#venting

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lofty hinge
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why are you feeling suicidal

silver rose
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I dont love myself.

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The girl who likes me cries everytime i say i dont love myself

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My parents dont seem to care about me mentally being sad

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And i have exams

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In 15 ish days

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So stress

lofty hinge
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idk if youre being edgy or not but listen dawg suicide is not a joke, you should NEVER think of ending it all. not only is it not right its also extremely selfish to the people that care about you. rather than getting rid of the pain, it'll cause more of it. I understand that loving yourself can be hard but you need to accept yourself for who you are, if the girl that likes you ''cries'' every time you say you don't love yourself that means she cares about you more than you think. if you really do believe you are doing something wrong with your life you need to sort that out and improve, its one of the ways that could help you love yourself. when it comes to your parents, I'm truly sorry that you believe that your parents don't care about you being sad; I think that you should try to communicate with them more because its not guaranteed that your parents would think its a serious matter unless you vent out to them, we're all human after all.

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@silver rose

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school stress is a common factor we all go through and you are not alone, only thing you could do about it is lock in and hit them books

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no side distractions

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social media can make you consume negative energy, things such as insecurity, jealousy, depression etc. this could be the main cause of you feeling the way you are now

granite zodiac
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stop scrolling depressed insta reels and get to work

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scrolling wont pay your bills.

sly shuttle
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eidd mubarak

silver rose
silver rose
silver rose
green ventureBOT
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cosmic ginkgo
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You can't influence what other people think of you but you can change how you think of yourself

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So letting your self confidence hinge on something you can't control isn't good for you

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I understand it's important but try and prioritise it a bit less

placid folio
placid folio
placid folio
swift ore
fleet steppe
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dont worry man

mild compass
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dam

mild compass
sly shuttle
magic wedge
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My head hurts

spring violet
silver rose
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I just want them to be happy and not angry when they see me

fleet steppe
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happens

vocal ether
silver rose
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What..

magic wedge
mighty sluice
vocal ether
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a big sloppy kiss?

silver rose
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Das hella gay

pine python
vocal dagger
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This boards are so fucking stupid

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Why not have 3 separate books

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One is the course book

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2 notes book to be memoriezed completely

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3 work book

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Instead I have to memorize a revision book

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Read the course book and

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So frustrating

near juniper
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How do

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I

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Get motivFjkn to study

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I have non

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My exams are in 3 weeks

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Or 2

mild compass
mild compass
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dam

worn skiff
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jfc i spent a whole fking month crocheting a top to wear at my sweetsev dinner w my friends

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and now they tell my parents tell me its “too casual”, point out all its flaws, and victimize themselves when i cry abt it

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istg im going to unravel that whole fking thing when i get home

fleet steppe
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Either you do the day,or the day does you .... -Oogway

dull nebula
vocal dagger
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@near juniper this is the time when stress is helpful, next time think about taking anti depressants after talking with a dr

sly shuttle
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ok noted

thin bronze
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guys

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this girl in my school

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"mittu with no tittu"

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LIVING HELL FR

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BLUD THINK SHE'S THE MAIN CHARECTER

leaden sand
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ah shit my exam starts in like 13 days and I feel like I'm not panicking enough?? Like I feel very chill to the point where Im STILL procrastinating?? what is this bs and why am I like this

thin bronze
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STUDY

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YOU GOT THIS

surreal ermine
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focus, work and use the time given to be enable yourself to do your best

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use this as a motivation to get an academic comeback

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dont wait untill stress comes. because before you know it youll be in your exam hall with that exam stress, and you dont want that. you dont want to regret what you should have done.

thin bronze
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omg

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wowww

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tell me more

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why do ppl think u do?

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sad

abstract obsidian
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okay

thin bronze
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wht happnd

abstract obsidian
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elabortae

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i nneed to

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help

thin bronze
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haaha

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*sigma

abstract obsidian
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ok

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wel

thin bronze
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omg tf

abstract obsidian
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tht has happpeed to me too

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but the thing i

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is

thin bronze
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sed

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you dont?

abstract obsidian
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we are both incredily unhiged

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and the server

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knows this is edited

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so not

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so now

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may u stop worrying

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why do uk tht

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why is chem

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snitching on me

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😳

thin bronze
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i love chem

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but sur

abstract obsidian
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fuck u

thin bronze
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can i rant now?

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continue

abstract obsidian
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oh

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well

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uve been online at

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wrong times

thin bronze
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no

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mhm

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my turn?

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@vivid ledge

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🥲 👍

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dont listen bro

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jus read

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nah i love math fr

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Hindi is the only sub im bad at

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and history

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ANYWAYS

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@vivid ledge

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my name is cursed af

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  1. it sounds like laudi
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  1. someone with the same name as me
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got shit leaked

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and

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i hate it

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cuz

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laudi, bomber, terrorist, nalli, mulli, saphed

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sure

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but you hold grudes against me

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u sure bru

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k

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but

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NOT THIS DYLAN

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THIS DYLAN IS MUSLIM

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im scred

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@vivid ledge u there?

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This happend today

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i didnt go to school

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but like

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i hope its not popularised

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my dad is like a rly famous guy

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so he's in contact with teachers

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what

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if

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WHAT IF

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mhm

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the worst part is

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SHE'S MY TUITION TEACHERS DAUGHTER

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i left that tuition

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so happy

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ikk

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the fact that almost everone knows me if worse

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is*

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chal bhai @vivid ledge

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gn

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tujhe neend ni aa rhi?

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good luck my man

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you got this

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annonghighayayo

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T_T

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allahhafiz

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salut

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jalja

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bbye

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Lund lele

abstract obsidian
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its impossible to get you off my mind
I think about a hundred thoughts and youre 99
ive understood that you will never be mine
And thts fine
im js breaking inside

peak bronze
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wow

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relatable

fleet steppe
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rat go back to your mouse hole

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average woman on discord crying about relationship crazyy!

abstract obsidian
abstract obsidian
fleet steppe
abstract obsidian
fleet steppe
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quiet jamal

abstract obsidian
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jamal

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😔

fleet steppe
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alr bequiet jamal

peak bronze
abstract obsidian
peak bronze
abstract obsidian
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the vege smth

fleet steppe
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yeah bitch

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wb out it

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youre made for the streets

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no offense

peak bronze
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CRAZY

abstract obsidian
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ur existence at least in this server

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makes me question alot

fleet steppe
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I have to meet your isp

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god why did he give you wifi

vocal ether
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everysincemybriotherdiedIbeendreamingbouthomicide

abstract obsidian
vocal ether
abstract obsidian
vocal ether
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good dont start

fallow oriole
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atp i think i fr have some learning disability

fallow oriole
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yep, people say that meaningless crap to me, heard it enough

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as if thats going to solve my c grades

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yes???

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and it does fricking nothing???

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lmaoo

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life is good

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lmao look

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i have to do 4 papers a day

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but i end up doing 2 only, one of maths and one of chem

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why?

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cuz

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i get a lot wrong in maths

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and it takes long to clear my queries

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because 1- people dont have the patience for smooth brains like me so i have to yt things 2- if ppl do have the patience i do send the qs but takes me long to understand

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intuitively?

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if i start doing every topic all over again in full detail, im screwed

thin bronze
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bru

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my homie is getting smth for his gf

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i want smth too

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but he's on call with her

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T_T

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help

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MUJHE BHI KUCH CHAHIYE

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HE'S NOT PICKING UP

low zodiac
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Ehay

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What

thin bronze
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um

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anything

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fr

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even a soft toy would work

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I JUST WANT SMTH

undone ingot
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Why tho

thin bronze
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HE'S GETTING SMTH FOR HIS GF

undone ingot
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Are you his GF too?

thin bronze
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EVER HEARD OF BROS BEFORE HO*S

thin bronze
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(homiesexual)

undone ingot
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Kill his girlfriend and wear her skin

thin bronze
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no

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she's my friend

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:(

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and im like 3 inches taller than her

undone ingot
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Cut off your legs

thin bronze
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no

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i play tennis

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and drums

undone ingot
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And unfriend her

thin bronze
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:?(

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he'll kill me

undone ingot
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Cut off head

thin bronze
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he's a kickboxer

undone ingot
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Bash your skull against the wall

thin bronze
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no

undone ingot
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Now you're just making excuses

thin bronze
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WTF U WANT ME TO DO

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ill js call him

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this is fun

vocal dagger
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No life energy

granite zodiac
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0 atp

undone ingot
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Alternative to practical

mild compass
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adenosine triphosphate

tiny oracle
thin bronze
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its just a saying

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but

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i was jk

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obvi his gf is more important

thin bronze
dull nebula
surreal ermine
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@languid musk @tender vale

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He done in multiple channels

green ventureBOT
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User banned!

@oak pier has been banned for hacked acc (NSFW)

mild compass
low zodiac
fleet steppe
mild compass
low zodiac
mild compass
thin bronze
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Wydm

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Tf

undone ingot
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She's a transwoman

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Atleast that's what it feels like from the way they act

vocal ether
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venting chat

normal garden
vocal ether
normal garden
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bro rly went 'omg it's venting cry about it 🤓' like tf you tryna be KEKW

vocal ether
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I just chose it cuz among us

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cry about it was a coincidence

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I only chose that gif because it had among us venting reference

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🙄

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silly coseria A2

normal garden
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cry about it

vocal ether
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this better?

normal garden
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LMFAOO

vocal ether
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no crying now

normal garden
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NO I

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DONT THINK THAT

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THATS WILD

vocal ether
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I'm sorry mister zingusu

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I will tailor my personality to your preference in future

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maybe, maybe not

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idiot is a relative description

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relative to the perspective of a person

unreal oak
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Cry about it 😭

vocal ether
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I'm known as 1 other???

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one day, the world will know my name

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yes, not for good, but for evil

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yes

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and then there will be something to cry about

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some deaths to mourn, preferably zingus's

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@vivid ledge was that cringey

thin bronze
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IM staright

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IM MUSLIM

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WHAT THA HAIL

undone ingot
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Cap

thin bronze
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STRAIGHT

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CANT A WOMAN HAVE A MASCULINE PERSONALITY

undone ingot
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You're gay

thin bronze
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NO

undone ingot
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Straight up

thin bronze
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I LIKE MEN

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NO

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TF

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imma chill

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no.

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I'm a biological woman

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i was born with a fucking vagaina

undone ingot
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Whatever helps you sleep at night

thin bronze
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not a penis

thin bronze
fleet steppe
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what is this venting

spiral zodiac
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@thin bronze I feel bad for ya

spiral zodiac
brazen nest
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ok

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rami

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Boy oh boy where do I even begin. Lebron... honey, my pookie bear. I have loved you ever since I first laid eyes on you. The way you drive into the paint and strike fear into your enemies eyes. Your silky smooth touch around the rim, and that gorgeous jumpshot. I would do anything for you. I wish it were possible to freeze time so I would never have to watch you retire. You had a rough childhood, but you never gave up hope. You are even amazing off the court, you're a great husband and father, sometimes I even call you dad. I forvever dread and weep, thinking of the day you will one day retire. I would sacrifice my own life it were the only thing that could put a smile on your beautiful face. You have given me so much joy, and heartbreak over the years. I remember when you first left clevenland and its like my heart got broken into a million pieces. But a tear still fell from my right eye when I watched you win your first ring in miami, because deep down, my glorious king deserved it. I just wanted you to return home. Then allas, you did, my sweet baby boy came home and I rejoiced. 2015 was a hard year for us baby, but in 2016 you made history happen. You came back from 3-1 and I couldn't believe it. I was crying, bawling even, and I heard my glorious king exclaim these words, "CLEVELAND, THIS IS FOR YOU!" Not only have you changed the game of basketball and the world forever, but you've eternally changed my world. And now you're getting older, but still the goat, my goat. I love you pookie bear, my glorious king, Lebron James.☺️♥️🫶🏻

thin bronze
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what elseee

mild compass
thin bronze
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what

mild compass
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gorgina

thin bronze
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wha-

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.

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tf

mild compass
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not actually

thin bronze
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i mean

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aleast you dont think im trans

mild compass
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but pronounced like

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gorg gina

thin bronze
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ya got it

mild compass
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finally

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just girly things!

thin bronze
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hehe

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@mild compass I love you

mild compass
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I love you too

thin bronze
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<3

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where r u from

mild compass
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dont worry about it

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<3

thin bronze
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oh my bad

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<3

peak bronze
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@slim lake !!

thin bronze
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WHY

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THE

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F

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WAS TODAY SO DANM

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SHITTY

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I FUCIN HATE

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EVERYTHING

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GHKJEGFDSJK

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nvm

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hearing geagle changed my days opinion

fleet steppe
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If people prefer using dark mode in phone because black doesn't hit the eyes too much.Then why do people make fun of dark people in real life. At the end of the day its just colors but in different forms.

desert knot
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i agree

thin bronze
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Real I hate my voice

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Love you 💜

undone ingot
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He just called you a dick

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(female version)

tender vale
thin bronze
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mhm

undone ingot
thin bronze
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Its what my friends call me in school

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my surname is LODI

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so

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ya

undone ingot
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Accurate

thin bronze
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its a 'da' not a 'du'

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delhi wala d

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not dick wala d

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<3

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anything for you

placid folio
thin bronze
fleet steppe
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yes

opaque zealot
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Hi I'm completely new here

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Is anyone else freaking out about English m/j for AS

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Because imma cry

thin bronze
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<33333

opaque zealot
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😭

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My teacher was useless the entire time he taught me and I found this our only now

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I have 17 days left

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And I have no idea what I'm doing

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But it's fine I have znotes 🥲

mild compass
placid folio
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u being nice

thin bronze
fleet steppe
coral plover
fleet steppe
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k

thin bronze
coral plover
fleet steppe
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whats a stay

compact pawn
fleet steppe
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disgusting

fleet steppe
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im in dire need of a suit

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vegeta and kakarot have merged to form gogeta

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we need a suit

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jokes aside hows preps going on

compact pawn
fleet steppe
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im doing alright

compact pawn
fleet steppe
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typical auntie edna moves man

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when did you get promoted to A2

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or do you just have the role

compact pawn
thin bronze
thin bronze
fleet steppe
placid folio
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fair

mild compass
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How should I deal with family problems?

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i cant concentrate and focus on studies anymore

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I cant call it a family anymore and this shit just had to happen at the exams month

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A physics pp takes 1h but I took 3 hours just to get a measely 60%.

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My mind keeps whirring off to places, I'm constantly thinking of everything other than studying

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I'm solely raising my own brother with my mum alone, helping mum in the kitchen and studying along with trying to maintain my health so i dont get bedridden

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My future depends on my AS grades, but I cant do this anymore

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I'm getting more suicdal by the day and i cant help it

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I stay out of the house more than I do indoors

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i cant study like this

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I dont have tears left to cry anymore, I'm just tired of this

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What should I do?

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Where should I go?

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I'm mentally, emotionally shaken

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How much stronger should I act?

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I'm a child, i am a child, i am a child

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whats this overload of responsibiliies

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If I dont get A* in AS, i'll be critised by these relatives. My mum could die since she's weak because of the shock and shooting of blood pressure ig idk

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Ill have no face to show others

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But I cant study

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the hell is ths bruv

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im stuck

fleet steppe
# mild compass A physics pp takes 1h but I took 3 hours just to get a measely 60%.

you need to keep cool take a breath and proceed w the paper. Trust me, and its good if you do well in As but you can still back yourself in A2. I have been there w all the stuff you said. All the things you said changed me as a person. So respond to what's happening and change yourself asap. You should have studied from day 1 . A levels arent a joke i keep telling this everyone. If you're strong, you gotta be stronger. You're prolly 16 or 17, life takes serious turns here. Death isn't the only option trust me. Pray study eat repeat . Make your parents understand that you got this

summer vortex
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Guyss im so nervous my first exam is in an hour any tips on how to calm down

magic wedge
mild compass
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real

summer vortex
mild compass
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ameen

magic wedge
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Ameen

magic wedge
# summer vortex Ameen

Good luck on your exams! Remember to take deep breaths, stay focused, and believe in yourself. You've worked hard and you're more than capable of success. Trust in your preparation and know that you have what it takes to do your best. You got this! Give it your all and show those exams who's boss. You're ready to shine and conquer those challenges. Believe in yourself and go out there and show the world what you're made of. Best of luck!

xx mush & chatgpt

mild compass
mild compass
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But I stopped studying after Jan due to these stupid problems

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Which was a foolishness

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And now that i try to get back up

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I keep falling

fleet steppe
fleet steppe
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you got this come on

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its never over

low zodiac
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I think i should just give up and kms cause like im failing so badly man i got so much of organic chem left to study and the whole of stationary waves left to learn. I did really badly in mechanics and idk how im gonna clutch it up. My gp portfolio is shit and todays the deadline. Theres actually no point in continuing. If i get a B my life is over

thin bronze
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go out with ur friends to study

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say that its a group project

fleet steppe
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guys to everyone who you think are gonna fail remember. If you never have a bad past, or story. Yall wont have a bright future which you can story tell others.Just like the insane celebrities in the world

thin bronze
thin bronze
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have you ever realised that you're the pillar for your family, that you're the reason your mom smiles everyday, it may not be visible on her face BUT SHE LOVES YOU and if she could say ANYTHING to you, it wouldbe, "I love you son, I'm so proud of you",

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Don't give up my man

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what ever you do, don't put a tear to your moms face by ending your life

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if you end yourself, who will take care of ur brother

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ur mother?

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This is a temporary problem, even if it lasts long, it wont last longer than death

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if you die, your will think she had a role, if you're happy, your mom will think she had a role, she will carry your emotions in both

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if you need more help, dm me

mild compass
mild compass
thin bronze
mild compass
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Most are immature people that will turn me into a bad person

thin bronze
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if you want a study bub online i can help

thin bronze
mild compass
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All of em

thin bronze
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I could help ya online

mild compass
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So I stay away

mild compass
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thin bronze
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not with studies, but lke i can just sit here and do my work

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and motivate you :)

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you seem nice :D

mild compass
mild compass
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Gave +1 rep to carrot13_3_1!

mild compass
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Just some guy out there grinding and tryna get back in the game

mild compass
thin bronze
mild compass
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immunity is

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too much content

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gah damn

magic wedge
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Funny how I don’t even have the privacy to cry alone 😹

mild compass
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(same)

kindred stone
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You'll later see relatives don't matter

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being suicidal well it's a natural feeling as us humans are always anxious

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dua and chill

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if you're taking care of family and your mum knows

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and you get an okayish grade

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she'll know

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leave relatives

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they retort just keep quiet or leave

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You're feeling suicidal and like others said

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you died

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whats enxt

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who will take care of your brother and weak mother(i assume)

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toughen up , i know you're young

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meh grades isn't the end of your life

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just remember that

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if you've given your all with circumstances

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say Alhamdullilah and move on

brazen nest
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yummy

thin bronze
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bro

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my luck

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is terrible

placid folio
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u ok.....

thin bronze
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we have a gospel concert

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there are 3 groups

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my group has practices from 11:20 to 12:20

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my crush has his practice from 1220 to 1320

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why

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WHY

placid folio
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haha wow
no offence
but ull prolly be able to concentrate on yourself and actually practise lol

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wait ur a he and ur crush also male?

thin bronze
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im a girl

placid folio
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oh ok
u set ur profiles as he/him......

placid folio
thin bronze
thin bronze
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lemme check

placid folio
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yup

thin bronze
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oh shit

thin bronze
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oh ok

green ventureBOT
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Gave +1 rep to studentig!

placid folio
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u changed it

placid folio
thin bronze
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Gave +1 rep to studentig!

thin bronze
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<33

magic wedge
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Real

mild compass
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i’m constipated

languid musk
mild compass
languid musk
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I mean

mild compass
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anxious

languid musk
plain hornet
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Same, I think I'm in love with my ICT teacher

tender vale
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wtf

atomic olive
gloomy tide
surreal ermine
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Oh ok

mild compass
granite zodiac
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what

slim lake
mild compass
placid folio
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so frickin unfair

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the it students literally got hold of their source files before the exam

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we dont get this advantage iin none of the science practicals

mild compass
# placid folio the it students literally got hold of their source files before the exam

once they get out of the exam, trap them in a net, immobilise them, skin them, separate their flesh from their bones, cook their flesh, cut their flesh into bite sizes pieces, then put the flesh pieces in a ziplock bag and freeze for 24 hours then grind them in a food processor then put it back in the ziplock bag, then drive to the atlantic ocean and throw right in the middle

placid folio
summer vortex
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Gave +1 rep to spyderbillu!

mild compass
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@magic wedge thank you i had a great time last night

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Gave +1 rep to spyderbillu!

magic wedge
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No

thin bronze
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Y'all

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I did it

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I talked to him

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Very random

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But

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Or hight difference is so much

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He is 6'2 or smth and I'm 5'6

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😭😭

magic wedge
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8 inches

magic wedge
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Did u propose

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Spill the tea beach

placid folio
magic wedge
placid folio
magic wedge
placid folio
mild compass
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see! struggles dont last forever

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you just need to.. push harder sometiems

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😸

tender vale
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💀💀

mild compass
north sleet
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real inspiration

gloomy tide
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(man if you in love then be in unlove)

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zimple

thin bronze
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I'll tell everything later

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I have a match rn ttyl!

placid folio
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ok

thin bronze
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Lol

magic wedge
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E gorom e mara jabo

neon verge
mild compass
#

regret is real

magic wedge
magic wedge
mild compass
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moira jabo

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regret

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is painful bro

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age porinai keno 💔

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shoytan re pitabo

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thappor dibo

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shala

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kukurer chana

neon verge
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kosto lage tader kotha shuna jara age theke pora shuru korse

magic wedge
neon verge
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ami bio kichu pari na everything is new to me ami ekhn chapter gula portesi

magic wedge
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And then I asked how he’s prep is

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And he went

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“Shob control e ase”

mild compass
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tor baap amar control e

magic wedge
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Like bro at least pretend to be

neon verge
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amio tai boli jokhon kisui control e nai

magic wedge
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Humble

magic wedge
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And commerce e bro

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(Yes I’m racist)

mild compass
neon verge
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commerce e newa uchit chilo

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ora ekhon e taka poisa bujhe

magic wedge
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Amr econ ase

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Why did I take

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4 subs 😹😹

mild compass
neon verge
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econ shei amaro chilo olevels e ken je econ na niye bio nisi

mild compass
#

inshalah

magic wedge
magic wedge
mild compass
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bio As koto moja ahareeee

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eto moja lage gooooo

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ahareee

magic wedge
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Tomake and sunny bhaiya

mild compass
#

ki mishtiiii

magic wedge
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Ke Dekhe bhujhi

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Koto moja

mild compass
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eto moja rope maxx korte mon chai

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its oke we cope

magic wedge
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Ok

mild compass
thin bronze
#

GUYS

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OMG SHIT HAPPENED

mild compass
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i must be constipated

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the way i dont give a shit

boreal leaf
magic wedge
granite zodiac
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life makes me want to sigh

mild compass
granite zodiac
#

sigh

alpine jungle
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How can I rage quit life

mild compass
alpine jungle
magic wedge
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sigh

mild compass
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sigh

fleet steppe
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Look in my eyes, tell me a tale
Do you see the road, the map to my soul?
Look, tell me the signs whenever the smoke clear out of my face
Am I picture-perfect, or do I look fried?
All of that green and yellow, that drip from your eyes is tellin'
Tell you demise, I went to my side

neon verge
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deep

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from trance

vital slate
fleet steppe
fleet steppe
thin bronze
#

Guess

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Guys*

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GUYS

mild compass
#

what

thin bronze
#

I HAVE LOST ALL HOPE

mild compass
thin bronze
#

I can't even be his friend

mild compass
#

o

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well

thin bronze
#

He was never mine

mild compass
#

wait

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r u a male

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i thought you were a chicken this whole time

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anyway do not fret, there are plenty of fish in the sea

thin bronze
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I'm female

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Since birth

mild compass
#

👍

thin bronze
magic wedge
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No

thin bronze
#

Kk

mild compass
thin bronze
#

MUN?

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Ok

magic wedge
#

No

undone ingot
oak stream
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it's 1:45 am here and finals are around the corner ... it is so stressful 😔 sigh

thin bronze
granite zodiac
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venting getting more active near exams 💯

fleet steppe
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Yeah, she sent me a text, I don't answer her call
She love when I flex and shop in the mall

granite zodiac
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my brother u still go to imtiaz w ur ammi for mahine ki shopping

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relating to lyrics like that is insane

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no hate tho, js playing

fleet steppe
fleet steppe
fleet steppe
fleet steppe
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cuz mera her sirf maa h

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and i have to listen to maa

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otherwise mein khatam

crimson fable
languid musk
granite zodiac
granite zodiac
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everyone will start planning new career paths

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may Allah give us the grades we desire

fleet steppe
vital slate
#

peak motivation

placid folio
placid folio
magic wedge
mild compass
undone ingot
#

Amen

low zodiac
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inshallah

placid folio
#

i felt like i died
its so frickin sad
be grateful ppl
for every good second cuz it doesnt last

spice geyser
coral plover
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plus imtiazskullcry

placid folio
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i thought it was it

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but alhamdulillah

mild compass
thin bronze
#

I srsly hate life

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Why am I like this

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Why can't anyone just be on my side of the team

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Why am I the only one who's left alone

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I have one trio

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they're the only friend group of mine

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One guy I like, he'd never even bother to care to ask my name

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All I do is sit in the cafeteria and stare at him

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I can't even focus on my game

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I keep thinking of others

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My dad keeps calling me fat

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Others say they wish they had a body like mine

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Idk what to do

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I can't even cry

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I can't get myself to cry

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I rarely tell this shit to my friends

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I keep my ego fucking high

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I hate this bullshit

granite zodiac
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i dont get it, are you as a man staring at other men in the cafeteria, or are you as a female sad that your female frnd isnt on ur team

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the latter is insane

fleet steppe
thin bronze
green ventureBOT
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Gave +1 rep to mangekyo9!

mild compass
uncut remnant
cunning harbor
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woaha

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hiii

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heyy

thin bronze
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I won't kill myself

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This is temporary

placid folio
green ventureBOT
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Gave +1 rep to zvelo!

willow rover
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Theres no way I'll ever get treated for adhd

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In the mean time what do I do if my body just relies on motivation

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I can't concentrate

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I can't

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I can't

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I cant

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I'm fucked

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Medications don't work anymore

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They told me they won't take me to a doctor until I'm done with igcse

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Well fucking shit, I'm going to fail

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I'm fucked

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I can't study

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It's hard to focus

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I told myself I can get through it by myself

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I was wrong 😍

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Now I'm by myself hyper fixating on a solution

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Do I book a doctors appointment behind my parents back and just go 😊

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Well godamn I can't do this 🤩

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I'm so behind in ecobomics

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I'm so behind in chemistry

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I have to finish

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I tell myself I'll sit for 10 minutes

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I don't

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Because I can't focus

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I can't I'm fucking done with myself

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I think I'll just be better off gone

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I'm so done pretending that I'm fine and that I'm doing great

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I'm so tired

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I just want to sleep and be in bed for the rest of my life

boreal leaf
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lemme share my empathy i_beg

willow rover
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I'm fighting to give myself a reason to live

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But I ran out of ideas

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So I help people to distract myself from my own problems

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I'm fucked

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I'm done and I can't take this anymore

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This had been a problem long enough

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Nobody gives a shit

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I think I'll delete those messages

boreal leaf
willow rover
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Maybe I shouldn't

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Maybe something will come out of this, maybe advice or a solution

willow rover
green ventureBOT
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Gave +1 rep to amooodiebruh!

willow rover
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Yeah

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I'm good thanks I feel better

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Fuck this shit

boreal leaf
boreal leaf
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ik like procastinating is not a good thing an all

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but really everyone goes through it

willow rover
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Not everyone

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Just me

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You won't get it

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That's why I think it's best to delete this

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Or

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@quiet wave you have adhd, can you help me?

boreal leaf
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i also get thoughts of studying but i get distracted and waste my time on watching reels or other uselsss activities

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like seriously whats the point of deleting those message when u think that no one gives a shit about when rlly there are other people who do

willow rover
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Get rid of distractions they say

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What if your distraction is your own brain

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I can bust around and stare at the wall for hours straight, its alot more entertaining than studying

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My mind is a never stopping wreck of thoughts

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Of songs

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Of random shit

boreal leaf
willow rover
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So no one knows much about me

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I'm seriously considering ending my life atp

boreal leaf
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theres so much to live for

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ending ur life means that u failed everything

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u dont want that right?

mild compass
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wallah

boreal leaf
#

fr

mild compass
#

we are just stressed teenagers rn

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dont let this phase get to you

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its okay to feel this way right now

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try managing stress do things you like

boreal leaf
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yeah once ull reach adulthood things will be harder than just studying for exams

mild compass
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take regular breaks

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make studying fun

willow rover
boreal leaf
mild compass
boreal leaf
#

dont just assume that u failed everything and failed everyone

willow rover
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What chance do I have left

willow rover
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Its not

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It was never the exams

boreal leaf
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then what

willow rover
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It's my incompetence

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My full reliance on consuming fucking pills just to study

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I can't continue to live like this

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Why is this my case why cant I just be normal

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Guys look thanks I feel better

boreal leaf
#

its ok to be sad

willow rover
#

Look I'm only adding to you guy's stress

boreal leaf
boreal leaf
willow rover
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I shouldn't be talking to you guys I should probably seek professional help lol 🤣

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I appreciate you guys alot

boreal leaf
willow rover
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Thanks for taking the time to read my messages

boreal leaf
#

u not gonna end ur life?

willow rover
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I won't do something impulsive

boreal leaf
willow rover
#

Yeah

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I just want to study

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But I cant lol

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Not a big deal

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Any tips guys?

quiet wave
#

you should define what you want to achieve with your studies. break down your goals into smaller, manageable tasks. allocate specific times for studying each day. consider your peak concentration periods( for example, I tend to focus most around 6am-2pm) and try to study during those times. second is to identify the most important tasks and subjects that require your immediate attention. focus on these tasks first before moving on to less critical ones. third, I would recommend gathering all the necessary study materials such as textbooks, notes, and online resources. Keep them organized and easy to maintain. find a quiet, comfortable study space free from distractions like noise, social media, and TV, this is important as it develops a place for your brain to immediately associate with studying, overtime your brain will immediately switch to study mode whenever you enter your working area which would make it easier to achieve deep focus, which is crucial to the quality of your studies. fourth I'd highly suggest breaking your study sessions into smaller chunks, with short breaks in between to prevent burnout and maintain focus. experiment with different study techniques such as active recall, spaced repetition, summarization, pomodoro, and mind palace to enhance retention and understanding. sixth you should definitely stick to your schedule and commit to studying regularly, even when you don't feel like it. consistency is key to developing good habits. seventh is reviewing and adjusting your studies. you should be periodically reviewing your routine to see what's working and what isnt, make adjustements to optimize your study habits. last point is to PRIORITIZE your health, get enough sleep, proper nutrition, daily exercise, and taking breaks when needed. having a healthy mind and body is the difference between a A* and C

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sleep is essential for the brain to consolidate information learned during the day into long-term memory. when sleeping, our brain goes through neural reorganiziation, where newly formed neural connections are strengthened, and irrelevant connections are dismissed, this helps solidify already existing memory with the other relevant knowledge in your brain, which is why active recall and spaced repetition is so crucial to learning, furthermore our brain undergoes something called synaptic plasticity which is the ability of synapses(place where neurons connect and communicate) to change and adapt in response to experience, this allows for your brain to encode new information in the form of strengthened synaptic connections contributing to memory formation which is crucial when fixing mistakes. second point is proper(meaning you recieve high quality sleep with no interruption) sleep improves cognitive functions such as attention, concentration, problem-solving, and decision-making. this allows for more efficient studying as all possible attributes that relate to your academic performance are boosted. third is that sleep deprivation can negatively impact mood and increase stress levels, making it harder to focus and retain information. a good night worth of sleep promotes emotional stability and resilience, which is crucial for handling the challenges of studying effectively as it increases your mental endurance alot, allowing you to study longer and be open to fixing your mistakes without frustration. fourth is that poor sleep habits are associated with various health problems such as weight gain, chronic diseases, and a weakened immune system. these will ofcourse only affect you if done long-term, but it's still something to consider since as I mentioned earlier, a healthy mind and body contributes to your overall academic performance, enabling you to do your absolute best

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it is also important to note that a structured morning routine is essential for effective studying as it sets a positive tone for the day, enhances productivity, reduces procrastination, and decreases stress levels. engaging in activities such as exercise, meditation, or reviewing goals helps start the day with focus and clarity, promoting overall well-being and academic success. I think I mentioned why having everything planned is good for your brain but ill just briefly go over it again. having everything planned out with a morning routine is beneficial for your brain because it provides structure and reduces decision fatigue. when your brain knows what to expect, it can conserve mental energy for more important tasks like studying. additionally, it promotes productivity by allowing you to start your day with purpose and focus. I have no doubt in my mind that you will be able to solve your academic issues if you follow the points I mentioned above carefully

tender vale
quiet wave
willow rover
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Oh no its great

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Just uj

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Uh

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Yeah I can't get myself to start lol

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Its already 12 pm

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I woke up early today with nothing useful done

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Just like how I always do

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I failed

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I'm going to fail again

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Amd will continue to fail

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There's nothing in hand to do

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I wish there were something that I never tried that had actually worked

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I feel like I tried all the strategies in the world

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I'm at point zero

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Asking strangers for help as if it would bring me any benefit

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When I know I'm going to be my own solution to my problem

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But what if I'm my own enemy

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I'm the one self sabotaging myself

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I'm the one distracting myself

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I'm the one that would tell myself that I'd do better

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But I never do

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Seriously what's the point

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The fact that it's easier for other people devastates me

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The fact that people claim to have adhd and yet actually are fine in their studies kills me inside

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Because it were never my case

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I'm not some top achiever I view myself as

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I'm not some guru or some great adviser

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I'm not fine

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I'm not okay

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I was never okay

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I feel numb and completely lost the ability to cry

boreal leaf
#

And pls cry if it makes u feel better

willow rover
#

I can't believe I used optimism to continue going through my day

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I was delusional

quiet wave
willow rover
#

I'll be back

quiet wave
#

the way you study can reduce the stress

willow rover
#

Continue typing

quiet wave
#

and the wall you have to overcome to understand the content

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but in the end, you need to be consistent and endure the discomfort

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no other way around it

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and it definitely is possible to do, just hard

willow rover
#

Look guys

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You ever feel

#

Like the other person serve so much negative thoughts so much so that it almost ruins your mood if not even your day

granite zodiac
# thin bronze Ty

mb dylans usually a boy name, or so i thought, hope u get thru whatever ur going thru, best of luck

boreal leaf
#

But rlly its ok to be sharing ur thoughts even if u think that ur being such a big burden to them

thin bronze
green ventureBOT
#

Gave +1 rep to svampz!

thin bronze
#

@granite zodiac is ur name usman by any chance?

magic wedge
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Is name is osman

thin bronze
#

Ok

placid folio
# willow rover I'm going to fail again

no its not set that way
what you do now determines your future
so dude change your attitude
its all in gods hand
yes definitely
but as a human you have to put in the effort too
and atleast fake it till you make it
by tht i mean if its difficult for you to change your attitude

undone ingot
#

My name is Osama and my father's name is Laden

placid folio
#

theres always gonna be a low point

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but lifes a cycle so get through it

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easier said than done definitely