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Being honest, I don't know if Rat was chasing cat or something, I was asleep
but I think cat was just asleep during that time when rat was running around
https://store.steampowered.com/app/328940/The_Deer_God/
Have you guys heard of "the deer god"? Not really a puzzle point and click game, but itโs about being reincarnated in animals, like a deer for example.
The Deer God is a breathtaking 3D pixel art adventure that will challenge your religion and your platforming skills. It's a game about survival, reincarnation, and karma; all set in a breathtaking and unique 3D pixelized world. Feast your eyes on the beautiful lighting, day a...
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I played it on mobile though, but still, that screenshot gives you a good idea of what the game looks like.
This child on the corner scares me
Albert's giraffe neck voodoo magic has spread to the real would it seems
at least the girl didn't had to go trough Albert's voodoo magic for giraffe neck
Yea
The girl is lucky to have been spared from it
at least we can enjoy this pre-cracked egg
fimally!
Also did this on ChickenSmoothie since well, I wanted to try dressing up something Rusty Lake themed ^^
Many years ago my mom visited a tarot card reader, one of the direct quotes i remember was "My sister was going to visit by a talking crow and said to her 'Everything will be okay, set him free'" I often wonder if there is a god around the corner or not.. Or is it within my own mind?
you reminded me of my brother-in-law reading tarot to our family and of course... it went pretty deep being honest
Thank you Starry_vampie, my friends would say the same thing about me.
Tbh, I could tell story about the "Tarot experience"
Let me shot in the dark, every reading become a reality?
Well, it was just one reading, but yeah
it said that "someone close will die"
Everyone did think about grandmother from my dad's side, because she started to kind of struggle with walking etc.
Well, I don't know how much time it went by but... it did became true, but it was someone even close, mostly to me and my sisters
because my grandmother from dad's side lives quite far away, and I am not really having good contact with her
I know how you feel about that, only my cousins are near by, like each one about a house down the road, meanwhile my other extended cousins and family are in new england.
damn, that sucks
I wish I could visit her again but well, we can't
but being honest too, I struggled a lot after that death, I became more closed, I wasn't talking to anybody etc.
hugs Starry
Awh, thanks
although it's been years since it happened, and I am trying to be more positive now
I am glad that I stumbled upon Rusty Lake and saw so much fantastic people in this discord server
But at the first time, I was really shy to write anything here c':
I am relatable, nearly locked myself up, but after a few deaths, it hit me, I really need to reach out to people online, I did and saw the beautifulness to this world.
Since I met some friends online (that some of them became close/best friends) now I don't really feel so alone
since they are also relatable to the same situations as me or maybe even in different way
I may sound super insane about my theories on here, but at least they are on here, instead of some other irc. ๐
I am also on twitter, how do I add a twitter handle?
yeah, being honest I don't really do theories on Rusty Lake, unless I come up with something that's slightly questionable
but I do theorize other stuff from time to time
you are on mobile or PC?
personal comptuer, my headquarters ๐
alright, go to your profile and on the right side you should see "Edit profile"
Here
~~since I am Polish well... my twitter is also Polish so don't mind that ~~ ๐
That was easy ๐
Now everyone on here, can get in touch with me on twitter or on f.b. ๐
Read my crazyness buwahaha ๐
Oh wow... I did not knew you had a deviart account - Starry
Oh I do! and I draw quite a lot, but I post less for now on
mmhmmm...
Also today I got dentist appointment, so well
I'll probably shred a tear from one eye again because of needle ๐
I can't really eat sweet things rn, anyway... I am mostly now into salty stuff
Nah was doing a birthday refrence.
Oh, gotcha then
I feel a little bit tired, so I might not get references
But I'll soon go to sleep, since its 5:07AM here
I am just tired of Disney. Can I say that outloud, its like a giant monster.
its ten p.m. right now down here.
Welp, my back feels sore so, I guess I'll go to sleep
I am on your twitter hahahaa ๐
happy chanukah yall
I am not jewish ๐
Even tho I am not jewish, I like Hanukkah, but I don't celebrate it
Fuck my body, I literally got up and fell down 3 times in a row...
Ouch
Well, I wasn't sleeping till 5:21, but I got to wake up at 10:00 since I had dentist appointment
Yeah, I'm not talking about tripping or fatigue or clumsiness, stuff like that
It's just that my body is so fucking weak that whenever I get up I have a good chance of feeling so dizzy that my legs stop working
So just imagine someone getting out of their bed, going in the kitchen, fall on the floor, get up, get their cereals, go back to the bedroom, fall down on their bed, go back to shut down the lights, and quickly go back in their room to at least fall on the bed...
yeah, I getcha
but hey, at least you didn't stood up on numb leg and fell down hard on the floor, waking up nearly everyone in the house
yeah it was in french
depends i liked it so
Off is considered one of the big "classics" of that genre
huh
that feeling dizzy thing, i've heard that's connected to blood sugar
you definitely feel headrushes like that more after not eating for a while
or in other words: "my blood sugar is very low today"
but irl you can fix it without turning into a fly
also i'm no healthmatician by any means so i might be completely wrong
Thatโs pretty accurate as far as Iโm aware
i know when i try fasting for a day or such i get those feelings of "whoa" when i stand up from my bed or chair
it's probably not worse because i have blood sugar from the day before still
well i hope that situation gets resolved
cause i don't want you to be playing irl QWOP
Damn, that's hard
I hope you're going to get better soon, Red ; ;
It's not a "situation"
I was just fucked up at that time
I kinda don't know what happened
but I skipped lunch every single day
I didn't care, my body didn't respond to hunger at some point
Yeah, I lost a few pounds
Ah then it kind of changes the way to look at it
being honest? I always didn't ate anything at school, I just mostly waited to get home and eat something warm
I sometimes only eat two things and I feel full for the rest of the day, but it doesn't lasts long so I don't really lose that much of a weight
I'm stuck at 98 lbs now .-.
oh jeez..
One day you might get the perfect weight
I am always on 52-53kg
Damn, that's pretty bad
but I am glad that you're doing better
^^"
A normal teenager look then, huh, how do people do that, when they get older they appear to be chubby ๐
like me.
I am able to bounce in between twenty pounds, from 200 - 230.
Alchemy has been in history for many eons now. Since a fish learn to transform underwater
@toxic sedge
Ok, I'm stuck .-.
on which part?
I'm in the Zone 2, the library
I can't find the hearts page / card
And it doesn't allow me to do anything else
hold on im gonna dm u the hint
ok
hmmm......
Fun fact: @toxic sedge DM'ed me the hint, and I started laughing since I somewhat knew it would happen
how dare you expose me like this ..XD
I think it was some kind of pay off for exposing me XD
...but i-ah fine i cant argue with that..
So my friend saids she has played Cube Escape, is it voiced by a British person?
Yes?
a good dog
Tumblr marked a picture of my cat as "sensitive"
oh my god, even if I am sick you've made my night @old lance
jfc its nearly 1 am here now im laughing..
[This post has been flagged as nsfw]
rl goes on hiatus
the sins start
lol
Me in the white, my bowling Cap, behind me, my sisters to the right and far left, my brother in law behind the redhead, and our friend. My entire bowling team!
We have been bowling for ten years now. My ave. is around like 90 for three games. @sweet zodiac
Very good so far so good, skipped this session due to it, was somewhat stressful.
I was started bowling at a young age, then I just left it alone, did the piano a few weeks, did tae kown do for a long time, worked out with a personal trainer, went back to bowling.
I got more photos from my mom's computer
So here is my Cockatiel, Jacob
Here's my dog, Maya
and here's another picture of Blackie, this time with small Christmas hat
Your cockatiel is so cute !
my dog drinking water on the background
@lunar bison Try 100 per game hahahaaa ๐ It's divided by three games, and add the sum total per three games.
Oof
Oof indeed
TYS?
"Tysiฤcy" which is "thousands" in Polish
Rewind is always badly received
the biggest criticism i know of (and it's a pretty big one) is the lack of pewdiepie in it
which is definitely fair
the fight between t series and pewdiepie is making headlines
charities are getting like 150,000$ from fundraisers and stuff cause of it
and it's like
no mention at all
Oh god, I think this is my first time I am so happy about hand
yeah that looks nice!
ยฐ^ยฐ
Ok, so far, I'm like... almost 4 minutes into the video
the only "enjoyable" thing was the animator squad (I forgot their real name) and Lucas the spider
the rest is just as dumb, but...
not in a clever way
it's dumb to be dumb, which is fine for animation, they're already able to do whatever they want
but for the actors it... doesn't feel right...
yeah, It's nice to see story time animators in there
and the 2 main thing they focused on :
Fortnite and K pop
it's like... a very specific very loud community that likes that
I personally hate both
kek
The message of hope and family just thrown in the middle of the craziness with no segway, just to be washed away with more craziness...
i'm surprised youtube rewind 2014 wasn't about undertale and fnaf
2015 did have fnaf in it tho (if i remember correctly)
yes, 2015 has fnaf in it
What if
Youtube made this intentinally terrible
In order to inspire creators to do better on their platform
Or maybe because they're giving up because of Article 13
i know you guys probably don't care about the newest ERB came out
i love it so much
they did for a while cause they operate on seasons
but season 6 is coming spring 2019 with a new one released today to hold us over
Download this song here โบ http://hyperurl.co/MuskVsZuckSong โ Elon Musk and Mark Zuckerberg face off in this bonus episode of Epic Rap Battles of History. Wh...
What does ERB mean?
Epic Rap Battles
oh
My brother, today: Hey, have you heard about these games?
Me, recognizing the cube and the green background icon on his phone from a mile away: 
as Polish person, I kind of have problem with some English words... here I had problem with word "Borrow" and "lend/loan"
I just saw an example with word "Borrow"
Now, I can't unsee Vanderboom just taking money from his "Friends" and never giving it back.
XD
If he ever had friends, that is XD
I keep my friends in glass containers. I feed them every once a while buwahaa.
Oh, my best friend under the well... We still talk often and he really likes potatoes.
Oh god, 42.8
No wonder I was so weak
Best friend with potatoes...... hmmm... With mix of cranberries?
My god, I've never had such a good laugh
my throat hurts so badly, but worth it
my hand feels better, went out with my friends earlier tonight.
I was looking for cursed Images
Accidentally found Leonard making cookies
Ida has a really good heart for teaching him that
For sure, Ida is a good woman for Leonard.
I remember how in art class we had to do homework, which was to make a re-draw of famous painter's painting
I chosen Van Gogh's starry night
and decided to draw it with oil pastels
oh boy, I wish I could find it tbh
Shivering Truth new show on adult swim, the last episode, gives nods to Paradise.
My first try to draw flower wallpaper pattern
I feel really good about this
That is pretty amazing, Starry. I wish i could just draw really well. But with my adhd and cross eyes, I cannot focus on one mm of pencil strikes.
Awh, thanks guys! I'm preparing something quite special rn, but I don't really want to tell anything about it rn
I am being pretty secretive when it comes to drawings
๐
Same here, i am pretty secretive on my drawings and artwork, well except for the paintings everyone saw on here ๐
I really like showing my artwork when I am done with it
unless I want to show improvement for like lighting, shading etc. etc.
@wraith narwhal
You should maybe put a 4rth one otherwise, when you tile it, it'll make a dense line, a thin like, a dense line, etc, etc
So like, rise the one at the very bottom a little bit, and make another one on the right, under it
But except that, it's really good
Dang, I already finished doing it (even long time ago tbh)
oh well, I still have to do one more thing with the same patters, so worry not, I will follow what ya told me ^^
A thin line, as well as bring the petals like more shaped with a darker color, make them pop out.
yeah I gotcha!
There are like patches where it's lacking a flower
Once again, other than that it's really beautiful
I'd see it in my grandma's house :3
oh gosh, I am so happy that I can't stop smiling aaa--
I can see it in my grandmothers house as well. It just needs those sugestions starry, we are your friends.
The tones are so sweet and calm and it just feels like a nice little grandma's bedroom filled with old perfume, or a living room with all the candies and pies on the table
indeed.
there are moments like that in life
when you question your choices
an you reflect on the fact that you could literally die tomorrow
and instead of doing what you feel is important
you just continue doing the stupid stuff that made you think that
And also sometimes you ask yourself why you share this kind of stuff with people who most likely don't care
Wow pretty
Really excellent detail and really pretty RED ๐
It's just a pixelized and patterned version of a fractal x)
ah man, do not be so hard on yourself. You did a great job.
You just take a triangle, transform it into a triforce, take the 3 resulting triangles and do the same again and again and again
and thanks for the Zelda's theme song hahahaa ๐
x)
I am going to leave this here.
I love how at 10AM someone was genius and let the fireworks
just, why
huh, @wraith narwhal ?
I meant that someone let off fireworks while it was still day outside
I don't know why, I get it that people around here sell them already, but who lights them up while sky is still bright?
So Wild Arms has too many sequals, only played three ๐ฎ OR was it two?
Think it was three.
Welp, it snowed yesterday night and it's still snowing
I'm impressed, weather... I'm impressed
Foggy still over here, think it is trapped in the white cube yet again ๐
If Ida would ever lose her ID
surely everyone would call her "A" until she would find it
i'm surprised ida predicted her and the family's deaths and let it happen
i guess ida wanted to dia
she not always saw the whole situation around their deaths I think
still, yeah, she could have said something ๐
"Oh jeez, Albert is going to do horrible stuff... should I tell it to try to prevent it?"
"...Nah, I'd better shut my mouth and let it happen"
Question: How do you get in in seasons
What
he got the dlc for cube escape seasons
where you gotta first find a way to get into the room
to then try to escape it
a dlc for seasons?
i was joking
oh ok :D
thought i missed something there
if we would try to get inside, it wouldn't be called "Cube Escape"
but maybe... "Cube Arrival"?
okay it sounds like cube is missing it's meeting
and it's getting late for it to arrive
what
its a pun..XD
mmhmmmmmmm
No, there is no dlc for seasons.
Unless you are thinking of my elevator theory, the first one starts in the lake, ends up down into the cave, Roots and Birthday are immune to the effects of it.....
I just finished setting up Christmas tree with my family
Last thing that I want to set up is some spare Christmas lights on my curtain rod next to my bed
Awesome, i got a fever, so I will talk with you people later.
awh, Get well soon!
also I love how I remind myself of Polish homework at 10PM
thanks, it is toning down.
after a quick shower, also some meds, I am feeling better.
did you take any prozac
funny copdeon ๐ Also I went out fishing.
And skated around my genology for a bit, find a crow, flew the coop out the chapel's window, and become Mr. Owl ๐
then perish
wheeze
Ohmygod
Weeez......well there goes my evening ๐
It has nothing to do with Rusty Lake, but I'm kinda proud of what I did so far
But it'll be a long and tedious project...
If someone already recognizes what it is, I'm open to marriage propositions
A close up of the leftmost blue part, since from far away it just looks like a mess
It's supposed to be a circled star with 6 other circles around it
it's hard to scale
I thought that was the witness at firt lol
Aye bois im back
what witness ?
Nothing to deal with rusty lake, been reading it's walky saga, with his two other comics, dumbing of age, and short pack. Also Axe cop.
I can still hear my home boy Nick Offerman's voice doing Axe cop hahaha ๐
Uuuh, whatever this is, it's way more... grounded... than what I'm doing
Ok?
You wake up, alone, on a strange island full of puzzles that will challenge and surprise you.
$9.99
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Never forget that most of the time, I chose my words very carefully
I'll take a look later
OOOH! Is that the Comet Observatory from Super Mario Galaxy? I love that game!
And the music in it is on point
It is :3
I had to build that whole grass section again because it didn't bend enougth
I'm trying to do this the more precise and on scale possible
IM YELLING THATS SO COOOOOOOOL
I ADORE super Mario galaxy, that was my favorite game growing up
It is very good
I can now finally say, I destroyed the mouse and rode the carpet, got the shrub for the potion, lept throughout the levels, all with in honestly, a guide, I had several years ago, but Also I youtube some of smb2. ๐
God, that little path took me way too much effort for what it looks
Fun fact, the little teleportation pods actually work
And I've decorated the interior of the domes in a minimalistic way with the same paterns they have when you walk inside
Cool man, really cool red ๐
When I love a game, it's to the point of obsession
I am the same way man. I am the same way.
AHHH THIS MAKES ME SO HAPPY ๐ ๐
what does Laura Vanderboom?
R.E.D building the Comet Observetory from Super Mario Galaxy in Minecraft.
So cool.
Still I do not own a new gen nintendo system, so I am left in the dark.
It's a Wii thing
tfw ur playing viddy gaems and u realize u, without realizing it, did the viddy gaem equivalent of plugging a power strip into itself and now u feel like a dumbass
wut
I do not understand your words, crunky. What are you implying?
ok so like
i was playin subnautica
and i got a big submarine that runs on power cells
and i thought itd be convenient to put the power cell recharger on the submarine
except the recharger requires the power from the submarine's power cells to charge the power cells that power the submarine
and i gotta complain about my dumbassery to someone so why not this server
that is one, paragraph, where are your puncuations?
Unless you honestly have no clue, where is it on your phone.
ill use punctuations when im dead
i type like i talk which is one long uninterrupted tangent
It will help you out, to be smarter online, to make you sound complex. I used to be like you, until I find it easier to control on what I am saying online.
Eh, probably it will be the best, have a nice evening everyone.
i used to speak eloquently with capitals and punctuation but then i got depression and decided fuck it
life is too short to type properly
bullcrap, life is supposed to be really long and boring, you younger people that do not understand how long it is, you cheaters probably just stream everything, look up from your phone and enjoy that time with everyone.
it is not a video game, or television set either, it is about enjoying your travels.

nope we got ten years left
get out of here, I am in my late thirties, you young bum.
NO ONE CAN TELL, how long they have left.
got it?
fuckin millenials with their tablets and selfies and stuff
now stop fighting with me.
idk what ur doing but i dont consider this fighting
i just thought it was playful banter
but its late where i am i gotta go to slep now gnight
on average, we've got like... 30 or so years to live
considering we could die at any moment
that's pure probability, not death age averages
When Prozac was introduced in 1988, the green-and-cream pill to treat depression launched a cultural revolution that continues to echo. Produced by: Retro Re...
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What was I supposed to wait for ?
Because nothing striked me
Wait 1987...
huh
a little error from the devs' part, but nothing too serious
?
idk
Aye bois, you called?
This one kinda does
The one who was talking
fortnite should have a Rusty Lake Dlc
@wraith narwhal
When you said "what did you do" it sounded (out of context) like i went and killed someone or something
How would that work
https://www.facebook.com/rustylakecom/photos/a.678031955715190/941985845986465/?type=3&theater I found this some time ago, on RL's facebook page, anyone else a fan of Powerpuff girls? I am one.
Since it really isn't a Fanart It's better to post it here
My first RL OC - Mrs. Stork
looks good
ยฐ^ยฐ
real question though:
her position right now
is that her looking to the side or looking straight??
She must be a great mother
Being honest, I was making that for so long, that I forgot about her position
I see it more likely her, looking straight but having her head turned
I mean birds don't have much other choices
looking directly straight means seeing absolutely nothing
same for fishes
yeah, I mean... I don't even like drawing birds facing towards the viewer, since it looks weird
plus, small fun fact: I originally planned her to be Mr.Stork
with the vest and hat
okay now i imagined her looking like..towards the viewer and i nearly laughed..
i'm imagining mr stork looking like a bird version of Zero Punctuation
He looks like Samuel..
csddsndkvndksaj
Also, she has some backstory I've made months ago
and reason why stork and not any other animal:
1 - It's National animal for Poland
2 - I see it around my area every spring, so it really inspired me to draw an OC
yes, she is uvu
OwO
offtopic
oh sweet thanks!!
Welp, tested my ability in drawing roses
watcha guys think? Imo it's not that really bad (I really suck at drawing roses)
of course, it's sketch of roses
looks nice
I have a tip to probably make it easier to draw (at least it works for me) try starting from the midle of the rose/flower it turns out nice.
I actually started from the middle
but as how I sketch, it makes look like quite weird
but ty for tip ^^
O nice :D np.
alright, now... everyone line up one by one
Good job with the roses, Starry!! ^-^
How cute, Starry, congrats ^^
oh wow that looks cool
Become mod on a server
Spot a guy with a porn profile picture
Ask him to change it
Discussion takes over 20 minutes
His arguments
"it could not be semen on her face"
"she's not naked, you can't see past her bare shoulders"
"your profile picture is period blood red, it's NSFW too, so you change it first"
Kick him
He comes back with a picture of the devil Baphomet...
I LOVE MODERATING !
I mean it's not forbidden, but now I have to check to see if there is any religious drama...
I just got mod earlier today ;-;
Eh, Baphomet's fiiine
the father of my best friend loses his shit in front of Harry Potter
Well, duh, harry potter's fucking magic
and Baphomet is a fucking devil
Oof
And?
Sorry to see your first day of moderating go all so horribly...
Oh yeah that's ugh
And if a FANTASY BOOK doesn't cut it, I doubt a demon will just go by unnoticed
@fallow cairn
Don't worry, I'm used to that sort of crap...
I was mod on a bigger server for over a year
Shitposting is usually the problem over at the server I'm in.
We were mostly overrun by shitheads
you know, the type that always try to find a way to show you that what they did isn't forbidden
playing with words to the limit
always trying to push further what is or isn't permitted
and effectively getting the staff more and more permissive and lazy...
well, the guy I just handled was a poor attempt at a shithead
x)
period blood is nsfw
yeah but he was talking about the COLOUR OF MY PROFILE PICTURE BACKGROUND
like... dude...
I could say this is pussy pink, it wouldn't make the colour more NSFW than it is... which is 0
IEHEGSHWJSJSKSOS
there
whats next
brown is nsfw bc it reminds us of nipples
x)
black as well because THATS RACIST
Female presenting nipples too
when you said that thing was black! did you mean that it was bad?
All colors because they form black and that's racist.
n i c e
or white
sometimes brown
white is offensive
no u
I'm offended
Gaybow
i just realized jondis is a thing. which means yellow would be very offensive
It's weird, because it's a .jpg, but when you open the link in a browser, it becomes a gif.... yet it's still a .jpg .-.
idk, it's just a bot that sent me this link when I fed it my picture x)
saying trigger is triggering
thank you ill check them out!
Me looking trough my art folder:
"My OC... My Oc... Ew Albert..."
I found so much old Albert drawing, I should re-draw it hhhhh
:0000 do it!!!! Iโve gotta draw Albert some time too, heโs got a rlly fun design!!
Also btw: I never figured out what was on the side of his face. I thought it was a scar, but he had it before the Beehive Incedent. Is it a port-wine birthmark or something of the sort?
It's port wine birthmark but because of Beehive he also has a scar
Birthmarks when broken do scar like that..
i know bcs i have a broken birthmark
also ify
Ever seen "pretty"?
a broken birthmark could (take note could) cause cancer
yeah no
atleast from what i heard..
that's not true
oh wait nv yeah normal small birthmarks wont cause cancer..
there are 3 types of birthmarks
oh Yikes
blood birthmarks where it's just your blood vessels that show
i think it has to be more than 20cms...
white birthmarks where it's a lack of melanin
and dark birthmarks where it's the exact same as a mole : a small sleeping tumor of melanin-producing cells
I have two birthmarks that are kind of darker than my skin
I have skin from my mother, that's why I look pale
breaking them does not affect the waking of the tumor AT ALL
huh
but there is still a risk of it waking up eventually
so theres a small chance of it happening
@toxic sedge don't worry I don't think you died
you already cheated death by walking off from that bus stop
ahahah...
Thereโs a small chance of cancer being caused by putting on socks
thanks for the reminder..XD
im never going near that bus stop again
wait
you dont think?XD
shhh, I started laughing so hard when I noticed
any dark birthmark or mole has a small chance of becoming a real tumor
but it's really small, and it's almost impossible for really small ones
but if it starts growing, bleeding, getting irregular in shape or shade
then go see a doctor, because it can get serious real fast
uhh... idk about mine tbh
guess it wont hurt to check from time to time tho
sure
my left leg has kind of small birthmark but it's dark
on right leg it's bigger (like some kind of splat) and it's lighter
Concept: My Brother My Brother And Me but itโs My Cousin My Cousin And Me with Leo Frank and Rose
I look trough my twitter to find that one fanart
I found Dable again, oh god... I still remember how @toxic sedge dared me to sent this here
2018 was wild with Dable
.-.
WHEEZE
Iโm getting Stardew Valley!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Iโm so exited this game is ADORABLE
Something nice away from the mind express of Rusty Lake, eh?
Soo beautiful, and it reminds me RL a lot ^^
https://youtu.be/7eD3oEAKj1Y
Melancholic piano music. Free to use as long as credit is given. MP3 Download โบ https://api.soundcloud.com/tracks/551861757/download?client_id=LBCcHmRB8XSStW...
I think me and @toxic sedge went crazy
(bass boosted) OOGA ๐ ฑOOGA
Looking trough my custom content to delete the broken ones
Can't stop laughing at this one, It makes me think of that one weather forecast where they completely forget to not wear green clothes.
WBZ's Danielle Niles and David Robichaud demonstrate why you can't wear green while doing a weather forecast.
i only saw this..XD
I want to purposely wear my lime shirt to a weather forcast
LMAOOOO
aw frick yโall Iโm SO MAD
I was about to say โLaura talks in the paradox outtakes!!!! she has a British accent!!!!!! itโs so cute!!โ BUT I JUST DREAMT THAT DAMNIT
I feel you
it was so weird she like??? stabbed dale??????
WAS THAT IN RELATION FOR THE CORRUPTED SOUL SLITTING HER THROAT W OW
but like? weโve got a French dale, I donโt think British Laura is that big of a stretch
French dale is VERY GOOD I just wanna point that out
TIME TO REWATCH PARADOX FOR FRENCH DALE
She's a Czech though, I think
oooooooo
It's the globalization :p
He is also Czech, if Iโm not mistaken
Can I ask something?
go ahead ^^
What D&D class should I choose?
WIZARD
HOW WAS IT THAT REACTIONARY
And supposedly it says it somewhere on his Facebook page
Though I couldnโt quickly actually find where it says it on that page
Yeah, but there's a difference between where he lives and his nationality
Of course that could just mean he was born in France and moved there, yes
I was born in France, raised in Madagascar, and I live in Canada
So youโve said
Alternatively, he could have just learned English from someone with a French accent
no, because he was in a French short movie
and that's a native French accent he has
Why doesn't the link work ?...
oh, it changed...
alright
I HEARD DND
I was rlly scared to play a magical class at first, but it actually isnโt super hard to cast spells (you just add stuff as normal)
@lunar bison If you wanna go for the โeasiestโ class, Iโd choose a fighter or barbarian since they donโt focus on magic. But, Iโd build your character and choose ur class around that!!
hits things with sticks
Good choice
Wild Magic
oh NICE
Wild Magic is RLLY fun from what Iโve heard!!!!
what race are u gonna be?
Hey @solid grove, did you fix your computer language?
Why do I leave reference like this
@solid maple
Yeah it's back to normal
:000 I never realized she has blue eyes!
cyan actually
more hazel
Laura is so pretty and she deserves the world
how does the reincarnation work anyway? does she have Williamโs memories?
I don't think so, but I don't know
My sis and I were talking about this, actually. We think that she does not have William's memories. She's the one who dies, but if she was the one who reached enlightenment that could mean she would be aware that she's a reincarnation and have William's memories and stuff.
- shrugs * just a theory though
It wouldn't make sense that she was born with William's memories
but
we know she went to Rusty Lake in 69
so maybe Aldous tried to make her remember
again, this reincarnation was still made with incomplete alchemy
so it's normal that not everything works according to plan
pff 69
yes
looks at his own Discord handle #
ยฐ^ยฐ
Omg xD
narration: Rusty Lake, 1969-
laura, bass boosted in the distance: NICE
I was awake early this morning for this, I was so impatient !
@solid grove That was unnecessary.
I think it was educative
And I think it was childish. Don't do it again. If I don't delete it right away it means I'm unable to do so, and you should wait until me or Rusty Lake can do something about it.
I understand that, but someone has to see what kind of scam they offer, so others don't fall for them
Just say "hey guys don't click this", same effect.
not really
if you put a candy in front of a child and tell him
"don't eat it or I'll punish you"
the temptation will be too great, because of the interdiction
But if you explain why it's bad, how it can rot his teeth, and other things like that, then, yeah, they can still eat it, but now that they understand the risk, they'll resist more easily
that's what I was doing
especially since there are children here, and a "I'm 18" button won't stop anyone from seeing boobs
i might understand your point, but this is a game chat server and not an educational channel for children
It's literally a random link posted by a sketchy account. No one would think "hmm, I wonder what will happen if I click this, I sure need me some women"
because you're a grown-ass man
No, because I use the internet and I know not to click on random links.
yeah
because you're a grown-ass man
and you use internet frequently
but the people falling for this are either old or young
and this is a gaming server
which means there are many young people here
so it's not a bad idea to inform them once in a while
And you've got to admit that I didn't infringe any rules while doing so
You can inform them by just saying "Don't click on the link, it could be a virus." That'd be enough to stop people from engaging with the link. They're smart enough to solve a puzzle game, they'll know better.
I'm not taking that risk, personally

heres is a lobster donkey
nico nico nii
I love how I have total of 3 new HB pencils
I'm sorry for this, because I really don't want to bother you, but all my friends are asleep right now, and I'm quite shook, I need to talk to someone...
So if you don't care, just ignore me...
what's wrong?
what's wrong Red?
I got kicked out of school...
jesus
Oh my god... I'm so sorry for you... ; ;
i'm not sure how it is over there, i know in america there's quite a few things you can do to be successful regardless of school
The thing is,I want to study programming
but each time they put me in some kind of testing session
with 80% of physics
and I'm super bad at physics
plus I think I have some kind of concentration problems, but I'm not diagnosed
so I have bad grades,and they kick me out...
And it's not fair, because they evaluate me on stuff I'm bad at, that have no relation with what I applied for...
the only programming class I had, I got an A-
everything else was between F and C...
that sounds like some bullshit
90% of college sounds like bullshit tbh
i hear so many bad things about it
but it's something you gotta do over here in america basically
I'm in Canada, so it's not so different
I want to say that I want to die, but it's not quite true
I rather wish I was dead
but I don't want to die
i understand what you mean
is there a way to prepare for physics before taking the classes?
No, each time it's a different type of physics
tbh normally schools give you some material in class about said subject
in the first school, it was something I already did the year before but failed...
3 times...
and this time, it was totally different
and I just didn't understand half of it
- my parents are so pushing that my dad got me mixed up in the calendar 2 times
and those 2 times I missed a half session test
Oh, and now it's because I don't work that I failed
And yeah, I don't "work", because I don't understand, so I CAN'T work
and I don't have any motivation to
I don't know why, I just can't concentrate enough to do anything
even right before the dead lines
Maybe just maybe you should study in a room with 0 distractions
ie:no tv, no computer.
Even then, I would stare at the wall
is there a way for you to see if you have a mental problem?
or are diagnostics expensive as hell
I have way more mental problems than I admit myself
i was thinking that also but i didnt wanna be the one do say it..
But I don't know for this one
I mean... I passed an internet test for... I don't know how it's called but concentration troubles, with / without hyperactivity ?
You know what I mean
Tbh, I remember I was nearly kicked out of my old school, nearly
the reason why was because I wasn't going to school at all, but I had reason why I didn't
but Idk if it's alright to say story as short as possible here
I think I had like 100% on every questions regarding the "lack of concentration" part...
internet tests are probably bullshit
idk it depends on the website
that doesn't mean to say you do or don't
and if the person has a lot of experience then it is more genuine
oh yeah those are fake.tbh
but i don't think you can just put a stereotype onto a mental illness
dont fall for them
I mean, it wasn't a facebook test either
Still a professional is much better
like idk if it is trust worthy
hell it might be on par with a doctor
i'm just saying
It's better to visit psychiatrist/therapist to get 100% sure diagnosed
It was on a medical website, and yeah, it's not worth a real diagnosis
but it's... still worrying...
yeah, and it doesn't really make you 100% sure
I am still on my therapists visits, yet I am waiting for psychiatrist till Feb. which is way too long for me to wait from one reason
Ok, I'll pass a test again
I can't show you since it's in French, but I'll translate it
just so you see how much bullshit it is or isn't
but seeing how the questions are asked, I think it's somewhat reliable...
hmmm nah im still gonna think its not real..no offense
idk it could be legit, or atleast be able to take pretty accurate predictions
i won't write it off immediately
i just think it's not as good as an actual diagnosis
Still i think those "tests" make things go more downhill, but hey to each their own.Im not gonna mind really..

Lobster donkey
Behind! The first image of the lobster donkey!
Now as an emote! ๐คฃ
How often do you find difficult to finish the last tasks of a project when the most interesting is done ?
Very often
How often do you have difficulties to organise things when your task requires some organisation ?
Often
How often do you have difficulties remembering rendezvous and engagements ?
Very often (I had to pay like 100$ of absence fees for my driving classes because of that...)
How often do you avoid or procrastinate on a task that asks a lot of reflection ?
Very often
How often do you feel agitated, moving your hands and/or legs when you're sitting for a long time ?
Never
How often do you feel too much active, or obligated to do things, as if you were activated by an engine ?
Often
How often do you make inattention mistakes when you do a boring task ?
Often
How often do you have difficulties being attentive when you do a boring or repetitive task ?
Very often
How often do you have difficulties concentrating on what people tell you , even when the talk to you directly ?
Often (mostly IRL, since I can't read at my own speed)
How often do you lose or have a hard time finding stuff in your home or working place ?
Often (because my dad can't help himself and PUT HIS NOSE EVERYWHERE)
How often do you feel distracted by the activity or noise around you ?
Rarely
How often do you need to stand up during meetings, or other occurrences when you're supposed to be sitting ?
Never
How often do you feel agitated ?
Never
How often do you have trouble relaxing during your free time ?
Rarely
How often did you find yourself too talkative when you're with people ?
Sometimes
How often do you find yourself finishing other people's sentences when they could've done it themselves ?
Never
How often do you find difficult waiting for your turn in a waiting line ?
Rarely
How often do you interrupt people when they're busy ?
Never
The questions used for the real diagnosis are the 6 first, the other ones are just other possible symptoms (mostly hyperactive symptoms)
and I have... 5/6...
yeah it's definitely not outside the realm of possibilities
if you do get a diagnosis they could possibly try giving you medication to help curb this right?
this might not be something you have to live with for your time in school
if you're ok with taking medications
hn...
are you alright?
I don't know, I've been crying for the last hour or so
Am I alright ?
I'm sorry
And it's not sarcasm, I really don't know
I mean crying is normal, that's not something wrong
I'm so confused I don't know what's real anymore
i wish i could have more to say but i don't have life experience with that
Crying is good to let your emotions out
at least in my case it helped mostly
Well, actually
when I cry it's both a good and bad thing for the same reason
it's a good thing because I can't cry, my body is too used to keeping it in that I pretty much have no visible emotions left, only extremes, so crying feels good actually
the bad thing is... I can't cry, so when I cry, I'm mentally breaking down
Awh... ; ; Damn man, I feel sorry for you
I also wish I could say more, but I only got nearly kicked out of school
I'm so used to not crying that I can have my eyes open for several minutes and not even realise it
I freak people out sometimes, because of that x)
I remember how in 5th grade I could've sit trough 20 min break looking at one point without blinking
sometimes my classmates would ask if I am okay, because I was basically doing nothing
x)
I just looked back at my grades
I'll edit it so you can understand
(E stands for F)
The only good grades I had were in programming and drawing...
Fuck, I wrote programmation instead of programming XD
Oh well
I'm too tired for this shit
It's alright, no worries XD
But oh boy... I hope something will get better
I mean, you aren't the only one with pretty bad grades, I am quite bad with Geography/Biology and Math itself, if I am doing tests (I also can't kind of concentrate of them, and I usually ask my teacher to help me out remind me about this and that or give me a hint)
But my big good sides are English, Polish and bit of Chemistry
You know what ?
The only real diploma I have
I've been saved because the only subject I was good at had a high coefficient...
Maths
18/20, coefficient 9
I had 10 in French, 8 in History, 12 in bio, 11 in physics...
but since most of it had a coefficient of like... 2...
I passed with 14,02
0,02 above the "good" appreciation
and it's hardly a diploma, it's just there to say I finished highschool
Tbh, in Poland it's not necessary to go to high school nor College
but if someone wants better job then well... they have to
I am still in high school but I am thinking that maybe I won't go to College since even more work there would be too much for me and my mental health
Jeez, sorry to hear that ; ;
But also the other reason why I wouldn't move on to college is that I don't like being around in groups of people, I am normally socially closed off and being in groups gives me panic attack
Everyone's different
one's closed off, one's social butterfly
I wouldn't be much closed off if not trauma when I was in 6th grade tbh
Awh, Thanks Red
But anyway, I should get going now, it's really late rn (4:06AM)
crying randomly for awhile is normal for some people and is typically caused by past memories
It's not random, I got expelled...
I remember how I joked with my friend about the text on the screen
"Who are you?"
"I am you, but stronger"
"I am you, but with more free will"
"I am you, but with more budget"
lmao lots of people do
You could just throw pizza with some olive oil on a frying pan
are we food shaming now..XD?
yeah, true but I don't really like working with pan
In short - while making bacon, I got nearly hit in the eye with the hot grease
wear a protection mask x)
I remember how once I wanted to go with my friends to Military event kind of?
to buy gas mask etc.
You all!2019 is off to a great start
Oh come on ๐คฆ
If we die im ready to fight the entire catghost staff in heaven
Who posted that xD
Actually you know what
im gonna fight you all
and someone on tumblr idk..?
how great, since last thing I did in Polish class was Bible, and of course Book of Revelations
Imagine people saying "it's obviously not the apocalypse, we have a new apocalypse every year" but then it actually happens
retail work made me stronger
Stronger selling that bread?
yes those boxes were heavy af
Ok, so
- Hey, someone else that knows a fair bit of Revelations
- Wtf do they teach you at school ?!?
well, Polish lessons are mostly grammar with books
me and my teacher finished Bible section, and now we're moving onto mythology
(continuing from the theories chat)
@R.E.D. big mood tbh
?
to the brain changing thing i mean..
ah
yeah but the downside to that is you could get a worse brain..
oh nice someone like me, sweet
I mean, just imagine the range of emotions like a plane
the point 0 is... well... nothing
Tbh i think mine turned into a spaceship then and drove into the sun
and the more you go in one direction, the more intense the situation activating an emotion is
for pretty much anyone, the more you go in a direction, the more your emotion grows, in a nice curve
for me...
there's a big circle at 0
and below that, it's OVER 9000
^
ah someone i can sorta relate to
so much so that I can't cry or get angry without wanting to kill the person, or break down mentally
Actually, what's fun with me is that in person, I'm a zombie
I'm skinny, emotionless, I walk weird (I have flat feet), I wander aimlessly sometimes because I forgot what I was doing (I told you, I need another mind), and I can spend several minutes without blinking and not even notice it
I'm a fucking zombie
Oh, and I'm hungry
you could tell me like
"oh hey you won the lottery" and i would be like
"nice" with the most monotone voice
huh
I have to say, I lie to myself most of the time...
which is weird because I believe my lies...
ah
Well i guess different countries make different personalities show out
some are more open
others are closed off
You could say that
Except I'm kinda the opposite of belonging to a country XD
but yeah
still
Idk, is there a way to legally change to "world citizen" ?
But hey this is come from a person that lives in a country where (half) of the world calls us "cold hearted"
and idk
cant pinpoint it tbh ..
You can't imagine the number of people telling me about that fucking film after I mention Madagascar...
iouyiturdyrxfcgv
no offense..XD
i mean like you never gave me the impression of being from that country that Madagascar took place in..
if you get me.
uh...
Yeah I mean my life is a geographic mess
I was born in France, I grew up in Madagascar, came back to France for a while and now I'm in Canada
ah
hmmm alright
hmmm i would rather avoid it for the rest of my life.But hey his choice.
I'm fucking staying RIGHT HERE
first, I don't want to die...
second, I'm not ready for being enslaved by emus
ye ye i getcha..
but really tbh im not afraid of death (atleast not anymore)
it sounds peaceful.
third, 5 500 km away from my girlfriend is enough, I don't want 10 000 more...
ah well dont worry im sure you will be together one day.
hn...
eventually
Yeah possibly
it'll be kinda hard but eh...
Well still i wish you both luck.
^^" thanks
yw
see what I told you about lying to myself ?
It's really effective
Ok, so either you never tried, or you had a failed relationship, or just it's not for you
hmm i have had 2 failed relationships bcs we just grew out of it..
i guess its just not my thing..?
ah well im not gonna live that long to have grandkids anyways so..
eh
ok, what do you call "love" ?
yeah ik.
i mean i have tried making it work.I really have
but at times its just exhausting
You're not supposed to try...
If you force yourself, then it's not worth it
It should come for itself
Yeah true true
and then, even if it gets hard, you continue because you don't see the point in giving up
Idk its not that i dont like the person really, my family (or well mostly) my grandmother abused me alot (in both ways..huh but im not gonna go into much detail) and after that well..
i sorta grew numb..
hn...
i mean i told my mother about it
but she didnt do anything about it because she had given up trying to get her to listen.
hug
thanks but huh yeah..alright enough showing my emotions
Huh onto much lighter subjects i guess the days are getting longer atleast
^^ yeah
What a great night to not sleep at all
It's nearly 5:00AM and I am not sleepy
plus I start class at 9:30
take a 20 miniute nap if u can!!!! even a quick nap can help u feel energized, thatโll help u get by
if u arenโt gonna go to sleep, you could get everything ready for class and just chill out so u can just grab ur stuff and go when you need to
nah, I don't think I can even sleep
and if I even would take a nap, I'd just feel even sleepier
I've been neglecting my curfew for some time now
do u just not feel tired? Iโve had that happen to me a few times
yeah... insomnia, in short
but even paying attention at class is getting hard, my eyes tend to close by itself because of lack of sleep I have now
aw Yikes
canโt rlly help u with that :-(, but!!! Iโm free for the next hour so if u just need someone to text Iโm here in the chat lmao
maybe u could draw? you have such pretty art!!!!!
I tried, but I get more stressed over my art coming out as bad out of my humor recently, so my art progress is kind offf well, slowed down for now