hidden charm
So, I'm an adult woman with autism, and I struggle quite a bit with verbal roleplay., but I desperately want to play more TTRPGS, I've never had a campaign that lasted very long, or if it did it usually ended without a conclusion.
Past experience with it is very minimal, while I've been doing text based online roleplays since I was 11, and so it's difficult at times for my mind to conjure up the thing I want to say in a fun, and impactful, or even just coherent way only for when i speak it for it to come out sounding like I'm fumbling through my thoughts.
Problem is there aren't many roleplays out there that even offer text based responses. Those that exist aren't usually open to newer players, or they're pay to play.
I really would rather not have to resort to paying strangers just for the hope of playing a game without the anxiety of my character's entire personality, and dialogue being held back by my inability to take what's in my head and filter it through mouth words.
Games I have played in the past were also heavily homebrewed. DC Universe, Star Wars, and Final Fantasy were easily my favorites, but both of my DM's for those campaigns ended up stuck in life situations, or development hell to a point that I no longer have a campaign at all anymore.
It's sad because having a DnD campaign added a much needed social space in my life that, I otherwise don't really have.
If anyone has any campaigns they'd be willing to invite me to, or suggestions on where I can find such a game for a player like myself, please do not hesitate to respond to this thread or DM me. Also plings Ping me as I may not see your post otherwise.
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