#Therapy Session - NF
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We never met but I swear that you know who I am
I've been through a lot
I don't know how to express it to people, don't think that I can
but i got that mansion CD on rotation, thats real for me nate you do not understand
It's crazy for me
Kids hit me up, say they slitting they wrists on the daily
this music is more than you think
Don't book me for just entertainment, it's entertaining
hearing these parents telling their kids my music is violent
You gotta be kidding me
I guess that your definition of violence then mine is something we look at differently
How do you picture me huh?
You want me to walk on the stage with a smile on my face when I'm mad
And put on a mask? For real though!
I mean what you expect from me?
I'm tryna do this respectfully
They say that life is a race
I know my problems will prolly catch up eventually
I do my best to be calm
How you gon write me and tell me you'll slaughter my family
That's just a glimpse of the stuff that get said to me
These are the parts of my life they don't ever see
I am aware it's aggressive, I am not here for acceptance
I don't know what you expected but what you expect from a therapy session
Therapy, therapy session
Therapy, therapy session
This girl in the show looked me in the face
And told me her lifes full of drama
Said her daddy's abusive apparently he likes to beat on her mama
I got so angry inside I wanted to tell her to give me his number
But what you gonna do with it right
You gon hit him up the he'll start hitting her harder. (That's Real)
This kids they come to my show with tears in they eyes
Imagine someone look at you and say your music's the reason they're Alive
Sometimes, I don't know how to handle it
This type of life isn't glamorous
This ain't an act for the cameras
You see me walk on these stages but have no idea what I'm dealing with after it
I put it all in the open
This is the way that I cope with all my emotion
I'm taking pictures with thousands of people
But honestly I feel like nodody knows me
I'm trying to deal with depression
I'm trying to deal with the pressure
How you gon tell me my music does not have a message
When I'm looking out at this crowd full of people
I know are affected
(Ah!)I got some things in my life
(My life) I know I should let em go
Let me jot it down
Let me take a mental note
I put it all on this microphone
Think about that for a minute
What is the point of this song? Just venting
But what you expect from a therapy session
Therapy, therapy session
Therapy, therapy session
What you think about me? That doesn't worry me
I know I handle some things immaturely
I know that I need to grow a maturity
I ain't gon walk on these stages in front of these people
And act like I live my life perfectly
That doesn't work for me
Christian is not the definition of a perfect me (wo! )
I ain't the type to be quiet
I ain't gonna sit here in silence
If I wouldn't say what I said to your face
Then I promise you I wouldn't say it in private
I am not lying
People go off on my page and I'm tryna quit the replying
But this is ridiculous!
I'm passionate man!
I really mean what I'm writing
You want me to keep it 100?
Okay I'll keep it a hundred
I see a whole lot of talking on socials
But honestly I don't see nothing in public
I kinda love it yeah
Why don't you write us some happy raps?
That would be awesome
All of your music is moody and dark Nate
Don't get me started
You wanna know what it's like if you met me in person
Listen to my verses
This music is not just for people
Who sit in the pews and pray at the churches
I don't reject it
I don't expect everyone to respect it
I don't expect you to get my perspective
Or what you expect from a therapy session huh!
Therapy, therapy session
I mean I think sometimes people, they confuse what I'm doing
I write about life, I write about things that I'm actually dealing with
Something I'm actually experiancing , this is real for me