Looking for Feedback – Trying to Get Better

[broken sorrel]

Heey I would love some feedback. I know I'm bad but I want to get better.
I've been playing guitar/ trying to sing for about 5 years now. I really want to improve.

I also want to get better at playing in front of people. I play a lot worse and often start shaking. I feel like the only way to get better at it is to do it more often and eventually it will must get better.
But how do you practice infront of people. My family don't care and can't stay for longer than maybe 30 seconds. On discord people will mostly just leave when you start playing or it's pure silence after your performance and you just feel that existential dread. In real life Friends? do people even still have those these days?
So yeah I'm wondering what other people do to practice.

Also sorry for the mumbling. I don't know how to talk.
Anyway any help is appreciated, thank you!

I don't seem to have permissions to send videos so I'll share it here on google drive: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1ClAVzcCKwGTKNHGeo5VuKj1HGewziiHE/view?usp=sharing

[broken sorrel]

Ahhh man, it's just so hard to find anyone who cares. Honestly I've been struggling a lot with music these last years. I've been thinking about it a lot. Leaning music is a big investment especially if you want to improve at a steady rate. I'm ready to give up. I need to put my time into something that has a more positive impact in my life right now. Hopefully I'll come back to it one day. Just right now it's really not working for me. I don't think anyone will see this but cheers.

[indigo tartan]

Hi