venting

[hidden barn]

im a muslim too bruh

[mild compass]

super religious and super strict seems like the reason

[sacred turret]

Bruh good to know

But like they won't kill u or anything

Bruh suicide haram

[hidden barn]

just cuz im a muslim doesnt mean im not a fan of lucifer lol (i dont mean the real devil)

[heady star]

in islam suicide is haram

[sacred turret]

Yikes

Yea

[hidden barn]

@mild compass and failing my exams cuz of the leak too

[sacred turret]

So yea thats stopping me

[hidden barn]

@heady star i know, im prolly going to hell anyways sooner or later, no difference

[mild compass]

no

[heady star]

no

[sacred turret]

Man I have been going to the mosque almost at all times

[mild compass]

too less time

To say that

[sacred turret]

And it really helps

[mild compass]

Barely lived half your life

[heady star]

youre like 16

plz

[sacred turret]

16 u still got to atleast 60

[hidden barn]

@sacred turret well my dad wont let me even go to the mosque unless its friday prayer or that prayer after isha

[mild compass]

And like we weren't mature enough the first 12 years

[sacred turret]

U haven't even reached a quarter of ur life

[hidden barn]

@heady star im 17 almost 18

[mild compass]

U can live how u want in a few more years

[sacred turret]

Still

Don't do it

[heady star]

that is still a very young age

[sacred turret]

U don't wanna end up in hell

[heady star]

you wont go to hell inshallah

[sacred turret]

And trust me lucifer ain't gotta help u in hell either

[hidden barn]

"very young age death caused by cambridge's inconvenience" seems like a good title

[heady star]

dude please

[hidden barn]

hope cambridge can live with that guilt

[sacred turret]

If u kill urself it's a garuntee that u go to hell

[heady star]

dm

[sacred turret]

Like a one way tickey

[mild compass]

imagine fiery needles pouring out of your eyeballs

[hidden barn]

@sacred turret i know

[sacred turret]

Ticket*

[mild compass]

Hell is a fuck times more

[hidden barn]

i know

[sacred turret]

We are all human

So we can't really imagine hell

And it's pain

[hidden barn]

i know that too

[heady star]

youre not that bad of a person irl propably, not having good grades doesnt mean youre a bad person

[sacred turret]

It's just humanly not possible to imagine hell

Yea

Man it's typical of Arab parents to think of their children as a disappointment

[mild compass]

people look back and talk about how much they freaked out at highschool and they shouldn't have stressed at all

[hidden barn]

@heady star failing this exam because of the damn leak means i aint going to college, means im just a worthless person so yeah its that bad

[sacred turret]

But they never really mean it

As long as u aren't doing something too far

[heady star]

@hidden barn first of all id like to thank you for sharing your feelings

[sacred turret]

Like Zina for example

[hidden barn]

@sacred turret wekk yeah but my parents mean it

@heady star ummm welcome?

[heady star]

physics v1?

[sacred turret]

I don't think so

My parents know I'm a disappointment

[hidden barn]

@sacred turret lol i didnt do that

[mild compass]

@hidden barn do you know about Alan Watts

[sacred turret]

But they never really meant it

I mean still

If u suicide

[hidden barn]

@mild compass nope

[sacred turret]

U will be more of a disappointment

[hidden barn]

@sacred turret well with a bonus

[mild compass]

hmm

[sacred turret]

Imagine what people will think about when ur parents tell them their kid commited sudoku

That's much of a disappointment

[heady star]

soduko

[hidden barn]

the bonus they will be feeling bad, will feel guilt, kinda the right thing i will pay them back with for the negative emotions they give me 80% of the time

[sacred turret]

Well

[heady star]

what about the 20%

[sacred turret]

U are paying for hell as well

[mild compass]

do you think people jump off a high building and think halfway, 'Ah shit ?' @hidden barn

[sacred turret]

So it's not a win after all

Just think about how u will do better in life

[hidden barn]

20% are the times when im not in a bad mood @heady star

[mild compass]

don't let these temporary moments consume you

[short shoal]

live for that 20% cause its gonna increase eventually

[hidden barn]

@mild compass thats why im not doing the jumping suicide, id do something short and faster

[short shoal]

if you let it

[mild compass]

You'll still feel it

And think

[heady star]

i think you should stop having bad moods all the time

[mild compass]

You shouldn't have done that

[sacred turret]

Exactly

[hidden barn]

@sacred turret basically id do worse cuz of cambridge's inconvenience and blindness, in under 24 hours they finished the investigation saying there is no proofs

[heady star]

after the exams spend time with ur family and friends and ull see they love u

[sacred turret]

It ain't worth it

[hidden barn]

@heady star not in my control

[heady star]

wdym

[hidden barn]

@heady star i avoid spending time with them

[heady star]

why

[hidden barn]

@heady star i menat the first one as a reply to your "try not having bad moods"

[sacred turret]

When I think I'm suicidal I feel like even killing myself ain't worth it

[hidden barn]

@heady star everty time i try to spend time with them it always ends up with a fight or argument, and i mean really ALWAYS

[sacred turret]

So just live ur life

And don't stress it

[hidden barn]

@sacred turret Well to me its worth it

[mild compass]

ignore those dumbfucks

[sacred turret]

Nope it ain't

[mild compass]

just do you

Enjoy smthing

[sacred turret]

I mean on the bright side u got people trying to help u :)

[short shoal]

You’re gonna be living with your own family at some point in your life

[hidden barn]

basically why i avoid my parents and spend all my time online @mild compass

[sacred turret]

That's considered as friends if u ask me

[short shoal]

You’re gonna give your life just for your parents

[heady star]

where do u live ill come to ur house and talk to ur parents

[short shoal]

It’s not worth it

[hidden barn]

@sacred turret there is no need for ya'll to be wasting your time on me :(

[mild compass]

and there's nothing wrong with that

[sacred turret]

There is no need for u to commit suicide either

[hidden barn]

@short shoal for my parents and my lost future destroyed by cambridge's inconvenience

[mild compass]

if you're around inconsiderate fucks then avoid them as much you can

[lavish geode]

guys

i was playing football

[hidden barn]

@sacred turret its happening cuz of valid reasons

[lavish geode]

and the ball hit my balls

i think i wont have kids

[sacred turret]

That's just bs

[heady star]

are you suicidal just becuase of the phyiscs leak?

[mild compass]

Nice

[sacred turret]

Those aren't valid reasons

[heady star]

man ngl i did rlly bad in the physics paper as well

[sacred turret]

There is no valid reason to kys

Look at me

[lavish geode]

i mean

if james charles flicked ur dick

there is

[sacred turret]

I got 2C and 2D in AS

[hidden barn]

@heady star well the past few years were cuz of my parents and this year is because of the physics leak which meant that im not going to have any future

[mild compass]

https://youtu.be/OlWz5IEGdy8

[hidden barn]

@sacred turret that is good enough for a private uni

[sacred turret]

Still I ain't suicidal

[mild compass]

grades don't just decide everything like that :/

[short shoal]

watch that vid @hidden barn

[sacred turret]

I know somr unis that accept even an F

[heady star]

dude its just physics

[short shoal]

These vids make you think

[sacred turret]

I. Europe

In*

[short shoal]

And they make you realize how insigificant cambridge is

[hidden barn]

@mild compass they decide wither you go to uni or not

[short shoal]

Relative to everythig you can live for

[hidden barn]

@sacred turret none of these f unis are in egypt

[lavish geode]

@hidden barn bro take sat

much better than ass cambridge

[hidden barn]

@heady star physics is part of the 8 subject i needed to get atleast C at, i fail it and i dont get to uni

[sacred turret]

Oh u Egyptian

[heady star]

u can redo it

[sacred turret]

Yea

[short shoal]

You can redo

[heady star]

again and again

[mild compass]

redo

[hidden barn]

@lavish geode too late for that man, im on my final year

[mild compass]

no

[sacred turret]

If u want I will try to give my savings and stuff to u

[hidden barn]

@short shoal @heady star nope, final year

[mild compass]

how

[lavish geode]

people do it in final year @hidden barn

[sacred turret]

So u redo

[heady star]

have u retaken before

[lavish geode]

wait 1 year b4 uni

[hidden barn]

@sacred turret nah its not about money bro, thanks tho

[lavish geode]

take sat 1 and 2

[sacred turret]

I know some people

They are top

[mild compass]

SAT more important btw

[lavish geode]

its what murians do

murixans

[short shoal]

Redo with another system, redo in another country, dont let such stupid shit restrict you

[lavish geode]

they take 1 year rest after school

[hidden barn]

@heady star ive retaken some other subject, not physics

[lavish geode]

and take sat

[sacred turret]

And they take breaks before unis

[short shoal]

Options in life are limitless

[heady star]

then its fine u can redo it

[sacred turret]

So it doesn't matter

[hidden barn]

@sacred turret well in igcse, you cant take breaks cuz your certificate will be denied if its with you longer than like 3 years or 3

[sacred turret]

That u get bad or good grades

[hidden barn]

4*

or 4*

[mild compass]

Wait

Igcsw

[heady star]

have you done past papers?

[mild compass]

Doesn't matter

Barely matters

[hidden barn]

@heady star i cant redo cuz its my final year, if i have to redo ill have to retake the year 10 subjects too cuz it wont be accepted

[sacred turret]

Don't be stubborn about suicide

[mild compass]

hol up

[short shoal]

@hidden barn can you please try talking to someone you like IRL about this, or a therapist

[mild compass]

AS levels matters A2 matters little

[short shoal]

Its much better than talking to people on the internet

[mild compass]

O level doesn't

[empty trout]

@short shoal that's not sth to-

[hidden barn]

@heady star yes physics this year is different not like the past papers

[heady star]

yea ik

the last 2 pages were rlly hard

[sacred turret]

AS matters?

[hidden barn]

@short shoal im anti social i dont feel comfortable around people irl

[empty trout]

Yes

[sacred turret]

Oof that's sad I got shit grades

[mild compass]

O level doesn't matter tho tf

@sacred turret ASS MATTERS

[empty trout]

But A2 more

[mild compass]

AS more

[heady star]

youre talking to us

[sacred turret]

Anyways I'm trying to raise them in A levels

[mild compass]

AS matters, but ASS matters more

[heady star]

well be ur friends

[mild compass]

I know ppl go with just AS results alone

[hidden barn]

@mild compass it matters in private unis that doesnt require AS

[lavish geode]

AS more

alot of unis dont look at A2

marks come out late

[mild compass]

yes

[sacred turret]

And I feel like I'm much better in A levels

I mean A2

[mild compass]

My elder sis said so

[lavish geode]

when u apply itll be in sept of grade 12

[mild compass]

AS matters far more than A2

[lavish geode]

marks come out august next year'

[sacred turret]

I will pre-register

[mild compass]

Always

[sacred turret]

Using my school grades

[mild compass]

And like they don't give shits about o levels

[sacred turret]

And then will give them Alebel

A levels

Its a good uni

That I'm applying to

And it's internationally recognized

U want me to send the link?

[lavish geode]

ok back to what i was saying

so the footbal hit my balls

and i think i cant have kids anymore

theyre completely destroyed

[mild compass]

There's only one way to really find out

[lavish geode]

i dont really care about kids, im worried about other stuff

if u know what i mean

[mild compass]

Go to the doctor

[lavish geode]

i did

[mild compass]

I went to the doctor once with a similar problem

He started laughing at me

[lavish geode]

he touched them 100 times and said nothing

[mild compass]

I was offended and I left

[lavish geode]

sad part is i didnt shave b4

[mild compass]

Wtf lmfao

well take the opportunity

And go visit

A hot sexy female doctor

[lavish geode]

therer are no hot sexy female doctors

[mild compass]

100 times

Oh

Sed

:((

[lavish geode]

my hormones will stop functioning

[mild compass]

All the sexologists I know are men

[lavish geode]

ill stay 5'0 my whole life

fuck

[mild compass]

That's horrible

@lavish geode did the doctor tell you that?

[lavish geode]

no

i read on twitter

[mild compass]

Hmm

No like is this self diagnosis

Yeh

[lavish geode]

it still hurts btw

[mild compass]

You're

Screwed

Sorry

[empty trout]

Wtf are you guys talking about

[mild compass]

Balls

[lavish geode]

ill take height pills

[mild compass]

Wha-

[lavish geode]

artificial hormones

[empty trout]

This isn't related to the channel

Gtfo

[lavish geode]

when i got uni

[empty trout]

All of you

[cosmic ginkgo]

I come into the mental support group and I see this?

[mild compass]

How is it not

@empty trout he needs mental support

[lavish geode]

@empty trout stfu im emotionally scarred

[empty trout]

#chat-lounge / #semi-colon

Balls?

[mild compass]

We do need mental support

[empty trout]

That's your support?

[mild compass]

Ffs

[empty trout]

Wtf

[mild compass]

@empty trout I don't think you understand the scope of this

[lavish geode]

imagine being shorter than ur family

[mild compass]

lmao

[empty trout]

I don't wanna

Wtf

[lavish geode]

my beard isnt full tet

yet

[mild compass]

he busted his nuts

[lavish geode]

i need a full beard to cover my ugly face

[mild compass]

It's serious

[empty trout]

That's it I'm tagging the team

[mild compass]

What the actual fricki-

[lavish geode]

i have half beard

doesnt do the job

[mild compass]

LMAO

[lavish geode]

my chest hair isnt even full

fuck

[mild compass]

I don't have non

Looks gross anyways

[lavish geode]

it provides warmth

[mild compass]

it's hot af anyways

[empty trout]

@unreal oak

[mild compass]

[unreal oak]

Yes @empty trout?

[empty trout]

Clean this mess?

[mild compass]

yes

[empty trout]

I need help for this mess

[mild compass]

we can't provide physical support

So mental support

How can a person bust his lungs?

Balls*

nuts

[lavish geode]

any1 tried artificial testerone b4?

[mild compass]

no

Nope

just eat

Bananas

[lavish geode]

theyre garbage

[mild compass]

then you never had nuts to begin with

[lavish geode]

i need artificial stuff

want pics?

[mild compass]

of your crushed balls no thnx

[lavish geode]

ill consider balls transplat

nt

[empty trout]

Take it to spam

[sacred turret]

This an intresting convo

[empty trout]

Ffs

No it's not

It's not related to the freaking channel

#chat-lounge / #semi-colon / #559409845300756496 / DMS

[lavish geode]

i need mental support

[mild compass]

You need to go to the doctor bro

Again

[unreal oak]

@lavish geode does it stand when needed?

[mild compass]

Stands?

[lavish geode]

that has noting to do with balls

[mild compass]

Like does it hurt

To stand

With broken nuts

I guess

I think that's what he meant

[lavish geode]

he meant if i get a boner or not

[unreal oak]

@lavish geode same organ system mate

[mild compass]

he could've just said erection

[lavish geode]

its just blood interering my pp

[empty trout]

@unreal oak I knew it

I fucking knew it

[lavish geode]

nothing to do with yes

[mild compass]

@empty trout guess your boss ain't doing nothing

Sed

Does it feel like you're carrying the weight of the Earth

In your balls

[cosmic ginkgo]

Ffs guys

[lavish geode]

it hurts alot

[cosmic ginkgo]

Guys take it to #chat-lounge / #561254363960573961 / #semi-colon

[lavish geode]

but i can handle it

[cosmic ginkgo]

This isn't the place for this

[mild compass]

Such inconsiderate ladies

They dunno the pain

[lavish geode]

they dont feel it

[unreal oak]

@lavish geode While I feel your pain, they're right

To general please

I know the pain, trust me

[mild compass]

Or

I just had an idea

#physical-support-group

[lavish geode]

nah

you'll see 14 yrold edgy girls cutting theyselves

[mild compass]

Okay

Does it look like

Anyone here wants to be a doctor

[white forge]

I wanted to be a doctor... But I decided not be a doctor because I don't wanna kill people 😊

[lavish geode]

good thinking

[short shoal]

https://youtu.be/HEFBtaOySl8

[coarse thistle]

-wyr

[last estuary]

Would you rather (http://either.io)
🇦 Have a wardrobe completely of flannel/plaid
OR
🇧 Have a wardrobe completely of denim

[proper rapids]

@hidden barn don't do it

[slate pumice]

@proper rapids ^^he's right, intercourse with pennywise by default sounds like a bad idea @hidden barn

[coarse thistle]

do it

sex with pennywise is hot ngl

[slate pumice]

n-no w-wha..

[coarse thistle]

im going to post rule 34 pennywise

🤡

goddamit

[timber kettle]

@coarse thistle do it

[coarse thistle]

who ghost pinged

alright bet

[tawdry star]

@coarse thistle @slate pumice @timber kettle not here fellas

[timber kettle]

yeah

we continued that convo in spam

[coarse thistle]

on jah

[tawdry star]

Yup

Thanks

[hidden barn]

@proper rapids it depends on cambridge's action, if they dont fix their shit and destroy my future then im going to, let them live with that guilt for accepting bribes and leaking exams, these dishonest scumbags

@slate pumice ummm why am i tagged in a message about sex with pennywise?

[slate pumice]

@slate pumice take a closer look, I wreckon you'll figure.

[hidden barn]

@slate pumice still didnt figure it out

oh ok then

[novel harness]

@hidden barn

listen

what plans have you made?

tell yours ill tell mine

[hidden barn]

@novel harness ummm okay, my plan is to pass and get to uni, but if the curve gets super high cuz of the leakers and i fail then i suicide, if i pass i just go to uni and keep on living, simple plan

[sacred turret]

And if u fail in uni u suicide?

Don't think about suicide cuz as u make it ur last resort

So when u do any other mistake in ur life or anything u will think suicide is the only way

But in reality everything is fix-able

[torpid lynx]

Nope it isn't

Thanks for asking!

[coarse thistle]

lmao

[spring iris]

dont bash yourself because of all the mistakes you've made @hidden barn

Bash yourself because of how epic i am

[hidden barn]

@sacred turret not really everything

@spring iris XD

[novel harness]

@hidden barn na i ment how are you ending yourself?

[hidden barn]

umm prolly either cutting or overdose

[novel harness]

that dont work

i tried overdose nothing happened

cutting where? its very easy to say that , try cutting you wont get deep enough

ping me when you come online

[muted pond]

wtf

guys

this is not a topic to be taken lightly

[novel harness]

ssshhh

[torpid lynx]

@novel harness - Final warning dude

You know this isn't a topic to be taken lightly or joke around with, the next time it'll be a kick or ban.

[novel harness]

im not joking around im trying to make him understand, trust me i have changed the minds of some of my friends

[torpid lynx]

When Adi responded with "this topic is not to be taken lightly", your response wasn't what it is now. Maybe you have, maybe you haven't, this is a very sensitive situation, with each one unique.

[novel harness]

sure it isnt all the same

strange as it seems thats how i make them understand , but if it offends you guys in anyway i wont do it anymore @torpid lynx

[torpid lynx]

What works for them, might not work for Lucifer. It might only push them further, and there's no surefire way to know the reactions.

It's not about offending us, it's about our concern because of the above.

[novel harness]

and i wont push further , i understand the warning

[tawdry star]

@novel harness it isn't about offending us. We don't mind being offended. After all, we live in a free society, you very much have the right to offend. It's about the people, and how they may perceive it to be.

I only say this from personal experience mate, I'm no pro. But would to have a talk with you over this.

[novel harness]

sure thing @tawdry star

DM me if you like

[lavish geode]

Read mein kampf

Depression will fly away

[cosmic ginkgo]

@lavish geode it isn't a joke man

[lavish geode]

I need to start eating greek yogurt

i heard its a good replacement for balls

[wise flower]

Dude

Chill

[lavish geode]

What

[empty trout]

@lavish geode This really isn't a place for jokes of such kind tbh

[lavish geode]

I'm serious wtf

[empty trout]

So maybe do that in #559409845300756496 or #561254363960573961

[lavish geode]

It's a follow up for my story yesterday

[wise flower]

@lavish geode don't talk about things like that here please

Warned

[lavish geode]

U just made me more depressed

[torpid lynx]

@lavish geode - This is a place where people genuinely need help or would like to speak. Requiring a lot more seriousness and maturity than you’re demonstrating. Either change that, or we’ll have to restrict you from using this channel for the sake of the community

[lavish geode]

all i said was ill eat more greek yougurt goddamn

but whatever

i leave

[torpid lynx]

“Read mein kampf”

[lavish geode]

oh that

[torpid lynx]

And how is eating yogurt related?

That only worsens the situation

[lavish geode]

i was talking bout this

[torpid lynx]

They were referring to your Mein Kampf thing

[rain compass]

im suffering from weebooic syndrom

BELIEVE IT

i need help

and care

pls

[muted pond]

No

[rain compass]

BELIEVE IT!

[muted pond]

This is a serious channel

Take your jokes and sarcasm to #manga-and-anime

[rain compass]

im sorry

i leave

i leave

[mild compass]

I need support

[novel harness]

how do you want to be suported?

@mild compass

[stone olive]

mentally i assume

[midnight lark]

@stone olive kiss me bro

[empty trout]

@midnight lark Please refrain from those kinds of texts in this channel

[frank sinew]

i need support

[vivid coral]

i respect those with mental disabilities

[midnight lark]

aight @vivid coral u need mental support

[vivid coral]

ahahaha xd

[midnight lark]

i aspire to be them @vivid coral

[vivid coral]

i totally understand @midnight lark

[mild compass]

Mentally support

IGCSE has given me an anxiety

And sometimes I can't sleep because of it

My parents wants me to be perfect

And I'm scared that I'm going to disappointe them on the results day

[solemn jackal]

Nothing is going to happen

chill

@mild compass 10th resullts are not necessarily counted by a lot of universities

just have faith and confidence

[vivid coral]

lol i can't disappoint my parents cause my sister will get the great grades and i will get the trash ones xd

[mild compass]

hi there

I've been facing some major setback s in acdemics

As usual

i didnt study efficienly the whole year

let me finish plz

so then

i didnt study whole year

and slacked off

i never clarified my doubts in class and let it slide

the whole year i self studied and managed to get my concepts worked out by myself

i believe i have the potential to be BRILLIANT

but due to my sluggish behaviour im unable to exploit it to its fullest

if this continues A2 will be horrible

And this is the first time i've put myslef on the spot and admitting im weak

tho i always act like I know it all to my parents

but i dont

i k i dont study at all

what can be dun

what do u suggest i do for A2?

and i plan to do SAT aswelll

could use wise words of advice..

[empty trout]

There's no point in you doing something more if you're already like this from what I've read.

[mild compass]

so i can never improve

[empty trout]

No

You can always improve

Sluggish behaviour or not

Take this as the beginning of your story

[mild compass]

NOT TO MENTION careless

[empty trout]

Pious

Freal

[mild compass]

i jsut dont know

[empty trout]

I know that feeling where you think you're wasting parents money

And although

You can aim for the stars

You still don't feel like it

[mild compass]

if i had cared for my parent mony

i wouldve dun somethign

[empty trout]

It's kind of a mutual feeling here

[mild compass]

its always last miute realization on my end

[empty trout]

It's not about caring for your parents money atm

[mild compass]

minute*

[empty trout]

It's about getting your facts straight

It's like

Making a list of what you should be doing

And what you shouldn't

And stick to it

Tbh I wake up every morning not knowing what to do

So instead I start thinking about the things I can do today

Sis lemme finish

So as I think about them

I start with whichever shines brighter than the other

For instance

I thought about doing some chores

But I ended up doing biology

and I'm still at it

So what I'm trying to say is, first figure out what you wanna do.

Then apply it

Don't just be like- "I'll do A2s or even SAT etc."

For the mean time just focus on your present

[silk oriole]

So guys

I messed up math

In the sense not too bad

But i was really aiming for full

And i worked for it the whole 2 yrs

And ik im capable of it

And done it in my mocks

But like i said i screwed it up

And now as a individual im very pissed with myself

I feel useless

And my parents are helllaaaaaaa annoyed

Because they can sense that i messed up

Even tho i didnt tell them cuz im literally scared to

It always happens to me

I ace the practice all the time

And royally fk up the real thing that counts

Now im not even motivated to do well in my next papers

I feel utterly crap messed up and useless

I cant fo anything right

[solemn jackal]

tbh you should focus on your next paper

keep your ego aside

[mild compass]

Chill ma man

it's o levels

Uni give no F

Consider it a test run

[coarse raven]

pious id suggest you to stop thinking whats gonna happen, im in the same boat tbh rn i messed up some serious stuff and wasted a lot of time, although i know if i had gone step by step, id have succeced, and myself considered really depressed (im talking about coding and i skipped some stuff and went on learning next level stuff and realised im broke, i took a break uninstalled all of them and started again )

you have another option believe me, restart, repeat but dont give up

just keep going with the flow and try to makeup whats lost

@mild compass

[mild compass]

i see

wise

real wise

[novel harness]

i forget i gave my Alevels

just chill now

[subtle sundial]

I didnt know I'd have to come here

But is there any way to stop myself from procrastinating?

[muted pond]

What happened

Oh

[subtle sundial]

I dont feel stress anymore

And I'm messing up my papers real bad

The stupidest shit that im doing

Is getting me crazy

[muted pond]

I don't know if I can help you with this cause I have the same problem

[subtle sundial]

I'd never expected this from myself

[mild compass]

hmmm

[subtle sundial]

When I wasnt trying I was better at not making mistakes and was actually using my brain

[mild compass]

procrastination is the thieve of time

[subtle sundial]

But now that I'd thought that I'll do his shit

I'm getting dumber

And actually not doing any shit

[mild compass]

if u want them good grades real bad then utilize every second u got in studies

and keep on doing p1s

[empty trout]

@mild compass Hold on

@subtle sundial Sis

I know you wanna practice past papers

But maybe for now

Try reading a book instead

[subtle sundial]

I feel like I've lost most of my braincells

[empty trout]

It'll help you focus.

Just any book

Read it

[cosmic ginkgo]

@subtle sundial I know how you feel sis I'm feeling exactly the same

[empty trout]

Give all your attention to it

I feel as tho

Atm

Your mind

Is distracted

[mild compass]

if your a bookworm it may work

[empty trout]

All your thoughts are in its different ways

So if you read a book

It'll gain your attention

[mild compass]

Do what i do

play gmaes

[empty trout]

It'll get back to one spot?

[mild compass]

games*

or anything u find entertaining besides studying all the time

[subtle sundial]

Plus I've never been this reckless while giving the exam. I'd always been careful and had paid attention to questions

But this time I'd made loads of silly mistakes on my final fucking cies

[mild compass]

i'll study after eid

chill

else if u feel like u MUST

go for it

whos stopping ya?

[cosmic ginkgo]

@subtle sundial rrightt

Take a day off if you need to

And enjoy it

[mild compass]

you're your own enemy when it comes to procrastinating

[cosmic ginkgo]

And then try again

[empty trout]

Yes but not till Eid smh

[mild compass]

keepon doing p1s

[empty trout]

@mild compass Pious start studying now

Eid is too late

[mild compass]

HELL NAW

idc about studies anyway

its for u dudes

[subtle sundial]

The thing is taking the day off is the weakness. I've been saying this to myself

[mild compass]

not me

[subtle sundial]

And not actually following the plan as I should

[muted pond]

When you procrastinate is there one specific thing you do

[mild compass]

i'll do something else in the future

[subtle sundial]

I've wasted a lot of time, believe me

[muted pond]

Like how do you procrastinate... Why?

[mild compass]

well u procrastinate

[muted pond]

Is it like because you like to play a game (my reason)

[mild compass]

when u plan to do something

and u dont

and postopne it

[subtle sundial]

Instagram. Twitter. Tumblr. @muted pond

[muted pond]

Ah I see

[mild compass]

but never end up doing it

[muted pond]

And discord right

[mild compass]

on my end

I NEVER PLNA ANYTHING

xd

[muted pond]

Hm

[mild compass]

yea imcareless dont judge

[muted pond]

I cannot exactly help you on that but i saved myself by never downloading any of those three things

[subtle sundial]

Pious u arent helping sis

[muted pond]

I have Instagram but I don't use it at all

[mild compass]

my bad sis

[muted pond]

Maybe uninstall it for a few days

[mild compass]

JSUT GET YOUR TOP ACHIEVER SPIRIT ON AND DO WHAT U DO BEST

[subtle sundial]

No cant do that.

[muted pond]

Why not

[subtle sundial]

It helps in studies too sometimes

[mild compass]

OBLITERATE THE COMPETITION SIS

[muted pond]

@mild compass can you relax please

Hmm

[mild compass]

SPIRIT

[subtle sundial]

Ok so the thing is

[muted pond]

What about Twitter and Tumblr

U can uninstall that

[subtle sundial]

Have u watched that Ted ed video about the mind of a procrastinater?

[muted pond]

No

[mild compass]

get away from everything that distracts you

including breaking bad

if u rly wanna study that bad

[subtle sundial]

Yeah I can uninstall that. But I dont use them that much

[muted pond]

So the main issue is Instagram?

[subtle sundial]

Yeah

[mild compass]

No sis

[muted pond]

Hm

[mild compass]

whats so distracting

about instagram

?

[muted pond]

Just don't talk to Ur friends lol

[subtle sundial]

Memes. It's a get away for me

[muted pond]

Oh

[mild compass]

.........

[subtle sundial]

From thinking about studies

[muted pond]

Memes

[mild compass]

never was into memes

[muted pond]

Don't follow memes

[mild compass]

so stupid

[muted pond]

Easy

Unfollow the meme accounts

[mild compass]

Just think are those memes rly worth it

rly worth sacrificing your future

[muted pond]

No

[subtle sundial]

Ok listen to me guys

[mild compass]

for MEMES

[muted pond]

They aren't

[mild compass]

i mean cmon

no u listen u wanted advice not us

[subtle sundial]

You know how procrastinators mind works

[mild compass]

yes I have one

[muted pond]

How

[subtle sundial]

It delays things until panic kicks in

[mild compass]

so pretty sure i do

XD

[subtle sundial]

But that panic doesnt kick in anymore

[empty trout]

@mild compass Please get out of this channel

[mild compass]

pnaic atk?

hmmm

[muted pond]

Hm

So you need a trigger for that panic

[subtle sundial]

Yeah

I'm really calm

[mild compass]

anyone who cares does

nice

NO dont panic

dont streesss

[subtle sundial]

And I'm getting careless.

[mild compass]

JUST

RELAIZE

the importnace

[muted pond]

Well I must applaud your ability to be so calm under such conditions

[subtle sundial]

I dont stress that's the fucking problem

[muted pond]

@mild compass DUDE SHUSH

[mild compass]

the value

of studuies

in your heart

if u value it

you will do something for it

[subtle sundial]

You're getting me triggered now

[mild compass]

Yes trigger them studdy cells

Yw

[subtle sundial]

Nvm I'm leaving this channel

[empty trout]

@mild compass This is a warning. If you're not being helpful please text in other channels.

[mild compass]

yes

I t worked

like u are?

[subtle sundial]

I said channel not the server

[mild compass]

arent u gonna go study now?/

Nvm dc

[empty trout]

@subtle sundial @mild compass #chat-lounge

[mild compass]

i gotta head to peay

pray*

[subtle sundial]

I've got my blood pressure high too now

[mild compass]

Study well

May Allah help ya with your problems

Ameen

[subtle sundial]

Can someone tell me how to get really stressed so I can start being productive

[mild compass]

think that u have an tomorrow

or rly short itme left

thats

all

bai

[muted pond]

I don't know what advice I can give to help you but I can tell you what worked for me

[mild compass]

i get productive 2 days before the exam

yea wierd

[muted pond]

Actually I'm sorry I honestly have not much useful to offer. Maybe someone else can give you the advice you need

[subtle sundial]

No, u did help @muted pond

[white forge]

I have the same problem

[muted pond]

Thanks, but we still haven't solved your panic trigger problem. Try to reflect on your mistakes and what would happen if you don't perform. Speak to your teachers or peers or someone else within this discord perhaps you'll find some help

[subtle sundial]

I think I'm gonna bully myself into studying. Not sure if that's gonna work

But I'm willing to try

[muted pond]

I think procrastination is a problem for pretty much every single student... If only there was some specific advice or help for this purpose..

Okay

Do try

[empty trout]

@subtle sundial If you don't get back to studies I will track ur IP and break ur nose

[muted pond]

Ouch

[subtle sundial]

I hate my nose tbh

[empty trout]

Bleach ur face*

[muted pond]

Well she'll find something else to break

So you'd better get to it

[subtle sundial]

I hate my face tbh

[empty trout]

My point is get back to studies or else u get me

[muted pond]

She'll steal your memes

[white forge]

Is there any good video that motivate me to study?

[muted pond]

You could listen to motivational songs

As for videos

[subtle sundial]

I've tried all the motivational videos

[white forge]

Oh ok thx

[subtle sundial]

Motivational videos only work for a few minutes tho

[muted pond]

True

[subtle sundial]

I can still find some if you'd like

[wise flower]

Videos tbh don't help

Or at least me personally

[muted pond]

One thing you could do is take the source of your procrastination and saturate it so much you get bored of it

But this only works in few cases

For me it was a game and you can get bored of games

Idk about memes

[subtle sundial]

I did get bored of YouTube so that's out of the problem now

[muted pond]

And it's also a risk cause you could fall further into the problem

Hm

Good

[subtle sundial]

https://youtu.be/OKJImnk-gzQ

Here's a video. I dont know it will help u guys or not

[muted pond]

Oh yeah Matthew mcconaughey

[white forge]

https://youtu.be/uOUrDEfva-g. I finally found a video that motivate me to study and i think I should share it with you guys!

[tropic knoll]

If you feel that you have pain and wanna quite... Watch this before you quite it https://youtu.be/y2uSd-y3TFI (this guys is my friend/classmate )

[lavish geode]

ill leave pain to be ur friend

[tawdry star]

I don't think one can kill procastination

It is best if you can learn to tame it or live with it

At least that's what I do

Also I think motivation is a good plan B

But for the other stuff - just do it and you'll find motivation

Move before you motivate yourself

[karmic flare]

just think about the ass whooping you'll get from your parents if you don't get good grades

[subtle sundial]

My parents dont do that. Sed

I wish they did so I couldnt procrastinate

[subtle sundial]

My parents told me that my grades won't define my future.

I wish they haven't said that

[mild compass]

Same😔

[solemn jackal]

same

[torpid lynx]

They don’t define it, but they sure as hell do shape it

[muted pond]

Same

[empty trout]

Deep.

[subtle sundial]

No it's all luck

Mostly*

Wait no it's not luck

Damn I need to see a psychiatrist

[empty trout]

Just see me

Oof

[muted pond]

It's not luck mate

[hidden barn]

tomorrow's chemistry and i cant concentrate on studying..........UGH wish my brain explodes already :(

[cosmic ginkgo]

Take a short break

[hidden barn]

i havent even started to take a break

[cosmic ginkgo]

Eat something? Do some exercise?

It's alright

[hidden barn]

ate breakfast already

[cosmic ginkgo]

Don't watch YouTube tho

[hidden barn]

why?

its like the only thing i can do to get my mind off all the bullshit

[cosmic ginkgo]

It doesn't help at all, I've tried it

Just leaves you more eh at the end and still unable to focus

[hidden barn]

well im not able to focus at all anyways :(

[cosmic ginkgo]

Maybe do something else that you like or a few questions which you're really good at

Just get your mojo going

[hidden barn]

idk...

[cosmic ginkgo]

Even if it's not chemistry

Just for a short while

Ik the exam is coming up but it's worth it

[hidden barn]

its worth it but i cant concentrate at all i hate my brain

[cosmic ginkgo]

Try going out of the house for a while

[mild compass]

@hidden barn you won't be jumping grades in one day

you'll only get marginally better

unless you're getting a D rn, don't study till the morning

[hidden barn]

the exam is tomorrow

[mild compass]

i know

[hidden barn]

i wont have time to revise the whole syllabus tomorrow...

[mild compass]

you aren't done with your revision?

[hidden barn]

nope... i cant revise at all... im trying but i just cant...

[torpid lynx]

@hidden barn Take a break, take a walk. Go do something fun. Have a think about what you need to do, and why.

[hidden barn]

i already tried taking a break and nothing is fun anymore

[muted pond]

play a game

[silk oriole]

@hidden barn go out for a while and then take a shower and then literally force yourself to revise and instead of just blankly staring at the book handwrite mini notes that way u can force ur brain to work

[hidden barn]

tried writing tho, it was like literally mindless copying

[silk oriole]

😭😞

[solemn jackal]

just do a paper

don't study

putting ticks is not copying

you will yourself realise that I still have to revise more

[silk oriole]

Smart

[tropic knoll]

@empty trout @subtle sundial

i didn't

kms

[empty trout]

oof

You should kiss yourself tbh

Wth

😂 😂

[mild compass]

@tropic knoll kiss yourself in the right places iykwim

That's such a disgusting image tho

Str8 out of a de sade novel

[subtle sundial]

This is supposed to be a mental support channel

But whatever 😂 😂 😂

[hidden barn]

12:22 am, tried all methods possible and still cant even concentrate for 5 fucking minutes straight... please please please shoot me in the head already....

[tropic knoll]

@hidden barn chem r8?

Let me give you a cool guys YouTube channel who helped me too @hidden barn

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCxAGrWOJ0dH3GRiynFxLWBg

[hidden barn]

@tropic knoll i watched all his vids before p4 exam at 2x speed

[tropic knoll]

Then try fuse school @hidden barn

https://www.youtube.com/user/virtualschooluk

[hidden barn]

what's that?

[tropic knoll]

It has chem bio and some phy videos

Any topic u don't understand try searching it in that YouTube channel

[hidden barn]

oh cool thanks.. hope my mind doesnt go away while im watching

[tropic knoll]

U won't be able to... Trust me

[cosmic ginkgo]

Don't think it will

[tropic knoll]

😉 @hidden barn

[cosmic ginkgo]

Trust that you'll do it, and you will be able to

[hidden barn]

@cosmic ginkgo its been like that all day bro, i could barely fucking concentrate on my class today...

[cosmic ginkgo]

It's alright bud

[hidden barn]

no it really isnt...

[cosmic ginkgo]

Take a deep breath

We all have our off days

[hidden barn]

well this aint any normal off day..

[cosmic ginkgo]

We've all had the feeling like shit the day before the exam

Why? Anything else that's up?

@hidden barn

[hidden barn]

yes and it really sucks

i honestly wish i havent woke up at all today...

[cosmic ginkgo]

Why don't you go to sleep and wake up early and try again?

Idk where you live so timezones night be messed up

@hidden barn

[hidden barn]

its 12:47 am now but well sleeping wont fix anything anyways...

[cosmic ginkgo]

You'll feel rested

It will help

Again try telling yourself it will, and it just might

[hidden barn]

ive been like that since i woke up and i was well rested so rest aint the problem

[empty trout]

Mind elaborating on what feels so wrong at the moment?

[hidden barn]

idk if i should post it publicly infront of thousands

[empty trout]

DMs then?

[hidden barn]

okay i guess

[empty trout]

If that's okay with you

[fallen mesa]

If anyone needs someone to talk to, shoot me a dm. :-)

[graceful gull]

Is someone threatening you with it?

as in blackmailing?

For now, the best course of action might just be to ignore it and clarify it if you need to

and let whoever else is involved know as well

so that they know to clarify

Nah fam

Think about it this way

[lapis zephyr]

Suicide is never an option

[graceful gull]

In 5 years, do you think this incident will matter?

[summer solar]

@lapis zephyr I am in London too

[graceful gull]

Nobody will care man

I know how stressful it must be for you

It'll be hard for a while

You must keep each other strong

[lapis zephyr]

Tbh i got shivers when someone I didnt know died in our school just a week ago

And i never even talked to her

[graceful gull]

Suicide never stops the pain.
It just passes it onto someone else.

RIght now, you need to be strong

[torpid lynx]

onto a lot of people*

[graceful gull]

because when bullies come at you

You can't give up on yourself

All those people you know that are trying to spread it

They enjoy watching you suffer

don't let them win

You know what really went down

so you know you're innocent

[lapis zephyr]

See youre a fucking pig

😃

[graceful gull]

Okay, that's not cool man

[summer solar]

@graceful gull Thanks love you mate

[torpid lynx]

@summer solar Not cool

[lapis zephyr]

In the back of my head i was thinking this dumbass is lieing

[torpid lynx]

Itachi, stop. Not cool man, not cool whatsoever.

[graceful gull]

I ought to ban you right now, but I'm letting you off with a warning. @summer solar

[summer solar]

Oh I am sorry

I was just trolling, girls here are chill and boys. Did not think it would go that far

Sorry

I will delete

[outer isle]

it's still kinda disgusting

[torpid lynx]

We are chill people, but sometimes, we need to be serious, we need to band together and support each other

[graceful gull]

When someone is going through shit, I don't think about what their intent or if they're trolling or not. If they need help and I'm able to help, I'll do it.

[summer solar]

@outer isle what is?

[graceful gull]

so I take stuff like this seriously

[summer solar]

Yea I am all for support for some reason I thought it was a good Idea, again sorry

[outer isle]

joking about it in that way? @summer solar

[empty trout]

@outer isle Don't.

That conversation is already over

[outer isle]

he was asking but yeah

[torpid lynx]

To conclude it, @summer solar we'll let you off with a warning this time, should be a ban though.

Hot Chocolate peeps!