#Nf-HAPPY
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Since I've reached out and said hello, I bet your wondering
Why I keep, obsessing on and stressing all the little things
When I should be, living life and soaking up the memories
i know i've been selfish i have no excuse to give you, it's true
hanging by a threads how i live
I don’t know why but I feel more comfortable
Living in my agony
Watching my self esteem
Go up in flames
acting like i don't care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That thats the furthest thing from how I
Feel but I'm to proud to open up and ask you
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
whoed i be if i was happy
Yeah, been this way so long
it feels like somethings off when i'm not depressed
i got some issues that i won't address
I got some baggage i Aint opened yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that i cant forget
I got some phone calls I've been avoidin'
some family members i dont really connect with
Some things I said I wish I would of not let slip
some hurtful words that should have never left my lips
Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some insecurities i haven’t dealt with yes
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
and the last to admit I need a hand to hold
Losing hope, headed down a dangerous road
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
Living in my agony, watching my self esteem
go up in flaming acting, like I don't
care what anyone else thinks when i know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine who
Who I'd be if I was happy
Don't know what's around the bend
Don't know what my future is
But I can't keep on living in
Living in my agony, watching my self-esteem
Go up in flames acting, like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks, when I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who
Who I'd be if, I was happy.
If I was happy
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that song has a lot less lyrics than i thought
Yea