoy u more

[lapis quartz]

right ?

[lavish geode]

so it evens out

[lapis quartz]

lol

[lavish geode]

ill study math and sciences first year

[lapis quartz]

so you're doing UG in maths

[lavish geode]

no

medicine

but first year

u study math and sciences

like chem bio

pre med

[lapis quartz]

Is it similar to A2 in 1st year ?

[lavish geode]

yeah

[lapis quartz]

I see

which uni are you in

[lavish geode]

😎

my own

[lapis quartz]

very naice

[sand haven]

#chat-lounge

[lapis quartz]

@sand haven this is #chat-lounge 3.0

also #chat-lounge is too far from reach

[novel harness]

well not feeling good , but sure am feeling better to know people Aim for BCC , and i was sad about it

not a great thing

[mild compass]

@novel harness hey man

[novel harness]

but i am less tensed

[mild compass]

Dat gonna be fine

Just do Wutever u can

[lapis quartz]

very nice advice

sarcasm

[mild compass]

I have seen ppl work so hard … gave their everything …. and end up with nothing but a D
bad luck happens
always remember

if u can do smth about it... dw
if u cant do smth bout it ...dw

how I live my life nowdays

to those depressed with their results

be proud u gave ur everything … !

[mild compass]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uL6NP38hbk

[empty trout]

I was pinged here

WHAT HAPPENED

[novel harness]

yes thank you @empty trout

[empty trout]

Oml

Long time no seeeeeeeeeee!

How've you been

And um for wut-

[novel harness]

XD

ahahaha

ive been enjoying myself , ultill 13th

[empty trout]

Ah

It's the same for me lulz

[novel harness]

for helping

[lapis quartz]

@empty trout you're a great soul

[novel harness]

@lapis quartz why aren't you asleep????

[lapis quartz]

I tagged you too show my appreciation

[empty trout]

Oml no

[lapis quartz]

@novel harness bro I am trying

[empty trout]

You two make me a great soul uwu

@lapis quartz Speep :<

[novel harness]

how was 13th?

[empty trout]

13th made me realise how much of a failure I am

I mean I already knew that

But it just

Bitch slapped me this time 😂

[novel harness]

what did you get

[empty trout]

I don't wanna talk about it askldfanskdj

Let's talk about you

[novel harness]

you first

its same for me too tho…. the proof of failure in a website

[empty trout]

no I'm trying to forget about it ;-;

[novel harness]

what did you get , its not bad i know it

[empty trout]

It is

Why else am I wanting to forget

Plis let's not talk about grades ;-;

[novel harness]

another day then

my phone died the next morning …. on its own …. sad lif

e

life*

[empty trout]

Waow

I dont own a phone so

Meh

[novel harness]

the care centre don't open till monday

wow … why don't you own a phone?

[empty trout]

I am still a baby to my parents uwu

[sand haven]

my slave died today

rip

[mild compass]

slave?

[sand haven]

yeh I had a slave

[mild compass]

…...

[novel harness]

i have to travel alone soo.. i was given a phone

[sand haven]

I am having a mental breakdown now cuz he was a lovely slave

plz help me

I am depressed

[mild compass]

oh … umm … PRAYERS

[sand haven]

I AM SAD

JIHHWigeiphgdnoseungHMSoe

oihwfem

HELP ME

[novel harness]

and i had to go to US for a science thing …. so i was given a smartphone

[mild compass]

@empty trout same ..my parents treat me like a baby too

[empty trout]

but when i get grades that they do not want to see: what is baby

[sand haven]

fucking go to #chat-lounge

not related to this chat

[novel harness]

@sand haven Accept my condolences

[mild compass]

being treated like a baby is depressing at times

[sand haven]

I am sad no one gave a fuck about me, instead y'all are talking random shananigangs

[mild compass]

mine too … btw how did he/she die?

srry

[lapis quartz]

@empty trout where are you from ?

[sand haven]

FUCKING GO TO #chat-lounge

NOT HERE

NOT HERE

[mild compass]

no spamming

[sand haven]

I REPEAT, NOT HERE

[empty trout]

@sand haven Calm down comrade, what's wrong

[novel harness]

@mild compass @empty trout its not depressing to be treated like a baby. id be happy to be spoon fed and kept at home

[sand haven]

I am going to suicide bye, fuck this gay earth

[mild compass]

honestly everyone complains in whatever states they r in @novel harness

[novel harness]

@sand haven can i get a picture of your slave? i will make a memorial im MC

[mild compass]

@sand haven how did the death happen??

[novel harness]

@mild compass true

[sand haven]

I forgot to feed him and I overloaded him with too much physical work

my bad

[mild compass]

oh … tht was harsh …… my prayers r with him … best to pray for the dead

y overload him with work …?

[novel harness]

@sand haven feed the corpse to other slaves

[lapis quartz]

@sand haven what happened ?

[sand haven]

He was like a father to me, I loved him as my son

[novel harness]

@lapis quartz sleep

[sand haven]

RIP

[mild compass]

as ur son

[sand haven]

@lapis quartz I am having a mental breakdown, feeling depressed an suicidal

[mild compass]

RIP

[sand haven]

cuz my loved one died

[lapis quartz]

why ?

[novel harness]

wasn't there a meme channel?

[sand haven]

no

and again

GO TO #chat-lounge

PLEASE

FFS

NOT HERE

[mild compass]

when did u get to know bout his death

@sand haven

[sand haven]

I felt a sudden silence in my go-down

I checked

I saw his body

sed

[mild compass]

……..

RIP …..

[lapis quartz]

@sand haven your dad runs a business ?

yes i am goin to sleep

@novel harness

[sand haven]

yeh

[novel harness]

i was going to drink bleach

but realized i would have failed

[empty trout]

Hey hey

What really happened?

[novel harness]

🙃 don't worry i don't have the balls to kms

[sand haven]

I have

[novel harness]

i picture myself dead and i don't like the looks of it

[sand haven]

same hre

but I love it

I want to die

[novel harness]

please dont

i was warned of not being sarcastic about this

[sand haven]

jokes apart, I resisted suicide thrice so far

[novel harness]

why tho?

i mean think of it in the first place

[sand haven]

idk I felt my life is fucked and shit I must end this

[novel harness]

ya.....

why is it fucked?

[sand haven]

I felt like to give up

[novel harness]

i feel you

GN

[mild compass]

This exam session is going to fckn kill me. I've barely covered half the textbook for each of my AS subjects

This happened last year with IGCSE but I still managed to pull of As. Idk if I'm going to be able to do it again

[lapis quartz]

@mild compass trust me you won't

AS is a MASSIVE JUMP FROM IGCSE

AND EVEN THAT IS A UNDERSTATEMENT

[mild compass]

Woah okay

Even though that's a dick thing to say

I'm gonna work harder just to prove you wrong

Thanks 💕

[lapis quartz]

@mild compass bro chill

I didn't mean to discourage you

I am sorry if I have, I didn't realize but you're gonna thank me down the line if you change your mindset 👍

I wish you all the best and hope you get all As @mild compass

[mild compass]

Thank you

[haughty ibex]

Gusyssss

[mild compass]

yes?

[haughty ibex]

How’s everyone feeling?

[mild compass]

good

wbu

[haughty ibex]

Jus checkin in with everyone (cuz yall alwys thr for me so)

I’m good just ded tired

[mild compass]

dats nice of u

[empty trout]

Drink ginger tea

[haughty ibex]

😇

[mild compass]

take rest

[haughty ibex]

I’m not rlly a tea person

[empty trout]

:(

[haughty ibex]

Yah jus was abt to call it a night

[empty trout]

Mocha

Then speep

[haughty ibex]

Yah I will

[lapis quartz]

WHO DRINKS TEA

[mild compass]

me

any problem

?

[lapis quartz]

LEGENDS DRINK SOUTH INDIAN COFEE

[mild compass]

filter coffee

lit

love it

[lapis quartz]

yes

[mild compass]

we should go somewhere else

right>?

[lapis quartz]

#chat-lounge

[haughty ibex]

Hope everyone has a lovely day/night/whatever time of day it is

[mild compass]

@haughty ibex come to chat

[lapis quartz]

@haughty ibex thanks you too

[haughty ibex]

Peace ✌🏻

Gonna sleep now @mild compass maybe next time

[vivid coral]

peace

[mild compass]

okay

good night

[lapis quartz]

@haughty ibex isn't it like 10 over there ?

[haughty ibex]

Almost

[lapis quartz]

you sleep at 10 ?

holy

[mild compass]

nice

[haughty ibex]

But I could be an extra from the walking ded at this point 😵😵

No I usually don’t

[lapis quartz]

Legends like me sleep at 2

[mild compass]

like me sleep at 8

[lapis quartz]

liar

[mild compass]

hehe

[lapis quartz]

you don't sleep only 😂

[haughty ibex]

Anyways gn comrades

[lapis quartz]

gn comrade

[mild compass]

Good night

[vivid coral]

i wonder where u guys got the term "comrade" from?

it appears that the regime of cowmunism is spreading exponentially

[lapis quartz]

@vivid coral nope it was totally original cough cough

[lapis quartz]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5oG4KofGHCQ
NEVER GIVE UP

[sand haven]

It didn't help me

[sand haven]

I've watched endless videos but they don't help me

they all seem to be same bs to me

I can't find anything supportive anywhere

This internal suffering can't end by videos

at least for me

[haughty ibex]

Guys

I need a pep talk

[mild compass]

hello @haughty ibex

[haughty ibex]

Hey

I have my eco mock exam tom

And I’m srsly having s full on anxiety attack rn

[mild compass]

okay wait

I will summon someone else

@cosmic ginkgo we need u

come here

[haughty ibex]

😭😭

[cosmic ginkgo]

Me? I'll try

[haughty ibex]

Thanks in advance 😂

[mild compass]

u can help her

[cosmic ginkgo]

What happened tho? You studied right?

[haughty ibex]

Yah

A lot

Bit too much

N now I cnt seem to remember nahthing

Anything

[cosmic ginkgo]

I know exactly how you feel

I've done it once or twice

And trust me, the info is still there

You're having a bit of an overload rn

When it needs to come up, it will so dw

[haughty ibex]

But it’s like I cnt remember anything at all

Especially those horrible discuss questions

[cosmic ginkgo]

Take a small breather, go out if you can, or listen to music, or just simply close your eyes and think of some place calming

[haughty ibex]

I’m listening to music rn

[cosmic ginkgo]

I know it feels like you can't remember anything after you studied so much, and that's scary as hell

But it does come back

[haughty ibex]

It is VERY

I shld hope so 🤞🏻🤞🏻

[cosmic ginkgo]

You need a bit of a break that's all

[haughty ibex]

Yeah

[cosmic ginkgo]

Yup

You're gonna SMASH that paper tomorrow yeah?

[haughty ibex]

Yeah

[vivid coral]

it's only a mock, either way you're going to be fine

[haughty ibex]

Slay it

[vivid coral]

u're going to destroy it tomorrow

:D

[haughty ibex]

actually

[cosmic ginkgo]

Yup that's the spirit sis

[haughty ibex]

See the problem is

I got a 29 and 83 in pre mocks

No it’s good

It’s jus the pressure is on to like either keep it up or do better

[cosmic ginkgo]

I know sis, I know how you feel

It's a pressure that's constantly there

But please don't let it affect you too much

Because that amount of stress isn't healthy

Especially for a mock

And I say it's not healthy cuz I've been there

[haughty ibex]

Okay

Sorry my wifi died

[cosmic ginkgo]

Np

[haughty ibex]

I know it’s not healthy

I’ve been hyperventilating since 7pm

[cosmic ginkgo]

But it's still hard to stop

[haughty ibex]

N it’s almost 10pm

[cosmic ginkgo]

Eeks

[haughty ibex]

Yeah n it’s just

All teachers

All of em

Expect me to be a world topper

Each one

I dunno how I’m supposed to nt fail em

N at this point

If I’m confident in myself

N I make even 1 mark worth of mistake

They say overconfidence

[vivid coral]

it is unfeasible to achieve world topper in all subjects, maybe in 1 or 2, but all is a bit too much

[haughty ibex]

Exactly

[vivid coral]

just try your best, I'm sure that you will do amazing! :D

[haughty ibex]

Don’t get me wrong

I love learning

But just sometimes exams

[vivid coral]

omg ikr

[cosmic ginkgo]

I know sis

[haughty ibex]

I don’t even mind the papers but it’s the pressure that gets to me

More expectation than pressure

I cn actually physically feel it

In my ears in my chest in my head

[cosmic ginkgo]

Take it in a positive way tho, they think you're that good, take it as a compliment

[vivid coral]

i am going to give you a tip, during my first paper (math p2) my stomach was like a volcano

you will get through it because of the adrenaline

[cosmic ginkgo]

It's okay to do a paper and think you did really well and lose a mark, because that is really well done

Everyone makes mistakes, and that's completely okay

[haughty ibex]

I know it is

It’s just everyone arnd me

[cosmic ginkgo]

And they know it too

They just want you to do amazing, and they believe in you

Yes it feels like the expectations are really high and there's no room for disappointment

[haughty ibex]

Yah

[cosmic ginkgo]

And it feels more important to satisfy that than whatever you want out of it

[haughty ibex]

Yeah

[vivid coral]

set your own personal targets, how many subjects are you doing?

[haughty ibex]

I think I may be the only person in the world that wants to hide my marks

Cuz they’re too good apparently

Like 8

[vivid coral]

if you have friends who get jealous, then hide it from then. Keep in mind though, your closest friends will feel nothing but happiness when you succeed

so those people who bring negative energy in your life, just cut them off, they are useless and will only burden you

[haughty ibex]

Thing is

I don’t even have the luxury of hiding it

The teachers only tell my marks

N people cm up to me n like tell me my marks b4 I have a chance to see em

[vivid coral]

that's kinda sad

[haughty ibex]

U know

In pre mocks

Overall

[vivid coral]

WOW

[haughty ibex]

And honestly

[vivid coral]

it's a blessing and a curse?

[haughty ibex]

I couldn’t have put it better myself

People jus assume I know everything and in reality I’m struggling too just like everyone else, only in a different way

But they don’t see it

They don’t see the hours of hard work that goes into it

They don’t see the back breaking painstaking effort I take over every subject

Because I love learning

But when it comes down to marks and exams, people just...I dunno...they become brutal

I’ve had a friend

She was really close to me

[vivid coral]

people get jealous, because they cannot work hard themselves so they envy your success

[haughty ibex]

She turned her back on me n doesn’t talk to me anymore

I don’t even know why

I don’t know what I did to her

The closer it gets to exams, the more “friends” I get

Only cuz people wanna use me

N at this point it’s very very frustrating n I dunno what to do

Haven’t felt so lonely in a long long time

[vivid coral]

people will always try to use you, no matter what

[haughty ibex]

It sucks

[vivid coral]

this happened to me especially before my real IGCSE MCQ Science papers and it was really annoying

[sand haven]

I am a primary example of every failure in life

[vivid coral]

no my comrade

you are the reason why people live, without you, your parents would be depressed

you give them joy and happiness

no matter what

[sand haven]

...

[haughty ibex]

@sand haven u need to believe in urself

[sand haven]

I try to but I fail

[haughty ibex]

Well u won’t anymore

Cuz you’ve got a whole bunch of people believing in u here

[sand haven]

...

[haughty ibex]

@vivid coral some help here.?

[rose surge]

that's how life is @sand haven. you'll fail a dozen times but you'll succeed one day

that's how you feel due to all the pent up hate, but in reality that's not who you are. you're not a failure.

[mild compass]

sometimes u fall back to step one … again and again … but we fail to see the whenever we fall, the steps to success reduces too …
just believe u will reach the end
and keep walking
on and on
one day u'll be there and u will be great !

[sand haven]

I am useless

Pathetic

[chrome oasis]

bc you don't learn if you don't fail and without failure there is no success

@sand haven no you're not, what's wrong?

[mild compass]

Im useless too .. but im useful to myself …

[muted pond]

None of you are useless smh

[mild compass]

u dont have to show others ur use
u urself r enough

they dont see it .. they r blind

we all r same .. trying to show the world we r capable of things ..
but how much u try
those who dont wanna see ...wont see

so dont call urself useless
u r not … ppl dont wanna see … dont show them but work hard so u dont regret it urself

failures r bigger achievers than those who never failed once

[vivid coral]

u are only pathetic, if you think you are pathetic

which actually means most of us are pathetic if you think about it

._.

[mild compass]

^^^ true

[vivid coral]

why am i such a mood

F in the chat bois

[muted pond]

F

[haughty ibex]

Guys update on my eco exam: it was great

Although I wrote 50 pages n I’m not sure my hand is a part of my body anymore but yup twas good 😊thanks for your support

Rlly appreciate it

[vivid coral]

Fantastic! We're all so proud of you! Represent znot and continue slaying the other exams!!! 🎊 🎉 🎊 🎉 🎊

[cosmic ginkgo]

We're all beaming proud of you sis @haughty ibex!! ❤ And good luck for the other exams

[haughty ibex]

Thank uuuu

[muted pond]

what to do if i am incredibly frustrated with something but can't take it out without hurting others

[mild compass]

take it out noone will hurt

@muted pond u should think about urself first not others

[muted pond]

so i should hurt all my friends and potentially destroy a whole group of friends just cause i'm frustrated

[vivid coral]

absolutely not, you have a couple of options

[mild compass]

First they will not get hurt

[muted pond]

like

[mild compass]

just told them everything in advance

[unreal oak]

@muted pond is your frustration due to a person?

[muted pond]

it's okay i am calm now

[sand haven]

cool

[mild compass]

How to slay the demon stoping me from doing homework …? 😂
no really … Its frustrating tht I cant progress cuz my mind wont let me

[muted pond]

frustration is frustrating aaaa

[lapis quartz]

@muted pond what is the cause of your frustration ?

[mild compass]

I cant focus

and its not working in any way

[mild compass]

lost one subject

got A*s in all except one lmao

really sad now but idk

[cosmic ginkgo]

@mild compass trust me bud, that's amazing! you should be proud of yourself, like we all are proud of you

[mild compass]

thanks vro

[vivid coral]

LOL same

[mild compass]

@vivid coral which subject

[vivid coral]

french, what about you?

[mild compass]

arabic first language

both languages damn lol

[vivid coral]

ikr, so u got an A in arabic right?

[mild compass]

ye

[vivid coral]

same here

how many subjects did u do all in all?

[mild compass]

7

all A*s

except Arabic

which is shitty but

meh

im more disappointed because people thought more of me

not because of the mark

how many did u take tho

[vivid coral]

i took 9, 1 last year, 8 this year

@mild compass ur 187 in bio is still fucking amazing, i can't believe anyone would get such a high mark

[mild compass]

i took 7 june 19 session

yeah i was impressed by it

but tbh would've given up the high mark for all A*s kek

im not resitting the subject either so it's a shame

[mild compass]

@vivid coral so ik we weren't exactly discussing this but today i got ahold of my scripts and spotted at least 5 marks i could get (they gave me 22/25 on one writing and 12/25 on another...?) so i sent them to my teacher to see if i would get anything on a remark

if so i will send them over for a remark and see what happens since i only need 4 marks for A*

[cosmic ginkgo]

How did you get your scripts man? @mild compass

[mild compass]

i took arabic first language edexcel so scripts were sent for free @cosmic ginkgo

but for cambridge you'd need to pay to get them