vague drift
I got hit by a car 2 days ago while otw to school. Luckily I had no major nor minor fractures or any internal bleeding but I couldnt walk without wincing in pain. My left hip hurts and my leg is all wounded and now I couldnt go to school and direct the stage play we were all looking forward to despite already being discharged from the hospital.
When I was at the hospital, I was still joking at my mom about it, but there was a certain moment where I just suddenly felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to end it all just because I was so careless and that the uncomfy-ness was unbearable. I was lucky enough to fall asleep and had that certain feeling gone after hours.
Wishing I can go to school on Friday or at least as soon as possible. Knowing the extrovert I am, I might go crazy staying indoors.
amber pilot