#venting | ZNotes | Page 76

jaunty heron Apr 12, 2019, 2:03 PM

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i didnt know

solemn jackal Apr 12, 2019, 2:43 PM

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Hi

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hi

jaunty heron Apr 12, 2019, 2:46 PM

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helo

unreal oak Apr 12, 2019, 2:58 PM

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@jaunty heron Software engineering at its core is basically applied math

crystal steppe Apr 14, 2019, 8:43 PM

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I am stressed out about m1 man

tight egret Apr 15, 2019, 7:41 PM

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hi guyss is it normal when you are all time confused and cant think clearly

foggy plinth Apr 15, 2019, 7:41 PM

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called brain fog

tight egret Apr 15, 2019, 7:42 PM

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and when writing a test i feel like iam in a dream

foggy plinth Apr 15, 2019, 7:42 PM

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try drinking water and shit, make sure you're getting proper sleep, and doing all of that

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oh shid someone else should help with that that's def not normal

tight egret Apr 15, 2019, 7:43 PM

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thats two things i dont do

foggy plinth Apr 15, 2019, 7:43 PM

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lol

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try that then

tight egret Apr 15, 2019, 7:58 PM

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oh and my head hurts when i try to think of an answer in a test and sometimes for ex:i will be having a convo with someone one sec and the other sec i realise iam in another world and that i havent listened to any thing they have said even i part the part i have listened too i forget that sometimes too

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i tried googling it but alot of different things are coming up

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and when having a test iam either tooo scared through out the whole test or super relaxed and dont care at all

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never in between

mild compass Apr 15, 2019, 8:28 PM

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@tight egret

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WOW

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are we related

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everything u just said describes me in the good ol days

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in IGCSEs

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honestly

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im lost as you XD

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well what i can say to u

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is STAY MORE FOCUSED on the task at hand

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and value the present before it slips away

foggy plinth Apr 15, 2019, 8:30 PM

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no shit

mild compass Apr 15, 2019, 8:31 PM

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i can relate to everything u just said

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bean this doesnt concern y a pal

foggy plinth Apr 15, 2019, 8:31 PM

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no

mild compass Apr 15, 2019, 8:32 PM

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Stop being lost into thoughts

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whatever those thoughts may be

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just value the time your in

foggy plinth Apr 15, 2019, 8:32 PM

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Your advice is literally: "lmao you have problems? Just stop having problems lmao"

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id say she has brain fog, which is the most probable thing

mild compass Apr 15, 2019, 8:33 PM

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nah thats just how your bean brain is interpreting things

foggy plinth Apr 15, 2019, 8:34 PM

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Hydration, good sleep, and exercise will probably get rid of it

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Yeah "bean brain"

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Sure bud

mild compass Apr 15, 2019, 8:34 PM

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And maria

foggy plinth Apr 15, 2019, 8:35 PM

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@tight egret hydrate. 9 hours of schlep time. move your body 🗿

mild compass Apr 15, 2019, 8:35 PM

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...

foggy plinth Apr 15, 2019, 8:35 PM

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That'll probably get rid of it nig nog

mild compass Apr 15, 2019, 8:35 PM

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u dont get words of wisdom

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XD

foggy plinth Apr 15, 2019, 8:35 PM

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"words of wisdom"

mild compass Apr 15, 2019, 8:36 PM

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yes

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indeed

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kk

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i gtg

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cya

foggy plinth Apr 15, 2019, 8:36 PM

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you value your own advice too much 🗿

mild compass Apr 15, 2019, 8:36 PM

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i value the truth

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pal

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so

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XD

foggy plinth Apr 15, 2019, 8:37 PM

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yh sure

mild compass Apr 15, 2019, 8:37 PM

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🕵

foggy plinth Apr 15, 2019, 8:50 PM

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no

tight egret Apr 15, 2019, 9:48 PM

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https://tenor.com/view/dr-house-oops-gif-6118887

Tenor

bronze hinge Apr 16, 2019, 1:40 AM

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Ughhhh I revised physics for nothing, the teacher in class today said the test was pushed back a lot. Normally I would be very happy, but I sacrificed revising chinese or chemistry to revise physics and I have all those test today. Sighhhh Im so dead for chemistry and dead in life in general 😢

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I just needed somewhere to vent

vivid coral Apr 16, 2019, 4:55 AM

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What grades r u aiming for anyways?

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@bronze hinge

bronze hinge Apr 16, 2019, 4:56 AM

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an A (at least)

olive spoke Apr 16, 2019, 6:44 AM

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i need some helo

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help

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my exam starts from 2nd of may and you can say i have only completed the syllabus once

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and now i as i had not being studying for a long period i cant concentrate anymore

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maximum 10 mins then off i go

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i am attending A2 maths and chemistry and full A lvls of biology

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i have been trying so hard to concentrate

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but i am not able to at all

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i was forced to give a lvls and i was neglecting it all along

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and now as i have no way but to complete it

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well why not give it a try

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i just need to pass or get more then 55% thats al

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all

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if anyone of you could really help me out of how should i organize my studies

mild jungle Apr 16, 2019, 2:34 PM

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buddy

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just do your best

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if nothings working out

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sit back sleep

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and then work harder then next day

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just realise

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school isnt your life

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do your best and youll easily get more than a 55

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you have like 15 days to study

olive spoke Apr 19, 2019, 7:08 AM

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thanks brother

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ill try my best

gentle rapids Apr 21, 2019, 9:18 AM

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Yea, from Sri Lanka and still more blasts occuring :(

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🙏

graceful gull Apr 21, 2019, 9:19 AM

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Are they nearby to your current place?

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Stay safe man

gentle rapids Apr 21, 2019, 9:19 AM

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Like 12-15km u can hear it tho

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:( kinda messed up day tbh

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Just got note of curfew rn ahh sucks 😭

worthy estuary Apr 21, 2019, 9:38 AM

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truly terrible how low people can fall

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attacking at their prayer place is beyond barbaric

chrome grove Apr 21, 2019, 10:09 AM

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@gentle rapids srilankan?

gentle rapids Apr 21, 2019, 10:25 AM

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@chrome grove yup

chrome grove Apr 21, 2019, 10:33 AM

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@gentle rapids me too

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where do you live

gentle rapids Apr 21, 2019, 10:33 AM

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Nugegoda area not gonna specify where

chrome grove Apr 21, 2019, 10:34 AM

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oh cool

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i school in lyceum

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i live in dehiwala

gentle rapids Apr 21, 2019, 10:35 AM

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O cool

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Oof ur doing ur AS 😮

chrome grove Apr 21, 2019, 10:47 AM

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yus

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wbu?

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school?

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@gentle rapids

gentle rapids Apr 21, 2019, 11:01 AM

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Logos College :p

chrome grove Apr 21, 2019, 11:11 AM

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huh

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where dat

scenic crow Apr 22, 2019, 4:20 AM

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@mild jungle school is your life tho . Thats the fucked up school system we have. If we dont get good grades we dont get into a good college and if we dont get into a good college we have even lesser chance in getting in a good university and if you dont get in a good university you will be at a disadvantage when it comes to job hunting. And being teenagers all we're taught to chase is money (unintentionally) but its no lie that the world runs on money. So if we cant be rich what the hell are we supposed to do

graceful gull Apr 22, 2019, 4:35 AM

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@scenic crow Again that's not always true. We're led to believe that and a lot of the times it is what happens, but at the same time, it all comes down to your personal drive and your ability to handle and control yourself. That doesn't come easy. The world does run on money, as sad as it is for me to say it, but not all of it. Money =/= Happiness, Money helps you get there sure, but a lot of other things come into play as well.

scenic crow Apr 22, 2019, 4:51 AM

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@graceful gull man what about the disappointing look on ur parents face when u dont make the cut? that isnt in your ability yet it hurts the most

graceful gull Apr 22, 2019, 4:53 AM

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As someone who's been through that more times than I can count, all I can say is that, there are some things you can control, and some things you can't. And it is your life, you shouldn't let anyone else dictate it, not even your parents.

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It may seem like it, but it's not the end of the world

chrome grove Apr 22, 2019, 5:07 AM

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also the death toll in srilanka is 280 rn

gentle rapids Apr 22, 2019, 11:32 AM

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^

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I have a video from a person recording the van that blew up 😦 it rlly shocked me oof

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 11:34 AM

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oof

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im too nice for gore like that

chrome grove Apr 22, 2019, 11:55 AM

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@foggy plinth the van blasted while they were trying to detonate the bomb inside it

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theirs no gore

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its a cctv camera footage

honest mango Apr 22, 2019, 11:55 AM

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I hate my school.
The End

chrome grove Apr 22, 2019, 11:55 AM

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@honest mango u rlly need mental sypport

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 11:56 AM

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yeah but it still makes me queasy @chrome grove

chrome grove Apr 22, 2019, 11:56 AM

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theirs like no blood at all

honest mango Apr 22, 2019, 11:56 AM

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Um, not at the moment. Sorry! 😅

chrome grove Apr 22, 2019, 11:56 AM

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just a boom

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 11:56 AM

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I mean there's nothing wrong with him

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Nobody likes school

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Also i mean the thought that people died just makes me sick

chrome grove Apr 22, 2019, 11:59 AM

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290 people

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2 of who were my cousins

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life isnt just fair sometimes

unreal oak Apr 22, 2019, 12:00 PM

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@chrome grove Your cousins?

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Fuck man, I'm so sorry

chrome grove Apr 22, 2019, 12:00 PM

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one cousin and her kid actually

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kid was 6 months

unreal oak Apr 22, 2019, 12:00 PM

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That's even worse oof

chrome grove Apr 22, 2019, 12:01 PM

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their was no body

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well it wasnt in one peice

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and the police is refusing to give her parents anything so they cant have the funeral yet

unreal oak Apr 22, 2019, 12:02 PM

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@chrome grove Oh god

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6 months - that's barabric

chrome grove Apr 22, 2019, 12:02 PM

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well his time came

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nothing we can do bout

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lets just pray tht this doesnt happen again

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 12:02 PM

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oh shit

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big rip

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My condolences

chrome grove Apr 22, 2019, 12:03 PM

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im over it

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and thanks

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@foggy plinth tht cat in ur pfp made my day

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 12:04 PM

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kek

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I like this cat a lot

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it isnt mine

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but i wish it was

chrome grove Apr 22, 2019, 12:04 PM

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oh

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me too

tropic knoll Apr 22, 2019, 3:30 PM

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ahhh...

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my head is aching

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because of dicord notification

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 3:31 PM

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lmao

tropic knoll Apr 22, 2019, 3:32 PM

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i wanna be loyal to znotes but my head is going crazy

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i am going to dnd

unreal oak Apr 22, 2019, 3:35 PM

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@tropic knoll Don't do that da

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That will break your head

tropic knoll Apr 22, 2019, 3:35 PM

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yeah

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 3:35 PM

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lmao

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only @mentions is good

tropic knoll Apr 22, 2019, 3:36 PM

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seeing symptoms

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 3:36 PM

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otherwise it's just insanity

graceful gull Apr 22, 2019, 3:40 PM

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Why tf would you enable notifications for all messages @tropic knoll?

tropic knoll Apr 22, 2019, 3:40 PM

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to reply to questions man

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never thought it will go like this

west skiff Apr 22, 2019, 4:21 PM

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Wow..... you are mega loyal

tropic knoll Apr 22, 2019, 5:05 PM

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Ah... Back to normal now

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Using the phone Is gr8

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 7:47 PM

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yo ig i need some more motivation to study

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I have my cies in like 6 days

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gotta do two subjects

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Islamiat and history

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someone help smh

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 8:41 PM

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study or your parents will kick you out and call you murtad for failing islamiyat

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@foggy plinth

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 8:46 PM

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Well yeah

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@jaunty heron how do i cover all the material quick

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reee

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 8:48 PM

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memorize and try to guess the patterns for what you will get in your exams

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which book do you have ? for isl and for histroy @foggy plinth

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 8:49 PM

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For islamiat im studying from the farqanda noor one

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and the r kelly one for history

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*nigel kelly

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@jaunty heron

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 8:50 PM

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ok farqanda noor is goodd

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r kelly is so good

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just ratta at that point

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ratta as much as humanly possible especially for farkhanda

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 8:53 PM

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ok

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my history is already pretty strong

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i just need to touch it up again

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idk how to get through the entire book in a few days though

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 8:54 PM

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history is possible to get good marks in

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but islamiyat is an extreme bitch

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 8:54 PM

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also my plan is going to be to finish studying for islamiat. And then do the mocks for islamiat while touching up on history

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im going to be dividing them into two seperate parts

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6 days

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3 days for isl

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3 days for pakistan studies

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while im doing history (ive already done geo and made most of the notes and shit)

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im going to be refining my isl B)

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 8:55 PM

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if youre strong in paki studies just make it 2 days, and 4 days for isl, its worth it IMO cuz I got b in isl but A* in pak studies while I put a bnch more effort in isl

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 8:55 PM

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Yh but ill only be skimming in pak studies basically

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just reading the book and my previous notes

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and ill be reading the past papers for isl

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so its basically like 3 days of concentrated isl study

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and 3 more days of dilute isl study

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 8:57 PM

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make sure to read up on the 20 hadeeth, and make sure you have the ones from syllabus, cuz the book may not be updated and the questions for hadeeth are SUPER fucky

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lel

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 8:57 PM

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Okay then

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Im only studying for isl paper one rn though

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 8:57 PM

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oh alright

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 8:57 PM

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so it's the quran B)

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 8:57 PM

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then you can chill a bit

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yee

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quran isnt nearly as bad

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only 15 and theres like 3 main themes

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 8:58 PM

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The 10 mark question which asks for your knowledge on them is pretty gay though

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 8:58 PM

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fuck all of the super general 10 mark qs in isl tbqfh

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 8:58 PM

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yes

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^^^^^^^^^^^^^

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 8:58 PM

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i HATTTEEE the ones most where its like describe the reign of hazrat umar 10 marks like the fuck

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 8:59 PM

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I can do that one ez

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B)

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 8:59 PM

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dam

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 8:59 PM

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hazrat umar's administration is my favourite question

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 8:59 PM

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if youre good with khalifas thats one of the harder topics out of the wy

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 8:59 PM

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im really good at it

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ig

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but the wars are kinda gay ng;

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*ngl

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 8:59 PM

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i always HATE doing it but I always got full marks with it soooo

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¯_(ツ)_/¯

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wars are SUPER gay

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 9:00 PM

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Ones i hate are the battles

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 9:00 PM

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but they usually only ask about 2

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 9:00 PM

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yh

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same

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First muslim community is also kinda gay

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 9:00 PM

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Yeee

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 9:00 PM

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So much fuckin ratta man

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 9:00 PM

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OFUCK i just remembered which topic that was

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fuckin 14 wives man

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 9:01 PM

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Yeah

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and the scribes

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 9:01 PM

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and all the descendants and shit

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 9:01 PM

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and the imaams

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 9:01 PM

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ye

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 9:01 PM

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and the fucking prominent companians

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 9:01 PM

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ooooo fuck thattt

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 9:01 PM

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jesus fuck man

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ikr

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 9:01 PM

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im so insanely happy im done with them tbh

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 9:01 PM

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i might just not do it

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the islamic community one

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and skip it when it comes in the exam

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 9:02 PM

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id unironically give all these exams again instead of having to give 1 islamiat paper again

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 9:02 PM

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Same

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 9:02 PM

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hmmmm interesting , but what if they make it the compulsory one?

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 9:02 PM

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actually im just going to make notes on all of the niqqas

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then im fucked

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probably wont happen though tbh

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 9:02 PM

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ya tbh

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but check the patterns, they just might

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 9:03 PM

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yh

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it hasn't happened, so therefore itll probably happen because the examiners are shitheads who want to surprise us innocent students >:(

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gay ass shit tbh

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 9:03 PM

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extremely so

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ok now go study you murtad

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 9:04 PM

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ok owo

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*** O W O ***

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 9:04 PM

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CEASE

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 9:04 PM

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🗿 aight nibba im finna going to study 🗿

jaunty heron Apr 22, 2019, 9:04 PM

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the moyai gang is wit u 🗿

foggy plinth Apr 22, 2019, 9:04 PM

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hell yeah

foggy plinth Apr 23, 2019, 2:17 AM

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i was only able to do the mothers part because i got distracted because of discord @jaunty heron lmao

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ill do the rest of the chapter from the solved past papers

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because other than that nothing ever really comes

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im finna going to go sleep now

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epic

trail tartanBOT Apr 23, 2019, 5:38 AM

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yall want meme

chrome grove Apr 23, 2019, 5:45 AM

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yes

stray burrow Apr 23, 2019, 6:33 AM

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Okay, help me

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Too much stress right now leading to inferiority complex and lack of self-esteem

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Wow, never thought I'd be the one seeking mental support. Oh, how the tables have flipped

foggy plinth Apr 23, 2019, 7:17 AM

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It's how the tables have turned you l00z3r

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Honestly even though ive gone through this

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I dont know how to help

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@stray burrow exercise ig lol. Exercise always helps

jaunty heron Apr 23, 2019, 11:22 AM

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@foggy plinth lmao at least its something

stray burrow Apr 23, 2019, 2:01 PM

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@foggy plinth Yea, I remember giving the same advice to someone else some time ago.

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Pretty good tip, I'd say

mild compass Apr 23, 2019, 3:56 PM

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doe sanyone have the

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as PHYSICS REVISION GUIDE?

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or chemsitry?

graceful gull Apr 23, 2019, 3:56 PM

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@mild compass check the CAIE website

cosmic ginkgo Apr 23, 2019, 3:57 PM

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@mild compass gceguide has lots of ebooks

shell root Apr 23, 2019, 3:58 PM

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as physics is cancer

mild compass Apr 23, 2019, 3:58 PM

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its not there..

shell root Apr 23, 2019, 3:58 PM

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GWmythicalFeelsSadMan

cosmic ginkgo Apr 23, 2019, 4:04 PM

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Google like free ebooks or something

mild compass Apr 23, 2019, 4:08 PM

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nothing

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nvm

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i'll red my book ..

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read*

azure grail Apr 23, 2019, 5:14 PM

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aye

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loosing my friends one by one

graceful gull Apr 23, 2019, 5:15 PM

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@azure grail you okay?

azure grail Apr 23, 2019, 5:16 PM

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Ive lost two good friend ive had for 6 months, one firend cant talk much because of mutual friends

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as long as i still have the best ones i hope ill be fine

foggy plinth Apr 23, 2019, 5:17 PM

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i see we have a radio

unreal oak Apr 23, 2019, 5:17 PM

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@azure grail Ouch man why?

foggy plinth Apr 23, 2019, 5:17 PM

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oof

azure grail Apr 23, 2019, 5:17 PM

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today was just a bad day

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i somehow scored higher than my friend who missed principles awards ecause of that, so he became rude to me ( because i got higher) then after school two of them revolted how i was toxic and annoying

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evne tho i wasnt

unreal oak Apr 23, 2019, 5:20 PM

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@azure grail Cos you scored better?

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I'm sorry, but they seem like shit ppl

foggy plinth Apr 23, 2019, 5:20 PM

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oooof

azure grail Apr 23, 2019, 5:20 PM

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no need to say sorry

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now im just wondering how i will avoid the akwardness in school

graceful gull Apr 23, 2019, 5:22 PM

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All I can say is, if they can be this petty, you're better off without them

azure grail Apr 23, 2019, 5:22 PM

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but we had been together for such a long time it kinda feels bad

graceful gull Apr 23, 2019, 5:22 PM

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doesn't justify shitty behaviour

steady flax Apr 24, 2019, 2:18 PM

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I'd like to pose an existential question I've been having: "Is life worth living? If so, what is the meaning? (Is this meaning unique to individuals?) If not, why have humans survived so long?"

jaunty heron Apr 24, 2019, 2:21 PM

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hey I dont think anyone here is qualified to answer this

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that being said , Ill try anyway

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There are 4 distinct answers to this that I can think of from the top of my head. One is the most obvious, that being religion or some sort of higher power. That isn't very interesting and you probably understand why that one is sort of a philosophical dead end so Ill skip that. The 2nd one is nihilism, where you don't actually believe life has any meaning and thus life is actually not worth living. Personally, I cant agree with this as it feels less like an acceptance of truth but rather a futile rejection of there being any meaning in life anyway. This to me feels too much like a position one adpots not out of genuine belief in it but just apathy or defeat in finding any real meaning for themselves . Sort of like when your parents tell you that you'll only get ice cream if you eat broccoli but you hate broccoli so you refuse the broccoli AND the ice cream.

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Thirdly, there is the nietchzean belief of having to find meaning in life, whether that be in community or in your hobbies or your job. This is the answer I feel to the last question you asked, of why humans have survived for so long. Before there was religion, there was the tribe, and that was all you lived for. Lastly, and this is the one I personally like the most , is Camus' idea of rejecting the absurd. Camus defined the absurd as the paradoxical nature of life, the fact that it has no meaning. But to Camus' , accepting this notion wasn't just to lead a life of depressing nihillism, but to live in spite of it. Through sheer willpower, defying what he called the most important philosophical quandary for humanity, and living just to reject the nihilism. I like this belief so much just because of how unabashedly simplistic and almost stupid it is, but that gives it a sort of elegance IMO/.

mild jungle Apr 24, 2019, 3:13 PM

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bro you just smoked the best joint of your life @jaunty heron

jaunty heron Apr 24, 2019, 3:14 PM

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lmao yes

mild jungle Apr 24, 2019, 3:15 PM

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the chances of you being born is like 1 in 400 trillion or some tremendously minute probability, that in itself makes life worth livin

steady flax Apr 24, 2019, 3:38 PM

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@jaunty heron well put, I posed the question more to find new views than to try and answer it. I'd never come across Camus (certainly worth reading into)

jaunty heron Apr 24, 2019, 3:40 PM

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shame on you for not reading camus 😤 . He wrote his most popular stuff in the 50's so its in basically modern english and is decently short and most importantly doesn't use any postmodern obscurantist bullshit words to confuse you so its just a really great read all around

carmine sable Apr 24, 2019, 3:57 PM

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this some next level woke shit dawg

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what psychedelics ya on fam

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hmu with those

jaunty heron Apr 24, 2019, 4:08 PM

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that good boof

steady flax Apr 24, 2019, 4:20 PM

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@jaunty heron I'm a robotics nerd, this kind of existential question is so far from my usual lines of thought that almost any (non-standard) point of view is new to me. I gotta say,Camus' work is very functionally elegant from what I've read so far.

jaunty heron Apr 24, 2019, 4:22 PM

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👍

wise flower Apr 25, 2019, 7:06 PM

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@worthy estuary

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:06 PM

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someone sent something so graphic because a comment by someone else reminded them of it and I'm so pissed because it was so unnecessary, uncalled for and an absurd thing to do. you don't send something so graphic and serious based on someone else's comment.

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and now the image is lingering in my head

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ugh

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📎 Screenshot_20190425-230739_Discord.jpg

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and discord is being so weird

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why am I on the top list when I'm offline

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he sent the video and sent a warning apparently saying 'the video above is horrifying' after sending the video

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a warning is supposed to be sent prior to posting something like that

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and because I tend to read things from top to bottom I didn't come to that yet

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:13 PM

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@worthy estuary if you don't mide me asking, what was the video about?

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:18 PM

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this innocent soul on the bike lost control of it and bumped into another bike bit fortunately nothing happened to the other bike

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this poor soul went over the road horizontally for a good few seconds

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I think the bike even went over his face

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so there were marks from his mouth

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like lines clearly showing it was the tire

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horrifying

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:20 PM

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@worthy estuary fuck ugh that type of gore video?

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You don't send that shit to people.....bloody sadist

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:20 PM

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exactly.

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then he goes 'may Lord have mercy on him'

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May Lord have mercy on us!

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:21 PM

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Yeah!

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:21 PM

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idiot

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stupid 15 year old smh

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and I thought the video would end when he crashed

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it was all dark so nothing was really visible apart from the blue flashes of the bike moving horizontally

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:22 PM

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thank god for that

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:22 PM

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I'm so sorry you've to imagine this

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but then

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the video didn't end there

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that's the thing

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they showed the result

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:22 PM

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you watched all of it?

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:22 PM

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and that's what got me

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I couldn't move..

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I could just stare

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awestruck

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:23 PM

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I don't think awestruck is the right word, but yea

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:23 PM

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o

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:23 PM

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Good luck falling asleep tonight

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:23 PM

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sorry

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I mean

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bad time to not be able to English

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:24 PM

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ya

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What was the result?

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I know I'm asking for this, but I'm too far gone

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:24 PM

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startled

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I told you

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marks on his face, specifically the mouth

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you know how joker looks

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his mouth

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scars

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but real

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and he seemed to be alive

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as though he was having hiccup

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:26 PM

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@worthy estuary TMI

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I mean, I was 15 and immature too, but this?

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:27 PM

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what's that?

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:27 PM

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Too Much Info

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:27 PM

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oh

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sorry

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'goodluck sleeping at night'

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that's the thing I don't

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wont*

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I'll study instead

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my dad recently got sciatica

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I'll do research on that

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:30 PM

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@worthy estuary is that a disease?

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:30 PM

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yes

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well

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I wouldn't say disease

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but rather excruciating pain in the lower back and below reaching the legs

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you know the invertebral discs holding the spinal cord in place?

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when they're compressed

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and the sciatic nerves get affected

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so mundane tasks seem like torture

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dad's a business man and has so many meetings to attend so it really restricts mobility

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but hey I get to have more of dad at home and I treat him with alternate cold and hot packs that relieves the pain temporarily

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and the doctor sucks he didn't even tell dad the cause or didn't view the MRI scans properly

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dad knows him for 20 years but useless

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dad's 58 and he's always been fit, apart from diabetes and bp

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and the business/loan pressure

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:36 PM

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@worthy estuary it's the pressure that's the worst

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:36 PM

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definitely

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:36 PM

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Screws you up and you won't even realize

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:37 PM

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being asked to return the loans from all sides really isn't a good feeling

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plus the banks pressurising and threatening to go legal

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which many of them already have

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and we've already faced consequences; tough times

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:37 PM

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oh shit it's that bad?

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:38 PM

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cheque bounce cases are

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if the police catch you

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you gotta be low key when you've got so many cases on you

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and if you're on the wanted list they may even search for you

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you know in Dubai

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you're guilty until proven innocent

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not innocent until proven guilty

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:39 PM

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@worthy estuary Is your dad running from the cops?

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Like seriously

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:40 PM

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good thing is that if the cheque bounce case amount is below 200k dhs then the judge converts it to a 5k fine and the money goes to the government and its the banks loss so banks are reducing the cases

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no he's not

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there's no running because they don't come behind you

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until you attract them to you

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like if you're caught escaping the country illegally or at the airport they check your passport and you've got a travel ban or whatever

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or if you drive and have some accident they'll check your license, take you to station etc

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:41 PM

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Ah OK

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I feel sorry for you guys...hope things becomes better

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:41 PM

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businessmen and their huge numbers

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huge

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I'm talking millions that come and go

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:42 PM

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@worthy estuary 20 million? SuarrrR

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IFKR

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:42 PM

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whoa how did you know lmao

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but dad tells me this is nothing and talks about super rich guys who deal with billions and have gone into jail and out

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:42 PM

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@worthy estuary he's right

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You eat shit one day, chill in your Aston Martin the other

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:43 PM

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things are better yet than they were before, I'm grateful for that

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never ungrateful

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everything happens for a reason and things like these are life lessons

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audit reports used to be cheated to make it as though the company is making profit only so more loans could be taken

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but now that's a hell no and dad discourages anyone and everyone from the vicious loan cycle

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and mum doesn't want me to marry a business man lmao

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:45 PM

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@worthy estuary You told me 😂

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:46 PM

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haha yesss

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:46 PM

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Everyone talks about the cars and the women, but not this shit

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Thanks for enlightening me

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:46 PM

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it's terrible man WHAT IF I FALL IN LOVE WITH A BUSINESS ORIENTED PERSON

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oh Karthik, there's so much I've been through

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little do you know

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maybe vc sometime eh?

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I think it's too private stuff to be here

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may be do me a favour and delete the above stuff too when you're free

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I really should return to studying soon

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:47 PM

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@worthy estuary Sure dw

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Lemme know when you wanna VC...I'll try my best to make time

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:48 PM

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haha I think it's me that needs to make time

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with exams and whatnot

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you're rather free aren't ya?

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plus I don't even think I'll initiate such convo. only if it comes up I'll proceed to an extent. because it's pointless talking about it, most are in the past and I don't want to reminise. and what's happening currently I've already shared and am dealing with; there isn't much I can do but deal with it and pray yknow? I usually deal with these things by resorting to studies

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and fortunately my father is very understanding and my brother always listens when I've to rant

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:51 PM

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@worthy estuary Ah that's great

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:51 PM

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are you busy?

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your replies are rather short

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or do you not have much to say

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:52 PM

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@worthy estuary Not busy per se, just that I tend to be a bit reserved when someone is opening up

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I tend to be too blunt otherwise

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:52 PM

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ah

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fair enough

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I respect that

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thinking before you speak is a very important key factor when dealing with someone undergoing emotional stress

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so good thinking ☆

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I would say it is even okay to lie at the time to help make them feel better and talk logic/be honest later on when they are better

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:54 PM

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@worthy estuary True that...I had to learn it the hard and painful way

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:54 PM

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my bro had to too

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he still has low EQ sometimes but it is what it is

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chalo I'm going to get going, cheers mate

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:55 PM

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@worthy estuary Cheers

worthy estuary Apr 25, 2019, 7:55 PM

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thanks for your time

unreal oak Apr 25, 2019, 7:55 PM

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You're welcome

mild compass Apr 26, 2019, 11:31 PM

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Man I am so tired life is pounding me to the ground in deep darkness I can't get a hold of my studies as much as I did from the start but I am holding my ground even though I am being pushed deep from where I stood. I have distanced my self from friends I thought who would support me yet one betrayed me one badmouths me and the other thinks I can't go to my full potential and considers me week. I tell myself I will be great someday be one of the best they will remember more now than they ever will till that day comes, some see my value and expect great things from me yet how can I continue with great stress

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Havin fun is not an option for me no more not even a consideration I had become colder than I was before since I give almost everyone cold shoulder in my bad times to 0 degrees but this time I have gotten colder inside since I've had cold feet good thing I still got my humor with me hide behind laughter while inside is a depressed lost me.

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I still keep on living as I don't know what I want to be or yet the signs haven't been complete, I regret choice from last year till this year and now many have wronged me as I offered second chances and yet they come to stab me over again "wow" this is the life I live and I am wondering "how" I can deal with this conceal my shit so my brain doesn't go "Ka Bow Pow"

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I had gotten a girlfriend last year maybe to help me stop my tears yet it wasn't as near expected even from my best peers a spear through my heart the worst as I feared haunted me dear as my girlfriend cheated on me with my close friend at my rear all my hopes and trust disappeared till then no more tears I had become someone different from all my years

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No more rhyming now I can't put my head up high anymore I no longer see my friends that close no more inside I feel this part of me filled with nothing a void which can't be filled by anything

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No one that knows me knows this I can say it randomly and laugh t the end and leave they may think i am joking but what the point for them to help me as I had gotten advice from them yet nothing works it either gets worse for me to handle it I had stop online therapy I had stop sharing and just deal with the matter as it is at this I really hate myself later I blame the world then later I just sit and just think as long as I can I imagine a better scenario for me to keep me calm. I disappointed lots of people dear to me I don't even got the motivation to prove what people expect from me as I am in this spot or cycle of >regret>self-hate>depression>denial>nothingness< I am just so tired I can't no more

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Have yall ever been so stressed with this type of situation that when your friends are having fun you claim to have no friends and won't join in the fun I don't what that feeling is called maybe isolation but damn I wish some people (mostly friends at school) stay far away from me cause I can't deal with them enjoying at their fullest while I am on my freaking knees I don't care about the whole be happy for your friends and grateful for them bs how many times have they let me down how many times I asked for help and they rejected me I help them when I can and I would do it even when they don''t ask me yet they won't even try to do the same if some say they do acknowledge I don't see it they don't even have to show it for me to realize or know it

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It was nice getting that off even though it was just the tip of the iceberg but damn.....

wise flower Apr 27, 2019, 4:44 AM

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Writing it .. or in this case typing it always helps

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And I get it...you are going through a rough patch

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There isn't much we can do from here

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It's hard to find the motivation to do things when you feel like this

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But we are here anytime you want to rant

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Get it off your chest

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It'll help immensely

foggy plinth Apr 27, 2019, 9:07 AM

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imma quit discord for a bit to focus on studying

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so if im online, and y'all are experiencing withdrawl after your daily dose of bobbu is missing, that's why

lean urchin Apr 27, 2019, 3:40 PM

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https://youtu.be/G7RgN9ijwE4

YouTube

mrblueangeldood

Have you ever had a dream like this?

We all have at one point.

▶ Play video

mild compass Apr 27, 2019, 3:42 PM

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MY FREAKING LUNGS WHAT TEH FRICKS

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SOMEONE SENDD ME OSME OCXYGEN

lean urchin Apr 27, 2019, 3:43 PM

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Paypal?

mild compass Apr 27, 2019, 3:44 PM

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IM SORRY MY MIND ISNT EORKING

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OLREASE CONTADCT LATER

lean urchin Apr 27, 2019, 3:45 PM

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Ok, tell me when your mind starts working

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again

mild compass Apr 27, 2019, 3:46 PM

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NOT HAPPENING NAYTHIME SOON

vivid coral Apr 27, 2019, 4:15 PM

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yo

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i want an A in French

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and i have thaty feeling i'm gonna be 1 mark short

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so gg

mild compass Apr 27, 2019, 4:16 PM

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i failed last year ✌

vivid coral Apr 27, 2019, 4:16 PM

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what

lean urchin Apr 27, 2019, 4:16 PM

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Oh snap

vivid coral Apr 27, 2019, 4:16 PM

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tell me more

lean urchin Apr 27, 2019, 4:16 PM

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Je parle francais

mild compass Apr 27, 2019, 4:16 PM

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but thats because my teacher didnt teach us the basics

vivid coral Apr 27, 2019, 4:16 PM

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u did igs last year @mild compass

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and if so what did u get in french and other subjects

mild compass Apr 27, 2019, 4:16 PM

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no no

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we had french till gr8

pallid ember Apr 28, 2019, 2:22 AM

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Oof

foggy plinth Apr 28, 2019, 2:30 AM

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i feel like speedrunning life rn man

pallid ember Apr 28, 2019, 4:04 AM

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You taking AS maths?

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That's some real shit right there. Goddam is it repetitively boring

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It's the same thing over and over and over and over

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I feel mentally numb from doing so much goddam matsh

jaunty basin Apr 28, 2019, 5:23 AM

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@foggy plinth mood

foggy plinth Apr 28, 2019, 5:24 AM

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bobby mood

jaunty basin Apr 28, 2019, 5:24 AM

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😂

pallid ember Apr 28, 2019, 9:33 AM

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Oof

trail tartanBOT Apr 28, 2019, 10:45 AM

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help

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 1:41 PM

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Can anyone here reassure me

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IGCSEs start in 3 days

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I haven't done shit at all

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I'm kind of hedging my bets on the times between exams

jaunty heron Apr 28, 2019, 1:42 PM

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then start doing shit right now and youll feel much better

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 1:42 PM

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I've always been labelled as an 'A* student' but its always been a fake it till you make it bare minimum situation

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I am

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if this is the schedule

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2 MAY - Biology Practical, Maths Paper 2
3 MAY - CHEMISTRY THEORY
7 MAY - First Language English Reading Passages
8 MAY - HISTORY PAPER 1
9 MAY - MATHS PAPER 4, Physics Practical
10 MAY - Directed Writing and Composition
13 MAY - COMPUTER SCIENCE THEORY PAPER
14 MAY - BIOLOGY THEORY PAPER
15 MAY - Poetry and Prose LIT
16 MAY - Chemistry Practical
17 MAY - History Sources
20 MAY - PROGRAMMING CS
22 MAY - PHYSICS THEORY PAPER
23 MAY - DRAMA + UNSEEN LIT
24 MAY - HISTORY DEPTH STUDY
7 JUN - chem multiple choice
12 JUN - physics multiple choice
14 JUN - biology multiple choice

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with the spaces inbetween exams

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what is the likelihood that I can just study for the chem theory now

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and use the spaces between the other difficult exams to do well on the other difficult exams

jaunty heron Apr 28, 2019, 1:44 PM

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holy shit dude what subjects are you taking

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 1:44 PM

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considering you really dont need any studying for alternative to practical papers, ive never had any trouble or need to study for maths, computer science is kind of the subject I'm best at so ive always done well, and for english ive always treated everything like an unseen and gotten decent marks

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CS, three sciences, Eng Lit + Lan, History, Maths

jaunty heron Apr 28, 2019, 1:45 PM

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why so many???

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 1:45 PM

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idk

jaunty heron Apr 28, 2019, 1:45 PM

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huh

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didn't you chose to take them

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 1:45 PM

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yeah, I just kind of picked whatever though

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I'm only really interested in CS

jaunty heron Apr 28, 2019, 1:46 PM

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well what's your plan for the future

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like whatre you gonna do in AS

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 1:46 PM

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Maths, Further Maths, CS, Phy

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those are like the 4 ones colleges really look for in CS courses anyhow so

jaunty heron Apr 28, 2019, 1:47 PM

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so why worry if you're doing well in them?

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 1:47 PM

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Mainly parents, if it was up to me I'd not give a shit about anything but those subjects but

jaunty heron Apr 28, 2019, 1:51 PM

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oh fugg

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an all too relatable situation

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well to me it seems like if you start studying hard right now youll probably get something decent even in the annoying subjects

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 1:51 PM

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I'm especially worried because I should not have done so well in my mocks, because now everybody expects me to do just as good or even better

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fair enough, yeah. I just made the mistake of getting 7 A* and 1 A in my mocks, so now suddenly everyones' decided I'm supposed to get the same marks during IGCSES

jaunty heron Apr 28, 2019, 1:53 PM

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lmaooo dont worry then, youll probably get those grades

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you should still study hard tho

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 1:55 PM

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mhm, I'll probably not focus too much on history and english though

jaunty heron Apr 28, 2019, 1:57 PM

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no real need to tbqfh

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 1:58 PM

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The only real need to study for history for me is my teacher, tbh

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she's the only teacher I actually like out of the entire school, I'd feel a bt bad I fucked up my history mark

jaunty heron Apr 28, 2019, 1:59 PM

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oh alright, well skimp out on maths a bit then cuz you yourself said its quite easy for yo

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 2:00 PM

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mhm, I've always sucked at bio so I should probably worry about that, but yeah thanks I'm feeling a bit better about it all, overall

jaunty heron Apr 28, 2019, 2:00 PM

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👍

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thats just cuz bio is a shit subject ngl

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 2:01 PM

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^^^

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chemistry is difficult but at least a bit interesting imo, but bio is just garbage

jaunty heron Apr 28, 2019, 2:02 PM

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it's just so BORING to learn, in maths you just have to get the basic concept down and you're set but in bio you gotta actually sit down and memorize

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 2:03 PM

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mhm. Not to mention I don't give the slightest shit about bio

mild compass Apr 28, 2019, 2:48 PM

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good luck @proper ridge

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im in the same exact situation as you

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For maths and physics just do past papers

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and bio just do notes and try to understand the topics

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 2:49 PM

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how about chem

mild compass Apr 28, 2019, 2:49 PM

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chem is probably the worst one to study

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because you need the notes(knowledge) and the ability to answer questions from past papers

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whilst maths is mostly just the ability to answer questions and bio is the knowledge

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for doing past papers use this website, https://paper.sc/

paper.sc

A past paper storage & search engine for CIE papers - IGCSE, AS and A Level, now offering 56 subjects.

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It has all the past papers for all the subjects with the mark schemes, grade boundaries and the examiners' report

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aswell as the question paper obv

proper ridge Apr 28, 2019, 2:57 PM

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honestly man, tysm

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I will, alright

unreal oak Apr 28, 2019, 2:57 PM

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@mild compass tbh that site is a bit off a mess

mild compass Apr 28, 2019, 2:57 PM

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It isn't really

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you just have to use it to understand it

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Right now i am doing a maths paper 2 question paper and at the bottom of every page there is a code, in this case the code is 0580/21/M/J/17, all you have to do is type in the code and the wesbite will display the question paper, mark scheme and grade boundaries.

unreal oak Apr 28, 2019, 2:59 PM

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@mild compass I've used it before mate

mild compass Apr 28, 2019, 2:59 PM

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https://gyazo.com/6bfb0f0933ae70f8f1f246b9036d3ab1

Gyazo

unreal oak Apr 28, 2019, 2:59 PM

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The features are nice...just somewhat buggy

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It's made by a guy our age, so that's great

mild compass Apr 28, 2019, 3:00 PM

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I mean, it works for me

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tbh website with such a simpler design are easier to understand when it comes to accessing a vast range of documents

unreal oak Apr 28, 2019, 3:00 PM

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true

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And no shitty ads

mild compass Apr 28, 2019, 3:00 PM

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yeah

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that is a BIG factor

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https://pastpapers.co/cie/ is great too tho

cosmic ginkgo Apr 28, 2019, 3:02 PM

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Gce guide is great too, has topicals, books, papers and the best thing is that you can change papers from the URL unlike some other ones that you have to go back to the page and find the link for it

unreal oak Apr 28, 2019, 3:02 PM

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@cosmic ginkgo Bastards force me to turn my adblocker off

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And it looks shitty on my phone

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I mean I used it as a kid, but woudn't recommend

cosmic ginkgo Apr 28, 2019, 3:02 PM

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😂 😂

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For me the URL thing keeps me using it.. dynamic papers is just shit cuz you have to go back every single time

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I just open one paper from gce guide and then duplicate and change the URL to what I want

unreal oak Apr 28, 2019, 3:04 PM

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Tru that's nice

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I looked at it as a webdev rather than a poor kid xD

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I have too much time on my hands...I might actually make one 😂

cosmic ginkgo Apr 28, 2019, 3:05 PM

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😂 😂 if you advertise it here you'll have plenty of users if it's really nice

unreal oak Apr 28, 2019, 3:05 PM

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That's there 😂

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Sadly i'm under 18 and can't use AdSense, so that's a bit of a bummer

mild compass Apr 28, 2019, 3:15 PM

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ahaha

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that was funny

unreal oak Apr 28, 2019, 3:22 PM

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@mild compass what was?

mild compass Apr 28, 2019, 3:23 PM

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You saying you can't use adsense bc ur 18

unreal oak Apr 28, 2019, 3:23 PM

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Ahh

pallid ember Apr 29, 2019, 4:18 AM

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I want to end myself. AS maths is in three days

trail plume Apr 29, 2019, 5:07 AM

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Ah same but IG for me

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I'm sure you'll be able to pull it off

pallid ember Apr 29, 2019, 6:03 AM

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Lol. I mean I get most of it except some which really grind my gears

trail plume Apr 29, 2019, 6:08 AM

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is there a possibility for you to clear it out with a prof

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or maybe online

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I know that feeling oofff

wise flower Apr 29, 2019, 7:56 AM

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@trail plume I was in IG toi

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But as math, oof

trail plume Apr 29, 2019, 7:57 AM

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oooof

wise flower Apr 29, 2019, 8:01 AM

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Yee😂

tropic knoll Apr 29, 2019, 8:46 AM

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ig is nothing

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in ig u have some small methods but AS 😰

pallid ember Apr 29, 2019, 9:20 AM

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As is not a great time

wise flower Apr 29, 2019, 11:55 AM

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i agree

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compared to as, ig is bs

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ig math is is nothing

mild compass Apr 29, 2019, 12:20 PM

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Don't do this to me

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Please

tropic knoll Apr 29, 2019, 12:20 PM

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wat do u

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mean

mild compass Apr 29, 2019, 12:24 PM

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gulps

white forge Apr 29, 2019, 1:39 PM

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The exam is in like 3 days and I'm stressed af

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😣

lean urchin Apr 29, 2019, 1:39 PM

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I just had my chem mocks today

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'mocks'

white forge Apr 29, 2019, 1:40 PM

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Oh..how's it?

lapis anchor Apr 29, 2019, 2:14 PM

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Yikes, stress is always an pesky lil' thing isn't it? Well, I've learnt to just handle it in a different mindset I suppose. If I'm just stressed because of the idea of exams and worried that my head won't be cleared for it I usually just listen to my favourite music pieces the night or 20 minutes before the exam begins to calm me down.

But if it's in the case where I feel wholly underprepared, instead of stressing out I focus on the time I have and what I can do with it.

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That being said, it's not like my body isn't immune to the effects of stress. I always get sick during or before the exams and it puts you in a worse position. If I'm ready for an exam, I usually just schedule badminton with some of my friends and just work out the stress, or just do what I love to do, or just sleep.

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Surprisingly, getting sick and the recovery process forces myself to rest and nurture my own body that I've been neglecting due to studying, it's a chaotic way for my body to say "You're a bitch and you haven't been taking care of yourself."

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:42 AM

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i cant im so fucking stressed

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my heart is fucking pacing and the added pressure from my parents

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i feel like im going to fucking cry man

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 4:44 AM

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itsoktocry

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cuz usually when u cry it makes u feel better

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u cant be mentally fucked when ur exam comes

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:44 AM

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im mentally fucked all the time

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thing is i get to the brink of tears and my tears just dry up leave me still feeling like shit

pallid ember Apr 30, 2019, 4:46 AM

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I feel prepared for maths tho

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:47 AM

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@foggy plinth trust me, I feel the same

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But if u are about to cry, don't hold it back.

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And if u can't , it's ok...

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:48 AM

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thing is i learned how to not express emotions a long time ago and that shit is kicking in now

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now matter how hard i try i cant unless something devastating happens

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:49 AM

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HIGH FIVE

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YES, EXACTLY HOW I FEEL

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:49 AM

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yeah

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:49 AM

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Well, what can we do

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How old are you

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:50 AM

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14

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this shit is fucking me up man i cant

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:50 AM

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Ahh come on, ur in 9th?

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:50 AM

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10th

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:50 AM

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Ohk

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Do you like to dance?

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 4:51 AM

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or

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sing

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i cant sing i can scream

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:51 AM

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i can sing but im lightheaded cant breathe

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 4:51 AM

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but if u could sing that would be cool

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:51 AM

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That's not the question

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Do you like to dance?

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 4:52 AM

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i know u can sing hehe

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LOL

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:52 AM

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Regardless of whether it's good or not?

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:52 AM

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cant afford to move

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i feel like i have pins and needles everywhere

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:52 AM

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You are still not answering the question

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:52 AM

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well im not going to regardless of whether i like it or not

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it wont help and i cant dance

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:53 AM

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Well, if you can't find ways to temporarily relieve stress cause you don't want to so anything, then what can we do?

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:53 AM

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not asking for you all to help i just need to get this out there ig

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i literally cant dance

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dont like it either

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:53 AM

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It's not about whether you can

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 4:54 AM

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dang

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same tbh

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all i can do is default dance

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:54 AM

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fuck i got myself into this mess

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i cant pull myself out like i usually can

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 4:54 AM

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u can homie

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:54 AM

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Calm down

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:54 AM

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i know what i have to do but i literally cant

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:55 AM

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It's ok

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It happens

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:55 AM

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my parents will literally crucify me if i dont do well on these

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im not exaggerating

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:55 AM

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In?

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:55 AM

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pak studies

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rn its history

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 4:55 AM

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paki parents are like that

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:55 AM

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Indian too dw

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 4:56 AM

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mhm

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:56 AM

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My results are due in about 2 weeks, I'm scared out of my mind

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:56 AM

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after im done with shit im not afraid about it

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but right before

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whole different story

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:56 AM

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Ur not alone on that

mild compass Apr 30, 2019, 4:57 AM

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Boiiiii
Get a piece of paper and start drawing random lines on it smth

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:57 AM

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Aha yeah that helps too

mild compass Apr 30, 2019, 4:57 AM

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Gotta go

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I have business

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:57 AM

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Ciao

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:58 AM

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im so mad at myself for panicking rn

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:58 AM

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@foggy plinth you gotta do something to distract your mind, do what u like

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Doodle, dance, sing, something

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:58 AM

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i literally like nothing

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:58 AM

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What do you do in it free time?

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What do u do involantarly

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:58 AM

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fuck around on discord all day and procrastinate studying

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:59 AM

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Any instrument u okay?

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Play*

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:59 AM

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mullah parents

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no instruments allowed

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 4:59 AM

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Assuming you like music?

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 4:59 AM

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i love music

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 5:00 AM

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whats a mullah

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 5:00 AM

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@foggy plinth there you go

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 5:00 AM

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religious extremist

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I was listening to music while studying

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 5:00 AM

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oh

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 5:00 AM

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stopped because i cant concentrate

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 5:01 AM

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Not while studying bah

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Ok just take a break

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In that break put your headphones, disconnect yourself from the world and play your fav music

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 5:01 AM

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i have three hours and have barely studied anything

mild compass Apr 30, 2019, 5:02 AM

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Okay so bitch
Since you love degrading people and all
And that will help you relieve some stress

I blocked you for a week or smth
Roast me

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 5:02 AM

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Then what are you doing here?

mild compass Apr 30, 2019, 5:02 AM

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I wanna kick your ass

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 5:02 AM

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i need to get this out here

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*there

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 5:02 AM

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Well then rant off

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 5:02 AM

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shut up persona

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 5:02 AM

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getting it out to people is usually my coping mechanism

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 5:03 AM

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listen to the song @mild compass

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LISEN TO IT U

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PLZ

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 5:03 AM

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@foggy plinth rant away

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 5:03 AM

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a lot of things i feel like i cant express rn for shit im not going to disclose

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 5:03 AM

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crap

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 5:03 AM

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most people i usually rant to are off rn

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 5:03 AM

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oH

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 5:04 AM

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i mean mork is still here. but there are some people who ive ranted to more and they know how i "function" i guess

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 5:05 AM

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So now what are you doing?

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 5:05 AM

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huh

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this isnt exactly a rant. im filtering myself here

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 5:05 AM

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Ik ur not ranting

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 5:06 AM

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im a fucked up person and y'all would probably fucking hate my guts if i spilled it here

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 5:06 AM

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This is a group meant for support

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And people here will support you

mild compass Apr 30, 2019, 5:06 AM

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We all hate your gut anyway

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 5:06 AM

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If you give us a chance to

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 5:06 AM

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Meow

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 5:07 AM

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@mild compass shut up

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 5:07 AM

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shut up sksksksksk woman

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LOL

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yeah

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true

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 5:07 AM

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@foggy plinth mm so?

mild compass Apr 30, 2019, 5:07 AM

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shhh I want him to fight me

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 5:07 AM

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its not good for him to talk about that

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cuz they will prob be arseholes to him

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cuz thats how people are

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mhm

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i live ina country that is so fucking close minded

wise flower Apr 30, 2019, 5:08 AM

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I have run out of things to do that might help you as to refuse to do any

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We are here if you need us

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I gotta run

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Ciao

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 5:08 AM

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ok bye

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 5:08 AM

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ciao

foggy plinth Apr 30, 2019, 5:08 AM

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ig ill rant to mork

west skiff Apr 30, 2019, 5:08 AM

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goahead

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dms

tight egret Apr 30, 2019, 2:26 PM

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I get these days where I feel sad and unloved,stressed, tired, heavy and can't move and can't concentrate on anything basically lost.
And I wish I had some one to talk to someone that would listen but I couldn't because I was too scared and still am of what they would think like they may think I seeking attention or they may go and manipulate the words I told him/her and spread false rumours. I am never relaxed just always nervous I can't even relax when I am in bed I keep getting thoughts of someone I love dying and stuff like that and iam always nervous for some reason.
And for some reason I started binging I gained about 7-8kg because of that and now iam in happy of my body too.
There are times where I sit in class and just feel like screaming I feel like I just want to make them all shut up.
I just had to type this and let it out because I feel comfortable cause none of u guys have met me nd I wouldn't be Afraid if I got judged

unreal oak Apr 30, 2019, 2:29 PM

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@tight egret I understand..all of us have had those days

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Feel free to talk to us...we won't judge you

worthy estuary Apr 30, 2019, 3:58 PM

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@tight egret we're not one to judge-- i'm glad you let it out, it's important to do so and I completely understand. We all have those days honestly, when you lay in bed and don't want to do anything. But the way to get out of it is to indeed talk to someone you can trust or find your motivation. I know its difficult to trust people nowadays but you should try a family member or a close friend. Also pessimism is not the way; hope for the best but prepare for the worst. If you keep thinking of the worst, you'll just be stuck there, unable to do anything about it- rather you should try resolving it by doing things that will prevent what you fear from happening you know, if you can't stop thinking about it, because at least that will calm you down. haha you gained weight and are happy about it, and i'm dying here to LOSE weight and yeah, there can be serious idiots in the class, and the teacher not explaining properly can be a serious pain. but yeah, i'm sure if i even met you i wouldn't judge you because i know how it feels like being judged.

tight egret Apr 30, 2019, 4:06 PM

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😬 I meant unhappy (auto correct)

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I like the support I get from here

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Thank u @worthy estuary & @unreal oak

unreal oak Apr 30, 2019, 4:07 PM

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You're welcome @tight egret!

worthy estuary Apr 30, 2019, 4:07 PM

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oh im sorry

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@tight egret may i ask how old you are?

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because honestly you've enough time to lose weight

tight egret Apr 30, 2019, 4:11 PM

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I am 16

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Will soon turn 16

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In few days

cosmic ginkgo Apr 30, 2019, 4:12 PM

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Don't worry about your weight, your health and fitness is more important, and besides it's important to have fat. Take it from someone who apparently doesn't have enough fat

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Health and fitness is more important, as long as you're healthy it's fine. And we all gain and lose weight, it's completely fine and normal @tight egret

unreal oak Apr 30, 2019, 4:13 PM

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Yeah don't worry too much about weight - it keeps changing

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I've gone from fat to fit to fat to kinda fit over the past 5 years - it changes very little

tight egret Apr 30, 2019, 4:17 PM

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Ik that health and fitness is more important but let's be honest almost all of us care about the way they look and what people think about them

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And I do care alotttt

mild compass Apr 30, 2019, 4:24 PM

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anyone got a motivation vid

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to stud

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study*

tight egret Apr 30, 2019, 7:40 PM

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https://youtu.be/9oWOsocN7qg

YouTube

Thomas Frank

How to Make Yourself Study When You Have ZERO Motivation

The first 500 people to use this link will get 2 months of unlimited learning on Skillshare for just $0.99: http://skl.sh/thomasfrank11 Huge thanks to Skills...

▶ Play video

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I watched the first few minutes and it was good

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@mild compass

mild compass Apr 30, 2019, 7:56 PM

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Thanks

white forge May 1, 2019, 4:26 PM

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https://youtu.be/wnHW6o8WMas

YouTube

Ben Lionel Scott

NO EXCUSES - Best Motivational Video

http://benlionelscott.com/subscribe 👈 𝗗𝗼𝘄𝗻𝗹𝗼𝗮𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝘃𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗼 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗮𝘂𝗱𝗶𝗼 𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗯𝘆 𝘀𝘂𝗯𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗯𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗼𝗻 𝗣𝗮𝘆𝗣𝗮𝗹, 𝗽𝗹𝘂...

▶ Play video

earnest hollow May 2, 2019, 2:26 PM

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@tight egret Maria, get a dog.

tight egret May 2, 2019, 2:28 PM

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?

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Why

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@earnest hollow

earnest hollow May 2, 2019, 2:32 PM

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because they're nice

tight egret May 2, 2019, 2:45 PM

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My mom doesn't like animals

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Iam not allowed to have a pet

subtle sundial May 2, 2019, 6:18 PM

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Hey guys

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Haven't slept for 2 days

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Had a maths exam

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Was tough but went well

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But I cant sleep now

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Tho I've been up for many hours

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Plus I'm acting a bit wierd

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Like this is not me normally

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Dont know what to do

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Any advice?

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Someone has taken over me

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Something

median bridge May 2, 2019, 6:19 PM

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read a book.. That'll get you sleeping.

subtle sundial May 2, 2019, 6:20 PM

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Dont have the energy to

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But cant sleep either

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Its wired

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Wierd

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Weird

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What is the correct spelling g

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2nf one or 1wt one

median bridge May 2, 2019, 6:21 PM

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weird*

subtle sundial May 2, 2019, 6:21 PM

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I'm fucked up

rich ocean May 2, 2019, 7:35 PM

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Nah dude

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We do react in some way cuz of the exams

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I found myself twitching my hair quite frequently

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N wake up far earlier than usual

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Cant sleep for more than 3 hrs

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Even if my eyes feel dry

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N dont worry, U aint going crazy

pallid ember May 2, 2019, 7:38 PM

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Lol

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I need welfare support after maths. Maybe physics practical can bring my mood up?

rich ocean May 2, 2019, 7:39 PM

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Plot twist: Turns out, it was harder than Math P1

idle basin May 2, 2019, 8:56 PM

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BOi

barren forum May 3, 2019, 1:25 AM

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im dying

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i fucked up everything

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my eyes become red now

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can't see anything

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helppppppppppppppppppp

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@chrome elk is bullying me

chrome elk May 3, 2019, 1:27 AM

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who are you

barren forum May 3, 2019, 1:27 AM

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uwu

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uwu

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i am chika

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:)))))

stone temple May 3, 2019, 1:13 PM

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listen to lofi my dudes

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https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLkZOjxqPxGBXVmSFjv39liAVjAPar3QEc

YouTube

Lofi hip-hop/Chill - YouTube

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here's my playlist

lunar current May 3, 2019, 1:36 PM

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Hi-fi > lo-fi

subtle sundial May 3, 2019, 4:35 PM

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Why do I feel like a psychopath

idle basin May 3, 2019, 4:36 PM

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yay

subtle sundial May 3, 2019, 4:36 PM

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No

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It's not good

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I feel like someone is taking over me

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A psychopath

foggy plinth May 3, 2019, 4:40 PM

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The fact that you're afraid of that is indicative that you aren't a sociopath

subtle sundial May 3, 2019, 4:57 PM

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Psychopath

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I am

heady star May 3, 2019, 5:02 PM

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i did a chemistry paper today

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and a maths paper yesterday

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and i cant stop thinking about

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i keep getting my calculator out and guessing what mark i woud get

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and when i talk to my friends i always bring them up

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i could legit go to a random person and talk to them about it

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i just dont want anything below B

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HRRRRRRRRRRRRR

foggy plinth May 3, 2019, 5:09 PM

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well you cant change anything now

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@heady star

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@subtle sundial what makes you think you are GWbruhShrekThonk

subtle sundial May 3, 2019, 5:10 PM

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Idk I just feel like one

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And I cant concentrate on anything

unreal oak May 3, 2019, 5:11 PM

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@subtle sundial Exam stress probably

subtle sundial May 3, 2019, 5:11 PM

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I'm not stressed

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I dont get stressed easily

subtle sundial May 3, 2019, 6:28 PM

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Ok I'm better now

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The psychopath in me is gone

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Thank God

unreal oak May 3, 2019, 6:48 PM

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@subtle sundial 😂😂

subtle sundial May 3, 2019, 6:48 PM

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Not funny

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@unreal oak

mild compass May 3, 2019, 6:49 PM

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did you sleep well?

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were you the one who hadnt slept in a while

subtle sundial May 3, 2019, 6:49 PM

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Idk. Lately I'm not sleeping much

mild compass May 3, 2019, 6:50 PM

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whats teh cause?

subtle sundial May 3, 2019, 6:52 PM

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Dont know

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I usually sleep atleast 9 hours but not these days

mild compass May 3, 2019, 6:57 PM

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woah

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i sleep for 5 hours per day

subtle sundial May 3, 2019, 6:58 PM

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Like normally 5 hours a day or these days only

mild compass May 3, 2019, 7:03 PM

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these days only

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even tho i have nothing to do

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alexa play lie by jimin

rugged vale May 4, 2019, 7:46 AM

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@heady star same :))

vivid coral May 5, 2019, 2:53 AM

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how do i stop stressing before an exam

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pls it cost me 5 marks in chem and 2 marks in maths

chrome oasis May 5, 2019, 3:19 AM

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@vivid coral dont cram last minute, yeah? cramming like 10 min before the exam will actually stress you out more and will probably confuse you. go through your notes beforehand, and dont look at your notes right before you enter the exam room. stop revising like 5-10 min before the actual exam. instead, either mentally run through the important points that you know or try to relax by listening to some music or something.

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or maybe watch a comedy or something, anything that is sure to relax you

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and when you get into the exam room, before you open the question paper, just breathe for a couple seconds. deep breaths will honestly help calm you down and clear up your brain. because when you stress, you will forget important points. and you dont want that to happen in the middle of an exam.

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also, if you have a 'lucky charm' of sorts, bring it with you lmao i know this sounds childish but i have one and tbh just holding it gives me a small boost of confidence like, 'yeah i'll do fine'.

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and the most important thing is: sleep. so many students pull all-nighters thinking that it's gonna improve their chances. but honestly, dont pull an all-nighter. the morning after you're going to feel really tired and sleepy, which is not what you want before writing an exam.

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another important thing: avoid other stressed people. it is an exam after all, and you're bound to have other students that are really stressed and just going bonkers with their cramming. avoid them at all costs. they are only going to end up making you feel even more stressed because they'll be like, 'did you know x = y and y = z and therefore the mass of Pluto is this' and you're gonna go, 'oh shite what is that'. and then you're gonna panic.

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idk if this can help lol but good luck for your exam @vivid coral! do well!

vivid coral May 5, 2019, 3:32 AM

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thanks @chrome oasis 😃 it really does help

chrome oasis May 5, 2019, 3:32 AM

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anytime man! :)

tropic knoll May 5, 2019, 3:36 AM

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@chrome oasis u forgot about telling Govinda Govinda

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Telling it before exam

chrome oasis May 5, 2019, 3:39 AM

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@tropic knoll haan, and don't forget thirnir and kungumam and santhanam as well. whole package + saami kayiru :)

tropic knoll May 5, 2019, 3:40 AM

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😂

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📎 VID-20190220-WA0000.mp4

pallid ember May 5, 2019, 7:18 AM

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you lot are really pushing the hindu vibes lol @chrome oasis and @tropic knoll

chrome oasis May 5, 2019, 7:19 AM

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lmfao im not religious issa joke @pallid ember 😂

pallid ember May 5, 2019, 7:20 AM

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ik it is lol

tropic knoll May 5, 2019, 7:21 AM

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@pallid ember neither mine just making fun with Aish

pallid ember May 5, 2019, 7:22 AM

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ik it was a joke mate

lunar current May 5, 2019, 8:21 AM

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bob

mild compass May 6, 2019, 3:48 AM

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I’m like actually gonna kms if I fail

pallid ember May 6, 2019, 7:01 AM

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Rippa

dry wagon May 6, 2019, 1:22 PM

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I like this channel lol

mild compass May 6, 2019, 1:25 PM

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really

lavish geode May 6, 2019, 5:05 PM

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im depressed bois

subtle sundial May 6, 2019, 5:06 PM

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Eat some chocolate

lavish geode May 6, 2019, 5:07 PM

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I ALREADY ATE Alot

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ill go in a comma if i eat more

wise flower May 6, 2019, 5:22 PM

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Coma*

subtle sundial May 6, 2019, 5:25 PM

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Lol he really is savage

lavish geode May 6, 2019, 5:44 PM

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comma

snow pond May 6, 2019, 6:44 PM

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*comatose

lean urchin May 6, 2019, 6:44 PM

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comos estas*

muted pond May 6, 2019, 6:45 PM

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Carbohydrate*

lean urchin May 6, 2019, 6:46 PM

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pencil?