#let you down/HAPPY
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Since I've reached, out and said hello I bet you're wondering
Why I keep obsessing on and stressing all the little things
When I should be
Living life and soaking up the memories
I know I've been selfish, I have
No excuse to give you,
It's true
Hanging by a
Threads how I live
I don't know why but
I feel more comfortable
Watching my self esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don’t
Care what anyone else thinks
when i know truthfully
That’s that’s the furthest thing from how I
feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
the truth is i need help but I just cant imagine
Who is be if I was HAPPY
Yeah, been this way so long it feels like something’s off when I’m not depressed
I got some issues
that I won’t address
I got some, baggage I ain’t open yet
I got some
demons i should put the rest
I got some traumas that I
can’t forget
I got some phone calls I been avoiding
some family members i dont realy connect with
Some things I said I wish I woulda not let slip
some hurtfull words that should have never left my lips
Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some insecurities I haven’t dealt with, yes
I’ll be the first to admit that I’m a lonely soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
Care what anyone else
thinks, when I know truthfully
that that's the furthest thing from how I
feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is, I need help, but I just can't imagine who-
Id be if i was happy
Don’t know what’s around the bend
Dont know what my future is
But I can't keep on living in
my agony watching my self-esteem go up in flames
Acting like I don't
when I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel,
but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
the truth is I need help but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if
I was happy
If I was happy
If I was happy
ohhhhh ohhh ohhhhhhhh
If I was happy
(Good job everyone yall did wonderful keep it up and remember just keep going have a nice night yall)
You guys really did amazing
let you down/HAPPY
Let's start up Let you down
It's been helping me with my depression
Feels like we're on the edge right now
I wish that I could say I'm proud
I'm sorry that I let you down
All these voices in my head get loud
I wish that I could shut them out
I'm sorry that I let you down
L-l-let you down
Yeah, I guess I’m a disappointment
Doing everything I can
I don't wanna make you disappointed
It’s annoying