#The Search-NF
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I dunno, it’s alright
I've been dealing wiht come things like every human being
And really didn't sleep much last night
im sorry, thats fine
I just think I need a little "me time"
I just think I need a little free time
A little break from the shows and the bus ride
Last year, i had a breakdown Thoguhts tellin' me im lost gettin' too loud
yeah, started thinkin' maybe i should move out
You know pack my cart take a new route
clean up my yard get the news out
hang up my heart, let it air out (btw its noose not news)
I've been searchin' "What does that mean, Nate?"
Ive been learning, grabbing my keepsakes leaving my burdens
Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect
Lookin at the view like this concerns me
Pinkin’ up the cues right? I’m quite nervous
Hate it when I lose sight. Life gets blurry and things might hurt me. It’s probly gunna be a long journey but hey
it's worth it though, cold world out there kids pack your coats
Lookin’ for the antidote to crack the code
pretty vivid i admit it im in classic mode
Talking down to me ima have to crack your nose for crack'n jokes
Im lookin for the map to hope, you seen it?
been making a whole lotta changes, wrote a song about that you should play it
I get scared when I walk on the stage and see so many faces
Thats when i start to get anxious, thats when my thoughts can be dangerous, thats when i put on my make-up and drown of self hatred forget what im saying and- Where'd the beat go
Drums came in you ain’t see that coming
HANDS ON MY HEAD, CANT TELL ME NOTHIN
THROW IT BACK UP LIKE I DONT WANT IT
Wipe my face clean up the vomit
OCD TRYNA PUSH MY BUTTONS
I said don’t touch it, now ya’ll done it
I can be critical, never typical
intricate with every syllable, i'm a criminal
intimate, but never political, pretty visual
Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it, though
you call me what you wanna but never call me forgettable
Leave you deep in thought, I could swim in the kiddy pool
(There’s supposed to be a ‘never’ in between the ‘could’ and ‘swim’)
Way that I been thinking is cinematic its beautiful
and I don't if I'm making movies or music videos
Yeah, the sales can rise
Doesn’t mean much tho when your health declines
see we've all got something that we trapped inside
That we try to suffocate you know hoping it dies
try to hold it underwater but it also survives
Then it comes up outta nowhere like an
evil surprise, then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
Ya don't relate to that?
must not be as crazy as i am
the point i'm making is the mind is a powerful place
What you feed it can effect you in a powerful way
Pretyy cool right?
yeah, but it not always safe, just hang with me this will only take a moment okay?
Think about it a second, if you look at your face
every day when you get up and think you'll never be great
You’ll never be great not because your not but the hate
will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith, WOO!
I am developin', take a look at the benefits
nothing to meddle with
I can never be delicate
am I even relevant? that depends how you measure it
Take a measurement then bag it up and give me the evidence
Pretty evident, dependable can never be tentative
im a gentleman
depending on if I think you're genuine
Pretty elegant but not afraid to tell you to get a grip
Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah
It’s that time again
Better grab your balloons and invite your friends
Seatbelts back on,yeah, strap em in
Look at me everybody I'm smiling big
on a road right now that i cant predict
Tell me tone that down but I can’t resist
Y’all know sound
better raise your fist
the search begins
im back so enjoy the trip
W
Love that one
That was cool