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#off-topic-chat
frank moth
tardy crescent
I want to report this weirdo for hacking
analog elk
42
frank moth
i time travelled fucker
tardy crescent
lel
frank moth
u
tardy crescent
wth
frank moth
i wanted you to look at the fucling cruasde offline gaons and you joke about this shit wh
tardy crescent
lol
golden ivy
@tame sparrow thx for free xp
golden ivy
ok
tardy crescent
ok boomer
golden ivy
ok
golden ivy
ok
tardy crescent
ok boomer
golden ivy
ok
arctic badge
ok
arctic badge
ok
frank moth
is ondra back yet
foggy thorn
no
tardy crescent
meh
foggy thorn
he's not coming back
frank moth
bruh
golden ivy
m
tame sparrow
brazt I am warning you right now, stop that before I poke you in the eye
golden ivy
ok
tardy crescent
ok boomer
frank moth
bust
tame sparrow
ondra left on his own and I don't think his beef was actually with me lmao. I think he got me mixed up with someone else
tardy crescent
lmfao
frank moth
posting a gif changed the member count forever
frank moth
is your pic from that scrap game or what
golden ivy
no
tardy crescent
lol how'd he know
tardy crescent
xd
tardy crescent
petition to mute Nut for 1 month
tardy crescent
he has like half of the messages saying "ok", like trying to farm xp or something
tardy crescent
ikr
tame sparrow
Oh he can't farm xp anymore
tardy crescent
wait did you actually give him a spammer role
arctic badge
@tame sparrow what is ur profile it looks like a blue skull with a commander had looking down on me
winged sigil
yes
tardy crescent
lol
tame sparrow
There you go brazt
foggy thorn
tardy crescent
pingry
frank moth
post them if u want lol
burnt pecan
Freememeskids
tame sparrow
Pingry caught my eye as well
burnt pecan
also just hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
frank moth
i think thats an emoji?
worldly lichen
"mommy_pick_me_I'm_scared"
frank moth
heres a more chaotic one...
burnt pecan
qwdpokqwodpqwodpij
spare vapor
frank moth
i found "penis"
foggy thorn
child
tame sparrow
what are these word salads from?
burnt pecan
all i see is "protection pills"
frank moth
tame sparrow
Thats not very nice
spare vapor
frank moth
no
spare vapor
It’s funni
burnt pecan
not alpha tester
golden ivy
who gave me my role back tho
tame sparrow
Wasn't me
golden ivy
ill take it I guess
burnt pecan
kock probably
golden ivy
FUCK
foggy thorn
wasn't me
worldly lichen
Oof
foggy thorn
I take it away
golden ivy
I was so happy
burnt pecan
lol
golden ivy
why do you deprive me of joy
worldly lichen
Give it back
burnt pecan
yea, and give back my mod role too
golden ivy
ok whatever i guess, ima go play slime rancher
frank moth
iq 200
worldly lichen
devolvérsela kuaka
foggy thorn
que
frail warren
sosig
worldly lichen
devolva
golden ivy
Kuaka how are you today?
burnt pecan
devuelva
frank moth
SI
foggy thorn
no
golden ivy
kuaka is yes
burnt pecan
kuaka is bad
foggy thorn
no estas incorrecto
burnt pecan
baba is win
golden ivy
ok
frank moth
kuaka is end
burnt pecan
golden ivy
WTF
tame sparrow
Nut, this is your final warning. You will be muted if you continue to spam rather than participating
golden ivy
ok
foggy thorn
that's a response to it, or just an ok?
golden ivy
uh
burnt pecan
like wtf is the point in just saying ok all the time
golden ivy
i have said ok double as much as nut
foggy thorn
want a medal?
frank moth
foggy thorn
_ _
burnt pecan
well u still contribute to conversation bray
golden ivy
its horrifying
burnt pecan
also those were him just saying "ok" and nothing else
golden ivy
1/40th of my messages contain the word "ok"
frail warren
ok
tame sparrow
!tempmute @golden ivy 15m OK
raw folioBOT
vadhakara [BEEF KWEEN], you can't use that
golden ivy
bet
burnt pecan
please
tardy crescent
oh no
foggy thorn
dumb
golden ivy
lmao
burnt pecan
kuak do it
golden ivy
Ok.
burnt pecan
ill suck peepee
foggy thorn
!tempmute @golden ivy 15m ok
tame sparrow
mo
ther
fuck
frank moth
1/9th of my messages contain "a"
raw folioBOT
the nut#2540 has been muted for 15 minutes
frail warren
ok
tardy crescent
lmao xd
worldly lichen
Well played
golden ivy
sbout 1/10th of my messages have a
tardy crescent
want to be next?
burnt pecan
kuaka you mistyped the 15h as 15m
frank moth
🇧 🇦 🇭
frail warren
bah
golden ivy
ok well enjoy ur day everyone, i need to go somewhere else
tardy crescent
nah 15d
golden ivy
🙂
burnt pecan
15y
frank moth
15y
tardy crescent
XD
burnt pecan
o wait, my b, that d stood for decade
golden ivy
15d
frail warren
15by
worldly lichen
Bye bray
frank moth
15 penises
golden ivy
15me
tardy crescent
15birb
golden ivy
millennium
burnt pecan
15
golden ivy
so 15mi
frail warren
15 miles
frank moth
just ban him ffs
tardy crescent
per hour
frail warren
15 miles per hour
tardy crescent
I am specialist in killing chats :^)
tardy crescent
I will steal your steal beans (^:
frank moth
i have 0
burnt pecan
also
tardy crescent
then i'll let you with -1B if that's fine
tardy crescent
such a waste of gems lel
frail warren
lmao
tame sparrow
tardy crescent
who wants to buy birbs reeeeeee
frank moth
haha yes
frail warren
fuck
tardy crescent
tame sparrow
@frank moth what are all these weird screenshots
tardy crescent
17k messages and only lvl 27 this is unfair
burnt pecan
foggy thorn
56k messages and only overlord
frail warren
only
burnt pecan
almost at 23k messages
tardy crescent
is this piece of shit maxed
burnt pecan
pretty sure
worldly lichen
Yes
frail warren
300 in bot commands
tardy crescent
xd
burnt pecan
so many of the new pots have hard caps now, i dont like it
frank moth
depression
burnt pecan
tardy crescent
honestly life simulator 1 is better
winged sigil
mag, they're softcaps
tardy crescent
oh
burnt pecan
I guess, but like, i liked still getting some benefit, it just slows down
these just kinda drop off
tardy crescent
does anyone have 100% on the first bonus of this thingy?
winged sigil
the formula for most of them is cap * x / (x + c)
burnt pecan
also like the last 3 pots hit there limits so quickly
tardy crescent
honestly the potions are too logarithmic
burnt pecan
last legit caps immediately
tardy crescent
why not linear at least like normal potions
burnt pecan
could have just made it like a cons upgrade
tardy crescent
lava has said he would give last potion an effect
note how tunneling isn't even a finished update
frank moth
he gave it an effect of nothingness
tardy crescent
true
frank moth
brb diging in my screenshots again
tardy crescent
honestly my idea for that potion was to increase up to 2 the times it applies in that potion instead of staying at 1
long glen
He should give Bob potion a scaling effect, too, so it's actually useful to level. Like increasing Bob pet's damage.
burnt pecan
^
burnt pecan
I feel like a lot of the new pots hit their limits pretty early imo
burnt pecan
that would work
tardy crescent
well yea, most potions are really strong at lvl 100 already
and lava should be working on breaking_infinity if possible on stencyl
frank moth
oh this one
burnt pecan
lava should be fixing the million other bugs on stencyl
paper valley
Hey Guys whats going on in this thread?
frank moth
potions
winged sigil
idk what eldar is doing
frank moth
posting random shit
paper valley
SO what is this stencyl program, and how do I tinker with this game with it =D?
I love a good code spelunking
winged sigil
you don't
frank moth
with no way of talking about potions cause im a fucken early game player
winged sigil
you can download the swf from kong and decompile it
burnt pecan
oh, so you can't replace code for the kong vrsion?
winged sigil
or join ISRE and just download the cleaned versions of the scripts from there
burnt pecan
only look at it
paper valley
wuuuut this is a flash based game =D? I should have known as much. I cant escape action script to save my life
Fucking mxml markup and actionscript. Bane of my existence.
frail warren
do you have the link for the isre discord server
winged sigil
stencyl can compile to multiple different platforms
paper valley
So, Alien, what does the C4 part of your name stand for?
Also, should I start putting my current status in brackets on my nickname like everyone else?
burnt pecan
o lol this is a legit server
burnt pecan
i mean, idk, i never heard of it until now
frank moth
unofficial dev team
tardy crescent
^
foggy thorn
wow alien is advertising
winged sigil
I mentioned it in #526150063542501386 a while back
foggy thorn
smh
tardy crescent
smh
burnt pecan
i dont check spoilers, so that would be why 🙂
winged sigil
it's related tho
tardy crescent
hmm
tardy crescent
already's been 4 uses
frank moth
aaaa
burnt pecan
I dont plan on doing any decompiling, so ill leave other people to it
tardy crescent
xd
burnt pecan
Id rather do my own coding in proper software than try to decompile that mess
tardy crescent
winged sigil
well, it's been decompiled already
and the scripts have been made at least a little more readable
frank moth
all that remains is to fix the thing
tardy crescent
true
blissful raven
No, a lot still need interpreted
paper valley
Im already surfing the discord looking at the files
Later today I'll sit down and try to dig in
burnt pecan
Again I would help, but school is taking up all my time as of late
blissful raven
And it's more than 200 wires tbh
winged sigil
yea that's fine
tardy crescent
it's infinite wires lol
tame sparrow
10,000 wires just for the if statements
tardy crescent
they had overflown
frank moth
the bomb has no wires and its on a time
burnt pecan
the wires will conjoin and split at random points as well
frank moth
ya gotta internally disarm the shit
blissful raven
Also there is no color s heme for the wires and they are just daisychained
arctic badge
So how's it going with the ok spam?
frank moth
if you cut the wrong wire
burnt pecan
the wires are just a paradox
winged sigil
well, he'll be muted for twice as long as the previous one for each ok
frail warren
ok
blissful raven
Bray?
winged sigil
nut
arctic badge
blissful raven
Bray was doing that too
frail warren
ok
frank moth
i wa also doing that in a different server
burnt pecan
is there a way to see total messages on the entire server?
frank moth
except its "what"
tardy crescent
idk
frank moth
from:Eldar
frail warren
idk
frank moth
lol
tardy crescent
I guess add the messages from all channels
frail warren
ok
frank moth
no
near wharf
about 2 million messages
i deleted the general chat back in like march of last year
so we lost lots of messages then
blissful raven
Oh look it's fake lava
burnt pecan
tardy crescent
yee haha
near wharf
mine says 1.690
blissful raven
We all know real lava doesn't post here anymore
burnt pecan
guess i dont see the mod chats and stuff
worldly lichen
919.000 for me uh
winged sigil
near wharf
probably only did general chat
frank moth
why
near wharf
why do i have 30k more than u
long glen
Channels only you can see, probably.
near wharf
oh
burnt pecan
^
near wharf
its welcome messages
frank moth
why delete
near wharf
woah
winged sigil
wait no, I messed up the search
near wharf
they re-did welcome messages
blissful raven
Yeah you made it so mods can't see that channel
near wharf
its all compressed now
so much better
before you had to scroll for ages just to see like 5 people joining
frank moth
have you ever had a 24 hour aseprite run
burnt pecan
yes he has
near wharf
well it wasnt all in aseprite but
blissful raven
Lol
near wharf
the day before tunnels update i did uhm
tame sparrow
Speaking of staying up way too late, I'm on hour 32
burnt pecan
almost beat lava then vad
tame sparrow
damn
blissful raven
Beat it
arctic badge
@blissful raven fake static or real static???
tame sparrow
Time for me to commit honorable sudoku
frank moth
you didnt think of sitting what
blissful raven
What?
near wharf
if i didnt stand up i probably couldve gotten the update out on the day
no no i honestly dont know why
blissful raven
I'm not static
near wharf
i put my computer on a few boxes and was like ok this is my desk now
foggy thorn
me neither
arctic badge
Your bug smasher @blissful raven
burnt pecan
imagine not having a stand up desk
tardy crescent
blissful raven
Yes, gj
frank moth
34 hours standing and typing
foggy thorn
wait lava, on that day did you have to go power your solar powered keyboard?
worldly lichen
You can't buy a golden desk with 
?
near wharf
august 1st i also did a 36 hour run
but much of that time wqas spent waiting for google to process the update
rather than actually coding
frank moth
aseprite speedrun when
arctic badge
What on earth is a solar powered keyboard
tardy crescent
tame sparrow
middle left
foggy thorn
^
frank moth
ill just consume them all
winged sigil
I this for the third tunnels skill
tame sparrow
Things can be gross and spicy too
arctic badge
They are all spicey
blissful raven
I this
echo spade
Bottom right
foggy thorn
tame sparrow
bottom right looks like a peanut butter fudge
echo spade
Oh so we are talking about what’s more spicy
near wharf
plot twist
frank moth
so what are your plans now
echo spade
I would pick top middle
near wharf
so that more people know about my tragic keyboard story
echo spade
My answer doesn’t exist
frank moth
so your plan is to be a twitter celebrity ok
burnt pecan
its a tragic condition that few can relate too
tame sparrow
I'm following you right now Lava. Don't turn to look if you don't want to see what I look like
foggy thorn
I'm still waiting for you to follow me back lava
frank moth
im still waiting for the day i get unsuspended
tardy crescent
is this potion just broken
tame sparrow
I don't think many people get unsuspended from twitter
foggy thorn
Lol
arctic badge
@near wharf how do u get wiki lad role
tardy crescent
my brew speed card is 800 as like before even getting da potion
winged sigil
that one works, elmenda
foggy thorn
you askf or it @arctic badge
frank moth
i only retweeted once in my account and i get SUSPENDED bruh
winged sigil
it doesn't display on the cards
burnt pecan
i tweeted about kuaka being a bitch ass
tardy crescent
oh well
tardy crescent
I guess there are even more hidden bugs and trash
echo spade
tardy crescent
frank moth
ok im goin sleep
tame sparrow
frank moth
gooder nigt
burnt pecan
gn
tame sparrow
Good night Eldar
burnt pecan
also lmao, imagine carrying that from class to class
there are some kids at my school who bring gaming rigs to class
blissful raven
That almost looks like the computer my school used when they bought computers
tardy crescent
blissful raven
Those were a little older tbf
tardy crescent
when school buys computers from 2002
solemn estuary
blissful raven
That computer is from the 90s
tardy crescent
sure
solemn estuary
My pc
solemn estuary
How do you get stuff added to your name
tame sparrow
You think that mouse is fancy? Hold on
blissful raven
I don't think lava noticed you're blue
golden ivy
ok
tardy crescent
geez dammit now 30 mins
winged sigil
!tempmute @golden ivy 30m ok
raw folioBOT
the nut#2540 has been muted for 30 minutes
burnt pecan
lol
solemn estuary
LOL
tardy crescent
the first message he said was literally "ok"
tame sparrow
Doubling things gets out of hand rather quickly, might want to shape up there Nut
burnt pecan
^
winged sigil
not my problem
solemn estuary
Can't you put ok as spam
burnt pecan
well then people would get fucked if they are just saying "ok" for when someone answers a question
tardy crescent
well true
solemn estuary
But that's a nut thing to do
tardy crescent
but Nut's case is different
winged sigil
he's been doing it for weeks now, and it's stupid
solemn estuary
I've seen it ever since I joined
tame sparrow
Nut was given more than enough chances. Way more.
blissful raven
So have several oyhers
winged sigil
and we got tired of it, so bye
blissful raven
Bray and that guy who was posting earliet
And a few others that post at the same time as them
tardy crescent
the ok spam was never funny anyway
burnt pecan
pretty sure he was just xp grinding, dont think it was meant to be funny
tardy crescent
true
blissful raven
Tbh I thought you guys just gave up on spammers
tardy crescent
that category of xp grinders get da ban hammer
burnt pecan
whats even the point for him, hes already teehee
winged sigil
well, I did make sure that he doesn't gain xp for it anymore
nor any other messages, for that matter
burnt pecan
lol
tardy crescent
lol good
blissful raven
You should do that for several other users tbh
burnt pecan
is that why he's still 27th on the leaderboard?
pseudo sphinx
!tempmute @pseudo sphinx
blissful raven
You can make mee6 mute itself
tardy crescent
!tempmute @tardy crescent 10s
raw folioBOT
elmenda452 (25T 8 dmg)*, you can't use that
tardy crescent
burnt pecan
id mute myself if i could
solemn estuary
lol
burnt pecan
ban*
tame sparrow
I see a request
tardy crescent
tame sparrow
lolol
pseudo sphinx
!permban @tame sparrow
rich shadow
Did we have some info about update or the game gone afk?
winged sigil
no
burnt pecan
theres a furnace
tardy crescent
yes
burnt pecan
and some ingots lava is making
blissful raven
Who knows what lava is doing
tardy crescent
looks to me like forging, aka smithing v2
winged sigil
just check the channels at the top for new
near timber
Not fixing bugs.
tardy crescent
lel
blissful raven
The furnace is where the code is going
tame sparrow
My buddy was setting up a 7d2d server and we were gonna play today before I collapse completely but we're now somehow watching Billy The Exterminator together thru discord
tardy crescent
he should be fixing bugs instead of creating new stuff 🔪
solemn estuary
No
burnt pecan
Im hoping lava at least does a good mix of content/bug fixes with this new update
burnt pecan
bugs are nasty
tardy crescent
yes
burnt pecan
squash the bugs
pseudo sphinx
You fools, lava put that on purpose.. you have to do the math..how long till the furnace will go out if you have a 5000gallon kerosene tank that doesn't melt steel beams?
solemn estuary
You could make beatle juice
blissful raven
Well if lava isn't noticing or caring about server things these days you should make me blue next
burnt pecan
then me, im fine with waiting
solemn estuary
I was blue once, don't know what happened
blissful raven
You posted more and became yellow
solemn estuary
4.2 hype
tardy crescent
I wonder if lava wants to apply breaking_infinity 
I had been warning this community since early 2019 that we'd need breaking_infinity sometime
and now it's the time
solemn estuary
How would he do that
tardy crescent
not sure how on stencyl
what I know is people gonna reach infinity way easier with da forge aka smithing v2
I mean, it hasn't even been that long to reach 8* dmg
golden ivy
jesus this game is creepy
livid lava
what game
golden ivy
Binding Of Isaac
livid lava
oh I love that
it is creepy tho
even the whole story is
so like I had some problems with custom rom ony my samsung S5
but today, oh today... I managed to run my S5 on android 9.0 and even the SIM work just fine
now.... I can not use helium because of my old phone and god, that is going to be like 2 day of lost save
tawdry plover
raw folioBOT
A user has successfully killed a boss! Congrats to them! 
livid lava
k nice
tardy crescent
nice
golden ivy
ok
livid lava
nut
tardy crescent
the stop saying "ok" out of nowhere
burnt pecan
^
golden ivy
my "friend" (not anymore) came and killed both my mc cats then left
tardy crescent
whatever
burnt pecan
F
livid lava
ok
golden ivy
Ok
tardy crescent
cats are useless apart from creeper deterring
tardy crescent
-_-
tardy crescent
nut it's not fun
livid lava
like be a man and do 4bit computer for nothing
golden ivy
ok
tardy crescent
mods...
livid lava
no with just basic logic gates
winged sigil
!tempmute @golden ivy 60m ok
raw folioBOT
the nut#2540 has been muted for 1 hour
livid lava
huh
uneven dune
i have made a rework of my draw
solemn estuary
I like it
livid lava
is that someone from mortal combat
vital heart
NAS
m
NooB
QUALQUER :-)
livid lava
what
vital heart
tobias boon
uneven dune
hummm🤔
vital heart
would be funny if these were the surnames of the mk devs
uneven dune
like ermac is crated because a bug if scorpion
uneven dune
i played a lot of...like 6 games or more
vital heart
ive played more than 6 games in my life
uneven dune
probally i played more 100 game :)
blissful raven
Noob saibot didn't have a face in my day
blissful raven
Mortal kombat guy
golden ivy
anyone here play Risk Of Rain 2?
blissful raven
He was introduced as a secret gimmick character
livid lava
I played the first version
blissful raven
But he was really popular
livid lava
I do not really like the 3D one
tardy crescent
wow nut got yeeted off discord
livid lava
he got yeeeeted for 1 hour
golden ivy
2
tardy crescent
no, but like got yeeted from entire discord, not just here
burnt pecan
good game
golden ivy
no
tardy crescent
no he's banned from discord
golden ivy
I hit the jackpot
burnt pecan
o
golden ivy
his acc says "deleted"
burnt pecan
lol
burnt pecan
@golden ivy
burnt pecan
no it isnt
tardy crescent
Nut has been omegabanned
livid lava
idk like just play risk of rain 1
burnt pecan
my computer just sucks
golden ivy
why was he banned?
burnt pecan
once u reach high levels, theres 100s of bosses, and my fps drops to like 4
livid lava
because he said OK
golden ivy
no
tardy crescent
like, from entire discord?
burnt pecan
yes
golden ivy
he deleted his account
tardy crescent
no way
golden ivy
spamming gets you put in the "chill zone" by disc
burnt pecan
thats an F
golden ivy
so its hard to get banned
tardy crescent
he got away from all discord servers
winged sigil
pretty sure he just changed his discord nick
tardy crescent
no cuz I'll beat him
tardy crescent
so #28+
golden ivy
alien if u good mod may i have my alpha tester role back
burnt pecan
lol
tardy crescent
I'm #28 currently so I'm near
golden ivy
overtake him
tardy crescent
I kinda feel like I caused his ban
burnt pecan
anyone here played the board game Settlers of Catan?
burnt pecan
mines #1616
tardy crescent
1961 xd
tardy crescent
oh no
tardy crescent
REEEEEEEEEEEEEE
he got infected by quik maf meme
bring him immediately to mental health care center
livid lava
but why would u do that
burnt pecan
u can divide any number by a number and get said special number
tardy crescent
or multiply
burnt pecan
^
tardy crescent
(^:
golden ivy
yeah i was making a meme funni joke
livid lava
idk like u can do anything if u wanna tho
golden ivy
holy shit chrome sucks
tardy crescent
(log2(sqrt(2)))² xd
livid lava
that why I said that chromajzlík or chrome is botnet
burnt pecan
bro anyone want to come to my house and play Settlers with me?
got new expansion pack
golden ivy
bet
golden ivy
i need a passport
tardy crescent
a cool kid way to say 0.25 xd
livid lava
where u from
tardy crescent
(log2(sqrt(2)))²
tardy crescent
yee :^)
burnt pecan
im from murica
livid lava
what is the base of the log
tardy crescent
maf gud (^:
burnt pecan
best country
tardy crescent
base is 2 actually
tardy crescent
had to write it as log2 so 🤷♀️
livid lava
well log2 looks like log with the base 10 * 2
tardy crescent
(^:
livid lava
if there is any way
foggy thorn
what happened
tardy crescent
meh randomly wrote (log2(sqrt(2)))² xd
leaving anyway lol, we'll see us sometime xd
burnt pecan
too bad im broke
golden ivy
i got mine used for 20$
well i ended up having to search for hdmi splitting cables for like a week
burnt pecan
I'd like a computer that could run games first tho
winged sigil
there's your alpha back
golden ivy
thanks
burnt pecan
shoot boss already happened
i need my roles back
idk when but i lost both boss slayer roles
burnt pecan
maybe for asylum, ill get boss back legit
since all these sweats have timers set for when asylum happens
blissful raven
Wow bray is teehee again
blissful raven
Has your shitposting come to an end?
tame sparrow
burnt pecan
👀
fading nymph
Vad likes the LSD. It makes him fly. Off a cliff... into a tree.
tame sparrow
Unfortunately I've never had the opportunity to try hallucinogens
fading nymph
Halogens
tame sparrow
No I've been exposed to multiple halogens
golden ivy
Cousins surgery started half an hour ago
tame sparrow
Good luck to your cousin
fading nymph
Yep, thats why your left pinky is shorter then the right vad.
tame sparrow
They're the same length
fading nymph
Improbable
golden ivy
Snow just gonna ignore that I'm literally swimming in anxiety rn
fading nymph
Meat, My heart goes out to you, in hopes things go as smooth possible.
golden ivy
same ^
fading nymph
Well now i feel like deleting that
burnt pecan
^^
fading nymph
Lmao
burnt pecan
oof
golden ivy
Idrc thanks snow
if u delete it i have to spend my precious time writing a heartfelt message
burnt pecan
surgery does suck though, best of luck to your cousin
I've only had to have surgery once in my life, luckily, but it still sucked
golden ivy
yay i have filled 122gb of stuff on my pc
burnt pecan
I dont even have 122gb of space on my pc
golden ivy
Con-fuckin-grats bray
fading nymph
Ive been where meat is. Its nerve wracking. Theres little chance for success and yet, you gotta try to stay positive or the black void of pain will eat ya alive. All you can do is, ask for mercy and have all your friends supporting you. Which im sure we do. Cept bray. Hes a dick.
burnt pecan
vital heart
clean your drive, stinky
golden ivy
I got a leave pass to go home from school early after surgery finished
burnt pecan
i just have like 40+ games downloaded
vital heart
on C?
golden ivy
But I'm not going home
burnt pecan
yes
vital heart
bruh make another partition for games stinky
burnt pecan
no
golden ivy
vital heart
yes
burnt pecan
make me
golden ivy
My friend said she'd be there for me and I need her
vital heart
also thanks for making me white, whoever did it
golden ivy
Ok.
burnt pecan
hot damn
vital heart
what kinda surgery meat
tame sparrow
Is dag the new whipping boy?
vital heart
the what
golden ivy
let us whip
fading nymph
Meat. Best place you can be is with someone you love.
burnt pecan
^
golden ivy
^
I told my friend I liked her last night and she said she loved me too so
Nothing new but
fading nymph
Im trying to figure out which animal to sacrifice to ensure a smooth surgery.
vital heart
go with a hamster, surgery should be easy enough tbf
fading nymph
Dual lung surgery is not easy
burnt pecan
ive never been too worried about surgery tbh, most surgeons are trustable in what they do
vital heart
yeah but they usually know what theyre doing
golden ivy
if i become a surgeon i will sacrifice a polar bear before every surgery
I'm not saying they don't
tho i wouldnt be a surgeon
fading nymph
Yeah they do know what they are doing.
golden ivy
not responsible enough
fading nymph
All the need right now is all the luck in the world.
burnt pecan
I feel worse about the pain after surgery
vital heart
and considering that it started already spare lungs arent a problem
should be fine imo
fading nymph
Should we try creating a spirit bomb? Everyone puts their hands up?
burnt pecan
I had it done to straighten my eyes (for some reason they were permanently crossed), and afterwards, my eyes felt like they had been flashbanged for a good week straight
vital heart
ah
golden ivy
That's where my friends fuckin died
their ability to aquire a transplant is alrerady quite good
He's going to the very same city where I lost everything.
vital heart
god damn
golden ivy
On top of that, he's likely gonna die anyway and there's nothing I can do about it
ok this is depressing can we talk about fun things
fading nymph
Meat in a spiral. He needs love.
vital heart
thats a really good way to fuck up your mood
burnt pecan
❤️
fading nymph
Quick, someone swallow his pain.
golden ivy
My friend's online but she can't really help
vital heart
already got enough pain as it is
taking a dose that big on top of what i already have? nah
fading nymph
I lost people i loved 15 months apart from each other very recently. I still blame myself for it. I spent 3 months going to the hospital every day and on the last day i said, im not going, and thats when the person died.
golden ivy
Survivor's guilt hurts, doesn't it?
fading nymph
I carry guilt for something i couldnt prevent. I carry the guilt that i wasnt there when she passed.
golden ivy
Been living with it for 5 years now
vital heart
yall really scarred holy shit
golden ivy
Yeah sorry dag
vital heart
eh dw, still god damn
fading nymph
Yeah. Meat needs to vent.
golden ivy
I've been living with survivor's guilt for a good third of my life
vital heart
i thought i was pretty unlucky when my grandpa died due to the hospital being really shit
and my aunt getting shit treatment from some private doc
golden ivy
Im lucky to never lose someone close to me but when I was younger my brother didn't have strong enough meds for his seizures and I spent alot of my younger years in the hospital while we were sure he wasn't going to live
fading nymph
Id burn down the hospital if i ever lost my mind. I feel like they deserve it.
golden ivy
Something that really pissed me off
How can I maintain spelling and punctuation and grammar even when I'm this stressed
I don't even have autocorrect on
vital heart
better than going mental
golden ivy
My spelling and grammar hits the fan when im stressed
if you look back at messages from november you can see how little i cared
Well shit really hit the fan this morning
I was hoping 2020 would be a good year
we all were
fading nymph
Now my step dad has stomach cancer and its only been 14 months since last person died..
golden ivy
I've got other relatives who are unlikely to survive the year
vital heart
same
golden ivy
Fuck that's bad snow
vital heart
yeah
golden ivy
I'm lucky I can't feel empathy that well
At least not for people over the internet
its ok i dont care about these people either
Because it would kill me
fading nymph
Imma have to keep it together though Im the only one who knows how to take care of people. Sent 14 years taking care of sick and old people as a caregiver.
vital heart
eh honestly, being insensitive is not cool either
golden ivy
I'm not insensitive ffs
fading nymph
Brayden. Fuck off
golden ivy
That was dag
vital heart
i am
golden ivy
And Brayden you can fuck off too
vital heart
was talking abt myself really
golden ivy
Oh ok
fading nymph
Dag, insentivity is just a defense mechanism
vital heart
¯_(ツ)_/¯
livid lava
can I join
golden ivy
I've never been insensitive
fading nymph
Ballsack joins the fray.
livid lava
I am somewhat insensitive
golden ivy
Kvetko can I recap what you missed
livid lava
yes
vital heart
i became very insensitive few years ago
solemn estuary
Finally you have snowysnow in your name, I always read it as that
golden ivy
So my cousin is getting both lungs replaced in an effort to treat cystic fibrosis
i used to hate alot of people on this server with a passion
livid lava
he is getting both lungs replaced ?
vital heart
mostly due to stress and shit hitting the fan in my family
golden ivy
so im still salty