NF - Mansion | r/nfrealmusic | Page 1

ivory mango Mar 14, 2023, 4:40 PM

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What’s reality with all these questions?

timid basin Mar 14, 2023, 5:18 PM

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Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in, slept in

ivory mango Mar 14, 2023, 5:28 PM

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Broken legs, but I chase perfection

timid basin Mar 14, 2023, 5:29 PM

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These walls are my blank expression

ivory mango Mar 14, 2023, 5:31 PM

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My mind is a home I'm trapped in

timid basin Mar 14, 2023, 6:38 PM

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And it's lonely inside this mansion

cyan notch Mar 14, 2023, 9:30 PM

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Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in lyrics

clever tendon Mar 14, 2023, 9:37 PM

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They're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors

carmine mountain Mar 15, 2023, 7:20 PM

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Written all over the floors, all over the chairs

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That's where i write when i'm in a bad place, and need to release

carmine mountain Mar 15, 2023, 8:08 PM

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I put holes in the walls with both of my fits till they bleed

clever tendon Mar 15, 2023, 8:40 PM

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Yeah you might egt a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me

carmine mountain Mar 16, 2023, 9:55 PM

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Physically abused, now that's the room that i don't wanna be in

clever tendon Mar 17, 2023, 2:38 AM

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That picture ain't blurry at all,

carmine mountain Mar 17, 2023, 9:49 PM

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I just don't wanna see it

clever tendon Mar 17, 2023, 10:50 PM

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And these walls ain't blank

half token Mar 18, 2023, 3:03 AM

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i just think i dont wanna see 'em

clever tendon Mar 18, 2023, 4:29 AM

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But I'm in here so I might as well read them

carmine mountain Mar 18, 2023, 6:30 PM

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I gotta thank you for this anger that i carry around

clever tendon Mar 18, 2023, 9:27 PM

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Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground

carmine mountain Mar 19, 2023, 7:20 AM

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Matter of fact, i think i'ma burn this room right now

clever tendon Mar 19, 2023, 10:29 AM

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But this memory for some reason just won't come down

carmine mountain Mar 19, 2023, 7:52 PM

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You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes

clever tendon Mar 19, 2023, 8:59 PM

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Then took me downstairs and beat me till I screamed and I cried

carmine mountain Mar 19, 2023, 9:03 PM

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Congratulations you'll always have a room in my mind

clever tendon Mar 20, 2023, 7:28 AM

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But I'ma keep the doors shut and lock the lyrics inside

visual pivot Mar 20, 2023, 8:14 PM

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Insidious is blind inception

clever tendon Mar 20, 2023, 8:45 PM

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What's reality with all these questions?

cedar onyx Mar 21, 2023, 8:15 PM

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It feels like I missed my alarm and slept in, slept in

clever tendon Mar 21, 2023, 8:41 PM

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Broken legs but I chase perfection

carmine mountain Mar 22, 2023, 11:35 AM

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These walls are my blank expression

copper belfry Mar 22, 2023, 11:41 AM

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my mind is a home im trapped in

clever tendon Mar 22, 2023, 11:58 AM

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And it's lonely inside this mansion

visual pivot Mar 22, 2023, 12:15 PM

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Yo my mind is a house with walls, covered in pain

clever tendon Mar 22, 2023, 8:43 PM

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Theyre all over the floors all over the chairs,

carmine mountain Mar 23, 2023, 9:42 PM

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See, my problem is, i don't fix things i just try to repaint

sly cliff Mar 24, 2023, 2:26 PM

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Cover them up like it never happened

visual pivot Mar 24, 2023, 3:25 PM

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Say “I wish I could change”

cyan notch Mar 24, 2023, 4:12 PM

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Are you confused?

clever tendon Mar 24, 2023, 9:16 PM

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Come up stairs, I'll show you what I mean

carmine mountain Mar 25, 2023, 6:36 PM

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This room is full of regrets, it just keeps getting fuller, it seems

clever tendon Mar 25, 2023, 8:54 PM

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The moment I walk into it is the same moment I wanna leave

cyan notch Mar 26, 2023, 3:54 PM

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I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things

clever tendon Mar 26, 2023, 8:40 PM

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But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep

visual pivot Mar 28, 2023, 9:04 AM

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I look around, one of the worst things I wrote on these walls

clever tendon Mar 28, 2023, 10:40 AM

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Was the moment I realised that I was losing my mum

cyan notch Mar 28, 2023, 12:24 PM

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One of the first things I wrote was I wish I woulda called

clever tendon Mar 28, 2023, 8:34 PM

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But i should just stop now we ain't got enough room in this song,

cyan notch Mar 28, 2023, 9:33 PM

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And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am

clever tendon Mar 29, 2023, 4:22 AM

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And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can

cyan notch Mar 29, 2023, 8:20 AM

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Shrug it off

soft lintel Mar 29, 2023, 4:51 PM

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like it ain't nothing, like it's out of my hands

clever tendon Mar 29, 2023, 8:19 PM

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Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans

cyan notch Mar 29, 2023, 9:49 PM

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And I regret letting this trust issues eat me alive

clever tendon Mar 30, 2023, 9:53 AM

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But at the rate I'm going they'll probably still be there when I die

visual pivot Mar 30, 2023, 10:06 AM

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Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind

soft lintel Mar 30, 2023, 5:46 PM

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The question is, will I ever clean the walls off in time?

visual pivot Mar 31, 2023, 4:46 AM

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insidious is blind inception

clever tendon Mar 31, 2023, 6:14 AM

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whats reality with all these questions

supple mason Mar 31, 2023, 3:38 PM

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feels like I missed my alarm and slept in

clever tendon Mar 31, 2023, 8:50 PM

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slept in broken legs but I chase perfection

visual pivot Apr 1, 2023, 2:24 AM

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these walls are my blank expression

chrome kelp Apr 1, 2023, 2:29 AM

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and it gets lonely inside this mansion

visual pivot Apr 1, 2023, 3:07 AM

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inside this mansion

soft lintel Apr 1, 2023, 7:03 AM

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So this part of my house, 𝐧𝗼 𝗼𝐧𝐞'𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐢𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝗼𝐫 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬.

next hornet Apr 1, 2023, 1:19 PM

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I built a safe room and I don’t let no one in there

carmine mountain Apr 1, 2023, 5:41 PM

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'cause if i do there's a chance that they might disappear

clever tendon Apr 1, 2023, 10:33 PM

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And not come back, and I admit I am emotionally scared

visual pivot Apr 1, 2023, 10:45 PM

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to let anyone inside, so I just leave my doors locked

clever tendon Apr 2, 2023, 1:31 AM

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You might get other doors to open up but this doors not

visual pivot Apr 2, 2023, 2:09 AM

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'cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me

clever tendon Apr 2, 2023, 8:33 AM

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And I'll be the only person I can blame when you desert me

plucky sail Apr 2, 2023, 11:24 PM

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IM BARRACADED INSIDE SO STOP WATCHING IM NOT COMING TO THE DOOR SO STOP KNOCKING (STOP KNOCKING) IM TRAPPED HERE GOD KEEPS SAYING IM NOT LOCKED IN I CHOSE THIS

clever tendon Apr 3, 2023, 9:37 AM

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I AM LOST IN MY OWN CONCIENCE

visual pivot Apr 3, 2023, 1:25 PM

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I KNOW THAT SHUTTIN' THE WORLD OUT AINT SOLVIN THE PROBLEM

plucky sail Apr 3, 2023, 5:28 PM

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BUT I DIDNT BUILD THIS BECAUSE I THOUGHT I COULD SOLVE THEM I BUILT IT CUZ I THOUGHT IT WAS SAFER IN HERE ITS NOT IM NOT THE ONLY THING LIVING IN HERE fear came to my house a couple years ago I let him in maybe that's the problem cuz I've been dealing with this ever since

soft lintel Apr 3, 2023, 6:31 PM

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I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious he never did.
He must have picked the room and got comfortable and settled in.

clever tendon Apr 3, 2023, 10:00 PM

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Now I'm in a position where it's either sit here and let him win

soft lintel Apr 3, 2023, 10:47 PM

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Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can..

clever tendon Apr 4, 2023, 12:25 AM

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Coz in order to do that, I'd have to open the doors

#NF - Mansion