Having every beta i can get into be a massive chaos fest with no alternative just has no interest. Personally, Spawning and dying 200 times by people you cant see, or even get a chance to see isn't fun, and if you spawn far away from combat, you'll never see anyone. Paired with the high kill counts for attachments, people annihilating you with guns you don't have, and TTK being super inconsistent, Large servers like that are not fun.
I loved the older betas with 16v16 n such, but i havent seen any of those lately, and since every beta is on a Saturday, when some people unluckily work, i can't attend most.
Would really like to see alternative servers during playtests with low pop limits, and some betas on other days, possibly changing each time.