#off-topic-discussion
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you using steam?
Nope, actual Squeenix
you have to input both still- oh
Which by the way their website is terrible.
then i dunno
yeah the mog station and the lodestone are both awful
they need a basket feature for the extra things
It's like - how do you have a competently made game but your website makes me want to rip my hair out in frustration?
its square enix they can never have an 100% complete game
The thing is, I didn't realize I already had Heavensward [because I'm an idiot and I cannot comprehend the website that well]
So I got the free Heavensward
oh heck
So I just have a Heavensward
Despite owning Heavensward
How many times can I say Heavensward before it loses meaning?
im scared that people are gonna miss heavensward bc they use the thing that skips to level 60
It's helpful for people who have already done the game me thinks
yeah ! but
Because it's not like WoW where the story from the previous expansions are not that important and the grind is so boring now
But for newbies it can ruin the sense of world building
my friend was considering just skipping to level 60 to get to shadowbringers quicker
i had to yell
I might use the skip if I ever make another character after already doing everything on my main character
im considering it for my alt on the eu servers
fghjdkgfdbndf
I'll shriek my little heart out
i cant deal with how bratty alphinaud is in ARR for a second time
He's so cute though
he is!! i love him
GOD I hate Square Enix because I am weak for extremely pretty boys and the main reason. The absolute main reason.
I got into FF14
is because boy hot
i came bc my friends were playing it i stayed for the pretty ladies
Also I cannot tell what age these people are
Like are they short because they are kids or short because they are short
alphinaud and his sister are 16 in ARR
Oh holy crap
@coarse siren I take it you haven't used many japanese websites, it's good by their standards... 
thats scary to think about codex
but in FF14 there are people who look like adults and then people who toe the line between adult and children
and I'm like
"I don't want to feel dirty"
I lived there for a year and dealt with many japanese websites, they're all terrible, every single one of them
alphinaud and alisaie may be kids but that doesnt stop.. the fandom...
I've heard that Japanese websites are terrible yes
In design
Duskwight Elezen? Very attractive
I am very upset about that one Duskwight Elezen in the lancer quest and I miss him dearly, we could have been married.
oh F
F
I think FF14 is the first MMORPG that actually makes me want to play male
Because they're soft and not oozing with so much masculinity I can taste it
Well not all of them but still
Anyway, I should excuse myself to study for my exam tomorrow. Thank you for talking to me about FF14 though
Yknow, when it comes to that
FFXIV is pretty tame
Just remember, TERA exists
Shudder
i hate tera ughghhhh
Im mostly indifferent, but I hate the elin
Anyway, take GW2
That is the MMO that doesnt have that nonsense at all
ovven i take it you like gw2 a little
You could say that, yes
But in this case, its just objectively true
The only short races are a race of molepeople and the Asura, both of whom are very clearly not children
yeah children races creep me out
i dont like the ffxiv lalafell but theyve grown on me
Which isnt to say GW2's Asura arent cute, they definitely are, but there is none of that ickyness there
And in general there is less of that all too prevalent skimpyness in armour
I actually dont know what its like in PSO2
I'd be OK with children races if they were antisexualized.
Safety!!
it's marina but pokemon
And more attractive
you take that back
discourse in the women fandom i see
i wish nintendo would stop dressing their darkskinned girls/women so scantily
like please it's getting more and more conspicuous
please give nessa some pants, or like, a full swimsuit
It's Marina, it's Nessa, it's the Gerudo ... that's just off the top of my head
I haven't really kept track of it
I don't follow nintendo super actively but I know I've seen it criticized and they sure are continuing the trend
are there really not that much light skinned ones like that?
Hi uwu
the gerudo come to mind'
Which conference did you like more?
gah it's hard to pick one
microsoft was really cool because cyberpunk, bethesda was cool because doom eternal and deathloop, nintendo was really really cool because botw2
I really liked the PC gamer and Microsoft Indies and cyberpunk
Also Cris Tales took my breath away
Idk why but it reminds me of Chrono Trigger
I should probably try the demo of that game
I liked Squeenix because of FF7 remake and Ubisoft because of punk grandma
But they all had like one highlight and the rest was bleh
I was with ff7 remake until ps4 exclusive
then I immediately stopped caring because it's 2019 and there's no reason to not release it on pc
Besides porting not being nearly as easy as people think it is
To continue the brief reference to Nintendo; their darker skinned character are more likely to be scantily clad or to be like... what's it called
Bolder? than the lighter-skinned counterparts
You see it in Splatoon, I think a few of the pokemon characters, In that clown game, Arms?
[Splatoon 2 to clarify]
And the Gerudo are basically meant to be brown-skinned
[s]so we want leucistic unsexy kobold in bikini[/s]
I wanted to see some Chrono Trigger news <\3
it's not wrong as observation goes unfortunately
Chrono Trigger... I wonder if SE remembers it
Me too
The last thing I know about the game is the Steam port
Now that I remember, ¿what happened with Chrono Break?
Hm, Im not sure that observation is correct
See Twintelle
Id say Darkskinned characters are more likely to be the fit/sporty type, and the clothing corresponds to that archetype
Not that Im complaining
hmmm, i think thats a very broad generalization to make, and games companies should recognize that too, i think.
Ana and Pharah are thankfully dressed in non-stereotypical ways, not nintendo though
if its enough of a pattern that people notice it strongly, a few exceptions don't shake it off enough, in my opinion
I think ... when you're saying "dark-skinned characters are [broad generalization]", there's an issue there no matter what
like, "dark-skinned characters are more likely to be fit and sporty" ... Black people being more athletic/fit is very much a harmful stereotype
mhm, that too!
I think its more seen as a pattern because those characters tend to be more popular for uh
Obvious reasons
and the fact that it's combined with this very skimpy clothing on girl characters specifically (stereotypes of girls & women of color being hypersexual) ... is a very bad look
i think its always important to keep eyes out for patterns that reinforce stereotypes, and keep them out of your original work/do what you can to break them in fanworks? people complain bc of the real world implications
but yeah, nintendo can do better
not to mention that "dark-skinned characters are more popular for fanservice" ... again, hypersexualization of girls and women of color
Yeah thats fair, Im just looking over it, and Im thinking its not actually a pattern
no, it's a pattern.
Because I can find way more examples against than for it
Theyre just characters that arent as visible
So it might be a case of perception-created pattern
it would be a problem if the realistic ones are in indie games that are not very visible in the first place and the stereotypical ones are in the AAA games that gain more visibility
i wouldn't call twintelle "unsexualized" -- she has more skin covered, but she's still in a catsuit
Like in Pokemon there are Nessa and Olivia that fit that pattern
But Aloe, Iris, Hupa, Burnet, and like 3 more that dont
Hapu
Which is ... not a rate I would consider a pattern
But everyone knows Nessa and Olivia
Most people dont remember Aloe, Burnet or Hapu
Probably because Nessa and Olivia are "waifubait", while the other 3 arent
to me it was because Hapu looked more like a tanned Latina than the others, and I do agree that Aloe and Burnet are well designed
I mean its unfair to say Nessa and Olivia arent well designed
I can't really agree with Iris' dress in-game though after I saw all the fan comments about it
Oh, what was the problem with Iris' dress?
-- oh, lord, I just looked it up and I Do Not Like That
like, the big pink dress, not the shirt and pants?
she's prepubescent and she's got a V-neck down to her sternum and a thigh slit
the shirt and pants are fine, but 😬
also I did not say Nessa and Olivia aren't well designed, I'm still looking them up
Olivia looks okay, Nessa I need to wait to see what her character is like
I think we get a little bit from her, she appears to be no-nonsense
Also there are way more dark-skinned characters in pokemon than I thought
Bit surprising given that its japan
They do have the gyaru subculture there
Whatever that is
the gyaru is a good point...
Where young women get tans and bleached hair and hang out in clubs and stuff
The idea of dark skin skimpy clothes being a strong association there isn't unfeasible
I dont think any of Pokemons dark-skinned characters have bleached hair
Japanese people are not uncommon in Hawaii and South America too, so that might also be why they are more aware
Most of them were from the alola region which, being based on Hawai, is just mostly dark-skin in general
I also think the sportswear thing is a big contributor, but that's not much of an excuse for how silly japanese character design can be about women's clothing
dragon, that's not what's going on, though -- the characters we're discussing are all clearly meant to be women of color, not "girls with a dark tan for style reasons"
Oh yeah, did they keep the whole "choosing the skin tone of your player character" after Alola?
& we already went over how the sportswear thing ... is its own problem
Japan got the bodycon movement, that might be the thing with the clothing
To be fair in that regard, there are quite a lot of shirtless male characters in Pokemon
(strange enough there is a bodycon store in montreal)
Which I know for reasons
still ... not the same thing
bodycon in japan was this body shape conscious way to design clothing, if my memory serves
which allowed the body to be covered but still showed the shape
Not the same thing in what regard?
Many of the shirtless men in pokémon aren't "waifubait", as you described several of the characters we've been discussing
Many of them are meant to be handsome, but they're not being sexualized in the same way the girls are.
you can't just look at fanworks and decide that the characters are intentionally sexualized, because if I google the crow smith demon person I will also see those kind of images
@sly stump my b if i misinterpreted, i was thinking that since there's not many foreigners in japan and that the subculture exists it would influence how they treat characters who are of colour
(sol i'm not sure if you're talking to me or uno)
uno
Yeah thats true, but that goes both ways
(👍)
However, you can often infer
but now that I am having flashbacks I might need to delete my message because I want to forget
ahdsjklghfk
that's kind of crossed the line and not sexy you mean
anyway, I do feel we're getting off the original topic
look we all have different taste in men or women I guess, and it's important to remember we might have friends that have similar taste
Suppose we are
Anyway, after looking through the pokemon wiki and its awfully confusing structure
Pokemon is actually well balanced after the uh
Sinnoh region?
I feel like we need to do a tally by combing through the named NPCs in each generation
when you compare within Nintendo's girls -- not looking at its guys, just the girls -- the darker-skinned girls are consistently scantily-clad
UNO, you mentioned Hapu and Iris, and I think it's worth mentioning that they're both lighter-skinned than Marina, Nessa, Olivia, etc
Nessa, Olivia, and Marina's designs (and the Gerudo, and ... ) would all be fine in a vacuum, but they do represent a trend, not just in Nintendo games, but across media & worldwide, and it's something that Nintendo (one of the biggest video game producers worldwide) is absolutely aware of & has been criticized for
I don't think we need to reinvent the wheel on this by running stats
Fair, they are
bird you're right and you should say it
Here is the thing, from what I saw after looking through the wiki, Im not convinced thats a trend in terms of Nintendo making the characters (or more accurately, everything points against it) as much as its the trend of the public perception of characters
look, you both sound reasonable, so I'll go grab something to eat before I pass out and do a tally
because I feel like Uno skipped a few character that do fit the pattern
and I don't know if bird means the patterns as significant at 30%, 50% or 60%
Were they regular trainers rather than professors/Gym Leaders/Elite Four?
so once we have the numbers the math will speak
Because those are the only ones I looked at
I never actually played Pokemon, for the record
I will only tally the professors gym leaders elite four and recurrent named NPCs
or else I won't be able to sleep tonight and I have work tomorrow
I will also tally by groups of Latina looking, Tropics looking and African looking
fun story, I have never played a real pokémon game either, i'm 23
I did play Mystery dungeon
y'all
I just don't care about pokemon
Look Im a Digimon kid
Every time I see a Nintendo product period my eyes glaze over and I stare into the ceiling
I mean I was both
i wasn't allowed to as a kid b/c cartoons and video games made me hyperactive and aggressive
I was fan of both digimon and pokemon okay
I grew up playing Monkey Island
I didn't discriminate against 'mon
I'm so tempted to @ you just to be contrary
i wana play monkey island!!! it looks so good
bad post op
i grew up on educational pc games lolol
never have I ever heard of spectrobes
@tardy anchor Monkey Island is a great game series! The fourth one is not as good I think and the fifth one is by telltale which has a terrible end to the series, but it's a funny game series
@tardy anchor where in the world...
is...
ohooo!! i love point n clicks and funny stuff :3
I also played educational games, like a lot
Its a game about digging up old fossils, reviving them, and then using them to beat aliens into submission
WHOMSTVE remembers reader rabbit and jumpstart
[waits]
Damn it
Reader Rabbit sounded
SO FAMILIAR
But it's not the game I thought it was
No no I played an educational game
JUMPSTART
<waitens>
These 2 dorks were the protagonists
YAAAAAA JUMPSTART
MHM THATS THEM
i used to go over to my best friend's house and play zoombinis with her
omg zoombinis.....
I played DMC3 Special Edition
AAAAA
loved those lil dudes
thank u
i got too excited
Its a shame that Spectrobes died after the third game
frick
It was so good
cussed for zoombinis 😔
Cussing over zoombinis... with a FRICK
i remember zoombinis and i just go feral mode bc they're so Gosh Dang good
Wait no holy CRAP I did play Reader Rabbit oh my god
I just played the like, LATER games not the early ones
CAR
<weighted>
The Car
LOVED pajama sam
CAR I KNOW THE CAR
That took so long to remember
pajama sam was my home but i was familiar with putt-putt
PAJAMA SAM!!!
-- that lion has intense 'evangelical children's cartoon' vibes and i don't like that
and i can't explain why
same
math & logic puzzles ... hence Going Ham over zoombinis
aw that's great ari! same :D
my dad ... tried to teach me calculus when I was 11
it sort of worked
(it did not work)
I didnt start playing video games til I was like 8
but then when I did take calc in high school i was like ... 🤔 hang on ... i remember this
My dad taught me maths but he was tougher than the teachers at my school
At that point I didnt need educational games anymore :S
So he would give me REALLY hard questions
Actually no, I did play one
And I'd be like "please god help me"
aawww
I mean it helped me be good at maths! But it was horrifying
But then we moved to Canada and my maths teacher in school made me feel so bad I kept having breakdowns over maths and started hating maths
my dad used to give me a sheet of 100 math probs to do on sundays and id be like OH CMOOON
Oh 😦
:((((
i'm going to fistfight all bad teachers
Its always a shame when people lose the joy of math
So at my high-school maths teacher: I hate you and the fact that you would go to your students and personally tell them to give up on their dreams because they were bad at maths
:(((((
What a prick
He was a massive prick!
You dont even need math to succed either
Unless you want to go into mathematics
Some kids would wanna go to uni to be like y'know engineers or w/e that needed maths
i'm your teacher now
DISGHOSTING
and i support your dreams
I mean thank u but I'm in uni now,
true but like in spirit
Engineers, huh?
I appreciate it
birds still on ur way 2 b ur teacher
Yeah you do need a decent amount of math for that I guess
HECK yeah 💪 🐦
oh also i was obsessed with this tree frog game on the Ranger Rick website. oh and there was a "food chain" one that i got (a) expert tier at and (b) played so much i got tendonitis at the age of like 8
OH and the uhhhhh ... god what was the name of that CYBERCHASE
YEAHHHHHHH
I remember that when I Came to canada I like ended up losing a lot of marks despite my answers being correct because like
I didn't do maths in
a "Neat" way???
the cyberchase logic/math games
CYBERCHASE
AAAAAAA RANGER RICK
I looked at some of the assignments of people at my uni studying engineering
Also we were allowed to use calculators and I was so confused
Ah, that
Prior to Canada I went to a school that didn't allow you to use calculators
:T
Its a good idea but teachers explain it horribly
oh my god ranger rick. i had a collection of my neighbors old 80/90s magazines of it aaaaaaaa
The idea is that in mathematics, the way to get to the result is more important than the actual result
Do any of y'all
Remember that like
French-Canadian sports anime
About galactic football or something
For example, a friend of mine made a pretty bad rounding error in a math exam
also god i feel u about answers being "neat". i used to lose so many points because i wouldn't show my work and it took me so long to be able to like ... extract my thought process
Which meant the result was completely wrong
I would just skip steps because my dad taught me how to not like
But since his process was correct at every step, he only lost 1 point
Waste time in maths
so I would do things that the teachers wouldn't understand
so I gave up trying to do things my dad's way [which was SMARTER]
because it didn't feel like "oh i'll do a, then b, then c" i would just go "oh so abc there we are!"
Then again, until high school level maths it makes no sense
And I would constantly feel bad
They want you to do maths their way
You definitely need the whole path
In HS it feels less like math teachers understand how to teach and more like
They want you to stick to a rigid path to figure it out
And that is the roadplan they left for you
I had 2 HS math teachers
The first was nice
She helped the students that needed help, and let me doze off in class because I was bored as hell
The second one came in at the last semester (the first one went abroad I believe)
Had us 3 times
Also how the Gilbert do you like
Spell high-school
High school? Highschool? High-school?
But decided to give new oral marks rather than just reuse the old ones
one of the first two, i've never seen people hyphenate it
And I had a bad day on 2/3
So he gave me an 8 instead of the regular 15 (15 is the best)
technically I think it's "high school", space, but I see people write it as a compound word and it's fine
I remember my maths teacher would constantly be a jerk to me because my graphs "weren't clean"
Which cost me a 2.0 average on my A-levels
jesus
at my primary school we had the old boat anchor macs, all of them had the best game ever on them
glider
Prick
paper plane game
people who are just misanthropic should be banned from teaching
I kinda miss school
🔪
And I'm like what do you MEAN you give me limited space and I have to like
make DECIMALS
When I had to put in no effort and still get decent grades
I'm trying my best here!
once I got to calc I was better about showing my work, partly because I'd learned in previous classes, and partly because ... you need that
and in calc you're more at the level of "oh and then i'll do [this named procedure] to the integral, and ... let's see if that works"
I love my uni more in terms of classes but
my uni is infamous
for having mostly jerks for maths professors
Yeah, plus uni profs are more cool about how you do it
There's apparently a Russian maths professor who haaaaaates being asked questions
In one exam I couldnt remember the proper way to do it
Every time people ask him a question he treats them like idiots
So instead I basically reverse-engineered the way
Which ended up being a totally different procedure
And I had a maths professor who also hated explaining
I know no calc, which makes it pretty hard to deal with signals when programming embedded systems lol
The only nice one I had was a dude who recently became a professor and he was doing a research with someone in Africa
I lucked out, I had a pretty good TU within 2 hours of travel
Then I lucked out further by getting the by far best math prof in the first 2 semesters
Dude was awesome, had the full lectures recorded online so if you had a bad day, you could stay at home
God bless professors who record online
And his exams were challenging but fair
I had an organic chemistry professor who spoke at the speed of sound but he never recorded his lectures
Not because he didn't want to
Though part of that was the fact that we could take anything with us to the exam
But because he was technologically inept
He's also like in his 30s? 40s? but he looks 25 years old
Which is still weird to me, even though I get how it makes sense
Every time he came to class I'd always have a heart attack because I think he would be a student
So most people just printed all assignments and solutions, plus the whole script
And brought a small encyclopedia to the exam
I need to go wash my face to try and stay awake a little longer
I always wondered if thats unique to germany
Not sure, only uni I went to is in Canada
Really our whole uni system is wack
And they don't allow dictionaries but they said if you don't understand a word NOT part of the course
For example, you cannot ask a TA or professor to be like
"I don't know what glycolysis means"
Besides exams where you can bring anything, including cheat sheets
or "what is dehydrogenase again?"
We also dont have a set course order
You can study all your courses in whatever order or arrangement yo uwant
God I wish that was me
Granted its generally not advised to do Math III before Math I
But you could do that
Meh, not much to rebel against really
Hm
How punk would it be to rebel against punk
It would be the punkiest punk
oh there's plenty to rebel against in academia
Particularly in the US
My bad take: Academia is great and I think academia being available is a good thing, but the barrier of entry to academia may be too much and the extreme competition in academia can be harmful to academia itself
Also academia really hard to explain to non-academia
i spent most of my academic career in biology trying to convince my professors that "maybe we should listen to indigenous people about the environment" was a valid take
and i'm still bitter about it
My favourite thing about biology was my professor just filling our entire class with existential dread over climate change
That's fair
"maybe, but that's not biology, i'm only interested in doing biology" like [shaking him by the throat] WESTERN ENVIRONMENTAL SCIENCE IS FOUNDED ON RACISM AND WE CANNOT DO PROPER ENVIRONMENTAL SCIENCE UNLESS WE ADDRESS THAT
For example our barrier of entry is about 280€ half a year
And if you cant afford that, you get a loan from the government where oyu have to pay back only half of it
Unless you cant afford it
[Taps my microphone and says, through grit teeth] Racism
sighs wistfully
Sometimes some countries surprise us
Well tbh Germany is pretty good in a lot of matters nowadays
For example: Maybe forcing people who can't pay back their loan to pay back their loan is bad for us economically
academia is only good science if it is willing to look at data
Anyway, to sort of get back to the original point, Im really looking forward to more Nessa fanart
I just had my salad marinated, working on rice and meat now
there's thai rice and there's chinese black dragon river rice mix that I made yesterday that I will add some smoked cheese to
and as for meat I'll see if the beef is still fresh if not I'll recycle yesterday's shepherd pie meat by adding some zucchini
salad will be a daikon and artichoke and red pepper and some hot pepper salad
ohhh yum!!! that sounds delicious
I have a food intolerance for most cucumber that will make me bloat and run for the bathroom so I have no choice
everything cucumber I must replace with zucchini or avocado
also, you can't really BBQ cucumber but you can BBQ zucchini, so there's also that
Why BBQ something that isnt meat
still can't replace the crunchy goodness of a cucumber salad but it's also good
it's just nice? especially if it's the korean style BBQ
with the north american BBQ with the grill that I have in the yard it's rather difficult to grill vegetables but flat surface plus korean sauce... yum
Easily my favourite salad
don't forget cucumber sandwich
oh my gosh that's why I also suffer that after eating pickles
thanks, I totally forget when I eat stuff with pickles and that explains a lot
Truly, the world is not fair
That some people are denied the heavenly taste of pickles
you can pickle anything 🤔
I can only not eat pickles if it's cucumber, right now I'm doing a super fast version of pickled daikon, that's what is marinating right now
I should also marinate the beef soon, after I'm done with cutting these zucchini
I poured so much salt and sugar in it
I had this salt pickled sakura blossom in a dessert once, that was also surprisingly nice
it was placed atop a coconut cream, which is atop a yuzu base
Hm
Yknow what
Maybe Ill have Cucumber and Egg Salad tomorrow
Oh hey, its 5 am again
I should sleep
the korean version or the japanese version?
korean yuzu cha is supposed to be yuzu slices marinated in honey (most cheaper ones use sugar and syrup instead though) and japanese yuzu cha is dried yuzu peel (the zest part)
you can still buy the korean version in japan
so if it's from dried it's the japanese one, I know where to get it where I live but I was not sure
i didn't buy it at the store so idk if it was marinated or dried
it was quite sweet though so maybe it was the korean kind??
the japanese one can also have honey added after it is brewed from the dried one so...
we'll never know until you go back there and report to us
onsen though, did they have the sweet potato buns?
There is currently a sale for the borderlands handsome edition (which contains borderlands 2, the borderlands pre-sequel, and every single borderlands 2 dlc) for 97%
https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/322577798688669709/588205355792596992/unknown.png
this is amazing but I am so trigger happy in this game that I have trouble progressing due to no bullet all the time
I'll try buying it after finish cooking and tallying pokemon recurring NPCs
that's why you go gunzerker and go down the gunzerking forever build
I'll note that and try that in a new game, my old character is kind of stuck
Other option is going for the punch everything build
that too
ok, regarding the pokemon NPC tally, I've checked every gym leader, elite four, champion, professors, rivals, battle institute (maison, chateau, arcade, tree, etc.)
the result is that 4 out of the 9 female PoC of at least Latina or Mediterranean level of dark skin recurrent named NPCs are dressed in a way that is not politically correct
so both uno and bird had a good point, in the sense that it is true that the majority (by one point) are dressed in a way that is not stereotypical looks like a woman can wear in real life in her way to an office work, but there is still a pattern of them showing skin in a way that might be stereotypical (near 50%)
I was not sure about Olympia though because she seemed like Asian (not Eastern Asian but like Sri Lanka or something), so the total number could be 4 out of 10
the list used: Phoebe, Lenora, Iris, Olivia, Fiona, Burnet, Dahlia, Hapu, Nessa (+Olympia)
now that I've kept my word I can go to sleep for like 4 hours
Also my opinion is that this ratio is better than expected but still not healthy yet so the Pokémon company better continue the push for even better representation
thank you kindly for taking the time to find data
that's very little sleep though i am mildly concerned
Hold on, where do you get 4?
I did miss Phoebe, but thats Her, Olivia and Nessa
Or do we count Iris because of her second outfit
I did count iris because of her champion outfit, even though her gym leader outfit is nice
Because champion outfit is the most recent one
I guess thats kinda fair, though I wouldnt put it on the level of Olivia or Nessa either
Maybe count both designs as one
Well, seperately
So 4/11 I guess?
personally i don’t think,, the way they dress is sexualising them
it kinda goes against the whole ‘let women wear what they want’
syd, that argument only applies to, uh
real women
who can make their own choices
not fictional ones.
,,hm yeah i guess
in other news,, i’m still crying over zelda
My brothers turtle died 😦
:( oh no
She hadnt been eating for a while, so we got her to the vet, but he didnt notice anything
On a much less depressing note, I checked out Christales
The gameplay is more interesting than I thought
This is my first time playing a Borderlands game (it's BL2) and "Zero as: a number" absolutely floored me
I can tell I'm going to have a good time with this game
Moon's haunted.
Same, it's a great series
I think I only have 100 hours in it.
FWIW Ruiner is on sale at GOG for only $8 and it's an awesome indie game that, imo, plays a fair bit like Hades and likely influenced it.
Do you mean the OST?
The game isn't on sale
OH GOG
I missed that part
I'm stupid
oh we shoutin out borderlands in here 🙌
gaige gang
I identify deeply with gaige
Shame she doesn't scale quite as well as the others in UVHM
not unless you play anarchy
I did but farming stacks is not very fun
I might do better if i update the weapons on that save though
The fibber on gaige, oh boy
i have a sudden craving for brownies
conference call + the bee on gaige
im reading lore olympus ,,, why didnt anyone tell me to do this sooner
DROPKICKS INTO CHAT
YES HELLO LORE OLYMPUS
i definitely don't have it as my phone's lock screen or anything
Lore olympus?
Enter the Gungeon free to unlock on Epic Games Store.
https://www.epicgames.com/store/en-US/product/enter-the-gungeon/home?lang=en-US
eat something small
just came out as lesbian to all my irls on snapchat i’m sure that was 100% the best way to do that
[heavy sweating]
PFF
Yknow what the downside of only being attracted to one gender is?
You dont get to say "oh bi the way"
Thats punfortunate
ahhhh syd i hope it went well!!! 🙏 
Hope it went well Syd ^_^
ITS GONE PRETTY OK SO FAR? ty for the support 
I also hope it went well
Good on you, Syd.
Most I can relate to is that I'm not really into anyone anymore. I used to feel attracted to either but some experiences changed how I feel.
I'll say this, it's about the personality. Don't want to be with an axe murderer, yanno?
Why is an axe murderer your only option
@serene tulip i believe they mean this https://m.webtoons.com/en/romance/lore-olympus/list?title_no=1320&page=1&webtoon-platform-redirect=true
no, it's a comic
Based on the synopsis it's like a fanfic for greek mythology
it's...... it's a retelling of hades and persephone............
That's a story with a lot of room for interpretation
sure is!
If you all think it's good i might check it out sometime
it's a good comic, but just be aware that it deals with sexual assault, just in case that's something you prefer to avoid or have a heads-up about
And a lot of interpretation of the room
it’s very good and i’m gonna die waiting for more
Why that, UNO?
Well, it's an example.
I've been in an abusive relationship, not to mention I've been stalked by people with that kind of personality. Trust me when I say that I fear more for my life than I do finding love.
My ex did some...pretty horrible things to me.
That's all I'll imply.
But people are far more deceiving than I'd be more willing to admit. It's also always the quiet ones who do some of the wildest things.
You just pick up on things and read the mood.
you're not alone dw
man that sucks i’m sorry seafra
Nah, trust me.
f in chat for ovven, died of bad mood reading
Better people understand what kind of world's out there than nothing.
If I had an alternate account I wouldve posted "mood" right about now
Hah.
...though I'll say that I'll find someone some day.
I don't intend on being single forever, though I'm more content about keeping my sanity in check for now, hah.
If there's one thing, I rebound off of the bad quickly. Sure, the scars'll be there for the rest of my life up in my cranium...but sometimes it's best to just pick yourself up and move on.
It's better to let the past flow under the bridge than to go and catch it.
I'd cheekily wax lyrical about it, but I'm sure the point's made. Better to wait and see things than to rush after it like a lost dream.
I am one, yeah.
Though I'm nothing like the greats or others beyond me.
I might have a way with words, but I've got a sore mouth and I speak like a sailor sometimes.
Only thing I'm good at is lorebuilding / lore bible making.
I can't do dialogue worth a rat's arse.
Even then, I'm not perfect. I can improve, yes, but I manage it over time. Wordplay alone takes time to master, especially when you've been mostly around people who spit pejoratives faster than a one legged man in a footrace.
Mmm lorebuilding
Lorebuilding is fun.
When I'm not doing pre-existing IPs.
I agree, i find dialogue a tricky thing too
Just mash 2 somewhat compatible IPs together and see if it works
My favourite thing about words would be connotations though
For the record, Soul Eater x Digimon is actually amazing and I wish I ended up doing the comic I had planned
Oh goodness, the last time I did a fanfiction lore-expansion was with RWBY.
It did not end well. [yikes.gif]
Before that, Persona.
And even before that my own take on Mega Man.
Never wrote a single thing other than nearly 300 pages of notes alone for the Mega Man one.
The Mega Man one is one that, unfortunately, I've lost the notes to.
One of those unrecoverable hard-drive crashes yanno?
I've been doing that.
But honestly, my lore for the current thing I'd like to do is simply limited to it.
Now if we talk about the scope beyond it?
is scared to look at the nearly gargantuan-sized document.
one part of a bigger mythos
one piece to a much larger puzzle that even I'm scared to unbottle and let loose.
fanfic expansion is my lifeblood, honestly
me and @autumn pasture have the outline for what could be a, like, 300k eight scribes prequel for Pyre
The Persona one was interesting because I also had to work with Raidou Kuzunoha and Shin Megami Tensei ...if as part of it.
before that (and what i've been revisiting in the past few days) it was Fallout 4, and before that it was Dragon Age ...
ooh, fun!
Also allowed me to work with not only the main games, but also the side material.
Which meant I could use the Persona 1 manga as a basis for the story and include Persona 1's US version as a nod or direct use in the mythos I wrote.
It was written before Persona 5 had officially released, but I updated it once I had finished playing the game.
Had a lot of alterations, but stuff that I thought about with the mindset of being a writer in the company that they would make.
But all in all, it was difficult to write in how Persona 3 Portable's FeMC would've been in-universe.
So I wrote her in a manner inspired by a Persona fanfiction that I enjoyed.
Memento Umbrae was its name.
Though I don't like doing fanfiction anymore.
It's not because I want to, but more like I tend to take ideas and convert 'em into original stories.
Rather than tell them in a series I loved.
It's an odd feeling I have.
That desire to do something, but ultimately find it best to do an original story.
What really got me into lorebuilding was a combination of Final Fantasy XII, Dark Souls and my love of Zelda.
But I think it started with FFXIV in full bloom.
XIV just has a lot of lore if you dig around in the game.
yeah, i have a similar instinct for turning fanfic into original ideas
i wouldn't call our scribes stuff an outline tbh
we've got a few key points but a lot of it is backstory and the gay stuff(tm)
I approach a story not unlike Yoko Taro.
I write the beginning and end first.
Worry about the middle as it goes
give myself a start and ending
I have an idea of how I want a story to go and, visually, it's there.
Sometimes, I get frustrated at writing an outline.
In that frustration, I do what every sane man does.
Take a step back.
Let myself focus on something else.
But creativity never stops, I admit.
It's like fighting a hellbeast from the darkest depths of Tartarus. Sometimes it just doesn't feel like dying for a moment. Call it a curse of an overactive imagination.
I think that's why I find myself in allure of video games.
sounds like a sandwich
It does, dunnit?
But honestly, overactive imagination is a nightmare sometimes.
Because of it, I can't have "normal dreams."
I have lucid dreams every night hah.
Sometimes of me exploring landscapes like beneath the sea, across its floor.
Another was me exploring Edo-period Japan in the fall.
for some reason, I'd find myself in familiar, but also alien places.
No national pokedex in the new pokemon? I blame brexit
Pokémon brexit and Pokémon union
I think there could be a reason why they did it.
Likely one that we'll be in the dark about for a time.
I hope the reason will give us a pleasant surprise
question! idk how to word this but how do you grab a link to a message on discord that jumps you to the message when u click on it? is there like an extension for it?
oh i found it! thanksss ❤
(I bought the Borderland Handsome Edition, thanks for the notice that it was on sale)
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me in calculus
Omg
we are all bin on this glorious day
Thats rude, calling everyone full of trash
not me, bin there, done that
Man, sometimes I do this really awful thing to myself and actually look at YouTube comments. I was looking at a few channels that did reviews for some games I like, and their comment sections were just so harsh. I can't imagine getting criticism from gamers, nor can I imagine being faithful to my own creativity with such harsh words tossed about. In my job, I'm surrounded by people who give critique and provide me a culture to improve, and sure, clients can be rough, but it's so different than reception from a wide general audience. I think it'd be really hard to put yourself out there, and get such a wide and varied reaction to your work.
It helps if you take some time to consider that the person typing the hate comment has nothing better to do than flame people over the internet while reading them😜
I guess. But I don't want to invalidate the opinion of someone simply because their message is spiteful or entitled. I see things like 'this game could have been great IF' and 'this studio spends too much time on THIS' and it's just a mess. At a certain point, I guess, the creative has to just pull back... and focus on what they want in their game? I guess that's what I do in my job as well. Must be a balancing act, to fit the needs of your coworkers, your consumers, and your own desires. Still, I think I lack a skill of tuning out criticism. It sounds exhausting.
I wouldn't necessarily classify those as spiteful but I see what you mean
Most of that kind of feedback comes from when a game tries to be too much at once
Or when the direction isnt what people expected
I'd say they're spiteful when the language is such, regardless of intent
was going off of this game could have been great IF
Battleborn was so sad.
what happened w it?
i know it came out at the same time ovw did so it was massively overshadowed by it
then it went ftp
battleborn tried to compete with overwatch instead of being its own thing
yeah i remember that but how much different than the trailers was it?
yea it was basically a smite style moba
but it marked itself as a fast ttk ow type shooter
plus randy pitchford being randy pitchford in an attempt to spark popularity didn't help
who?
I could talk for hours about why battle born failed.
Shame really, it had fun characters and gameplay
^
I was moderately into smite at one point and the game seemed to have fixed many of my issurs
plus single player
the ppl who made smite also made paladins, right
which was also an Overwatch Attempt
yea
i enjoyed my time with paladins, but it definitely didnt feel as polished
I dislike paladins for its inconsistency
and then i discovered that until level 5, the game puts you against bots, but it doesnt tell you that
and then i realized i suck and stopped playing. lol
i did amass a good amount of skins from giveaways tho
paladins was clearly a deliberate attempt to be the poor man's overwatch
I say this as someone who played both
I didn't hate paladins, it had some fun characters (maeve and the blind lady) but overwatch is just so much more polished
It used to be very different
But it was overwatch-i-fied
Then again I actually enjoyed it more than overwatch
i stopped playing before maeve
The character design felt better
or maybe just around, idk
Gameplay-wise
another not-quite-overwatch I really liked was dirty bomb
shame that game got abandoned, I really enjoyed its movement
And now I have to bring up the best game that died an untimely death in that sort of genre
I cannot bring myself to give a proper opinion on Overwatch now. I liked it at first, but something felt wrong about the game once it had passed a year in age.
Something about the game really made me felt let down?
But it's the pre-2018 Overwatch Lore I was most interested in. Back when it was still an MMO in concept.
like the whole point system is dumb. both teams have a fight on even terms, and the winner caps the point and receives one score point. then a payload spawns, and the team who won the first point can push the payload into the enemy spawn, where they have an extreme respawn disadvantage, for one more point. the stupid part is that if the defending team (who has a massive respawn advantage due to the final point being right in front of their spawn while the attackers need to run from the literal farthest corner of the map) defends the payload from reaching their spawn, THEY GET A SCORE POINT. this means that if two teams are evenly matched, literally the only round that matters is the fourth and final, because they will each get one point for all prior rounds
paladins^
i stopped playing overwatch when i realized it was literally making me miserable bc i stopped enjoying it and only grinded for skins, because i was only invested in the characters and not the gameplay
I stopped playing after Doomfist came.
I know what you mean Seafra
I don't play it anymore except for events, but the story has made no progress in 3 years except for removing story elements
Like, I could ramble about Gigantic for days
The designs and aesthetic were great, the gameplay the best in its (sort of) genre
I also don't trust Blizz anymore.
i still feel this sort of dread and anxiety when i think about reinstalling battlenet... idk why
activison pls leave
oh wait, now i remember
Honestly speaking, I do like the art direction for OW.
Mostly because I know the guy who did the art for the initial release.
not personally but I knew of their work.
yeah gigantic had cool character designs. what happened to it?
Thats a long story
So
They ran into trouble with funding
So they got a Microsoft contract, became exclusive to the Windows 10 store, yadda yadda
It was fine, but the playerbase was small, and funding was starting to dry up
So then they got a contract with Perfect World
Things went fine for a while, but it was still too small and players slowly started leaving
Until eventually PW shut it down
Its main failure was mismanagement
i see... its a shame
It was locked out from too many people at first, and advertising was largely a miss
It is
quite a shame indeed
Its the only game I ever cared enough to try really hard
Honestly that's been a bit of a scary thought on my part is what I'd go with on art direction for my project when the time comes.
I don't like a whole lot of styles that've popped up over the last few years. But there's merit in me saying that Japanese art has taken my fancy.
Got into the top 300 of players worldwide
speaking of game tragedies
i think this game whos kickstarter ive been following isnt gonna make it and im sad :<
it's what happens
which game?
afterlight
if it's Barkley 2--nvm
it has 80 minutes left and quite a ways to go
I think I might have heard of that? or maybe it was another one with a similar name
Actually thinking about it, there was one art-style I'd like to draw inspiration from. At least in the concept alone
Oh yeah I recall, the game you posted here
Even if I don't plan to be the main artist since I'm not one anymore.
https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/bodero/afterlight-an-emotional-journey-inside-the-mind/description link again, if anyone is interested and a miracle happens
yeah i just hope it still gets made, even if over the course of a longer time
I hope it does get finished in some capacity.
That's always been a hope of mine is to see people never give up on projects, despite not reaching a milestone or goal.
maybe they could try a kickstarter again but with more publicity? i feel like it just didnt reach enough people
idk how this stuff works tho
I've always been the person who feels like something shouldn't release or be put out to pasture early.
I'm much more preferring the "when it's done™" approach to things.
I feel like that's the lesson people ought to learn when it comes to game development.
These things take time.
Trying to kickstarter again is a bad idea
But it's also another perspective to keep in mind that it goes beyond time.
It's about passion and other feelings.
Making things is often harder than it looks, and the decisions you make can have many results
that^
I don't expect perfection.
Projects take many roads.
https://twitter.com/granbluefantasy/status/1113365573600051201 also this game's promotional and in-game art is fantastic and has been the onus of my vision for my project.
Though I may never reach this as the direct, it has been there for me to use as a springboard to imagine the world in some manner.
oops
playing persona 5 ,,,, Boy is beautiful
Which one
Boy
nasty crimeboy
My Persona 5 slang must be rusty, because Im not sure which boy is just called Boy
Though really there is no wrong answer here except maybe Yusuke
boy did nothing wrong
he shouldn’t have been arrested and sent to another school smh
Counterpoint: He wouldve never met Ryuji if he wasnt
Dont intend to
i’m in the first ,,, dungeon i think my friend called it
Just gonna say that Ryuji is precious
