off-topic-chat

[ashen orbit]

say*

[vital heart]

im not surprised tbh

[fossil stratus]

Yeah, actually its way harder to make good jokes in french

Than in english

[distant siren]

@vital heart ale ja jestem z polski :

[fossil stratus]

This alone is alone

[vital heart]

spoko

[fossil stratus]

Oops

Enough*

[ashen orbit]

lol

[vital heart]

imagine being polish lmao

[distant siren]

nice

[fossil stratus]

Imagine imagining

Anyways gtg

[ashen orbit]

imagine imagine imagine

take care

cya

[vital heart]

yo

[ashen orbit]

oy

[vital heart]

aussie

[ashen orbit]

hu?

[fossil stratus]

ok so im back

i was only afk

nice everyone else is afknow

[ashen orbit]

wb

nahh

just in class

so wassup five?

[fossil stratus]

im in class too lol

[ashen orbit]

lel nice

[fossil stratus]

thats why im afk

[ashen orbit]

ah yes, that happens

[fossil stratus]

so yeah, if i go afk for no reason, u'll know why

[ashen orbit]

same

but i can usually just be on

lel

[brittle sage]

guys

crusade is bugged

[distant siren]

gals

[vital heart]

lol

[fossil stratus]

same

[brittle sage]

i get tutorial and after it ends it restarts

i vant do it

[vital heart]

youre bugged too?

[brittle sage]

how do i fix this

[vital heart]

restart app

[brittle sage]

doesnt work

[vital heart]

also crusades had a tutorial?

[ashen orbit]

yes it did

[golden ivy]

ok

[ashen orbit]

try to click off

[vital heart]

damn didnt know tbh

[ashen orbit]

or finish it

[brittle sage]

hulp

when it ends and i can dwal damage to mushroom tutorial restarts after first hit

and i need to click firght again

and tutorial again

[fossil stratus]

go report in bugs report then

[vital heart]

do you 1shot it?

[ashen orbit]

... i feel like you didn't finish it the tutorial tbh

[fossil stratus]

oof i bugged n my discord closed

[vital heart]

lol

[fossil stratus]

i had to restart the whole comp

[fading nymph]

I attacked your discord with a raw fish

[vital heart]

epic

[brittle sage]

help

[fading nymph]

So, i got knocked unconscious earlier today by running full speed into a door that was being opened

[fossil stratus]

oof

[golden ivy]

ok

[fossil stratus]

that must hurt

why did u run anyways

[fading nymph]

Lmao, i was screwing around.

[golden ivy]

Snow

[fading nymph]

I was gonna lock hubby outta the house as he came home. I failed

[golden ivy]

Result!

[fading nymph]

I heard meat

[golden ivy]

My cousin is dead yeah

[brittle sage]

help

[fossil stratus]

what

u need to go in tinkering

[distant siren]

just git gud so you dont get 1shot

[brittle sage]

did i die?

[distant siren]

yes

[brittle sage]

[fading nymph]

I wish there was more that could've been done. My heart is with you Meat.

[long glen]

That sounds unhealthy, Snow.

[fading nymph]

Yeah. And? I dont use it usually, so he needs it.

[distant siren]

what else do you use it for then?

[fading nymph]

I tend to get called a heartless bitch jokingly.

And while i could see that, i just dont know how to not make really really mean jokes

[fossil stratus]

eh, im used to it

[fading nymph]

Lmao so is it unhealthy to be nice to people? Probably. But im gonna do it anyway.

[distant siren]

people are less sensitive nowadays

well, most people

[fossil stratus]

yeah, we all do mean jokes

[distant siren]

i dont

[fossil stratus]

(and i oftenly feel like thes jokes' punching bag)

[distant siren]

i never want to offend anybody

oh no

[fossil stratus]

well when i say we all do, i mean most of us

[long glen]

I meant it in the literal sense. As in, your heart is literally with him.

[golden ivy]

ok

[fading nymph]

Yep. Again heartless bitch. He can use it.

[fossil stratus]

lol

[fading nymph]

Lmao

[fossil stratus]

nut who repeatedly says ok

[brittle sage]

ok i got gud and killed him thanks

[fading nymph]

Nut was tagged as a spammer.

[long glen]

!tempmute @golden ivy 8h Ok.

[raw folio]

Deleted User 5ac28ef9#2540 has been muted for 8 hours

Reason: Ok.

[unmute]

Muted until · Feb 10, 2020, 6:30 PM

[distant siren]

nut is a spammer

ok?

[fading nymph]

Lmao

[distant siren]

more like

ok

[fossil stratus]

lol

[distant siren]

boomer

[fading nymph]

Welp

Nut got nutted.

[fossil stratus]

yep

there ya go bein' funni again

funniboi

[distant siren]

cbt

[golden ivy]

Mmf

No matter who you lose

[fossil stratus]

lshtmsfoamtfmh

[golden ivy]

You're never gonna lose laundry

Ffs

[fading nymph]

I lose socks all the time

[distant siren]

i'm never gonna lose responsibility 🙂

life is good but at the same time its bad

i could be productive right now and i'm not

[fading nymph]

I have a green sock and a pink sock that i paired together cause they disappeared from the dryer

[golden ivy]

I feel like shit rn

Worse probably

[fading nymph]

Meat should be drinking.

[golden ivy]

Why?

Why would that make anything better?

[fading nymph]

If you black out drunk you are not thinking.

Didnt say it made it better

[golden ivy]

I'm over losing people, I have a few more on the way

But the first time was enough

[fading nymph]

Never gets easier.

[golden ivy]

And now my friend has yet more shit in her life that she doesn't want to talk about

Because talking about the original stuff wasn't enough

[fading nymph]

Meat. You need to punch life in the face.

[golden ivy]

I have

[vale flicker]

170 Scal Y runs

[golden ivy]

That's why people are dying around me

[vale flicker]

And still counting

I'm so fucking fed up

[fossil stratus]

i cant give you guys advices for life

[vale flicker]

Wait no it's over 200

[golden ivy]

It's chill fivelike11

[vale flicker]

Since I know I've spent over 1400 keys

😔

[fossil stratus]

im good at playing he comedian, but it was basically to hide depression

[golden ivy]

My friend knows I'm there for her.

[fading nymph]

Meat just needs to vent. He needs to scream at people.

[golden ivy]

I'll give her some time to come out. Just like last time.

[fossil stratus]

now im not depressed anymore, but i found out about being a good comedian

[golden ivy]

I'm not a screamer

[fossil stratus]

a bad for a good

[fading nymph]

Comedy comes from pain

[fossil stratus]

i know

but eh

[fading nymph]

Comedians tend to die young.

[fossil stratus]

i dont want to die so i will live

and if death comes

then fuck death

[fading nymph]

I dont want to live, but dying isnt an option.

[golden ivy]

If I have to die

[distant siren]

i wish i could be half-dead at will

[golden ivy]

I'm taking my friend with me

[fossil stratus]

i'll die after i acomplished my dreams

and only after that

[fading nymph]

Meat, that is more creepy sounding then you want it to be.

[golden ivy]

That way we can explore the stars together.

[vale flicker]

If I have to die I'm taking some fucking food with me

[golden ivy]

Nope I'm fine with the implications

If I lose her, I'm officially done with life

[vale flicker]

No way I'm starving if there's even a chance it's just another living hell

[golden ivy]

And I'm gonna shove death's scythe where it hurts

[fading nymph]

Dantes inferno sounding. Lol

[golden ivy]

And kill everything.

[vale flicker]

Yikes, tone down the anal meat

I'm not a fan

👀

[fading nymph]

Shut up boirb. Lol

[vale flicker]

he said where it hurts

[golden ivy]

If I lose my friend, there will be no demons, no god, no hell nor heaven.

[distant siren]

somebody hug this man

he's going a bit crazy

[fossil stratus]

Any projects in life u guys want to accomplish before all?

[golden ivy]

Just me.

[vale flicker]

He needs a snickers

You're not you when you're hungry

Here, a snickers

[fossil stratus]

not now

not funny

[distant siren]

not funny lucky

[fossil stratus]

not in this context

[vale flicker]

when is a snickers joke not funny

[fossil stratus]

right now...?

[golden ivy]

My friend is the only thing in this miserable fucking world that I care about.

[vale flicker]

I disagree

[fading nymph]

When people are on the verge of being Homicidal.

[golden ivy]

If she dies, it dies too.

[fading nymph]

Meat. You should tone that down a little and tell her that.

[vale flicker]

I'm trying to lighten the mood because I don't like how much I relate to him right now in the fucking slightest

It scares me

So lemme have a fucking snickers

[golden ivy]

And I did try and burn down the school when I got news of my cousin's death

[vale flicker]

😔

Oof

[golden ivy]

But unfortunately I'm too weak to burn concrete

[fossil stratus]

i dont have much feelings for others, the only person i really looked up at was my grandfather

[vale flicker]

Arson

That's one way to go about life

[fossil stratus]

and he died

[golden ivy]

I'm having a Ferrero Rocher

[vale flicker]

Not a snickers, but close enough

[golden ivy]

That way I'm not hungry and angry

Just angry

[vale flicker]

Man I feel you

[fading nymph]

In the end it doesnt even matter. ~linkin park

[fossil stratus]

so now im done with depression, i cant get mad as easily as before

[vale flicker]

But I prefer hunger over homicide

[fossil stratus]

wow so normal

[livid lava]

I drink

[fading nymph]

Ballsack is here.

[golden ivy]

I'm fuckin angry at this world

[livid lava]

hey morning

[fossil stratus]

oh hey new memes

[golden ivy]

It took the lives of all my friends

For what?

[livid lava]

if ur angry now, wait after school

[golden ivy]

Kvetko, my cousin is dead.

He died 8 and a half hours ago

[livid lava]

ya I know, my grandpa is dead also

[golden ivy]

He is number 8

[distant siren]

ouch

[livid lava]

and like, u should just know, that when something like that happen, you should not let ur emotions control u

[golden ivy]

By the end of this year, there will be a whole 10.

[vale flicker]

I don't like meat right now 👀
He's seriously causing some shitty flashbacks and I don't wanna leave the chat right now

Man you need to chill

[distant siren]

you're the one joking around

[vale flicker]

yeah what am I supposed to do

[distant siren]

let people express their feelings

i know you probably haven't felt the pain of losing someone you hold dear

but that doesn't mean you can joke about it

[golden ivy]

I have two slightly older relatives whom I dearly love (they took care of me when my parents couldn't) who have 7 months.

That's assuming my grandfather survives this year

[vale flicker]

Wanna hear something pathetic? I list the asshole who not only tried to kill me at the age of fucking 8 and caused me years of trauma and permenant mental scars part of the people I've lost

👀

I'm not related to him at all

[golden ivy]

Oh and btw, 8 is the number of people who I knew

[vale flicker]

I can understand why I miss other people

[golden ivy]

If you count everyone who I cared about but didn't know too well

[distant siren]

why is the number 8 so occuring in tragedies?

[golden ivy]

17

[vale flicker]

He bringing out the big guns

A full 17

[golden ivy]

I'll be lucky to live to 17 at this rate

[fading nymph]

Nobody gonna survive the pandemic.

[vale flicker]

My reccomendation is to try to sort your shit while you have temporary sanity

I'm meeting with social services this weds

[golden ivy]

I gtg

[vale flicker]

Figured that one out too late

[golden ivy]

As much as I like ranting here

[vale flicker]

[golden ivy]

Gn guys

[vale flicker]

Aw

[distant siren]

do we get to change the subject yet?

[fading nymph]

Meat. Try to have a good night. Even if you cant.

[distant siren]

i dont feel like ranting on a good day

[vale flicker]

No Mr. Cock and Ball Torture

[distant siren]

but yes

salutations and

try to have fun

[vale flicker]

I can't decide if I'm hyped to potentially put someone I love in jail or disappointed that I have enough evidence to put someone I love in jail

[fossil stratus]

imma get burritos now later

[fading nymph]

Cya five. Bring me one. Lmao jk

[vale flicker]

I have to make a decision in 2 days so no we can't change th subject

I'm nothing but stressed now that meat went and fucked my night. I don't even blame him that much it's mostly he just triggered some PTSD

[distant siren]

well im out

[fading nymph]

Boirb. Go back to coding in brainfuck. Lmao

[vale flicker]

But it's pointlessssssssssss

Ugh

[stark shadow]

Finally :D

[vale flicker]

Man I'm in a bad mood tonight

Nice

[fading nymph]

Personal drama should be kept to a minimum in chat. I know it happens. And theres not much to do to stop it, but we dont need everyone causing a depression spiral. One person a night is good enough. Lol

[vale flicker]

I meannnnnn

If I'm gonna suffer

I don't wanna do it alone

Just not a fan

[fading nymph]

We could always bring vad in here. Lmao

[vale flicker]

I forget why vad is important to this topic

👀

[fading nymph]

Jr mod who hates you. Lmao

[vale flicker]

Right

[distant siren]

if anyone wants to talk about another topic go to #550107059920699392

[vale flicker]

So I'm being blackmailed

[vital heart]

how much dmg should i get with no ice cream for ice cream 7

[vale flicker]

F

[distant siren]

@vital heart #_

[vital heart]

imagine micromodding

[vale flicker]

Was I just redirected to off topic or was snowy

[fading nymph]

Both

If we are not talking about idle skilling we shouldnt be in general chat. :p

[vale flicker]

Fair

I'll leave before I get smited by vad then UwU

[distant siren]

i'm not even a mod

i dont know what the difference is

[vital heart]

difference between

[fading nymph]

Mods and jr mods

[vital heart]

ah

[spare vapor]

Ok boomer

[vital heart]

jr mods probably cant ban

i dunno

[fading nymph]

And the duck shows up.

[spare vapor]

Neither can mods

[fading nymph]

Mods cant ban either. Lmao

[spare vapor]

Lol

[distant siren]

stay here untitled goose

[vital heart]

mods cant ban what

[fading nymph]

They can only mute

[spare vapor]

^

[frank moth]

either you mute, or perma mute

[distant siren]

📧

[vital heart]

so basically ban but with extra steps

[spare vapor]

Can confirm Been muted a lot

[fading nymph]

Yeah

And its easy to get unmuted. Lmao

[vale flicker]

I got muted for multiple hours during a 9 hour period I wasn't around for

[spare vapor]

Yes just spam fuaka

[vale flicker]

By a anonymous mod

So I'm safe

[fading nymph]

It was probably funnylucky

[vale flicker]

My luck shall always clutch

[fading nymph]

He likes to mute people. Lmao

[spare vapor]

Let’s make fun of funny while he’s gone for 3 days

[vale flicker]

For his state test on tests

[fading nymph]

Hes taking a test about tests?

[frank moth]

"lets make fun of funny" what

[spare vapor]

Funny = mod

Dumbie

[frank moth]

bitch thats not the point

[vale flicker]

Yes, the state test about tests on a test where tests get tested by tests doing a test about tests on a test

Yes that's 100% correct English grammar

This language is stupid

[fading nymph]

Yes it is.

[split sphinx]

Hey what’s this card, every time I click on it, it crashes my game

[distant siren]

ok wow queen bee just obliterated me

[vale flicker]

Narcissis, it's glitched for some reason

[spare vapor]

It’s a gamer only card

[distant siren]

https://i.imgur.com/qUo4jJD.jpg

[fading nymph]

Nooo mark. Why you not hide in honey?

[distant siren]

it doesnt matter where i hide

the boss dashes like

twice a second

[fading nymph]

Honey heals

[distant siren]

yes but it heals slowly

im in calamity deathmode with top gear

[spare vapor]

You can kill bee ez lol

[fading nymph]

[distant siren]

i have hellstone

[spare vapor]

With like bronze tf

Get a grapple lol

[distant siren]

maybe i just suck lol

[fading nymph]

Calamity deathmode he said

[distant siren]

i have a grapple

[spare vapor]

Death mode 🧐 build up ur adrenaline and rage then fight

[distant siren]

also what

[frank moth]

golden apple?

[distant siren]

no eldar you NPC

grappling hook

[frank moth]

i hope you eat your fucking hook

[distant siren]

@spare vapor bronze?

since when is there bronze?

[spare vapor]

Yes

[vital heart]

elements awoken?

[spare vapor]

It’s equivalent to copper in a mod

[distant siren]

i dont have ea

[vital heart]

aw

just calamity then huh

[long glen]

Slime mount is good for dodging QB dashes in death mode. Good luck with the machinegun stingers though.

[distant siren]

calamity and others

[vital heart]

tbh, calamity is best enjoyed alone

[distant siren]

i can actually get iframes with the fist melee weapon

[fading nymph]

Lmao iframes.

[distant siren]

boomer

[vital heart]

tho imagine having hellstone items and still dying to queen bee

[distant siren]

im melee

[fading nymph]

Thats how hard it is.

[distant siren]

that's how mafia works

anyway ill go gear up now

[long glen]

Death mode QB is a beast. Seriously. Most bosses get enough damage from death mode that stacking defense only lets you survive a few more hits rather than tank indefinitely.

[vital heart]

havent really played death mode much, im more of a revengeance player

qb aint really hard there

[distant siren]

"15% of your damage recieved is deducted from mana instead"

[vital heart]

mind over matter huh

[distant siren]

oh

my armor wasn't even on when i was fighting QB

[vital heart]

lmao dumbass

[distant siren]

What

i just got a slimestaff

[fading nymph]

Beetlejuice. Beetlejuice. Beetlejuice.

[distant siren]

bunny wheel

W H A T

[fading nymph]

Lmao

From a movie called rubber

The tire is on a murderous rampage

I think the tires name is robert

[distant siren]

rubbert

ha i get it

[fading nymph]

He is telepathic. Lmao

I still like your reaction. Lmao.

[vital heart]

imagine getting slime staff and not playing summoner

tho calamity gives it out for free ig

[distant siren]

slime staff is unbalanced

just a showoff weapon

[vital heart]

how dare you

[fading nymph]

I wish the console version allowed mods. Lmao

[distant siren]

im not saying its supposed to be moon lord good

im just saying it should atleast be decent

[fading nymph]

My pc doesnt work

[distant siren]

lasting until corruption boss

[vital heart]

lol

[distant siren]

birb

is it yours

what

i get frostburn in space

[vital heart]

yeah its chilly up there

[distant siren]

now i had burning

i died because of the space effects

[wicked niche]

deathmode causes that

[distant siren]

is there no way to bypass it?

[wicked niche]

too high up during the day is on fire, during the night frostburn, and in hell you get on fire too

there is, but you'd need to check the wiki for the exacts

[distant siren]

i haven't gotten "on fire" in hell yet

[bold quest]

In australia you get on fire too

[wicked niche]

I know molten armour gives immunity to cold and heat

[distant siren]

oh

[wicked niche]

at least from environmental effects

[golden ivy]

Heinz

[distant siren]

i have it

[golden ivy]

You know my cousin?

[bold quest]

Yes?

[golden ivy]

He's fuckin dead

[bold quest]

No obviously

Huh

[golden ivy]

The one getting surgery this morning

I though you were on when I was telling y'all that?

[bold quest]

I got on like half an hour after you told that

[golden ivy]

Huh

Well he's death number 8

Of close friends anyhow

[bold quest]

Sheesh slow internet

Took a while to send that

[rose halo]

Keymaster O in Maelstrom looks like a 3 mouthed frog

[bold quest]

Yes

Good find

[rose halo]

Kermit - after striking a deal to get Unlilited Powerrr

[distant siren]

wow

[golden ivy]

And Heinz just does not give a fuck ok nice

[bold quest]

Give a fuck about what?

[golden ivy]

My newest death

[distant siren]

his cousin dying

[bold quest]

So...

Should we celebrate?

I guess...

[foggy thorn]

I still don't believe that the internet, where random strangers are, isn't the best place to share someone's death

[golden ivy]

Even funny said he was sorry

[bold quest]

Isn't that what funerals are for?

[golden ivy]

Like snow said, I need some love.

My loved one is asleep (I hope)

[bold quest]

It's fairly early

[golden ivy]

10pm?

[bold quest]

Yeah

[golden ivy]

Well I'm here because I need to vent about my cousin's death

In the hope I'll be able to sleep

[bold quest]

So...

Who's next?

[golden ivy]

We going anxiety or factually?

[bold quest]

By current state of health

[golden ivy]

Two older relatives of mine, they have 7 months

They took care of me when my parents couldn't

[bold quest]

Ok, now this sounds hereditary

[golden ivy]

Them and my cousin gave me my love of books and computers

They're dying of cancer

[bold quest]

Definitely something hereditary

[distant siren]

cancer is gay

[golden ivy]

The last death wasn't from cancer

[rose halo]

Cancer sucks man

[bold quest]

Cancer is delicious

If you mean the crab

[rose halo]

sucks to have your body wanting you dead

[bold quest]

Sucks being alive

[golden ivy]

Then after those two

My grandfather, he only has one dodgy kidney left

[bold quest]

Oi you damn lurkers

Show yourselves

[foggy thorn]

no

[distant siren]

hi

[golden ivy]

Then we go by age, not by health

My nan, her siblings then children, then my older cousins

Then my generation

This is at this point in time

[bold quest]

If his kidney is dodgy then it won't get hit by attacks, therefore the kidney's hp wont go down

[golden ivy]

Not fuckin helping heinz

So that's health wise

[foggy thorn]

maybe we don't wanna talk about this topix

[golden ivy]

Who wants to know anxiety wise?

[bold quest]

Me

And kuaka

[foggy thorn]

I'm just making avocado toast

leave me out of this

[rose halo]

sounds good kuaka

[golden ivy]

Yes kuaka

Wait

[bold quest]

You're already involved

[foggy thorn]

no

[golden ivy]

ARE YOU USING AUSTRALIAN AVOS

[foggy thorn]

no

[golden ivy]

https://media.tenor.com/images/e0940c7f695430dc680f21c7a48417ba/tenor.gif

[bold quest]

Avocados as replacement for onaholes

[foggy thorn]

😳

wait how

asking for a friend

[golden ivy]

Ok so anxiety wise

[rose halo]

take out stone

cut hole

[golden ivy]

My friend is first

[rose halo]

keep together with rubber bands

bang

[foggy thorn]

I think I rather eat it

[golden ivy]

Then my parents, if I don't kill myself before then

[rose halo]

same

[golden ivy]

Then I kill myself.

[rose halo]

avocado on rye bread is really damn good

[golden ivy]

So the anxiety list is short

[foggy thorn]

avocados are just good in general

[bold quest]

@foggy thorn Yes since it's moist and soft and you can make it quite rubbery

[rose halo]

what's a good garnish for avocado toast and such?

[golden ivy]

Pepper

Chilli

CHEESE

[rose halo]

cheese.... really?

[golden ivy]

Parmesan or mozzarella

[bold quest]

Chocolate + mango

[golden ivy]

Heinz did you read the anxiety list

It was my friend, then my parents, then me

[livid lava]

ugh avocado toast ale u like hipsters or what

[bold quest]

No I haven't read it

[golden ivy]

Interchange me and my parents

But I die in it

Right after my friend does

[livid lava]

then find new friends

[bold quest]

Yeah

[livid lava]

idk maybe that is going to help little bit

[golden ivy]

Kvetko

You ain't helping

[livid lava]

well I can not help u

u have to help urself

[bold quest]

Get new friends

Rinse and repeate

Dispose and discover

[golden ivy]

I only have one friend

And if I lose her

[soft thunder]

if you are friendless, just buy some friends

[golden ivy]

I'm burning this entire fucking world and everything in it

[livid lava]

friendless it the worse thing trust me

[bold quest]

Obviously you need more friends

[soft thunder]

its hard to find a good one

[livid lava]

friends will keep u in more happy mood

[golden ivy]

I have other friends but

They aren't true friends

They're there for entertainment

[bold quest]

It's easy to find new friends when you are still a student

[livid lava]

like I feel like total shit most of my days, most of my 4years that I have problems... the only think that get me from those fcking bad moods are friends

yes, when ur student and when ur in highschool

[bold quest]

Just go through different sections

[livid lava]

even in uni it is even more harder

[bold quest]

And filter out those you are comfortable with vs those who are not

[livid lava]

maybe just try it... but do not force urself in friendship

yes

[bold quest]

I already swore to myself not to associate with my past classmates except for the ones I deemed as a friend

[golden ivy]

I asked my friend what being a 'lover' meant

A while back

Lemme find her answer

[bold quest]

Where's the #nsfw channel when you need it?

[golden ivy]

Well I think someone that you can depend on, a true loyal friend a shoulder to cry on....

Copypasta'd

And that was partway through a horrible argument that I don't want to read over again

[bold quest]

Read it again

You might have missed something

[golden ivy]

I have

Let me do it again now

[bold quest]

Exactly

[livid lava]

that is not what lover mean tho

[bold quest]

@solemn estuary BJ my boy, where do you think you're going after revealing your presence?

[distant siren]

when im neutral or happy, i'm normal

but when i do one thing wrong

i start degrading myself and falling into depression

do i have a mental disorder?

[bold quest]

No

[distant siren]

or am i just sensitive

[bold quest]

Depends

[livid lava]

those can be just bad moods

but that depends yes

[distant siren]

i dont know what to think of it

[rose halo]

's just a negative focus

probably beaten into you or something

[bold quest]

Depends on your personality if it's a disorder or not

If you degrade yourself then do it

[pliant schooner]

or lack of coffee swings

[bold quest]

You will notice your flaws faster that way

[distant siren]

i see my flaws

[rose halo]

try looking at failures as avenue to learn. Reflect on what went wrong and what went right, and how you can do next time

[distant siren]

but i'm too lazy to ever do anything about them.

[golden ivy]

Found this thing again

Thanks for making me read it Heinz

[rose halo]

Lazy, or afraid of failure? 😉

[distant siren]

both.

[bold quest]

Heeeeh~

[rose halo]

well how would life be if you didn't get depressed or caught in a negative spiral?

[bold quest]

Interesting

Straight

I mean we're all headed towards death anyway

[golden ivy]

I'm not depressed and I'm not in a negative spiral

[rose halo]

sure heiz, but you gonna take a rocket or stroll around?

[golden ivy]

But my life is going pretty wonky atm

[bold quest]

Play with the people around me

[ashen orbit]

what's going on?

[bold quest]

Stuff

[distant siren]

personal-ish problems

[bold quest]

@ashen orbit Would you lie or would you not lie

[ashen orbit]

Heiz stop making meat depressed

i would not lie

[rose halo]

I used to be very negative focused. That changed a lot starting in 2016

[bold quest]

What if not lying would be disadvantageous?

[ashen orbit]

I'd rather be honest and die a second later than lie

[bold quest]

Even if it's for someone you don't know?

[ashen orbit]

... which has resulted in a lot of embarrassing situations

yes

[bold quest]

Or perhaps someone you could consider hostile, in which case would help him

[rose halo]

I'm like that as well Azazel

[quick ginkgo]

Cool

[distant siren]

people: i don't lie

also people:

[ashen orbit]

I'd still tell the truth even if they were my mortal enemy

with that said, I'm a no bs person

i will break your ribs if you deserve it

[bold quest]

Nice

[rose halo]

the second you tell a lie you can be liable - especially to friends. Distrust is rampant these days

[golden ivy]

You know the advantage of having a really close friend? (of the opposite gender if you're straight like me)

[bold quest]

Friend zone

[golden ivy]

You can lean on them.

[quick ginkgo]

No im homo

[golden ivy]

Literally.

[near timber]

Sympathy bang

[foggy thorn]

you lost me at "friend"

what's that

[bold quest]

She's smaller so how could you literally lean on her

[distant siren]

i'll be one for you

dont worry

[golden ivy]

We were both sitting down

[foggy thorn]

I'll worry

[livid lava]

u would break someone ribs if they deserve it ? are u like bad person

[distant siren]

ok worry

[ashen orbit]

it's the ones you're surrounded by kuaka

[golden ivy]

But yeah she is still a good inch shorter lol

[livid lava]

idk if she is just a friend lol

[bold quest]

"just a friend"

Ugh

Meat

[golden ivy]

I never said we were just friends

[bold quest]

Seriously

[rose halo]

I've asked myself that question as well @foggy thorn

[livid lava]

I had those... "just a friend" i was something more deep down

[distant siren]

can't people have normal friendships with the opposite gender

no

ok

[ashen orbit]

I'm me, it's up to you to determine if I'm bad or good

[livid lava]

yes

it can be

but mostly it depent of the personality

[bold quest]

Now this is real personality

[solemn estuary]

I had a notification

[golden ivy]

When me and my friend first met, we were just friends.

Now we're not.

[bold quest]

Ah, BJ so nice of you to finally show yourself

[golden ivy]

But we're still friends.

[distant siren]

makes sense

[solemn estuary]

Hey I was going to say I found a mushroom growing in my tank!

[golden ivy]

You can still be friends with people you love

[solemn estuary]

Not a fish tank

[livid lava]

is that a funny mushroom ?

[bold quest]

Septic tank

[livid lava]

or just mushroom

[solemn estuary]

I can't identity it yet but when it grows older I will

[golden ivy]

Ok

[livid lava]

pff the season is over with funny mushrooms

[solemn estuary]

I forage whenever I can

[golden ivy]

I hope it's a hallucinogen

[bold quest]

"I can't #### it yet, but when it grows older I will"

[solemn estuary]

I found some glistening ink caps on thursday

[livid lava]

police sometimes patrol the "mushrooming" time and look at the bags of guys to find funny mushrooms

[golden ivy]

HEINZ

[livid lava]

heiz that sounds like pet

[bold quest]

What?

Your brain did that to you

[golden ivy]

that last message was not PG

[bold quest]

I had no influence over that result

[solemn estuary]

He's so small and cute

[livid lava]

does not look like edible

[golden ivy]

That's what she said

[bold quest]

All ### say that

[distant siren]

lmao that timing

[livid lava]

oh guys, do you do mushrooming in ur country ?

[solemn estuary]

Yes

[golden ivy]

Nah

We go spider a-hunting

[bold quest]

Spider ass-hunting

[livid lava]

oh ya kangaroo country, that is like real hunt

uuugh

[quick ginkgo]

We hunt animals with hockey pucks

[livid lava]

that is not good

we hunt animals with rifles

[quick ginkgo]

Our canadian team brings the best kind of food

[livid lava]

and dogs

[solemn estuary]

Kvetko I'm stiill hunting for boletus edulis

[bold quest]

Imagine having a tree branch being shoved up your ass

[quick ginkgo]

Thats cool

[near timber]

Depends on the thickness and length

[livid lava]

when I was little kid, there was one small place, deep down in woods that had like milion of boletus edulis

we had maybe 4 buckets of them

[solemn estuary]

Lucky!

[quick ginkgo]

Ok

[bold quest]

Yes

[livid lava]

we had our spots for lots of mushrooms haha

[solemn estuary]

My friend said he had a client with them on their land but got rid of them

[livid lava]

ugh

[bold quest]

Eat the mushroom raw

[solemn estuary]

Yeah

[livid lava]

that is not nice

[bold quest]

If girls can do it, why can't the guys also do it

[solemn estuary]

I cried inside

[golden ivy]

Uhh

[livid lava]

but after the years wild pigs, firms with woodcutting stuff... now it is horrible

[solemn estuary]

That's one thing I would want is a pig to go truffle hunting

[livid lava]

like when I go to my cottage, there is nothing mostly

we had super spot for chanterelles..... wild pigs

[solemn estuary]

Where do you live?

[livid lava]

czech republic

[bold quest]

In a house

[livid lava]

oh pig for truffle that would be nice 😄

[solemn estuary]

That's another one I'm hunting for

Also a morel too

[bold quest]

@golden ivy who's dying next?

[distant siren]

i wish i could relate to any of you

[golden ivy]

My friend.

[livid lava]

my granpa had and have dogs for deer hunting or mostly for animal hunting because he is hunter or gamekeeper... those dogs could even smell some mushrooms, but not truffles, that is hard to even get

[bold quest]

What's gonna cause it?

[golden ivy]

Fuck if I know

She's gonna get sick

[livid lava]

I never even saw morel in my life

[solemn estuary]

Yes apparently dogs can hunt for truffles too

[golden ivy]

And then it's gonna mutate

[solemn estuary]

Neither have I but I want to

[bold quest]

@livid lava there's a morel in hxh

[golden ivy]

And she's gonna die with me by her side

And then the next death? Me.

[livid lava]

not this morel

jeoz

heiz

but I would love to have his pipe

haha

is this like romeo and julie story or what ?

[bold quest]

@golden ivy ey read some books

[golden ivy]

I'd kill myself.

If I ever lost her

[bold quest]

@livid lava Go use the pipe for your small pp

[livid lava]

vacuum machine is better

[golden ivy]

I like books, but I like my friend more

[bold quest]

Kvet obviously I don't really mean this, so dont tilt, other than the small pp part

@golden ivy Read novels

[quick ginkgo]

And not your mom?

[bold quest]

Meet new people

[livid lava]

I am confused

[golden ivy]

I'm reading the seven ancient wonders if you want to know

[livid lava]

the best way to meat new ppl is to go to some underground pub/club with some heamy metal or punk

[bold quest]

Lol no

[distant siren]

meat new people

ive heard that before

[bold quest]

Screw those guys

[golden ivy]

The series, by Matthew Reilly

I'm waiting on the next book but I haven't finished the latest

[bold quest]

Fantasy novels would be better

[golden ivy]

It is a fantasy

[livid lava]

erotic novels

[bold quest]

H2r

Nh

[golden ivy]

But it pushes on the borders of science rather than magic

I'm up to the 3 secret cities

[bold quest]

@golden ivy Find good communities of people to join

[livid lava]

that is why we need voice channel

[golden ivy]

Here look I'll prove it's a novel

[solemn estuary]

I'll be scared of vc here

Some people are grown up then some are kids

[bold quest]

I don't know how I sound

[formal oyster]

Lol how?

[distant siren]

vc is a bad idea for some

[bold quest]

Relatives said my voice is kinda deep, but it sounds stupid to me

[distant siren]

^ mood

[solemn estuary]

Can deaf people hear their own thoughts?

[foggy thorn]

no

[bold quest]

Yes

[distant siren]

yes

[solemn estuary]

Kuaka!

[bold quest]

It's their thots

[foggy thorn]

I'm deaf trust me

[bold quest]

Duh

[fringe forge]

Depends if they ever knew sound?

[livid lava]

I have high pitch voice

huh

and Idc

like and if there are kids.. who cares.. most of ppl are like 5y apart

that is not that much

[solemn estuary]

True but what about bray

He's like 5

[bold quest]

What about funny

[foggy thorn]

I have a deep voice

[solemn estuary]

Same

[foggy thorn]

and I'm like 4

[distant siren]

now that i think about it

[bold quest]

And the mod team

[distant siren]

i wonder what you people sound like

[foggy thorn]

why

[distant siren]

why not

[livid lava]

normal i guess

[safe ruin]

Voice Channel

[livid lava]

but my talk english is broken as shit

[distant siren]

Yes

[formal oyster]

Same

[distant siren]

i stutter a lot

i dont like speaking

[solemn estuary]

I'm english and I can't even speak half of it

I mumble

[distant siren]

does that make you people feel better

[livid lava]

like I can speak, but sometimes I could not really say what I wanna so

haha

[bold quest]

I can speak but I choose not to

[solemn estuary]

Kuaka we need a vc

[foggy thorn]

I used to stutter a lot

[golden ivy]

Imma go head out

[foggy thorn]

I can't make channels

[golden ivy]

Gn

[bold quest]

Kuaka just make a temp vc

[solemn estuary]

Take care meat

[foggy thorn]

I can't make channels

[livid lava]

like but I would go to voice only when I am drunk

[solemn estuary]

Make a discord

[livid lava]

so it is easy to talk

haha

[solemn estuary]

Alcohol is bad for you

[distant siren]

idle skilling voice chat server

[foggy thorn]

yes

[livid lava]

yes I know

that is why I drink it

[bold quest]

@solemn estuary it's the ice thats bad since most alcoholic drinks that kill people have ice

[golden ivy]

Yes, BenJee, I'll take care of myself, and, more importantly, I'll take care of the one I love.

[solemn estuary]

Stupid ice

[livid lava]

I can not even take care of myself or to take care of other ppl, I am young

I do not know how to do that

[bold quest]

Wait meat imma go fetch something for you

[solemn estuary]

@golden ivy Good person you are

[bold quest]

Also

Before I go

Just wanted to say that...

You guys can go kiss each others asses

[solemn estuary]

no homo?

[distant siren]

no homo

[golden ivy]

Mmf we've only kissed once Heinz

[bold quest]

Human centipede

[formal oyster]

It's so hard to learn non-cyrillic languages. Trying to speak is way more harder

[golden ivy]

And that was relatively PG heinz

[foggy thorn]

just be mute

[bold quest]

@golden ivy kiss her lightly on the lips

Then run away

[livid lava]

yes

[foggy thorn]

ok

[livid lava]

that is what you need to do

[bold quest]

Be the girl in the relationship

[foggy thorn]

where are you meat

[golden ivy]

Today I didn't run.

[solemn estuary]

I want to kiss someone in the discord

[livid lava]

run from what

[golden ivy]

Run from the emotions, kvetko

First time in my life

My friend died at 12:16 pm

[quick ginkgo]

Damn

Must hurt

[golden ivy]

My cousin, he was a great friend

[bold quest]

@solemn estuary me

[foggy thorn]

no

[formal oyster]

I'm sorry but what time zone it is?

[livid lava]

if my good friend died I would drunk myself to blackout and then wake up in hospital mostly

like ya, sometimes, good friend is even worse then ur relatives

[solemn estuary]

I can't say @bold quest

[foggy thorn]

all of them @formal oyster

[golden ivy]

If my one good friend died

I would burn this fuckin world and everything in it

[livid lava]

then burn urself ?

[golden ivy]

And then myself.

[livid lava]

idk if that is good thing

[bold quest]

Call me when you need to make it happen faster

Either the burning or dying

[livid lava]

I can still kiss u on the forehead if that gonna makes u feel better

😫

[golden ivy]

If y'all shut up I'll tell you today's events

[solemn estuary]

😩

[bold quest]

I can imagine kvet moaning

[formal oyster]

No i mean Meat said time and i don't know what time zone it is so i'm asking

[livid lava]

todays events ?

Ï will moan for u someday in vc

[solemn estuary]

I want to do something today

[golden ivy]

So at 12:16 pm, my cousin died.

[livid lava]

yes

[bold quest]

finally

[solemn estuary]

Today?

[livid lava]

huh heinz

[golden ivy]

Yes, benjee

[ashen orbit]

i am the backth

[golden ivy]

It's 11 pm

[ashen orbit]

you should be the sleepth

[golden ivy]

Then at 1pm, my friend took me aside somewhere quiet so we could talk.

[bold quest]

You should be on the 1st stage of rest

[ashen orbit]

does hell have 7 or 9 circles?

[quick ginkgo]

2

[bold quest]

Depends on how many areolas you want

[solemn estuary]

7

[ashen orbit]

thanks Jee

[golden ivy]

15 minutes later, we were leaning against each other's shoulders and crying for the other

[solemn estuary]

Inferno by dante?

[ashen orbit]

aww, sounds emotional

[bold quest]

I wish I could still cry for someone

[formal oyster]

9 circles by dante as i remember

[golden ivy]

Then at 1:30 we were holding each other tight

And got yelled at by a teacher

[bold quest]

Death by bear hug

Death by professor

[solemn estuary]

I have heard of the 9 circles, but for the longest time I heard 7

[livid lava]

I did not cried when my grandpa died... idk like, it is hard to cry if u barelly know him I mean like I have known him since I was baby, but not that close

it is even hard to cry just in generall

[quick ginkgo]

Only way to cry

[golden ivy]

At 3pm, we were walking to class and the very same teacher called us lovebirds

[quick ginkgo]

Is by losing a game of fortnite

[near timber]

Watch sad films

Fortnight sucks

[golden ivy]

EWWWW moshi

[bold quest]

Screw fortnite

[quick ginkgo]

Lol

Jk jk

[formal oyster]

Fortnite is gay

[quick ginkgo]

My brother broke a tv over fortnite

[bold quest]

I'll break him over a tv

[formal oyster]

Kids shouldn't playing competitive games

[bold quest]

That hallway looks similar

[formal oyster]

Cause they are so emotional

[bold quest]

Ah right

[quick ginkgo]

My 8 year old sister plays fortnite

[golden ivy]

At 4, we briefly kissed each other goodbye and were sent to the principal's office

[bold quest]

Frozen eleum loyce

[golden ivy]

Like ffs it wasn't even on school grounds

[solemn estuary]

Meat, could you write it all at once and send it? I would like to read it all

[golden ivy]

Ok

[bold quest]

Include the very start

[quick ginkgo]

Gonna take a while

Unless he copy paste