#I Miss The Days - NF
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Wasn't so caught up in all of the small things
Wasn' t so adamant that I could handle everything alone
And wasn’t so cautious, and always exhausted, and actually listened to things that my Heart said
Heart said, ridin my bike, just ridin my bike
Not overthinking my life
Not always wonderin’ if I’m a likable person
Or someone that nobody likes
Not always stressing about money or losing my job or scared I ain’t making my flight
Not always going to bed every night
With this knot in my stomach that never unwinds
What happened to me
Yeah, what happened to me? When did I start to believe I wasn’t worth it then question my purpose to breathe
Wondering who I should be
Happiness out of my reach
Sacred to get back on my feet
Need to get rid of what’s detrimental but it’s hard to let go when the things that hurt you help you get to your dream
See I miss the days when I wasn't so faded
Love wasn't always invasive, I could embrace it
Just innocent waiting, not always living in anguish
When did I break it and become overtaken? what was the moment caved in and gave away all of my faith and made a replacement? I miss the days when, I miss the days when-
i miss the smiles we had when we were young
I miss the memories of feeling loved
i miss us runnin underneath the sun
Staring out the window when the rain would come
I miss the smiles we had when we were kids
i feel like life was so much simpler then
I'd give it all to feel that way again, way again
Give me my mind back, yeah give me my mind back
The one that told Me I was worth something when I fall flat
The one that told me i was worth something when im off track
Back when my imagination wasn't in a cage and it was free to run fast
Yeah give me mind back before it was hijacked and wasn't described as a place of limitation...
Always indicating I can't
Handle everything from my past
Anything it dissects till I’m depressed, I know I’m blessed but I’m CURSED TOO
Take me back when I was happy, but I wasn't actin'