earnest osprey
so i really like this girl but i dont really know if she likes me. i already know her for almost 5 years and we have been going to the same school for that time, i realised only later like after 4 years that i liked her and wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. and than 2 or 3 days before valentines day i asked: ''you wanna do something after school on friday'' and friday was valentines day and she said yes. but than 2 days before valentines day we were in a call with a friend so me, her and someone else. idk what we were talking about but it ended up us talking about the fact i basicly just asked her out and him being like: ''oh so you like her right?'' i was like: ''uhh ehh aaaa ye'' and than she didnt really respond so he said: ''i think she doesnt really like you is that true?'' and she kinda said yes but also not. so i was like oh well than not but we still did something together on valentines day and it was fun but nothing really happened. but my brain is still like: oh she didnt say no directly so there is still a chance and i also feel like she does like me sometimes but sometimes not its so confusing. like she keeps trying to touch me for example. she litterly grabbed my arm today held it for like a minute like really strongly to her like she was almost hugging it and just let go like nothing happened. but than the other day she doesnt even wanna get close to me. help
Sorry if its messy i was just ranting
jade badger